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20: Insecurities
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ian
“This isn’t a topic I think I can be much help with, Alpha,” Dr. Myers says gently, her eyes averted as her gloved hands examine my testicles, the final humiliating step in a medical consultation I naively requested. “My knowledge about conception in faeries is limited at best. Everything feels normal here, so you can sit up. I’ll get these samples to the lab.”
Well, that was awful for my ego.
Dr. Myers pulls the paper-thin hospital gown over my exposed parts and pats my knee and I wonder if this can get any more emasculating.
As she takes her gloves off and washes her hands, I sit upright on the exam table feeling more violated than I ever have in my life. No wonder women hate pelvic exams and mammograms.
“Shifters are easy, really. Finding a mate is enough to
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Where Wild Things Roam 23: Revelations
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Where Wild Things Roam 24: Help
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Where Wild Things Roam 25: Blessings
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Where Wild Things Roam 28: Secrets
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Where Wild Things Roam 53: Afterward
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Where Wild Things Roam 51: Rising Waters
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Where Wild Things Roam 47: Desperate Measures
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Where Wild Things Roam 46: The Call
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