My closest friends are the people I can challenge the most about the political catastrophe of the last five years. Since kindergarten, Eva, David, and I have made a matched trio. Even though David and Eva are now mated, we are still
Going to their place is like us all getting together after school even though we haven't seen each other in so long. When I first arrived, there was some fully immature squeeing over each other, but we soon went back to our old habits, as if I hadn't lost touch with them for five years.
Everything else besides the "my best friends are in a mating bond" issue: "How exactly did that happen?"
Eva sputters, "It was him or marriage to Dave Byron," and she then continues.
Her revulsion is echoed by my word, "gross."
She hears David tell her to "be nice." His parents never said no to him and gave him whatever the hell he wanted; therefore, it's not his fault.
He's ignored by Eva. Ever had the gut-wrenching feeling that someone you were looking at was an unattractive baby? Dave Byron is that.
They have a sizable island in their kitchen, where we are gathered. Under the elegant pendant lights that are suspended above us at unequal lengths, Eva's copper curls shine gold. She still has a teenager's appearance, complete with freckles and dewy pale skin, five years and a baby later. She used to come up for first period in her pajamas, but now she has more put-together attire.
However, David has evolved. He had a baby-faced, chubby black appearance when I left, and he liked wearing blue lipstick and wearing t-shirts from heavy metal bands with unreadable fonts. He developed into a broad-shouldered dad-type who, while sporting a band t-shirt, is also at ease using a stove with twelve burners to prepare supper.
If only they knew how those who live alone do...
"So, then, is this a marriage of convenience? merely to avoid Dave? That makes me feel a little down. " You know, David, I always assumed you were gay. I merely assumed that you were reluctant to emerge.
He responds without hesitation, "Oh, I am." "For Eva, this is not just a marriage of convenience. She is assisting me as well.
Additionally, the fertility center was helpful to us. The neck of Eva's half-empty beer bottle is tipped in my direction.
David comments with fake grief, "The gay dude and the asexual woman somehow had trouble conceiving."
I fess up, "Wow, I feel like an asshole not knowing any of this."
David reminds me, "You're the one who invoked the Right of Accord and took off."
But, are you sure you're back now? Eva's big brown eyes grow even more fearful. "You're staying, right?"
"I…" I'm already saying that I'm going to change and stick with the pack by simply returning. Why would I bother alerting them about my reservations?
Eva replies, her voice taking on a steely edge of rage. "You can't leave," she adds. "Not yet again."
You both indicated your agreement when I asked. We had never heard of the Right of Accord before we came across a mention of it in a pack history book. We three thought about using it.
"I fooled myself into believing I was smart. We were going through a lot at the time, and I needed to talk to you, but I couldn't. They refused to provide us with any details regarding your whereabouts or activities, she continues. " You were missed. Don't depart again.
My chest hurts. "I have to uphold the mating pact if I stay. I'm not sure whether I can either.
While lowering himself to access the oven door, David removes a pan from the heat. My stomach starts to growl at the aroma of the steak cooking beneath the broiler. They hardly entered a moment ago, but he is already taking them out.
I'm not bothered. Werewolves want their meat warm, not cooked, whether they have undergone transformation or not.
David says, "We made it work," as if the circumstances are even slightly comparable.
Eva is on my side. " Uh, no. In our case, neither of us anticipated that the other would behave like the stereotypical small wife. Ashton is going to want her to be that way.
And I'll live a horrible life forever." I feel a lump in my throat. "But I'll be miserable without you two, Cynthia and Carole."
Eva snorts, "I see Vivianne and Thomas aren't on that list.
"First of all, they were the ones who initially arranged the idiotic mating deal. Second, they aren't communicating with me. I lose steam slightly. I have no idea why I feel guilty, despite the fact that I did nothing wrong. I was asked to dance by the king. Was it my duty to reject him?
"I was informed of the ball. Sorry." Eva squirms.
I asked, "Why weren't you there?" It's more of a complaint than a query." That was awful. Everyone just kept looking at me.
"We would have been there if I had known you'd be there. At the morning council session, we swore fealty," Eva recalls. David casts her a glance.
"David… Are you currently a council member? It's fascinating. And might be advantageous for me. It's never a bad idea to have influential friends.
He makes a head motion. "No. Still not. But I'm still a contender. Those of us who made the short list received invitations to the morning session.
When Eva states, "It seemed more prestigious than the ball," she is obviously speaking nonsense.
I challenged her on it. "You decided against hiring a sitter."
"That, too." She makes a motion toward my empty bottle. "Yet another?"
"Sure." I inquire, "So, is it a secret?" when she stands up and walks to the refrigerator.
She queries, "Is that a secret?"
"David is vying for a position on the council. You two engaged in covert married couple eye contact. I accuse David and point my finger at him.
Eva continues, "We just don't want to jinx it." "These days, it's difficult to know who your friends are."
"Wait…" I am erect as I sit. You guys aren't sure whether or not to believe me.
That's not it; David instantly responds. The simple fact is that a lot happened while you were away. And last night, you danced with the king—"
I object, "Why?" "Because he asked me to." Eva, if the pack leader asked you to dance, would you decline? Also keep in mind that the other option is to continue speaking with Ashton Daniels.
Eva responds, "Your feelings are hurt," but she doesn't offer an apology.
It's them! I have no idea what is happening within the pack. Since 2005, I haven't spoken to anyone. When I get back, there are all these political scandals going on, and suddenly my closest friends are calling me a spy or whatever. This is excessive. I get up from the stool. "I'm going to skip dinner, you know. Thanks anyway. Your house is beautiful.
Eva snarls, "Don't be like that."
David gestures with a dish. But it was just finished.
At the kitchen door, I halt. I asked, "Why even do you want me in your house if I'm so suspicious?"
"Because you're our friend, you dummy." The plate is placed on the island by David. But it's been five years since you left. You need experience.
"Not used to it?"
"Now, the pack is different. If we don't know who to believe, neither do you. And a misplaced word... Eva's face becomes glum. " I don't worry that you'll leave and desert us. I'm worried that until you've been here for more than a week, you could accidentally get yourself or someone else into trouble.
"You are correct. What's happening is a mystery to me. I go in the direction of the island while letting go of my purse. " Fine. Really, all you had to say was, "Don't tell anyone." You are aware of my secrecy skills.
David adds, "Yeah, but you also give away a lot of stuff accidentally."
And that is just.
Can you update me on anything, please? I won't take it personally if they are unable to. If my closest pals are reluctant to talk to me, I assume I really don't comprehend what's going on in the pack.
"Where do we begin?" Eva asks with a huff that makes it plain the inquiry is rhetorical.
Why don't we begin with the new king? Although I have a childish crush on him, that is not the reason I'm inquiring about him. In particular, "how he came to be king in the first place."
When it happened, a number of people asked that question. David moves a plate in my direction. I take it humbly because I don't feel like eating after the tantrum I just had. David doesn't seem concerned, though. You are aware of King Arthur's new spouse, the Enigma Pack's negotiator, right? I nod as he continues. "It appeared that her strategy was to keep Victor waiting."
Or murder him," Eva adds.
David shakes his head, as though they had already battled over that take. She would then wed a member of the Enigma Pack and cede control of Toronto.
And rule over both," Eva continues. She was destined to rule two of the biggest packs in North America.
David cautions that the woman also has King Orion iel in her sights. Exile for her family is required.
"Yeah, but why hasn't she been, at least?" I ask.
Eva responds with a sigh, "That's part of the mystery." In my opinion, she dominates as a council member. They were the ones who opposed expelling her.
She will undoubtedly attempt to capture the king. Plates are brought over by David for Eva and himself. But she is not the cause of his presence. Another council decision was that.
That was also purchased? I ask.
Eva takes a piece of risotto while shaking her head. "No, he has a rightful place in the succession. He is the second cousin of Victor's father. or something like that.
"If there was bribery involved," David adds, chewing his food like he used to when he was a vile teen, "it probably wasn't much. There are undoubtedly those who believe they are more deserving of the throne than Victor's sons, who were removed from the line of succession. And that's fair because Greater London has already tried to catch up to the Toronto group. However, there is still a great deal of mistrust toward the entire family.
Eva makes a toast by raising her beer. Isn't it wonderful that you arrived home in time for all of this?
Oh, right. Definitely." My forehead is rubbing. And it's awesome that I allegedly offended half the group after one dance with the man.
David reassures me, "I wouldn't say half."
Eva gives a nod of approval. "More or less 65 percent."
We joke, but dread fills my gut like a rock. Which, to be honest, isn't fair to the cuisine because David is a fantastic chef.
I say, wiping my lips with my napkin, "This is fantastic." Who would have imagined that the person who lived off tater tots throughout high school would eventually learn how to cook?
Even if we are laughing once more, I want everything to return to how it was before I went. I need to be confident that my buddies have my back in every way.
I disagree and feel more isolated than ever.
Cynthia and Carole have suggested that we get together for lunch so that we can catch up on the conversation we didn't get to have at the ball.At a human eatery.After having salads and the main course, I am currently drinking my drink while attempting to suppress the urge to inquire of my own sisters whether or not their spouses are aware of their whereabouts."...and that's exactly what they were discussing at the Bailey!" Carole yells at me while putting her palm in front of my face and waving it."Sorry. Too many mimosas." That is not the case. After drinking two of them, I haven't even begun to feel tipsy. I make an effort to pay attention to what she is telling me. Something regarding the upgrades she had made to her main bathroom You were mentioning something about how they were unable to bring down a wall, right?"Are you okay?" The question was posed to me by Cynthia with sincere concern.Do I come clean and tell them that my head is all over the place after what happened wi
The instant I walk through the door, my mother is waiting for me there. "Ashton is here," she hisses as she reaches for my hair to mess with it. I try to avoid her, but she clucks angrily every time I do. "What was going through your head when you were tearing up the grass like a stray dog?""As I was thinking about it, I realised how wonderful it is to be at home." I give her the most innocent of looks.Her irises constrict. "Are you treating all of this like a game?" She continues talking before I have a chance to respond. "After the stunt you pulled, leaving the pack, and now whatever that display was at the ball, it's a miracle that anyone will still associate with us," the speaker said. "It's a miracle that anyone will still associate with us.""Why in the world wouldn't they—""Because they're afraid that word of what you did will spread!" After the mother's outburst, which was audible enough to be overheard, she immediately returned to speaking more quietly. "You have the disti
For werewolves, the full moon is a sacred occasion. A werewolf pack congregates for their own rites in the same manner that humans might dress nicely and convene at a place of worship. The location where we meet for the Trialblazer pack is roughly an hour and a half northwest of Toronto. Two hundred acres of pristine territory where we can securely wander as the monsters we become every full moon were once home to a pack long before Canada was known as New France, at the time when our ancestors fled northern Europe in longboats.The ceremony of metamorphosis is held in a standing stone circle that was constructed more than five centuries ago, long before Columbus could falsely claim to have set foot on the continent of North America. The three stones pay homage to the three gods of our pack: Lupa, the mother of Romulus and Remus; the harsh Lycaon; and Fenrir, the wolf who will devour Odin at Ragnarök. The circle used to be in a clearing in a forest. It is now safe inside a towering, c
A bell with a deep, hollow toll is rung at midnight to signal the start of the new day. The members of the pack make their way into the holy circle one by one in the circular courtyard below. They don't silver silk robes for ceremonies; these robes are designed to be easily removed once the transformation has taken place.In movies, people often create situations in which werewolves howl in anguish and tear their clothes off, which is something I've never understood why people do. We are aware of when the moon will be at its fullest. This does not come as a surprise to us. And we are aware of the appropriate attire.Or undress. As Orionwalks into the circle, the air I'm breathing stops cold in my lungs. He halts in front of the stone dedicated to Lycaon and throws his robe to the ground.I ogle him unashamedly, just as he did to me, from his broad shoulders all the way down to his chest sprinkled with dark hair that thins to a line on his shockingly carved abs. I do this in the same w
This can't possibly be taking place.I force myself to get up and grab the note out of Mother's grasp. "You looked through my purse, didn't you?""What do you think you're doing?" is a rhetorical question. She makes a hissing sound as if my inquiry does not exist. "You have agreed to a sexual contract. You can't be talking to someone else behind the back of your fiance!"I'm not seeing anyone. I have no doubt that you pursued it. It is an open offer to compensate for—""It is an open invitation to spread rumours. to disgrace and destitution" She pulls the card away from him and rips it in half, then again in half, and finally she throws the fragments of the card onto the carpet. "For how much longer has this been occurring?""For how many more minutes has this been going on?" I am on the verge of arguing that I've only been home for a few days, but then I realise that, in the eyes of the rest of the pack, I may be a spy for Greater London. Perhaps she believes that I was beating the ki
The night of the ball, every light in Aconitum Hall was lit. Tonight, it’s mostly dark. It’s not as inviting; the towers loom sinister and mediaeval over the city, blotting out the sky rather than polluting it with added light.I take a deep breath as I step out of my car. Mother and Father refused to let me take the driver and I’m not sure where one parks at a royal palace. My shoes crunch on the gravel of the small parking area beyond the front porte cochere. I head in that direction, my heart beating in an unfamiliar and worrying pattern. The door opens at the top of the steps, and I expect to see a thrall butler there. But it’s Orion.Orion just opened his front door. Like he’s a person and not a king. I freeze in place. He does, too. It’s a strange moment; before, the undeniable attraction between us was insulated by the presence of others and the etiquette demanded by our society. It felt like if only we were alone, nothing would hold him back. Now, it appears we are alone, and
He then drops the bombshell, "I hope you like venison."I stumble into the dining room, where a huge table for two has been set up at one end."It's very fresh," he continues. "I went out and hunted it myself during the full moon."I'm stuck on his previous statement. "You actually did it?""Well, you know what I mean. During the full moon, the only things to do are fuck, fight, or hunt." He pulls a chair out for me, and I sit down obediently."I'm not talking about the deer!" said the speaker. I lean in closer him as he sits, and for some reason, I lower my voice, as if we're about to be overheard. "Did you use the Right of Accord?" "Does your pack have the Right of Accord?"He nods and raises his hand, signaling the staff to begin the first course. Orion elaborates while the thralls pour bowls of pale cream soup in front of us. "All packs follow the same law, which Lycaon the Younger gave us." Wasn't that taught in school?"My head shakes. "I assumed pack law was just the law of our
The Blackwoods' family motto could easily be "if it's uncomfortable, ignore it."My meal with Orion last week is currently causing my family the most distress, and their refusal to speak to me about it is such a blessing that I virtually glow on the way to brunch and my ceremonial dress fitting.My emotions and mind are still at odds. While I desperately want to believe Orion can break us up, it's not as simple as "I'm king, I can do whatever I want." He'll face the wrath of the pack as well as a nightmare of red tape. No way are Ashton and his family going to allow someone walk all over them like that.And I've never met Orion. There's no guarantee that what he says is true. Maybe he's that enticing and seductive to every woman he encounters. There could be any number of prospective mates in the pack that he's contemplating; there's no reason to think otherwise, especially given the rumors that he's in love with the former queen.Still, if he's serious, the termination of the mating
I don't want to be thankful or relieved that Orion has released me from my commitment to Ashton. In fact, I don't want to feel either of those things. I don't want to feel anything other than anger toward the guy who is going to send my sisters away, ruin their lives, and possibly ruin my life when he eventually gets around to punishing my father. I don't want to feel anything other than anger.The name is "Thomas Dixon." Orion 's voice suddenly takes on an oddly cordial quality that makes me hesitant to trust him. "You have been convicted of treason," the judge said. Nevertheless, you came to my rescue and demonstrated that you were a trustworthy ally in the early days of my reign. I can't help but wonder what I could have done wrong to make you lose faith in me."Your Majesty—" "Your Majesty—" Father begins, but it quickly becomes clear that he is at a loss for further comment. He simply shrugs his shoulders in response. "I've made an error of judgment. Would you kindly refrain fro
Orion fails to contact me for a week.My mating ceremony preparations have reached crisis proportions. Mother, Clare, and Cynthia are concerned about the morning-after party. Everything from the guest list to the centerpieces must be flawless in order to remove the stain of What I Did.I do my best to engage, if only to maintain the illusion that I'll be married Ashton.His threats continue to haunt me. Nightmares of desperately attempting to flee him only to be dragged back to the pack kicking and screaming have me waking up in a cold sweat every night. People are noting that I am constantly weary and on edge."The bags under your eyes," Mother remarks one night at dinner, making a low tutting noise instead of finishing the phrase."I haven't been sleeping very well." Because of you and what Father consented to. Because of the pack and because I'm a prisoner.“Ma’am?” Hudson enters the dining room, followed by two thrall soldiers wearing Kevlar vests with the royal seal embroidered o
It's only one meal. As I approach the restaurant's doors, I remind myself, "Just one." But I'm not sure whether this is the last time I'll have to sit across from Ashton and pretend to be his willing little wifey. Nathan will, without a doubt, keep his commitment to negate Ashton's claim against me. I simply don't know when. Lupercalia isn't for another two weeks. Furthermore, I haven't heard from the king since the night we nearly... I try not to worry about it as the maître d' guides me through the dimly lighted main floor to a round ivory leather seat. Ashton stands there, his coppery hair combed back and brushing against the collar of his pricey suit jacket. He smiles broadly, takes my hands, and kisses my cheek. "I almost gave up hope on you." I really want you would. To avoid speaking it, I physically bite my tongue. "I apologize. On the way here, I got twisted around." As we settle into our seats, he frowns. "You drove it yourself?" "Mmhm," I confirm with a closed-lip smile
As I rush to Aconitum Hall, I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm not sure if Nathan will be there or if I'll even be able to see him. But he's the king; I don't have his personal cell phone number or anything.Then maybe you shouldn't show up at his place unexpectedly. My rational mind is correct, but my panic brain wins. I'm not going to his place to confess my feelings or beg him to be my boyfriend. He's the pack leader, I'm his subject, and I'm in need of assistance.At the main entrance, there's a gatehouse manned by a thrall who looks up from her book with a dubious expression as I approach. Before she opens the window, she reaches for her hip to deactivate the safety on the revolver in her holster.Aside from hunting, I've never seen a real gun in person. That makes me wish I had given my actions more thought before rushing over here."Name and purpose of visit." Her voice does not rise towards the end. It's not a question, but rather a warning that I shouldn't be here unless I ha
Cynthia enters my room and chirps into the intercom saying she's on her way. We never had to share space as kids, but we were all in the same hall, which father referred to as "the girls' wing." Cynthia and Carole's bedrooms are still there, however they've been redecorated slightly to remove fairy lights and school medals.My door creaks open, and I sit up in bed, tossing my book aside. “Hey.”"Hey," she replies, sighing heavily and swaying on her heels, her hands in the back pockets of her trousers."That bad, huh?" As I throw my legs over the side of the bed, I try to chuckle, but the mood in the room is somewhere between "right before you find out grandma died" and "the sex talk with your parents."Neither have I; our grandparents are all still alive and likely have another hundred years to live, and Mother has probably never even mentioned the term "sex" out loud."You can sit down," I offer with a sigh. "Stop acting like you're here to break bad news.""I thought everything abou
The Blackwoods' family motto could easily be "if it's uncomfortable, ignore it."My meal with Orion last week is currently causing my family the most distress, and their refusal to speak to me about it is such a blessing that I virtually glow on the way to brunch and my ceremonial dress fitting.My emotions and mind are still at odds. While I desperately want to believe Orion can break us up, it's not as simple as "I'm king, I can do whatever I want." He'll face the wrath of the pack as well as a nightmare of red tape. No way are Ashton and his family going to allow someone walk all over them like that.And I've never met Orion. There's no guarantee that what he says is true. Maybe he's that enticing and seductive to every woman he encounters. There could be any number of prospective mates in the pack that he's contemplating; there's no reason to think otherwise, especially given the rumors that he's in love with the former queen.Still, if he's serious, the termination of the mating
He then drops the bombshell, "I hope you like venison."I stumble into the dining room, where a huge table for two has been set up at one end."It's very fresh," he continues. "I went out and hunted it myself during the full moon."I'm stuck on his previous statement. "You actually did it?""Well, you know what I mean. During the full moon, the only things to do are fuck, fight, or hunt." He pulls a chair out for me, and I sit down obediently."I'm not talking about the deer!" said the speaker. I lean in closer him as he sits, and for some reason, I lower my voice, as if we're about to be overheard. "Did you use the Right of Accord?" "Does your pack have the Right of Accord?"He nods and raises his hand, signaling the staff to begin the first course. Orion elaborates while the thralls pour bowls of pale cream soup in front of us. "All packs follow the same law, which Lycaon the Younger gave us." Wasn't that taught in school?"My head shakes. "I assumed pack law was just the law of our
The night of the ball, every light in Aconitum Hall was lit. Tonight, it’s mostly dark. It’s not as inviting; the towers loom sinister and mediaeval over the city, blotting out the sky rather than polluting it with added light.I take a deep breath as I step out of my car. Mother and Father refused to let me take the driver and I’m not sure where one parks at a royal palace. My shoes crunch on the gravel of the small parking area beyond the front porte cochere. I head in that direction, my heart beating in an unfamiliar and worrying pattern. The door opens at the top of the steps, and I expect to see a thrall butler there. But it’s Orion.Orion just opened his front door. Like he’s a person and not a king. I freeze in place. He does, too. It’s a strange moment; before, the undeniable attraction between us was insulated by the presence of others and the etiquette demanded by our society. It felt like if only we were alone, nothing would hold him back. Now, it appears we are alone, and
This can't possibly be taking place.I force myself to get up and grab the note out of Mother's grasp. "You looked through my purse, didn't you?""What do you think you're doing?" is a rhetorical question. She makes a hissing sound as if my inquiry does not exist. "You have agreed to a sexual contract. You can't be talking to someone else behind the back of your fiance!"I'm not seeing anyone. I have no doubt that you pursued it. It is an open offer to compensate for—""It is an open invitation to spread rumours. to disgrace and destitution" She pulls the card away from him and rips it in half, then again in half, and finally she throws the fragments of the card onto the carpet. "For how much longer has this been occurring?""For how many more minutes has this been going on?" I am on the verge of arguing that I've only been home for a few days, but then I realise that, in the eyes of the rest of the pack, I may be a spy for Greater London. Perhaps she believes that I was beating the ki