CHAPTER 8 - betrayal in guilt Alpha Warren's POVShe looks helpless, defenseless and so vulnerable and it feels like deja vu all over. I'm back to the first time I laid my eyes on her. When she looked so weak over the shoulders of the soldier that carried her into the palace. Limp and extremely vulnerable and again, she has my attention. My undivided attention as she doesn't try to defend herself like the other times rather her eyes and full gaze are on me and piercing into my soul. Without words I can hear her pleas. Plea for me to remember something, a plea for me to fight for her, a plea for me to do something.And I try, I will myself to try very hard to remember what it is that I have to, my mind travels back to that morning when I woke up naked beside her. That morning still puzzles me, I still wonder what happened that morning. Had we really slept together? No, I disregard that thought immediately, because if she is really the woman my grandmother paints her to be, the
Chapter 9 Heather's POVHe'll be out of the palace in two days and for twelve days, I have requested to meet him. I have fought and screamed on top of my longs, I have tried all I could to communicate with him, to tell him, to help him remember because it seems like all the passion that we shared that night have gone deep deep down in his memories. And I can't seem to find anything to help simulate it. His family isn't helping, Doctor Killian has been completely bought over that he has refused adamantly to check me up even though I complain of sickness. Sometimes, it feels like I am going to pass out from the sudden exhaustion, pain and irritation I feel, but I am abandoned. Nobody seems to be on my side, in fact they aren't. God mother Deliana seems to be glad as her plan to have Lucas's eyes away from me has worked. Five weeks away from him and I don't feel good at all, it feels like the end of the world and everything in its entirety. It feels like I'll never recover. And
HEATHERS POV.I've never felt this received, although I'm still careful knowing well he's a stranger, his face has a striking familiarity but I can't quite place my finger on how I met him and where I had seen him before."I'm sorry we had to meet this way, I'mKeegan, the alpha's beta a and a friend of to Lucas" he explains, I draw a line sigh of relief as it comes flashing back to me, I had seen him earlier on in the office the day I was Falsely accused of being a liar, just now I realize he might have fallen into their clutches as well."I didn't do any of those, they lied" I explained to him not wanting to seem like a bad person."it doesn't matter what I think Heather it's what you did, once you have a clear mind then none of it matters anymore," he says to me"Why would I do it? I did nothing at all but I can't just get why his grandmother won't leave me to be in peace" I answer, He gives me a knowing look and a relaxing smile."I believe you Heather, but first you said we need
HEATHERS POV.I feel a sudden uneasiness in the pit of my belly, I feel my head twirl, my nerves are pressed,My whole world seemed to have just been plunged Into darkness. How on earth am I to deal with this?I had lasted out at Keegan and the woman in the room earlier on and I know it was not in their best interest or mine but I could not keep a restraint on myself,At the moment I felt really irritated and this is what it comes down to, I feel my head go on with a loud bang, and I sniff hard as I had been bawling my eyes out for hours.The fact that to Lucas I have suddenly become nothing than a breeder, it was brought into the Pack to bear a child for him and now that had finally happened I feel myself plus ged deer into darkness,It's way too much for me to handle. How on earth am I to bear being with him? He doesn't even care about me, ever since we had sec I've been trying to reach out to him.Each night I get starved all due to me missing curfew and now I'll go on and tell hi
HEATHERS POV."thanks Laura, maybe I should take my time thinking about it but first off I need to get back home soon I can't afford missing curfew" I answer."oh that right, we've spent way too much time out of the pack house" keegan reminds.I hope out of bed on recollection of that, I had almost gotten too comfortable in this house without knowing who it belongs so,"that right Laura we have to leave now, thank you, for everything" I say to her, "If you feel stressed or under pressure remember to always take in deep breaths although it won't work until you believe it would and keep your mind at bay, it helps I promise" she nods slowly, then pinches at my cheeks before passing a snort at her brother.Keegan grins in response to her and Soon after we are headed back to the Pack house.I feel a rush in my blood as the main gates come to view. It had been a long time since I had a chance like this, I hoped things would at least be better between us both.I had hoped for a better time,
HEATHERS POV.I quiver a bit, I hesitate but I do not move, my feet remain rooted to spit even as much as I really want to move, but then again I won't be so foolish as to make a mistake like that if given the chance he would definitely ruin me.He had gotten someone else pregnant and the best thing he wants to do at a time like this is to make me feel miserable.He isn't trying to make things right, he isn't rendering an apology to me, and although I know I do not owe him a lot I still deserve to be given a little bit of respect.He ignored me for days, while I spent weeks getting punished and starved for trying to meet up with him. He was pretty busy winding himself up in bed with princess mara."You heard me right" he calls out to me, this time I do not bother about him, I had a lot to think about, and feeling intimidated by him is not on my list.I have little to no intention of being with him, he wants to. play u fair and he would probably throw me out of the main waters soon, a
LUCAS POV It felt like I was struck by lightning, Hearing that I had won't a night with princess mara when I was on alcohol, like That was not enough. It was claimed that I shared a bed with her and now she had gotten pregnant. At first, I thought it was some sort of silly joke but I know certainly my grandmother would not crack silly jokes when it comes down to things like that. I would have never imagined myself getting into a mess like that, of all people it had to be Mara. The worst of the worst, I find it hard to handle certain things but this hits me in a way I had never imagined, I could not bear holding it in anymore, I know certainly this is a Pack house e and rumors spread like wildfire, I had no other option than to check in on her. I know she had heard the news, the manner in which she had stared at me when I walked through the doors. The warm look in her eyes had turned icy cold, it was more or less like she wants nothing to do with it, I needed to clear things
Chapter 15 A girl was seen walking in haste barefooted on the cold tiled road towards an unknown destination under the heavy pouring rain. From a glance one could tell she was miserable , the cars drove passed her speedily not caring to stop and help her... "That the world we live in anyway, Heartless!. People trying to mind their business I guess" Heather's pov "I finally had enough ,I won't continue to be the trashbag you all walk over " I shrieked angrily as my painful tears were hurriedly washed away by the heavy rain. Deadly cold creep under my frail skin ,as I trembled violently under the heavy rain. I had no where to go ,not even a home I can return too. That night my heart were shattered painfully into pieces and I felt all left alone cluelessly and hopeless... I badly wanted to die , when I recalled what had happened this morning . I don't know if my decision was the wisest but I don't care either. "I want to become somebody no one will dare to pushover for myself a