Denial

Jia's Pov

I woke up with a jolt, screaming my dead mate's name. Again the same dream. It came back again and again making me relive that dreadful night. I was losing my mate every day, I was watching him getting killed every night. Part of me wanted it to stop cause it was killing me, pushing me further into the darkness of depression and part of me wanted to still be connected to Viktor in every which way possible. It was still dark outside and sleep won't be coming back. I got changed and went to training area.

I was back from Viktor's mom and dad's place four days back. Dad had trained me well. I had this new confidence in me to take anyone that came against me. I even started my training job at Southern moon pack. Life was ok, it was somehow getting in routine.

Even Ara was back, where she was and why she had gone?, I didn't get answers from her. She just said she needed time to heal. She is a huge support for me. That day we both cried for each other and for our loss. With her be