¡Qué barbaridad! ¡Ella simplemente los mató! ¡Ella simplemente los mató jodidamente! ¡Justo en frente de nosotros! (Oh my god! She just killed them! She just fucking killed them! Right in front of us!).
I stand there in horror, looking at my mate’s body performing the Goddess’s actions.
I can still feel Meredith through the matebond. Still get occasional words from her. But it’s garbled. Like she’s talking to us through water or static. I understand enough to know that she is aware of what is happening. That she is safe. And that she is getting a front row seat to exactly what Santa Madre (Holy Mother) is thinking and feeling. I am so worried about her and our two pups within her.
When Santa Madre transformed into her wolf, I thought that Meredith’s body wouldn’t be able to handle it. To cope with the change into the majestic wolf of a godde
Hey friends! So, what do you think of Selene's actions? I kinda feel like sista has some issues with men... Let me know what you think about Selene, the trio, and the change in the war. See you guys on Friday!
I stare wide eyed at the Mother. “W-what do you mean?”The Mother looks into my eyes, her expression one hard for me to read. There’s…fear and…distress. Maybe longing?“Mother, do you want them to win?” My voice is a whisper, but with the quiet in the room, I know everyone hears me.“What?” Selene’s face pulls back in shock. “No! I would never…no. I just…”I kneel in front of her, taking her hands in mine. I stare deep into her black, bottomless eyes and send her all of my love. Through my touch. Through my gaze. Through fiber of my being, I let her know how much I love her.And a single tear leak from her right eye. I wipe it with my thumb, and she catches my hand and nuzzles her face into my palm, kissing it gently before pulling away. “You remind me so much of my mate, Endymio
I look at Mother Selene, sitting in Meredith’s body. I see the strain starting to appear around her eyes, the sweat breaking out on her brow. Meredith’s body is starting to have trouble hosting a Goddess. Her body is starting to reject the Goddess’s presence. “Mother, are you alright? Meredith’s body doesn’t look so good.” Gael and Hakeem, who had been in their own little bubble of happiness, obviously linking with each other, much of the time that Selene had been talking, jerk their gazes to their mate/Goddess. “You are wise, daughter,” Mother Selene smiles at me. “Yes, Meredith will need me to leave soon. And, honestly, it is time for me to go. I have given you all of the information that I can. There is just one more thing to do.” Selene turns to Lucille. The woman seems to look even frailer than she did at the beginning of the ceremony. Her once vibrant and plump features have become sunken
After the Goddess left last night and Gael and Hakeem took Meredith back to their suite, the Alpha Council elected to wait two days until we meet again. We need to come up with a battle strategy and figure out how to deal with not only this new trio, but also Julian and Mathias. But first, nearly every one of the trio females have OBGYN or GYN appointments in the morning and we all need our rest. Starting early in the morning, Arya had a follow up with the GYN to assess her healing after her D and C and to initiate fertility monitoring and possible treatment. Her appointment is followed by Charlie’s bi-weekly check-up, Meredith’s anatomy scan, and the initial appointments for Sandra and Bhakti. Holy hell, I hope that the Goddess doesn’t have both Sandra and Bhakti pregnant with twins. That would be the worst type of luck for their first pregnancy. And if all of the babies were girls? Poor Liam. And, of course, all of them a
We literally took over the entire waiting room. I mean, it wasn’t like anyone else was coming to the office today anyway, but we lunas and Arya decided to make the whole thing a party. We brought music, snacks, drinks, and games. The guys are going to come in during their mates’ appointments and visit for a while before and after, but this day is just for us. “So, what’s today’s appointment about?” I asked Arya. “Well, they’re trying to figure what my fertility schedule is and make sure that I’m completely healed from my surgery. They are going to clear me for training, combat, and other…activities.” Arya smirks when she says “activities.” “You mean sex? I bet Xander and Devin are going to be excited for that clearance!” I laugh. “You sure you want to hang out with us today?” “Yeah. Dev and Xan have training for the warriors this morning and a big pow-wow with the generals before our meeting tomorrow.”
Charlie and I have our hands under the portable nail dryers when Zak and Brandon arrive in the waiting area. “Damn, ladies. You’ve got this place all tricked out for yourselves,” Brandon says, looking around at our changes. “Shit! When’s my massage appointment?” Zak asks. He rubs his big hand over his face. “I think I could use a facial, too.” “Nope,” Charlie smiles and shakes her head. “Girls only!” We laugh at the expressions of dismay. “It’s not like you would really want to do this, anyway. Everything smells like flowers and perfume,” I try to console them. Just then, a male wolf with two large, insulated rolling suitcases steps off the elevator and into the waiting area. His shirt reads “Beefy Bartenders,” though calling it a shirt is a bit of a stretch. It’s more of a scrap of cloth painted onto his pecs. The tight and tiny biker shorts do nothing to hide the wo
Kyle had some of the best mocktails I’ve had, and I think I tried everything that he had available: PG-13 Singapore Sling, Shirley Tonic, Summer Twang, Frozen Apple Margarita, Cranberry Sangria. And I insisted that he write down his recipe for watermelon ‘nojitos. Apparently, his alcoholic versions were pretty damn good, too. We wolves don’t really drink to get drunk. There’s no point. Our metabolism is so high that we have to drink about three times as much as a human would to feel a buzz and it only lasts an hour or so. But Arya and Karamea kept raving how balanced they were and how much they enjoyed them. Though, I honestly felt a little bad for Kyle. He was definitely used to having women fawn over him, especially in his rather tight and revealing outfit. But we were all happily mated she-wolves. We just didn’t. Though, I did notice that Jaime, the masseuse, kept side-eying him. By the time Dr. H
“Phew,” Dr. Hazel breathes out. “That was a busy, busy day. And what the hell are all of them doing out there?”I chuckle. “I think they are using this as the bachelorette party that none of us got to have. You know that you are welcome to join in on the festivities, Brienne. From what Kare is saying, Connor is making some amazing cocktails. He apparently has a heavy pour and has made sure that none of their drinks have been less than half full. Based on her mindlinks, Kare is feeling herself right now.”Brienne laughs long and loudly. “I love that girl. The Goddess really knew what she was doing when she mated you three. They are perfect for you.”I glow under her praise of my mates. “She really did.” I turn to her as we walk out of the office and she locks the door. “So, are you going to join us? I’ve got a
I know that I should be concentrating on warrior training, looking at the new wolves and seeing where they fit in within our existing units, but I just can’t. With the full moon tonight, my sex drive has ramped up from it’s usual 8 to beyond the 10-point meter. Ever see those cartoon boiler readers that show where the damn thing just explodes because everything is so hot? That’s my fucking dick right now. I’ve been trying to hide my constant hard on by doing the boxer waistband trick, but that doesn’t work so well when you have an alpha’s length and girth. I need fucking duct tape to keep this shit down. I had to go change into my tightest pair of shorts and a long, loose t-shirt to keep it from poking someone’s eye out. All I can think about are my two mates. I want them so bad. It’s almost like when we were first mated, that’s how much I need them. I know that Lily is at work and Kare is with the girls, but I
This is the end of War of Threes, but the third book, Trinity of Power, is coming!!Important/Interesting Info:1. I will be taking a couple week break to get ahead of the book. It will post on the website on 1/31/22. It usually takes it about a week for it to show up on the app, because they have to sign the book and do all the paperwork and blah blah blah.2. I will keep my update schedule of Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, with the potential of special updates over the weekends.3. Main characters of the story will be: Severn, Corinda, Zak, Brandon, and Charlie4. If you're interested in hearing what I listen to when I write (other than the three gremlins that live in my house), here is my Spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Ff2Q8AQ5zlYP3MYFZVQzW?si=296adecc5dbd432b5. If you're interested in insights into the characters or the story or just wanna talk, you can find me on Instagram at "owlonmyw
“When did you see him, Lauren? When exactly did he leave? Where did he go?” I’m screaming, unable to keep my panic at bay.“He was here about 45 minutes ago. He left at almost exactly 4:40,” Lauren is sobbing, trying to remember all of the details.“He said that he was going through the forest path,” Carl says, putting on his shoes to come help us look.“He must have been getting flowers for Charlie. That means that he was going by the pond,” I murmur.We pour out of the house, running to the back of the house, Dev, Arya, Charlie, and me. Everyone else is already out searching for Brandon. Where the hell is he?We run to the pond and it’s like a mini natural disaster happened. A tree is moved, like it literally took a step out of the ground. The dirt is overturned and the tree’s roots are pulled from the ground. The branches
One Month Later…This month has been fucking insane, not just because my mates and I have barely had any sleep because of the pups. I mean, we are blessed that there are three of us, but there are two pups. Two. We feel like freaking zombies.Did you know that newborn pups eat every two hours? Not two hours between feedings. Two hours from when they start. I shit you not. Charlie feeds them both at the same time, but between getting them up, changed, fed, and back to sleep, it’s at least a half hour process. So every hour and a half, we’re up. I love Jerry and Christy, I really, really do. But, fuck kids, sleep!Our parents saw how insane we were and they also knew how important this time was for all of the packs as we were trying to sort out leadership while attempting to find CCS, who had gone strangely quiet
I’m in shock at that last little tidbit that the Mother throws at us. I just stand there, gaping at her.Devin pulls me into his arms, literally jumping up and down while holding me and whooping with wordless excitement.Mother Selene smiles even wider, laughing her tinkling laugh as the full weight of her words hit me.No, it won’t be the same. There will still be grief when we wake up tomorrow morning and he isn’t there. When our pups are born without him standing next to me. When we have to discipline the pups, or have a fight with each other, or take down CCS. When our pups say their first words, or have their first day at school, or find their own mates.No, it won’t be the same. But at least we will see him. We can hold him. We can hear his voice and see his smile again, not just in our memories.It’s better than the nothingness that I thought we would have, the bla
I think I’m still sitting on the ground with Arya cradling me, but honestly, you could have told me that I had just been launched into outer space for a mission to Mars and I would have believed you. All I can see were the black depths of Selene’s eyes. I can’t hear anything but the roaring in my ears. I can’t feel anything but an intense chill. Demi-gods. Fucking demi-gods? Arya is the first of the two of us to find her voice. “You’ve got to me shitting me!” she whisper-shouts at the Mother. “Demi-gods? What the hell do you mean?” “You both have had so much pain in your lives.” Arya gives a dry snicker at that, but Selene continues, looking to me first. “Devin, you’ve dealt with feeling that you had to hide who you were, hiding your love for your first mate, all to appease some antiquated thought of what leadership should be. Arya…” The Mother gives a large, deep sigh. She cups her mouth and n
“You told me I would be safe here! That Mathias would have no control over my life if I joined the Artemis Pack!” I scream at the Goddess, spit flying and my face heating with my rage. I jump off of the pyre and take large strides toward Selene. “Does this look fucking safe to you?” I fling my hands back toward our mate’s lifeless body on the pyre.“Arya, I – “ Mother Selene starts, but I’m not done.By now, I have crossed the distance between us and am face to face with the Goddess inhabiting Declan’s body. “First, you take away my family and force me into that den of assholes, homophobes, and rapists. Then you put me in a situation where I had to reject my mates and allow my ‘packmates’ to beat the fuck out of me. But then you tell me that I’m safe and that Mathias won’t hurt me again.”I step into the Goddess’s inhabi
I stand behind Arya, Devin, and Xander’s mom’s chairs. Zak is to my left, directly behind Devin, and Charlie is seated directly behind Arya. They are holding Jared and Christine, bundled up against the night chill. All of our friends and family are gathered around us: Lauren, Clara, Meredith, and the other she-wolves around Arya and Xander’s mom, and Richard, Carl, and the other alphas around Devin. The pyres are set up in front of us. Arya and Devin have barely spoken since we found them. We still don’t know exactly what happened, only that Arya is Luna and Xander is gone. They sit, dried eyed, just staring at the wooden bed where their mate lays. The family members of the deceased are all dressed in white in their mourning, but Devin and Arya are both dressed in a deep forest green. One of the few things that Arya said was that her family dressed in the favorite color of the one who passed on. It was a way to honor th
Brandon and Hakeem stay with Devin, Arya, and Xander’s body while Gael and I slowly make our way to where the battle just stopped. There are a few skirmishes here and there, but nothing that our wolves can’t handle. Some wolves from the Blue Crescent Pack don’t like that they have a new alpha or that she’s a female or that she is…was mated to two males. Fuck ‘em. I don’t care what they like. Now that they’ve stopped fighting our people, they can go rogue or we can imprison them or we can kill them. It honestly doesn’t matter to me. This ache in my soul won’t go away. I’m missing my friend, my brother. Zak? Brandon? What happened? Charlie asks through the mindlink. We had kept our connection open throughout the battle, so Charlie knew everything that had we had shown her. But the severing of Xander’s bond with us had cost us a lot of energy and having the link open constantly was too draining.&
After linking Xander and Devin, we shift and run into the forest to aid our allies. We leave Naomi behind, taking control of her pack. She has mindlinked them all, ordering them to stop fighting. Most of them have stopped, but because she hasn’t officially taken control of the pack and had them swear fealty to her, they don’t have to listen. And not all of them do. There are some who thrived under Julian’s rule and are pissed. They are only a small group, but they are made up of some of the fiercest warriors that Julian had. And they have gone into the forest to help support Mathias. The good thing is that Jeb’s warriors had been absorbed into Julian’s, so by killing him, we took control of two-thirds of the warriors. And they were also pissed. They never wanted to be a part of this, let alone have their pack taken over by the “Bloody Rogue Prince,” their pet name for Julian. They had been pissed that Jeb ha