Eleanor’s eyes shot open and her breath caught in her throat, her body stiff and her heart pounding. She stared up at the face of a stranger, only inches from hers, and wondered if she were awake or dreaming. She wasn't even sure if it were a dream or a nightmare. The face above her was so elegantly chiseled that it stole her breath, more beauty than she had ever seen on a man. So perfect she believed it must belong in the heavens. But his jet black hair was pulled tight on his head and the scruff of dark whiskers shadowed his face making it look as though he could fade into the shadows if she weren't looking closely. His eyes were such a piercing pure black that looking into them sent an icy chill through her, as though she were looking into the eyes of the devil himself. His large hand pressed tightly across her mouth, but it was the size and weight of his solid body covering hers that frightened her the most. He was a large, powerfully built man. She knew she had no chance against him if he wished to harm her, but she struggled to get out from under him anyways, her efforts only serving to move the dirt under her so that she was even more firmly stuck under the giant.
"Calm yourself, I have come to rescue you.” She stilled beneath him, trying to figure out what was going on and how she could get out of it. Anger, frustration, and confusion mingled with fear, and she offered a quick, silent prayer that Liam, the man she was supposed to marry, was all right. She knew not who this stranger was, nor why he thought she needed to be rescued. She looked past him to the mouth of the cave and saw that the sun looked to have only recently risen. Had Liam gone off to find some food for them to break their fast and the man on top of her simply found her alone in the cave? Or had he attacked Liam first and then come to get her? What was he going to do with her now that he had her at his mercy? Memories of the screams of unwed mothers giving birth in the abbey filled her head and she began to panic again. She couldn't let that happen to her! Eleanor resumed her efforts to get the demon off her, fear making her try despite the hopelessness of it.“Your mother bid me fetch you home.” She froze at his words, her eyes widening in surprise.How she had longed to hear those words. She had waited and prayed every day for years on end that her parents would come for her or send someone to get her. She had run to the gate every time the abbey’s bell had tolled, hoping it was someone to bring her home. Either that or that they had found enough coin to leave Eliana there with her so she would not be so terribly lonely. Not once had her prayers been answered. Why is it now, far from the abbey and already on her way home, that someone would speak those words to her?
First, a band of barbarians had suddenly appeared around her in the gardens they had bound, gagged, and hauled her up over the walls before she’d been able to react. Then Liam and his men had overtaken the boat and rescued her, whisking her to this cave and hiding her here until it was safe to take her home. And now this stranger appears and says, "your mother bid me fetch you home". That was the code she was supposed to accept. It was meant to ensure she left the abbey with the correct people. Liam, the man who had been sent to court her, hadn’t known of it. He claimed he had been in such a state hearing about her abduction that he had forgotten to get the phrase from her father. But this stranger knew it? She did not know who to believe anymore.
“You are safe with me,” he whispered, "I was told you would come willingly with me if I knew that phrase. Come. We must hurry."
Eleanore nodded and remained still as he slowly removed his hand from her mouth. She took a slow, deep breath hoping to steady her nerves. She needed to find out what had happened to Liam before she decided anything. As well as learn how this stranger knew the passphrase her mother had told her was a secret and would be known by anyone sent by her family to bring her home.
Fann slid off his wife and to his feet in one easy motion, pulling her up with him as he stood. Her hood fell back off her head as he jolted her to her feet, releasing a mass of honey-colored waves. They swirled out and fell in a cascade over her shoulders and that was when Fann realized how striking her beauty was. The artist had captured but a small portion of it in the portrait of her. She would certainly catch any man’s eye, perhaps even rob him of breath. Her features were more exquisite than any he had seen during his years of travel. Dainty and finely wrought with graceful lines and gentle angles. Then again, if the artist had drawn her as she truly was, no man would have believed it an honest image. She was too close to perfect to be real. Her large eyes were the clear blue of a calm, deep sea. Her skin was pale, with just enough colour to show she was hail and hearty. Her full lips were puffy and red from the pressure of his hand and his body reacted as though they were swollen from his kisses. Her body had felt wonderful under him as well. Even through her garments, the shape of her was pleasing.
Eleanor kept her voice low when she inquired, “Where is—” She stopped not sure how to refer to Liam, since this man obviously believed him her abductor. She was glad not to have to come up with more words when this man finished for her.
“Your captor is off hunting.”
“And the others?” she asked, though there were no others now. The men who had sailed with Liam had bid them farewell yesterday. They were now on their own, waiting for another boat that would come to take them back to her home. Liam had said it would be a few more days before it arrived.
“How many are there?” Fann asked, wondering why she was lying to him. It had taken almost a week to track them over water then land, then back on the sea to this island. He'd brought himself on shore here to spend the night and been surprised to see a fire in the cave. He'd discovered them thanks to that fire, and had hidden himself on the island to watch them ever since. He had been surprised to find only she and her abductor on the island when the last sighting of them had said they were at least half a dozen men and a woman on a small ship. He was sure there were only the two of them here though. It did not appear that they had been shipwrecked, and the sea had been calm enough in the last week to make that unlikely anyway. He had watched long enough to be sure the man had not taken any liberties with his wife. Now that he'd seen her up close he wasn't sure how the man had managed. Either he was incapable, a saint, or he was being very well paid to deliver her to someone untouched.“A dozen or more,” she answered with a toss of her hair.
Fann stared at her. A lie. But why? Unless—the thought hit him fast and he reacted just as quickly. His hand was over her mouth again before she could let out a scream.
She struggled, but it was useless against his strength. She didn’t give up though, she continued pelting him with whatever she could; hands, elbows, knees, feet, but nothing affected him. Fann tore a strip off her dress while she struggled and let her throw her tantrum. He knew she would tire before he did. When she slowed her assault he shoved the scrap of fabric in her mouth and held her arms behind her back, wrapping her shawl tightly around her to bind them in place. He tossed her over his shoulder and headed down to the boat he had hidden in some brush.She squirmed so much as he walked down the hill that she nearly slid from his grasp onto her head. Finn swung her to her feet, keeping one arm around her waist while he grasped her chin with the other.“I am taking us to MacDonald lands and that is final. Why you want to stay with your captor is beyond me, but the king himself sent me to find you and return you home, so that is what I will do. Struggle more and I’ll beat your bottom red. Elenore’s eyes widened. In surprise or indignation, he wasn’t sure, until their blue depths darkened, as though a shadow crossed over the sea with an icy wind. She swung her knee up, nearly catching him in a tender spot. When he moved to block that assault she tossed her head forward and banged her forehead on his chin. Finn cursed and hoisted her back up over his shoulder, swatting her bottom firmly enough to cause her to yelp through the fabric in her mouth, but it had the desired effect. She stilled on his shoulder so he could get them quickly to the boat.He lay her face down on the floor of the boat, ensuring the cloak was still binding her arms tightly to her back and would not come undone until they were a ways from shore. Her legs were bent up behind her, her bare feet sticking in the air, caught on the side of the small craft. He knew she’d be uncomfortable, but since she wasn’t cooperating she’d have to suffer the awkward, undignified position until he got them safely away and could take the time to deal with her another way. He’d not seen another boat on the island, so he doubted the man could follow him, but he couldn’t be certain there wasn’t one tucked in somewhere he hadn’t noticed. Either there or on one of the nearby islands, perhaps with those dozen other men she'd been talking about. She struggled to roll herself over so Fann put his foot between her shoulder blades and pushed down firmly enough to keep her still. “Do not move or you’ll dump us both in the ocean. I will manage fine, but I doubt you can swim in a dress with your arms bound behind you. The weight of the wet fabric will pull you under quickly and we are already nearing deep water.” She stilled again and he looked down at her as he propelled them out to sea. Her skirts had fallen to her knees, revealing shapely legs. The curve of her calves aroused him and Fann cursed, shifting his gaze to the islands and watching for any sign that her absence had been noticed.He wanted lands and a clan of his own. He'd earned them. The king had seen to it that he was wed to this woman as a reward, so he had a right to touch her as he wished, but if he knew if he did so before she was willing, she would never trust him. He had seen many arranged marriages ruined by husbands who had forced their wives to couple too soon. He also wanted a happy family with many bairns. For that, he would need a willing wife. He would wait, no matter how much his body craved for her.
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Between the rocking of the boat, the pressure on her back, the rag in her mouth and the backwards curve to her spine it did not take long for Eleanor to become nauseous. Her fear shifted from drowning to the more imminent possibility of vomiting with a cloth shoved in her mouth and choking to death. She moved her jaw and tongue, trying desperately to dislodge the fabric, but it only made her feel worse. Her stomach heaved and her body spasmed, causing her face to smack into the wooden boards beneath her. She heard the man curse. His foot lifted off her back, then his hand grabbed her side and rolled her over onto her back. “If you promise not to scream, I’ll free your mouth and sit you upright.” She nodded. Screaming would do her no good in the middle of the sea anyways. He settled her on the floor at his feet and pulled the fabric from her face. Eleanor took a deep breath of the cool salty air and closed her eyes before letting the air back out again. Instantly she felt better, thoug
Fann turned the boat to aim them more towards the north. A wave rocked the hull more than it had in the previous direction. Eleanor, her arms still pinned in the shawl, squeaked as she pitched forward, her face landing on his kilt. The fabric of it slid over his legs and her face sunk between his thighs. He looked down at the top of her head, the image of what she could do there had his member stiffening so quickly that Fann cursed and dropped the oars into the boat so he could sit her back up before his member made itself visible to her. Silken waves of her hair slid over his hands and arms as he grasped her shoulders to lift her away from him. In the same movement, he tugged at the knot he'd put in the shawl behind her so that the garment came loose around her. "Next time, catch yourself." She flinched away from his gruff tone and Fann ground his teeth. He watched her stretch her arms and rotate the knots out of her shoulders before drawing the shawl protectively around herself agai
As the sun rose in the sky, Fann had grown over warm. His chest was now bare, beads of sweat collecting on the firm planes of muscle. Not wanting to be caught staring at his finely chiselled body, Eleanor spent the last bit of the morning lost in thought, staring out over the endless waves and praying that this stranger knew where they were going. She did not fancy being lost at sea. Her head was pounding and her stomach began to complain, but the height of the sun told her it was only about noon. There would still be several hours before they arrived at their destination. Assuming they were heading the right direction. There was nothing but blue sky and blue ocean as far as she could see. She had no idea how Fann knew where they were going. Her stomach clenched and she glanced at the satchel. Fann had not eaten yet. She doubted she could bring herself to eat another bite this day, but he should have something. If he lost strength they would be lost for she certainly couldn't row with
Eleanor tried to stop her hand from trembling as she raised another piece of cheese to Fann's mouth. It was just bite sized. He said she should time the morsels with his strokes. It had been working surprisingly well, but the act seemed so intimate somehow. It heated her blood and dried her mouth. He leaned forward, the oars swinging back above the water. His eyes held hers and his lips parted for the next bite. Tingles raced up her arm when his lips closed and slid along the pad of her finder. Fann winked at her as he leaned away, pulling the oars through the water. Her breathing grew shallow and she felt the wicked dampness between her legs. Why did it feel so good when he looked at her? She had never before enjoyed being looked at.She tore off a piece of bread for the next pass. Waiting until he made eye contact to get back up on her knees. He came forward again with his mouth open and she popped the bread in quickly, pulling back before he closed his lips this time. His mouth twi
Eleanor gasped, then held her breath as they dipped under the surface. Fear gripped her and her hands grabbed onto Fann’s arm around her chest. She thrashed about trying to get out from under his arm. Up and out of the water. Then the thought that Fann had promised not to let her go hit her and she remembered him telling her not to struggle or she would pull them under, so she stilled. The feel of him behind her filled her with the strength to stop her struggles. Their heads broke above the waves and she gasped for air, forcing herself to relax against him as he had asked her to. She heard him curse and felt his arm tighten around her. She could feel his legs moving beside hers. She turned her head and saw a dark line that she assumed to be his other arm, moving up over the water, then down and coming up by his hips. Was swimming similar rowing? Her arm was not as strong as his, but perhaps she could be of some help rather than simply lying on top of him.She took one hand and tried
“It seems we are both in need of the soup,” Fann said from the bed, “however, you have the advantage of full body coverage.”Eleanor grasped the sheet to her breasts as she turned. “I am sorry. I saw no other way to cover you.” His eyes flicked over the blanket. “Fill me a bowl of soup then, and I’ll eat here. We’ll worry about how to cloth ourselves once our bellies are full. At least you are awake and the rain has stopped. Today should be more enjoyable than yeterday.”“I would think anything would be more enjoyable than being forced to swim in the sea during a storm.”He was silent as she handed him the wooden bowl of soup. Catching one of her hands in his and holding on until she looked at him. “That was more than a day ago Eleanor. You have been two days without waking, this would have been the third night if you had not woken. She pulled her hand from his and eased herself back onto the chair.“Whole days?”“I was beginning to fear you had been frozen during our escape and woul
A bath and a gentle brew from the healer had Eleanor feeling much more herself. She trailed contentedly behind the maid who was leading her to the main hall for dinner. Loud male laughter drifted down the hall towards them. She could hear Fann's laughter among them.“The king gifted you a lass who has been sequestered since the cusp of womanhood?” More laughter. The maid’s steps faltered and she glanced back at Eleanor before hurrying forward as if attempting to get them to the hall before the men could say too much more. They were laughing and talking over each other but Eleanor could still make out much of what was said.“Did she faint dead away when she learned what a poking by her new husband entailed?”“She looked just a wisp of a thing, how did she survive your wedding night!”“Surly he could have found someone better prepared to your penchant for afflictive rutting!” Eleanor swallowed, her hands clasped to her stomach. “How did he think an innocent thing like that could ever s
Eleanor woke slowly the next morning to the sound of birds and the laughter of children. She smiled to herself and stretched comfortably on the soft bed, then sat up with a start and looked around the room.After Fann had left her last night, she’d struggled to move the settee back near the fire and covered it with furs. She’d changed herself into a wonderfully soft night dress and curled up on the settee, leaving Fann the bed. Obviously, he had moved her because she, and the furs, were tucked up on one side of the bed. The other side had definitely been slept on, but it was now empty. Bread and honey were on the table by the settee for her to break her fast. Eleanor got up and padded over to the window, pulling back the fur to let in the sunshine. Everything about this was different from waking up in the abbey. She felt rested for one thing, even the settee had been more comfortable than her pallet at the abbey with it’s prickly straw mattress and scratchy, patched blankets. The tol
“You were going to be gone without saying goodbye.” Fann froze, dropping his head. “I thought it would be easier.”“You thought wrong. Anything can happen, husband. Anytime. Especially given what you are going to do.”“I’m sure it is not as grave as that.”“Never leave me without letting me tell you one last time how much I love you.” Guilt prickled at him. He knew how much she wished she had been given a chance to say goodbye to her mother and sister when she went to the abbey. And to some of the nuns when she’d left there. He should not have considered leaving her this way.“I’m sorry. Clearly, I wasn’t thinking.”“Since I am a good, kind wife, and I love you, I will forgive you. I think you’re going to want to punish me though.” Fann wrinkled his brow. What on earth was she talking about?“Punish you?”“Well, it isn’t very safe for me to go riding at night. Alone. On Storm. Is it?” His head snapped up to look at her for the first time. She was standing by the gate of an empty stall
The doors to the great hall closed with a loud bang and Eleanor spun around to see an older woman in an elegant gown standing in the doorway, surrounded by guards dressed in the same uniform that the King’s men wore. “Those are complicated questions to answer young one,” the woman said, “but also very simple if you know the story of how you came to be.”“Sister Grace!”Oblivious to the gasps of the others in the room, Eleanor ran and launched herself into the open arms of the woman. It was only when she let go that she noticed everyone else was silent and bowing low. Stepping out of the woman’s arms she looked around nervously, then back at the woman who had cared for her for the past eight years. “Sister Grace? Why are you dressed like that?”“This is who I am.”“Who?”“The name you know me by was a fabrication. The word sister was used to make me seem more like a nun, and Grace was from the title ‘your grace’ as a noble would sometimes be addressed in an abbey. This is why you know
The cold, dreary weather had put an unfortunate damper on the mood in the Great Hall. Fann had brought Eleanor down for dinner, hoping the company of some of the children and women folk would cheer her, but nobody was in a very cheery mood. Even little Siofra couldn’t seem to come up with a happy ending to any of her fairy tales. The dinner had been good and the company was welcome, but all were quieter than normal and seemed to just be waiting for Eleanor to retire so they could go home to bed.Eleanor swirled the steaming tankard under her nose, then put it on the table and pushed it away. It didn’t smell bad, it just didn’t smell quite right. She waved her hand over it and the serving boy jumped up to grab it. She’d have to go back to brewing the tea herself. Yarrow flowers seemed to be particularly difficult for the kitchen staff.“You are still an overly picky my wee little harlot. Drink your brew, daughter, and quit giving my staff extra work.” Fann leaped to his feet and knock
As the days passed Fann grew tired of sitting in the library watching his wife. Sometimes, with Uilleam at the door, he would leave her in the room by herself, but she got lonely that way. He didn’t want her to grow sad again, so much of the day he was the one locked in her library with her. He hoped the murder of crows would arrive soon for there was nothing in this room full of books and gadgets that held his attention for any length of time. The first few days they had spent arranging the room. A little bit of time every day was spent helping him improve his reading, but mostly he just watched her work and listened to her talk about it. He had considered asking her to do her work naked so at least he’d have something he enjoyed looking at, but if she did that he probably wouldn’t be able to let her get much work done. He interrupted her for his pleasure often enough as it was. They had just enjoyed a bit of coupling and he had fallen asleep. He thought she had too, but when he op
The bells rang out from the top of the keep, pulling Eleanor from her slumber. She reached over to find Fann gone, his side of the bed already cold. She sat up scowling. The fur over the window kept out the chill autumn air, but also the daylight. Had she overslept? It was so easy to do when the room stayed dark. Fann, on the other hand, always seemed to wake and have nearly a day’s full of work done before she could break her fast. She padded over to the window and pulled back the fur so she could see up the hill. The rider certainly wasn’t in any hurry, and being alone it was likely he was a threat. There were a few satchels on his horse, perhaps he was looking for a home. Movement at the stables caught her eye and she saw Fann and Uilleam looking up the hill. No doubt discussing if they let the man come or head out to meet him. When no horses were called for Eleanor turned back into the room. If she dressed quickly, she could make it outside to see who it was.Fann stood in front o
With fur wrapped around her, Eleanor sat near the fire brushing her hair dry. She had eaten, bathed, and the tub had been emptied but still, Fann had not joined her. He had said that he wouldn’t be long, but it must have been at least an hour since he’d left her.The clan had been busy in the past fortnight. The new furniture Fann had commissioned was already in their rooms. A new bed with a pair of chests at the foot of it, and the woodwork matched that of the new settee, chairs, and table. There was a small bookshelf beside the fire, empty still, but she could unpack some books in the morning. Another chair with very odd legs that would rock when you sat in it was only a short distance from the fire. The washstand was new too, detailed with both wood and iron to match a rather odd table. Those two pieces they had picked up on MacInnis lands just that morning. Leaving her brush on the mantle Eleanor walked over to take a better look at the table. It was very sturdy! A combination of
Fann looked to the sky, glad the rain had held off so far. He had sent the carts of seed and furniture on ahead down the road with half the men. The other half had come with him to distribute the livestock to the crofters. Eleanor had insisted on coming so she could be sure to meet everyone. It was probably better that she kept busy anyways, even if the wind was a bit cool and the air came.The gratitude of all the crofters astounded him! At first, their reactions had him feeling proud to be able to improve their lot so much with such small additions. Then it had him furious that Donald had made them go without for so long that the younger children did not even know what goats were! The king had given them many cows, goats, and sheep as part of his deal with Fann. Most had been bred by Paddy’s animals and would have young in the spring. Fann had used his own funds to add to the tally of livestock, buying several young pigs that had been cheap because they were born too late in the ye
“You will ride Beck, Eleanor. Storm is staying here.” She glanced around to be sure they were alone before she said, “but Fann-”“No. It is not up for debate. We will be travelling in a large group so there is little chance of attack and no need for his speed. I don’t know how he will react with all those other animals around, not to mention the men and dogs corralling them. I don’t want to put anyone at greater risk in what could very well already be a bit chaotic. Not you, not our clansmen, not even this blasted beast. Beck is sure-footed, calm and used to a wide assortment of creatures. Storm is going to stay here and we will return for him on another trip or Paddy can bring him when he and Lia come to visit.” She sighed and dug a few more carrots from her satchel to feed to him. “Do not try to disobey me on this.”“I won’t,” she said as she stroked the horse and stepped out of his stall, “you are right. He will not be happy with all the men shouting and cracking whips. He will be
The bonfire glowed brightly, casting light and heat over everyone in the yard. Lively music was being played and everyone, young and old, was dancing around. She grinned as Fann spun her around, her feet lifting off the ground. They were both laughing by the time her feet hit the ground again. Eleanor couldn’t remember ever having so much fun! Did MacDonald clan never have these parties? There were certainly plenty of children about, so if they had partied like this when she was small surely she would remember it. If it wasn’t something they did, she and Fann would have to start the tradition. It was too good a celebration not to! Their new clan would need to have fairs like the Stuart clan, but the girls could compete just the same as the boys, though perhaps not against them. Different events for lads and lasses as well as for women and men! And then a feast and a party with a big fire, music, dancing... Perhaps they could even do this often! The solstice, maybe another for Christm