" Friend, are you sure you're going to stay there in a little while it gets dark we're going to leave another day, what do you think?" "You can go, I'll stay and here!" Laís, I didn't want to go at all, but with a lot of insistence she ended up going and I stayed there. Out of nowhere it started to wind and rain and again I begged my mother to let me in and that's when I heard the door opening and finally after getting completely wet she decided to open the door. I ran upstairs and went to my old room, which was just as I had left it. A tightness came over my heart and along with it my feelings changed, because my mother needs attention to solve her problems, including treatment, because she wasn't feeling well at all. “Mom, why have you never dismantled my room?—Ana, tell me soon, is it because something happened to my son?” Wow, seeing my mother like this was breaking my heart. She was going completely crazy about it and now to say that Brian is not her son is heartbreaking inde
“Dad, let’s get out of here, I really don’t know what I came here for!” “It was your mother again, wasn't it?—Yes, I came in peace to try to make things right and what I get is a slap in my face again, only this time I don't apologize to her at all.” "Daughter, I'm sorry for all this, I don't know what your mother thinks and what you gain by acting like this, I don't understand!" “Father, if you don't understand, imagine me? And there are many more things that I discovered on my own, but all I want is to get out of here.” At that moment I wanted to disappear from the world, because you know that your mother does things out of malice and bad even disappointing, she always wanted me to do everything she couldn't do, that's why the lies with the prohibitions. For me that was the end, I believe I will never be able to forgive her for that. “Daughter, I know you want to be alone, but seeing me like this kills me, can we talk? - Dad, another time now really can't!” I've been sad all we
I was completely sad, feeling helpless. What kind of mother doesn't want her own daughter's happiness? She ignored me, didn't want to understand me, it was lie after lie.I give up trying to make peace with her, because all she ever wanted was to control my life and make it the same as hers or worse. I really tried to understand my mother, but it was harder than I thought, I'd rather stay away than understand someone who doesn't really want to be understood. I was determined to leave and never come back, even though I was sad because I didn't get along with my mother, but when I least expected it, she knocked on the door."Mom! What are you doing here? I believe you've already told me everything I didn't want to know!""Ana, if there is someone in the world that I would never want to hurt, it is you, daughter. I waited for you for so long, with so much anxiety, that I would never be able to desire or want something that is not for your good. But I am human and I fail. Therefore, I as
It's been a few months...... I stayed with my mother for a few months to help find my brother but we didn't have any leads and so I had to go back to California, because finally Brian had been discharged and wanted to see me. But something happened in the time I stayed with my mother that I wasn't expecting it to happen so quickly. He had written me a scholarship to one of the best hospitals in Boston and finally I was one of the first to be chosen and I was with my mother when I got the message. I confess that I was super happy because things between my mother and I were going well now and Brian's recovery, too. But I really didn't expect this to happen and now I'm between a rock and a hard place not knowing what I'm really going to do after all it's my professional career after spending months dedicating myself to Brian's health and also taking care of my mother. I had completely forgotten about myself and now everything I ever wanted had happened and I was now torn between marry
I was so looking forward to seeing Brian after a few months away that my reaction was just to kiss him and tell him how much I love him. Later the unexpected happened, because my father-in-law didn't tell me that Brian, you are unable to walk for the time being, was a passenger, plus the doctors, I couldn't say until when he was going to stay like this. “My God, Mr. Filipe, why didn’t you tell me before” "I didn't want to worry you and Brian, he asked me not to say anything at the moment." “How could I not know after all I am his wife what the hell and I get here and see him in this state.” I was really sad that they didn't tell me that I would never be prejudiced against it, but at least he should have told me what Brian thinks can exclude me like that. “Honey, please don’t fight with him, because he is disgusted with the situation he finds himself in.”—Mr Filipe, I’m so sorry, he’s going to hear nothing but good things from me and please don’t interfere.” As soon as I got home,
I put on my best clothes and went around the streets of California, trying to understand where I went wrong. Because I got something wrong, it's not possible that I'll never be happy, I suppose I literally have to forget that my mother exists, maybe that's the only way I'll be happy. I could call Laís and fill her with my sufferings and outbursts, but I never wanted to give him a minute of peace. And now that I was being happy, I wasn't going to occupy her with my crises today. I passed by a very busy bar and decided to stop, maybe a beer and some music would get me out of this depression and forget the dump I took from the man I loved since my childhood. About that..... “Son, I left Ana at a hotel, but I'm disappointed with you because you did that?—Dad, I don't know if I can walk again, so I had to make her go on with her life without me! “Brian, you love each other and that's not the best way to work things out, I think!—Dad, I love her more-than-everything, only I know how I f
“Brian, what are you to tell me something? Know that I am like this because of you! "Because of me? I didn't order you to drink, you did it because you're mature and adult to recognize your mistakes!" “Brian, you kicked me out of your house like trash without letting me say a single word and besides offending me, what did you want? “Ana, go take a shower and as soon as you feel better, we’ll talk!” I then decided that I was going to try to do something to not lose the man I loved. I knew Brian, and I knew that if that could happen I would lose him forever and soon I would have someone else in my place. I took a shower and essences and put on very sexy lingerie. Maybe that would work. After spending a few hours in the bathroom, I appeared completely attractive and wanting to have a night of pleasure next to the person I love. “Ana, what the fuck is going to put on a decent outfit!” “Hey, you don’t like to dress for yourself my love.” “No, I like it, you look like a piranha, that'
I thought that after we talked, he would understand that I was only wanting the best for him, but apparently not! He listened to me and soon after he asked his father to come get him and he didn't give me any position on us. “Brian, I can't believe he's going to walk away and not tell me anything?” "I'm so sorry, Ana!" “Do you really feel it? Because I was here humiliating myself for you trying to convince you to leave is what you do ask your father to leave!” “Ana, what do you want me to do? Dude go live your life and take the opportunity you are being offered please forget about me I'm sorry.” “Brian, if we're done I'm not going to beg anymore, I've humiliated myself enough trying to get us down right and what do you do? Tell me to forget you! Brian's father didn't take long to pick him up believing we had hit it off and as soon as he saw my face he knew. I was holding back the tears as much as possible, because I wasn't going to let him see me cry over someone who was giving m
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it