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Laila I've had different guys in bed. Well, not so many, but...anyway. Some touched my clitoris, some rubbed or licked it for five minutes as foreplay, and some didn't know what they were doing in the beginning until I taught them some tips. My exes rarely went down on me. Especially not on the first few times. I would give them blowjobs as I thought it was a fun part of the s*xual experience, but oral from their side was rare. I didn't ask for it either. Only my first boyfriend put the effort to bring me orgasms by licking my clit regularly. So at first, I thought that James was just a teaser. He was going round and round. Knowing he was a playboy, I wouldn't be surprised if he never went down on a girl. But as he started to rub me through my panties, oh, that felt nice. His kisses and hot mouth on my chilly skin were very much welcome. The autumn air and the cold stone under my but were cooling me down quickly. But his warm mouth and hands brought some comfort to parts where he tou
James - Sorry, I pushed you away. You said... you said not to come inside you, this was the first idea I could come up with. I apologized. - It’s ok. She shrugged. - Come here! I waved her towards me with my right hand while moving towards her myself as well. - I wanna hug you and kiss you. I added. She silently approached. - Look who is a cuddle-waddle teddy bear. She teased. I pulled her into the hug. My arms were around her neck as I was taller than her. - Yes. I replied to her firmly. She put her arms around my waist. I planted a kiss on her wet hair. - I love to have you in my arms. I have been longing for this since I laid my eyes on you. I said and pushed her back to look deeply into her eyes. A brief surprise flashed across her eyes until the mischief returned. - You have been longing for the s*x or the hug? She asked with a raised eyebrow. - Definitely the hugging part. I replied. I probably should have added the s*x part as well to be completely honest with
Laila Do you know that moment when you know you are perfectly healthy and wide awake and the next second you start to doubt your sanity and eyesight? Yes, that was me now. Did I faint on the wood floor unconscious from the fear but my mind kept working in this weird scenario about James turning into a gigantic dog just for entertainment? What kind of twisted entertainment did my mind think it was? Was this some magic trick? No, it wasn’t, was it? I was still wide awake and fully aware that instead of a human James, there was a huge, deep brown-colored dog. Yes, gigantic - it is at least twice my height. Within the first second, I sucked in a sharp breath. My heart skipped a beat. My breathing stopped. A big wave of shock, stress and fear washed over me. My brain and back started to tingle in a numbing way. As my heart rate accelerates and its thumping drums in my ears, I feel how my hands start to shake as well. I hate this feeling. It usually gives me a headache on top of it all...
JamesHer fists clenched tightly at her sides. She slumped in her seat again and was silent for some time. These sentences that came from her mouth hurt like a knife stabbed in my heart over and over again. My wolf whimpered inside. Did I just mess it all up? Didn’t we make amazing progress? We even mated! Was this a mistake? Should I have shown her my wolf later? But she had to know because with my wolf there came so many other things. I still had to explain a mate bond, packs, Alphas, Betas, Moon Goddess, etc.- Ahh!!She took in a sharp breath and looked at me with open mouth and wide eyes.- Does that mean... that... your mom and dad…and sisters?! Are they werewolves as well?!?!She asked in horror.- Yes, they are.I confirmed with a nod of my head. An apple doesn't fall far from the tree. I was being sarcastic in my thoughts. I guess it was some kind of self-defense mechanism.- Oh my God!She took another sharp breath through her mouth. Then she started to whine.- Oh no, no, n
LailaI stare at my phone as it rings and vibrates in my palm while my stomach turns into nervous knots. The caller ID is no other than Clair Montgomery. I've dreaded to have this conversation as in the back of my mind I knew she would call me sooner or later. Work-related or otherwise. I have to pick up her call. I know I do. It's just that...- Hello, Mrs. Montgomery! How are you?I say with a small smile and light voice. She is still my client. I just have to stick to professionalism.- My dear, Laila, I'm happy to hear your sweet voice. I'm okay, thank you for asking.She replies sweetly.- So how is the project going? Is everything still to your liking?I try to control the conversation.- Yes, yes, dear, everything is good. But I would like to ask you to visit me.Clair replies and requests.- Why? Has something happened? Are there any issues with the constructors or something?I ask hastily. Have they been sluggish? Sometimes hiring good and responsible constructors was an issu
- Good morning! How are you, Clair?I said the moment she came into my view. I know I sounded a bit out of breath but I tried to ignore it hoping she would too.- I’m good, thank you. How are you, my dear Laila?She replied with a bright smile and stood up from the sofa.- Fine. I’m fine.I breathed out as I stopped in front of her. I wasn’t here to talk about myself. I was a mess. She looked into my eyes for a long moment as if trying to read into my heart and soul. I didn't feel comfortable at all. Then she pulled me in for a hug taking me by surprise. I put my hands on her to steady myself. Then she pulled me away holding her hands on my shoulders.- It is really good to see you, Laila.She said but her tone of voice suggested as if she wanted to say something else.- Come, sit dear!She sat and patted the sofa next to her. I obediently sat down.- Would you like some tea or snacks?She offered. I wanted to decline but as I was inwardly shaking from the brief encounter with James,
James Pain. Tearing, torturing, stabbing ripples of pain. I couldn't breathe. A black, dark heaviness prevailed in my chest. Ripple after ripple, after ripple pain consumed me. Not shattering me at once and maybe making me stay put. No, torturing me slowly. It felt like a glass that had cut a hole in my heart and stuck. Slowly but surely blood was pouring out and so was my life force, energy, joy, hopes, and dreams... It all was just leaving me. I became more numb and empty with every hour of my life that ticked by. And that piece of glass created pain with every movement, every breath I took. It scraped and itched my heart, but I could do nothing to change the pain, reduce it, or replace it. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I felt anxious and antsy. Even training or attending regular work duties didn't make sense to me anymore. Laila was not with me. She saw my wolf, she learned who I really am, but refused me. She rejected me. And that hurt so badly. Fine, she didn't reject me of
James Laila opened the doors wide for me to step in. Now she was chewing the left inner corner of her mouth. Ah, getting nervous, ain't you? I could make you reeaally nervous. I smirked inwardly as I questioned shall I take off the shirt now or wait five more minutes? I took two long strides into her apartment before I heard: - Shoes! She exclaimed loudly. I stopped and turned to her. She closed the doors. - Please take off your shoes here. She said and pointed to a small shoe rack next to the doors. - Sure. I obediently took them off and put them neatly on the rack. If that's what my girl wants, no problem. Afterward, I straight went to the sofa and slumped on it. I love that her apartment smells only as her amazing scent. I breathed in with delight. I looked over her apartment, nothing had changed since I was here last time. I saw the book my mom gave her was lying on the coffee table. Maybe she was reading it before I came. I looked at her and saw that she was just standing c
JamesI was frantic in my emotions and my heart was beating so fast. How did my mate manage to get herself in such a big sh*t I will never know. But somewhere subconsciously I knew that her big mouth and brutal truthfulness would get her in trouble sooner or later, I guess today was the day.When Alpha boomed down the link "Your mate is in trouble. Packhouse. Now", I ran like never before in my life across the field from the training ground. I just dropped a message through the mindlink for another warrior to continue the training and shot further with all the speed that my wolf supplied for me as he was equally worried about our mate.When Laila stepped out and started to walk towards Klaid, who was seething, I saw his fists were tight, and he angrily clenched his jaw until, at one moment, he shifted to his wolf, who growled equally angry. On pure instinct I wanted to follow, but Alpha put a hand on my chest.- Wait. If he truly attacks her, we will both step in.Alpha said lowly. I
LailaI woke up slightly disorientated as I took in my surroundings. Right, I'm at the pack house of werewolves. Though it will soon be a month since I was here, it still felt strange to say it. I stretched like a cat and lazily looked around the room. It was empty as usual, as James should be at training now, or maybe he was sent to another mission; I'll find out soon. I looked at the ceiling mindlessly and remembered the walk in the forest with James and later with his wolf yesterday. I loved his wolf's fur, he had such a soft coat, I just wrapped myself around him and buried my nose into his wool. He had the animalistic smell, but it wasn't that bad. I softly smiled at the memory.I sighed, it was still strange, even weird and partly unbelievable that he was a werewolf, that I now lived in a werewolve community. As most of the time I spoke with their human parts, it felt like I was surrounded by humans, it felt normal, but every time I saw a wolf or someone shifting, it still felt
- I could say something nice to most of the people in this room.She retorted back at him equally dissatisfied but still defiant.- Go ahead then!Lucas encouraged her with a hand gesture but slight mockery in his tone. There was a moment of silence from Laila while everyone looked expectantly at her. I was wondering will she back out of the challenge. Then she twisted her body over mine to see Alpha.- I think it is very nice of you to try to be more approachable to your pack members as you join the meals now and hang out with us here. I've heard many good things about that in the halls and the kitchen, wolves are truly happy about it.Laila said very sincerely to Alpha who nodded at her after the compliment. Then she turned to Fay and Lucas.- Fay, thank you for trying so hard to look after me when James is not in the house. I see you as my sweet little sister. I feel that your personality is still a bud, so I hope you will allow yourself to bloom into a beautiful flower and be who
JamesI entered the packhouse and my nose steered me towards the lounge area where my mate's scent came the strongest. As I approached I could already feel her through the bond and my heart squeezed in longing. I pushed through the doors and my focus was only on her. I was genuinely happy to see her as a bright smile shone on my face on its own accord, and my joy increased as Laila's features softened and a bright smile bloomed on her face, meaning she was happy to see me too. I plopped next to her not very satisfied that she was sitting on the same sofa as our unmated Alpha but I didn't make a fuss about it now. Instead, I pulled my mate closer and inhaled her fresh smell deeply until I felt dizzy. I sighed happily and pecked her lips, seeing her eyes shining at me.- Speaking of the devil...I heard Lucas mumble under his breath.- Am I the devil?I asked him back to which he grinned.- Are you gossiping about me?I asked the obvious.- He was prying into our relationship.Laila poin
Laila - Do you like it here? Kate interrupted my train of questions as I studied Fay. - “Here” as in this living room with your group, as in your werewolf community, or as in this city or country? I asked back for clarification. - As in our pack, in this packhouse. She specified. - Well, it feels like I am back in the dorms. It’s okay. I said as I saw that Kate still had questions on her face. - I guess I prefer to live in my place that is separated from everyone. It helps me to recharge and rest better. But it’s ok. I understand the reasons why James chose to put us here, so… What can I do? I’m just a guest here. I explained. - Is that how you feel? Kate asked surprised. - Yes? Was it a different reply than you expected? I chuckled nervously. I can say it again, I hate being fake but seems that people here can't take my honest replies sometimes. - Well, I guess I hoped you would say that you feel great here. Kate said sadly. - Sorry to disappoint. I said quietly. -
LailaSo this was my new life's routine. I ate meals together with the pack members, worked till evening, and then tagged along with Fay, as she came to collect me on days when James was not coming home early, which was almost every day. Most of the time I was silent and just observed and listened to others talking about pack life, their training, and some news as to who improved in sparring or who met his or her mate. Lucas and Kate usually tried to pull me into the conversations but depending on the topic it flowed or it died down.I wasn't used to being nonstop crowded and interacting with so many people all the time, and I could feel it started to strain me. The more tired I got from social interactions, the less I talked, and my answers became more clipped.As we entered the lounge room I rushed to sit in the corner next to Lucas. I was tired of always sitting next to the brooding Ayden. Fay followed me and sat next to me, pressing against my thigh as she didn't want to touch Luc
Laila - So, Laila, what do you do in your free time? Lucas changed the subject drastically, and I was grateful to him for it. I looked at Fay as we smiled, knowing we had this conversation before. On weird but perfect synchronicity, I and Fay said: - Picks fungus. - Play piano. That made Lucas turn to Fay with a frown: - Picks fungus? While at the exact same moment, Ayden turned to me and asked with a frown: - Play piano? And at the end, Fay turned her face away from Lucas to me with a surprised face: - You play piano? The perfect timing of talking made most of the people, sorry, werewolves chuckle, including me. - Wait, start with the fungus. Lucas demanded with a nod of his chin towards me. - It's nothing. In my country, we have a lot of forests, so when late summer slash autumn comes many people go and pick mushrooms. I grew up in the middle of the forest, and as mom still lives there, we do it every year. I said with a shrug. - We know all the best spots for the ch
Laila It was Wednesday evening and I was still typing on my laptop trying to finish the last things so I could wrap up for the day in half an hour or so. I knew James would be gone till late at night on another secret mission of his. I didn't know what I would do later but I didn't want to work extra just because I didn't have a plan for the evening yet. A soft knock surprised me as I looked at the doors. Who was visiting me? Did someone need something from me? It wasn't dinner time yet for Kate to come... - Come in! I shouted from the sofa hoping I left the door open. I saw the door handler bend but the doors didn't open. - Shoo! I cursed and put the laptop on the sofa while hurrying to the door. As I opened it I was surprised to see Fay standing there. - Hey! What a surprise! I said as she waved at me with a soft "Hi!". - Sorry about that! I was working and too lazy to open the door, so I hoped I left them open, but no. Sorry. I rushed to explain to her as she smiled at me
After some time, I felt his fingers opening my folds and his tongue slipped in my v*gina, making me inwardly frown. I felt his tongue coming in and out several times until I propped my body on my elbows and pulled my hips slightly sideways so he couldn't get access. - What are you doing? I asked confused but curious. - I'm tongue f*cking you! What? I saw his white teeth grinning at me as the light from the window hit him. I frowned again. - That's gross. Why would you do that? I asked, concerned. - Gross? No. You are sweet as honey, and I want to pleasure you in any way possible. He replied smiling while brushing his fingers over the erogenous zones on my thighs, making tingling sensations and distracting me. - Well, your tongue is too small and short for me to feel any proper sensation, and as I don't feel comfortable when you just did it, so can you not? When you lick my cl.it is all amazing, I love it. I tried to convince him there was no need for strange experiments. Good