_________________...Rowan and I stared at each other awkwardly while our baby seemed fascinated by her father's unruly stubble.The rest of them who had been making a ruckus in the living room had scurried into the kitchen and was probably eavesdropping on us."How have you been?" I decided that I had given him the silent treatment for long enough and decided to break the ice."Uh... G-good. Good." He stumbled over his words, seeming as nervous as a socially awkward nerd. But that was not the man I knew him to be - Rowan Keller did not stutter."And you?" He asked after a few moments of silence."I have been regaining my memories," I confessed. He did not have the need to know that but I assumed that if I told him that I was getting back the lost days then he might reveal some other truth that he had omitted."That's fantastic news, Ro- Aurora. I am so glad for you."Either he was genuine or he was that good of an actor.I wanted to believe the latter. I had been betrayed by him j
__________________...You let your treasure unguarded, then robbers are bound to set their eyes on it/ "Rowan." I smirked at the tone of surprise in the asshole's voice at my my presence. "Hey Derek." I gave him one of my rare saccharine smile. "You sound surprised. Don't tell me you did not expect to find me at my own daughter's half-birthday." Derek just stared at me mutely for a moment and then blinked, shaking his head as the fakest smile appeared on his face. "No no, of course not. I am just sleep-deprived from my night shift and my brain just hit a pause button because I haven't seen you since that night at the club." I nodded, pretending to take his bullshit. "Come on in!" I said cheerily as I opened the door out wide for him. He mumbled a thanks as he entered. "Rory!" He sounded way too enthusiastic to see the love of my life. "Hey." I liked the confused look on her face as she looked over at me and then back at him. "I thought you could not make it." "I exchanged
__________________...Sleep evaded me. Ki had grown out of the nighttime wailing sessions so we could sleep peacefully too. I had put on a brave face and was friendly with Rowan the whole day, laughing at his lame jokes and smiling for the pictures but now that everyone was gone and I had the time to think about all that he said, I was starting to get really scared. As I had earlier inferred, the man always got what he wanted. And I had a history of falling back right into his arms no matter how despicably he acted. This was not good. "Oh come on, Aurora!" I jumped off the bed, walked over to my vanity mirror, and turned on its lights. "You are a grown-ass woman and the mother of a beautiful baby girl. You are not some teenager that you are confused about things like this! You are not giving Rowan another chance and that's it!" I jumped at the knock on my door. "Who is it?" I asked like an idiot. Of course, it's Gabby because it sure as hell is not my six-month-old. "Meryl S
_________________...It had been a week since Gabby and Eric left. I still lived at Eric's apartment though I did not know why. I basically spent most of my awake hours with Rory and our daughter. I wanted to ask her if I could move into Gabby's room. But I did not want to push her this time. I mean, yes, I did want to push her, woo her, make her mine again. But I did not want to do any of this without her consent. And full consent at that. I had come to the realization that because Rory loved me, I always ended up confusing her. I confused her and played her feelings into getting what I wanted from her. It was what I had been doing. I was not proud of it but I had realized that the first step to redemption and fixing all that went wrong because of me was to admit to my wrongdoings and manipulations. So yeah, we were not going to do any of that this time. I will woo her but like how any man would woo his woman. I was not going to use our past relationship or our daughter to
__________________...I sighed in contentment as I leaned back in my chair. Susan James, who I remembered to be my assistant since I became COO, smiled at me. "Liking the electricity of authority, Boss?" Sue smiled at me. I grinned back at her. "Sure do, Sue, sure do." "You remember me?" She asked uncertainly. "My memory is almost completely back, Sue." I nodded at her. "I say almost because I don't know for sure if I am missing something." Susan looked behind her to see that there was no one there and then quickly took a seat opposite me like she always did. "Good. So I can shit-talk about your ex-husband all I want, right Ro?" I let out a laugh. "Easy there, Sue. He is still the father of my child." Sue shrugged. My phone pinged and I looked down at it. There was a message from Derek. DEREK: I am sorry if I am disturbing you but I wanted to ask you something. My eyebrows pinched together as I typed in the response. AURORA: That's alright. Ask away. What is it?The re
___________________...I came back to my office in the jolliest mood in the longest time. We were making headway. At least Rory and I had gone from no contact to nickname basis again. I was not going to be greedy and ask for more than I deserved. I took out my phone to see if I had missed any important messages while I was with the most important person in my life. There was a message from Zoe. Messages. Fifty-three pictures from Ki's half-birthday party. I smiled as I went through them carefully, not wanting to miss the tiniest details. I grimaced at the pictures with Derek in it and grinned at the ones that featured my three-person family. I finally decided on a picture where Rory and I were holding our precious world in our arms as we kissed her cheeks. Ki, of course, was grimacing but that just made the picture all the more adorable. I set it as my phone wallpaper, letting out a sigh of contentment as I leaned back on my chair. "Everything's going to be okay now," I told
_________________________ . . . "Rory, do you even hear her?" Sonya yelled as she came down the stairs, stomping her thigh-high boots. I looked up from my laptop and lifted my hands, shrugging. "I didn't. What's going on?" I asked as I closed my laptop and got up from the living room couch. "She's being disgusting. That's what! I am sixteen years old. What does she take me for?" Sonya came to a stop in front of me and pointed at the stairs where I saw no glimpse of her mother. I knew better than to listen to a sixteen-year-old's one side story so I waited for her mother and my mother-in-law, Elizabeth Keller, to come down the stairs. "What's going on, Beth?" I asked her, a small smile playing on my lips. Teens and their mothers made up for some fascinating drama, and I missed that experience with my mother because I was in a boarding school on another continent, but watching Elizabeth and Sonya fight over the smallest things was very endearing. "You need to come upstairs and
~2 years ago~"This is such great news!" Bianca Stanley, my best friend, squealed as she jumped around in our apartment. I rolled my eyes, sitting back on the couch and resuming the movie I was watching."I know." I smiled. "Dad finally thinks I am ready to face the world."Bianca stopped hopping around and looked at me with a wide smile on her face and pride in her eyes. "My baby is all grown up." She sniffed dramatically as she wiped away invisible tears making me roll my eyes. "You make Momma hen so proud.""All right drama hen. Sit down!" I patted the spot next to me on the couch. She sat down excitedly and gave me a side hug, not failing to rearrange a few bones in the process. She had too much strength that she wasn't aware of."We will go clubbing!" She exclaimed. "I will inform all our friends and we will go clubbing to celebrate you finally getting the job that you wanted in your dream company."She was already on her phone as she spoke and I knew better than to try to talk h