"Mr. Schmidt, we want to keep her condition confidential and I would like to request that you treat her as a normal student of this school." My mother told the Principal of this school.
She then innocently placed both of her hands on her lap, and gave her sweetest smile.
I was just sitting quietly beside her, and boy, I'm having mixed emotions right now.
We are here at the SSPA, Schrøtersgøta School of Performing Arts. My enrollment is still on pending, since the Principal would like to discuss the fact that I am ill.
I noticed that Principal Schmidt looks like he's about to give bunch of sermons to a lot of students. He frowns like there is no tomorrow waiting for him. He's gray headed and wrinkles were already spotted under his eyes.
"Now, Mrs. Summers-"
"I am a Ms. now, Ms. Smith." My mother cut off Principal Schmidt, then showed off her ring finger.
"No sign of rings." She laughed awkwardly, while I laughed secretly. I can't believed she just interrupted the Principal of this school.
"Well, Ms. Smith. I am not against with your request, but the school board has. It is in our student manual to not allow inside our school grounds if a child was ill, especially with her condition, but the option is, we can provide a tutor for her at home."
I think my world fell and crashed into pieces hearing those words. This is not what I am expecting.
"You don't understand. My daughter has two more years to live, and she just wants to experience how to live like a normal kid." My mom's voice was shaking, and I think she's gonna cry. I held her hand and squeezed it, just to give her the assurance that it is okay.
Then there it is, I saw pity in the Principal's eyes. That's the last thing I want people to feel for me.
"Mom, let's go. It's okay." I stood up.
"Wait, hold on." Principal Schmidt suddenly stood up too.
"You're now an official student of this school. Please proceed to the registrar for your class schedules." He offered his right hand to me, and we shook hands.
I cannot believe this. For real? One moment he was totally against it, and now...
"Ms. Smith, stay for a moment, you have a contract signing to do."
"Welcome to, SSPA." His smile was pure and genuine.
I left the Principal's Office, then looked for the registrar. I cannot believe that I am actually here, inside of a school, and officially a student.
When I reached the registrar, they handed me a small envelope. They said that it was my registration form and some requirements I'll be needing in my class. After that, I met my mom half way.
"So how was it?" I asked her immediately. She held both of my hands.
"I'm so happy for you, honey. I hope you like it here." She hugged me tightly.
Oh, how I love this amazing woman.
"Yes, mom. Thank you so much." I caressed her back, cause I could hear her sobbing slightly. Then when she released me, she immediately wiped off her tears.
"I'll wait for you at home. Good luck in class, Hopie." My mom calls me Hopie when she's feeling sad or lonely. I just looked at her back when she left, until she's nowhere to be seen.
I walked to where my room was, this place is really huge, I think I'm going to need a map when looking for my classrooms.
I am now in the building of Music. I took up this course, cause it reminds me lots of happy memories when I was still a kid. Ever since that, it became as my stress reliever.
Based on my registration form, my room for this time is 309, so that would be on the third floor.
I approached the elevator, cause I cannot afford to take the stairs.
When the door of the elevator opened, the students suddenly stopped their chitchats, and looked differently at me.
Their reactions reminded me of those bullied girls that I watched in the movies.
I guess this was their first time to see someone like me.
I just ignored them, and entered.
When Igot off the elevator, I immediately saw where my room was, cause it was just in front of it.
I knocked lightly on the door and enter the room quietly with my heads down.
I'm totally nervous right now.
I bet the class has already started.
"Excuse me. English 1100?" A voice of a woman echoed in the whole room. I looked up to know who it was. An old lady, she's not that old old like the Principal.
"Huh?" I don't know why that word came out of my mouth.
"Do you belong in this class?" She asked to me calmly. I can feel a lot of people were looking at me and I think I'm melting.
I nodded my head.
"Well, let me see your registration form." I walked towards the teacher's table and gave her my form.
She examined it, then she looked at me.
"Ms. Summers is your new classmate." She stood up then faced me to the whole class. What the frizz! She held my shoulders then squeezed it gently. I saw nothing but blurry faces, I don't want to see these new people staring at me.
Can we just skip this introduction part, I do hate it.
"Now, go find a seat." The teacher told me. I walked to where was the vacant seat, which was in the second to the last row.
There's a blonde girl at the back of my seat, who is smiling warmly at me. A guy with a perfect seating position on my right, who is busy scanning his book. Then a curvy black headed girl on my left, I think she's eating sneakily.
I sat and put my bag down.
The teacher was about to write but she looked at my direction.
"Im Ms. Pedersen, by the way."
"Yes, Ms." I said, my voice was shaking.
Then Ms. Pedersen continued writing on the white board.
As time passed by, I realized that this is how it feels like to be a student. You were listening and registering everything what the teacher's talking about in your mind.I took out my notebook and ball pen, then started writing. I have a nice penmanship though, all letters were in italic form and I am doing it unconsciously. A nurse in America was the one who noticed it.
"So what do you like? The line's getting longer." The lady continued. I take a look back at the line and she's correct."Oh, sorry. A slice of banana and garlic bread, and some pasta." She looked at my body, examining from top to bottom.
I felt the cool air that was passing through the curtains. I took a glimpse on my clock, and it's seven in the morning already, my first class starts in two hours.My mornings were usually, sun rays and lights. Birds chirping, cars honking on the street, laughters of kids playing in their backyard.In France, I remembered our neighbor Mr. and Mrs. Beaumont
"Lucas was really our guy." A guy with a deep voice said. I froze when I heard his name. Oh, give me a break! Was he here too? I really don't want to see him right now."He's smooth. Real smooth." Another guy said, he was now laughing. I think they stopped behind the tree that I was leaning on.Okay,
Tomorrow morning, I got a text message from Stacey.✉️Stacey
When we arrived at school, Lucas was half walking and half running because he'll be late in his first subject."What's your first subject, anyways?" Stacey asked."Core Lit. The prof's kind of strict. So I better get going. Master, see you later!" He patted my lower back that took me by surprise, then he ran and disappeared in the crowd.
Clover put her hands onto Lucas' left shoulder. Then her look spikes through me. I averted my look."Oh hey, Clove. Yep, I'm here with—""The newbies, of course." There is an offensive tone in her voice. I looked at Stacey, and saw her brows arched.
Ever since that revelation, me and Stacey got even closer. I mean really close; every morning, we would go to school and go home together. We would eat lunch,together,and sometimes, she would go to our house and eat dinner with us.I think she became as my secondmomnow, feeling so light and comfortable when I am with her.All of this has now been part ofmydaily routine.
Lucas tiptoed his feet as they climbed upstairs. He was holding a cake in his other hand, while his son's hand on the other."Mommy won't like this. She hates waking up at midnight." Blue, their first born, said in a grumpy tone of voice.He wanted to laugh, because he knew that Blue was the one who hates waking up at this hour. But for sure, his son will be much annoyed at him. And a hundred percent sure, he won't cooperate with him anymore.
Three years later."Shh, little Quen. Here... here's your milk." I immediately grabbed the bottle of milk beside me, and let little Quen have his milk.I closed my eyes in frustration when he ignored me and continued on weeping."Oh, little Quen. Please stop crying, please, please. I need to go, now." I've wanted to cry together with him in frustration.
The sun was just about to rise when I left the house. After everything had happened, I forgot that I still have some things in my locker. So I've decided to finally take all of it.As I approached SOMA, the sun was up already. It felt kind of heavy to be here again. There were tons of memories flashing in my mind.The campus was filled with birds' noises. It's a weekend, therefore there were no students roaming around the school.When I saw the
“As days passed by, we became the best of friends. We were inseparable, really. We went to school together, eating lunch together, even in our school play we were in it, together. Then I thought, having someone you call as a friend, it felt amazing. It was surreal, maybe because she was my first friend for my whole 18 years of existence here.” I gazed at Peter, his face was calm but I could see sadness through his eyes.“I could say that Stacey is the epitome of happiness. If you ever tried to be with her even for just a minute or so, you’ll feel comfortable in her side…” I let out small laugh.
I’ve witnessed an angel sets her majestic feet here on earth.Never expected this angel would appear in my existence.As this creature spread her wings,
With just three rings, he answered it immediately. I noticed that he just came out from the company he's working in. Roger greeted me joyfully, he badly wanted to go in here with Brook and his children to celebrate with us, but unfortunately, there's a project for him that needed to be finished immediately because of being absent for two weeks.I truly understand my dad. And I am so glad for him to greet me even just a phone call. Brook and Thorn, who were both in the house, joined the video call to greet me as well. Thania wasn't there, because she flew back in California to take her exam. But she sends her regards at me through a text message.As
"Happy birthday, to you. Happy birthday, to you." Karen, William and Lucas chorused as they sing the Happy Birthdaysong for me.They were all wearing a color red shirt, with matching party hats in their heads. Lucas was the one holding my cake with a number 18 candle on the top of it. I cannot help not to show a sunny and childlike smile to them.This was the exact picture as I celebrate my other birthdays. Me lying on the bed, watching myguestsas they pour their heart singing just to see me smile. But this year's a bit di
“It’s alright, baby. Let it all out.” Lucas tried to comfort me with his words. I sat down on the floor, my body felt weak and emotional right now.There is no one that could save me.Then I just felt my tears falling uncontrollably onto my face. Lucas was there to catch me in his arms.“Come on, get up. We’ll get you the hospital.” Lucas nuzzled closely to me, but I pulled myself from him.“Luc
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