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2024-10-29 19:42:56After Ivan completed his tale, they sat in silence. They had moved to the parlor, and a servant had served them tea. Ivan’s teacup was still full, while Ursa’s was half empty.
“So?” he prompted.
“What do you want me to say?” she said slowly, worried she might offend him in this kind of state.
“Now you know the terrible truth. You must be disgusted,” he said with a bitter expression. Ursa shook her head, a small smile displayed on her lips.
“We all have our pasts. We all made our mistakes. I am not without my own faults. In the end, those are what we take with us to the grave, but it doesn’t mean that there isn’t anything to do that can fix it. My people used to be peaceful, we
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