I thought that after we talked, he would understand that I was only wanting the best for him, but apparently not! He listened to me and soon after he asked his father to come get him and he didn't give me any position on us. “Brian, I can't believe he's going to walk away and not tell me anything?” "I'm so sorry, Ana!" “Do you really feel it? Because I was here humiliating myself for you trying to convince you to leave is what you do ask your father to leave!” “Ana, what do you want me to do? Dude go live your life and take the opportunity you are being offered please forget about me I'm sorry.” “Brian, if we're done I'm not going to beg anymore, I've humiliated myself enough trying to get us down right and what do you do? Tell me to forget you! Brian's father didn't take long to pick him up believing we had hit it off and as soon as he saw my face he knew. I was holding back the tears as much as possible, because I wasn't going to let him see me cry over someone who was giving m
“Father, for the love of God, right, she is not and never will be the last woman in the world.” “More than taking care of your child as if it were her own, yes, and taking care of you with love and affection without seeing your faults either.” “Let's go and enough talking about her, I just want to do my physical therapy and be fine that's all for now!” Meanwhile at the hotel.... Ana, was inconsolable, tried in every way to stay with Brian. However, he despised her in such a way that the only way was to cry and feel alone. But little does she know that her mother was going to meet her to convince her to go back home where she should never have left. “My God, give me strength, because I have never felt this bad!” I was trying to find a way to react, but the memories came and then I cried more. Because men do this to us, I believe it's to pay, it can only be because of what I did to Ronan! The feeling of abandonment is something painful you look to one side and to the other you see
While Ana was trying to forget Brian, would she ever know why he disappeared? Their love, yes, was strong, but he didn't want to work for anyone else and decided on his own that as soon as he was 100% recovered he would go after his beloved and finally get married and be happy. “Father, today a friend of mine who is a physiotherapist is coming, she is going to help me on this trajectory and I really hope that it works out.” “It will work out my son and I hope for your recovery!” “Dad, I will be doing this for you and I want to get well so I can finally be happy with Ana.” “Wow, I didn’t understand what you said? Two weeks ago I said I didn't want anything to do with her anymore because I didn't love her and now I decided to go after her what do you mean? “Dad, I said yes! However, I don't want to be someone's burden, I need to be better to love someone later, I can't stay like this.” “My son knows you are too complicated!” Brian's father never got involved in anything with his s
After analyzing all this, I went to Brian's house, before I left. It really wasn't to humiliate me, it was just to be sure of what he wanted. Our coexistence was great, I remember as if it were today he asking me to date in front of our friends. Since then we haven't separated, but only when he disappeared and after 3 years he appeared and we can relive again our union and love that we had forever. I can't accept it ending like this, however, if God wants it, who am I to stop it. As I've always said, we never understand the mystery of God, he is the only one who knows everything. I'm still sore with my mom about talking about Boston more about her than really my best so be it. “Ana, go after him, won't you?— Mom, I'm going and my life understands, I love him and our things can't stay that way, that way I don't accept it” “Daughter, I don't accept it, you know that? However, I have already meddled too much, I admit that!” “Our mother, she even made me emotional, I know she only want
As soon as I arrived at the hotel I realized that my things were in order, but honestly fighting with my mother was a waste of time. Because in that moment she was going to be right when she told me that Brian, she was never the one for me. Do you know when you insist on something that only you want? And that's what I've done my whole life, I just insisted on something that wasn't meant to be now, my relationship with Brian, was going to be a stepbrother just because that's how it had to be. “Daughter, is everything okay?— Yes, mother, I already confirmed in Boston that I accepted the scholarship and now I can't go back!” “What a good daughter and a sign that you made the right choice!” “Mom please avoid talking and something I don't want to know is just so we don't fight anymore okay?— Of course my daughter!” While I was fixing my phone it wouldn't stop ringing and it was just that now it really was the end of everything even our dreams. And I continued doing my thing and ended u
“Mom, we finally arrived after a stressful trip, that guy was very inconvenient, that's right!” "Well it didn't seem to me I suppose he liked you and just wanted your number." “Mom, you know very well that I am not interested in anyone, so please stop throwing me on top of others!” “Okay, I just think you should try to be happy with someone else.” “No, I'm in the mood so better stop I'm going to stay here until I go to Boston and I want it to be the best days of my life, taking advantage of it I'm going to meet Laís.” “Mau has arrived and is about to leave?—Yes, mother, what's the problem with that?—No, I just thought you'd rest or have dinner with me!” “Wow, Mom, I'm sorry! But I had already booked with my best friend, we'll talk later. Just a person with nothing to do who would stay at home listening to my mother's crazy things. If Mr. Filipe, hold on to him, he's a hero because I honestly can't take another second with her. My mother, and very annoying to this day, thinks I'm
My God, only problems and nothing when will I be happy? I believe this will not be possible in my lifetime! After this confusion and disagreements with my friends, I preferred to follow my new path alone without anyone's opinion. Because I was tired of people thinking backwards and taking it elsewhere. I know that the first love agent never forgets like our first sex, however, life has to go on, unfortunately with or without him. I got home a little sad, I never wanted to cause any fights between my ex's relationship with my best friend. Right away my mother asked some questions that I am not obligated to answer. "Mom, leave me alone, in a few days I'll be away from you and everything that makes me suffer, because I'm the one who can't take it anymore." Meanwhile, in California, Brian turned his suffering into a source of strength to carry on and the only better way would he be able to go after his beloved. “My son, your physiotherapist has already arrived, willing today?— Yes, da
The time has passed...... “Wow, I can't believe time has gone by so fast! — And my friend did, and today she's being a better doctor here in Boston.” “I just have to thank one person who didn't give up on me and who keep insisting on my career if I am what I am, it was because she didn't give up.” “Hmm, who is this person?— My mother!— I'm happy for you now let's go because we're not rich yet. Today I had a lot of work to do, it was very rare that I spoke to my mother or Laís. I got home and just wanted to sleep, because that was my life. If you want to know if you had time to think about Brian? I haven't had one since I moved here. I've only been thinking about my professional career and designing and when I called my mother she didn't mention it, I think it was even better. My life had changed and I decided to think only of myself. But I want to know how he is recovering, but I prefer it that way and better for both parties involved Laís finally this bride is happy that the
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it