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2021-12-11 02:13:09She closed her eyes and tried to ignore the intruding thoughts that kept taking her back to James. But then her mind got filled with Damon and what had happened today and that fucked up her sleep even more. She had just started drifting off, when she felt the bed dip beside her and Damon settling in under the covers. The light switch was turned off, the room got engulfed in complete darkness. A few minutes passed in silence, then as Kara just relaxed, she felt a hand sliding in her waist and Damon pulling her closer to his body. He adjusted her head over his arm, while his other arm kept her fragile frame stuck to his warm body.
His face was nestled in her neck, inhaling her sweet scent deeply. Kara could feel his deep breaths tickling her skin, but she hesitated from pushing him away. He was going to be her husband in a few days after all. She had to start getting used to this.
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The man lifted up his bloody face, his nose spraying blood on the ground profusely."How dare you? Who the he-" the man stopped his angry rant as soon as he saw James' face, the expressions rapidly changing from furious to scared one within a matter of a few seconds."Mr. Sullivan?" he spoke through the blood with an awkward laugh while trying to wipe it off with his hands desperately, "ooooh... ohhh this is so embarrassing! I did not expect to see you here. Are you alright?""Baby, what are you doing?!" Lila whined and came to grab the man's arm while she shot an angry glare to James, "how dare you to hurt my boyfriend! Do you even know how he can wipe you like dirt from the ground? He owns Livion Industries! You and your bitch girlfriend, just watch how-"
Last Updated : 2021-12-13When I Adored You (Bad Desires #1) 61
"Kyle, have some papers made for me." James barked out the orders as soon as his PA picked up the call, "I want them on my table within an hour. I am emailing you the details."He hung up the phone and directly barged inside the grand hall of their office building. He saw Kara and Damon walking towards their floor through the automatic stairs, his gaze followed them, but he didn't follow them. Instead, he continued on his way and got inside the lift, going straight to his own office.The elevator dinged, and he was out. His hands fished for something in his pocket, anything that would put his mind at ease, but there was nothing that would touch his hand. In frustration he pushed back his hair roughly and slammed open his own door, going straight to his office table. Punching down the keys, he quickly formed up a details, read through ev
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"You...?" Kara whispered.Without answering, he pushed open the door fully and came inside barging in. He was wearing a black suit, the first two buttons of his white shirt were open. His eyes scanned the room first, then returned to Kara."You going to stand there only? Are you not confident of walking out of here without falling for my charm?" James raised his eyebrows.Kara pursed her lips but did not respond to him. She knew he was acting rashly in anger, just like he always did. It was going to be no surprise to her if he again started saying hurtful words just to calm down his own heart."I have to go down in five minutes. Please get out." She turned her head away, staring outside towards the open area where evreryone had already gotten seated. She saw Rita, and Neil standing up from their chairs and going towards the stairs. They were coming up to get her most probably to go down for the wedding.She felt a hand on the back of her neck that
Last Updated : 2021-12-18When I Adored You (Bad Desires #1) 63
Kara's eyes flash at James filled with absolute fury. She could not believe the man that stood in front of her eyes. How could he do this to her? To his whole family? Disrespecting and insulting them in front of the whole world just to fulfill a damn stubborn desire. "You have lost your damn mind." she whispered, barely able to stop herself from shouting at him and shake some sense into him. "I lost that years ago, sweetheart. You don't have to worry about that anymore." James was looking at her with smug expressions. He knew he had her trapped from all directions. But then before he could do anything else, Neil grabbed James by his collar and started dragging him away. "Uncle!" Kara cried out, worried about his health getting wor
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Kara's eyes flash at James filled with absolute fury. She could not believe the man that stood in front of her eyes. How could he do this to her? To his whole family? Disrespecting and insulting them in front of the whole world just to fulfill a damn stubborn desire. "You have lost your damn mind." she whispered, barely able to stop herself from shouting at him and shake some sense into him. "I lost that years ago, sweetheart. You don't have to worry about that anymore." James was looking at her with smug expressions. He knew he had her trapped from all directions. But then before he could do anything else, Neil grabbed James by his collar and started dragging him away. "Uncle!" Kara cried out, worried about his health getting wor
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Kara felt a hand slipping in her own as she stood in front of the tombstones of her mom and dad. Her hand shivered and she immediately snatched it back, away from James' grasp. She then proceeded to take a few steps and bend down on her knees to place the while roses on the stone. Her hands slid back to rest on her knees as she guiltily tried to not break down in tears. She did not want James to be here right now. This was the first time since their death that she had come to see them. She felt ashamed.In her heart, she prayed for her mom's forgiveness for breaking a promise that she should not have. A hand was suddenly on her shoulders, pulling her sideways. She resisted and put up her hands to block him but he forcefully made her head rest on his shoulders until she was finally not struggling so hard to breathe and stop the tears from falling down. Her breaths broke into small sobs, h
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Kara was looking out of the car window without saying a word. Her hands were folded under her chest and she kept staring out without giving James a glance. She could not believe she had lost her cool like this. Like a freaking child! Who does that?! 'Ran around in a fucking cemetery to smash her husband's head' - the newspaper highlight of tomorrow's issue. She wanted to bury her head in the sand."Hey, shorty, turn on the radio." James's teasing voice nagged at her.Kara gritted her teeth and avoided him. She was trying to bury that intense sensation of frustration that kept making her turn into an idiot in front of him."Come on! Don't tell me that you are angry because you are short and can not catch up with me? I would have given you some of my le-"
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Kara was startled at his words, and immediately took a step back, but James grabbed her waist and pulled her smack close to his body so she stays in her place. He lowered the flower to her neck and his lips were immediately replacing the touch of the flower on Kara's lips, planting a soft kiss. His tongue stuck out to gently lick her bottom lip before taking it in his mouth to suck with teasing, slow strokes.Then he pulled back a little, but his mouth moved sideways to kiss Kara's rosy cheek and then slid to her ear and whispered softly, "I love you."Kara stayed stock still throughout his actions. She had closed her eyes when he had kissed her, and now when he whispered those words in her ear, she opened her eyes and found the colorful lights of the amusement park that had been irritating her barely a minute ago, now twinkle wit
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When I Adored You (Bad Desires #1) Epilogue
One Year Later…“Let’s end the session here.” Mrs. Viva, James’ therapist offered a genuine smile, “a year passed so quickly. You have changes so much, and in a good way.”James stared at the door eagerly before turning his face in Mrs. Viva’s direction, “Thank you. This is our last session, right?”“Yes.” Mrs. Viva laughed, “and hopefully, I will never see you again. At least not in my office. I would not mind getting occasional invites to your high profile parties though.” her last words finished with a wink.James smiled, and once again glanced at the door with puppy dog, desperate eyes.
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Slowly he started to lightly brush her still shuddering clit with his cock's head. With her clit receiving this erotic stimulation, her pussy started dripping her cum down on the ground.He then slowly slid the crown of his thickness inside her hole, barely sliding in before pulling out swiftly. She was already dripping so much, and his teasing, constant strokes made her even more desperate."You love me, right?" James put his thumb on her asshole and pushed in slowly, while his cock teased her entrance mercilessly.Both of her thighs were wet. He could clearly see how much she wanted him but he wanted to hear it from her and tease her.She felt a burn as James slowly slid inside her, almost halfway, but then stopped. His hands trembled on her hips, but he did not go any further, hearing a whimper slip past her lips."You want me, don't you?"He pressed his lips in to her shoulder and one of his hands moved down to her clit and started to ru
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James smiled in pure happiness the moment she said those words. He heard the sound of a loud growl leaving her lips as she wrapped her hands around his shoulders and flipped him on his back. She climbed on the top of him, keeping her weight on her elbows and knees, she loomed over his hard body. Her lips touched the hard, yet soft skin, her tongue darting out to taste him and lick him hungrily. James groaned loudly, his hand slipped in her hair to fist roughly to stop her from going down. She forcibly pushed at his hand to earn another growl from him.Her teeth sank in his nipple, earning a rough his that vibrated from his chest. Within a few seconds, her top and bra were on the floor but before she could make another move, James came on the top of her and took her mouth carnally. His hand pinched her hard bud and then replaced it with his hot mouth, sucking on it roughly.Her moans filled the room, her nails scratched his back, which only earned her more harsh sucking
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Pacifying one's anger is not the hard toughest thing in the world, but seeing the indifference from your love- that tears you apart from inside.James went through the same feeling when Kara turned indifferent to him. And this was not angry indifference. This was polite indifference. She stopped getting angry at him for everything. She answered his every word, but from a distance.A week passed by and James never saw her smile at him again. She was not angry and she did not cry, in fact, she was just the opposite. She was smiling when she talked with others, especially when his family came to the office to meet her one by one. His mom, his dad, even Damon. Especially Damon, because she seemed to be filled with guilt for abandoning him on the day of the marriage. Even when Damon apologized to her for what he had done- for being the bad person to tell that woman named Lila to bring up Damon's name in front of her- she did not get angry and forgave him right away.
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Kara opened the door and left without saying anything to him. The whole day she avoided even coming in front of him. James could only look at her dull face that she tried to hide behind a fake smile while talking to the colleagues.When Damon came to the office, it was already filled with hushed whispers about the whole fight between Kara and James. And when he came to the department, it was not hard for him to recognize the sadness in her eyes. His stern, furious gaze turned to James who was sitting in his office, his gaze coming constantly to Kara.Without a second thought, Damon stormed inside James' office. His hands came down to rest on the table when he asked with clear anger in his voice, "You did that to her again, didn't you?"James leaned back in his chair, unaffected by Damon's dominating frustration, "And how do you know it is me?""Because nothing else can cause her that fucking heartbreak which shows in her eyes." Damon hissed furiously, "Ov
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James' face grew grim as soon as he heard the words that Lila said. He grabbed Kara's hand in his own and pulled her towards their seat. He helped her get seated by pulling her chair for her. The table was already filled with food of different kind."Have your dinner." He put his hand on her shoulder and kissed the side of her temple, "I will be back in a bit."He started to move away while turning towards the exit but Kara grabbed his hand at the very last minute, stopping him in his tracks, "Where are you going?"She knew where he was going. But she wanted him to confirm her suspicion.."Nowhere." he responded and pulled his hand out of her grasp, settling her palm back on the table, "be back soon. Finish your dinner, baby."He turned around again to leave but Kara grabbed his wrist, this time standing up on her feet
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The man lifted up his bloody face, his nose spraying blood on the ground profusely."How dare you? Who the he-" the man stopped his angry rant as soon as he saw James' face, the expressions rapidly changing from furious to scared one within a matter of a few seconds."Mr. Sullivan?" he spoke through the blood with an awkward laugh while trying to wipe it off with his hands desperately, "ooooh... ohhh this is so embarrassing! I did not expect to see you here. Are you alright?""Baby, what are you doing?!" Lila whined and came to grab the man's arm while she shot an angry glare to James, "how dare you to hurt my boyfriend! Do you even know how he can wipe you like dirt from the ground? He owns Livion Industries! You and your bitch girlfriend, just watch how-"The old man grabbed Lila's arm in a rough hold as he gritted out, "Shut the fuck up, you dumb bitch! He is James Sullivan!""So what if he is! What has it got to do with us?!" Lila continued shouting outr
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Damon left but he had scratched the wound in Kara's heart that was already bleeding. The animosity between Damon, James, and his family had deepened so much. James' stubbornness was making everyone's life harder.When the door to the bedroom opened, Kara sat up and turned towards the door to find James coming in to sleep on the same bed."James, sleep in some other room."James ignored her and grabbed the blanket, covering his bottom body with it, and turned his head in Kara's direction, "We are married. I am going to sleep with my wife."Kara sighed at his words and tried to get up and out of the bed to sleep in another room but he grabbed her by her waist and pulled her back in the back in one swift pull. His arm covered
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"I want to talk to her." Damon responded without removing his gaze from Kara's sleeping form. She had dark circles under her eyes as she slept in Jame's arms. Damon was not even sparing a glance to James because he knew that the moment he looked at him, he is going to break out in absolute fury."She is not available. Get out." James said dismissively and turned around to walk away.He had taken a couple of steps forward when a hand on his shoulder snatched him back harshly. James turned around without loosening his hold on Kara. Anger was clear in his eyes when he stared at Damon's seething form."Don't make me punch you in the face." Damon muttered through clenched teeth and expanded his hands, ready to snatch Kara out of James' arms but James turned sideways, throwing daggers at Jam
