Amelia's POV
"Here are the rules of how this is going to work." I grit out, dragging the earpiece covering his left ear and throwing it on his legs as I drive us to school the next morning. Miguel is beside me with his legs on the dashboard, a pair of sunglasses covering his eyes, but most importantly and most annoyingly, his lips tilted in a smirk. Thankfully, the lip ring is on his right side so I can't see it, meaning unfortunately my eyes are stuck to his brow piercing, not shielded from my sight by the sunglasses, his curly dark brown hair falling everywhere on his forehead.
It had been one bad turn after another when Emilio had called me into the study after dinner yesterday to inform me that Miguel was going to be finishing senior year with me. As if it wasn't enough that I'd see him at home and at school, since he wasn't allowed to have any money or drive, he was officially going to hitch a ride with me everyday to and fro, a means to ensure that he did go to school and come back from school. He didn't need to add the hidden message when he said I was to watch out for my stepbrother. I was unofficially Miguel's babysitter.
I'd marched into his room the next morning–okay, after the last incident, I'd knocked and waited for him to tell me to enter–only to find him still undressed, his damp hair dripping to the carpet, the towel riding so low on his waist that I was so sure he'd only need to move for it to drop. More disturbingly, his room wasn't beige, like the rest of the rooms in the house. It was maroon and the half opened cups of paint and used paintbrushes by the door meant he'd probably been up all night repainting. A spoilt brat he might be, but apparently painting his room felt to him like one of the artworks he normally did. I'd almost asked him about it until he'd said he was going to dress for school, the warning giving me plenty of time to zip out of the room before I heard the towel hit the ground, his low laugh following me all the way down the stairs.
He lowers the sunglasses so I can see his blue blue eyes. "What rules, Mia?"
"Stop calling me that."
I've been to enough Spanish classes to know what Mia literally means.
Mine.
And even if it's not what I think and he's just shortening my name, the name sounds too familiar. Too intimate.
"Is that one of your rules?"
"No. I mean, yes, yes. That's one of them."
He snorts."Then I'm afraid we're off to a rough start."
I tighten my grip on the wheel.
I will not get mad. I will not get mad. It's too early to ...
"Do you have a smoke?"
I'm sure I whip my head fast enough to break my neck. "Are you kidding me?"
He removes his sunglasses and places it on the dashboard, raising his eyebrows as if saying 'do I look like I'm joking?'.
"This is what the rules are going to be." I find an empty space in the school's parking lot and turn off the ignition, locking us inside when he tries to open the door. He turns slowly to face me and my eyes struggle to not move to his chest that is exposed because two buttons of his zebra stripped top are opened or to his lip ring that is now in my line of sight. I remembered that I'd seen at least two tattoos earlier this morning, one on his right collar bone and another on the left side of his sculpted abs ...
"Like what you see, Mia?" His tone is almost mocking, when the look on his face is anything but. His eyes are intense, looking like hot coal as he studies my entire form.
The car suddenly feels too hot.
I pin him with my most disinterested look "Rule number one. You must not leave my sight, except when you're in class or going to the restroom."
"You sure you want to be there if I'm fucking someone or letting them give me head?" He narrows his eyes, his gaze moving to my lower lip where my teeth is gnawing at it furiously.
"Just don't go out of sight." I breathe. Not waiting to see if he answers, I continue. "Rule number two. No sleeping with teachers. Or any member of staff. Ever."
He moves even closer until the space between our faces is almost non existent. I don't dare back away and give him the impression that I'm completely flustered by his proximity when I'm not.
The lies we tell ourselves.
"Not even if they beg?" He whispers, his breath fanning my face. He'd taken a glass of mango juice before we left the house and I could almost taste it. I bite my lip until I draw blood and unlock the doors, dragging my bag and jumping out of the car, my heart racing like I'd run a mile. I vaguely hear his door shut and he's waiting, with a knowing smirk curving his lips. For me to lead him through the school gates. Swaggering beside me like a model on the runway, his hand brushes mine and I tell myself that I'm imagining the sparks.
Of course you are, Amelia. No one getssparks for their stepbrother. Especially when they're demons named Angels.
It's like a celebrity has walked into the school because all the people we walk past stop to stare and whisper. He is a celebrity and he looks like eye candy so I'm not even surprised.
It's when we were in the hallway that Beth–a cheerleader and one of Jane's minions, in her signature short jean skirt and plunging neckline yellow top, her jet black hair hanging loose on her shoulders– stops in front of us, in front of Miguel, totally ignoring me and grins so wide, I'm surprised her mouth doesn't split.
"Miguel Angel, hey, I could show you to where newbies get their class schedules if you want. I'm a fan." Well. It hasn't taken a minute for someone to recognize him.
She wraps her arms under her breast, the goods almost spilling out of her top. Miguel's smirk is out and in full force as he surveys what is offered to him on a platter.
"Just Angel is fine, sugar." He says, adding his Spanish accent intentionally and I watch as Beth and all the girls within hearing radius of swoon. He turns his eyes to me. "Do you mind?"
Beth bats her lashes at me and I frown, itching to tear those fake extensions off her eyes but I turns to my stepbrother, tilting my head up to look at him, a sweet smile on my face. "Of course, brother."
The smirk vanishes from his face and I raise an eyebrow, feigning boredom and waiting for them to walk away so I can walk to my locker in peace and hopefully find my best friend.
He turns away from me, his attention on Beth. "Sweet girl, your name is?"
"Bethany, Beth for short." She giggles, the sound shrill.
"Sweet Bethany, I'd like to walk my sister to her locker, do you mind waiting a moment?"
Shaking her head, she gives us space and it's like the rest of the hallway hears his command because they move away, but not far enough that they don't see his next move.
I feel like a deer leading a lion to a field for my slaughter as Miguel walks me to my locker. Immediately we get to it, he turns me to face him, my back hitting the locker with a soft thud and leans to whisper in my right ear, his lip ring brushing my cheek as he says in a voice meant for only me to hear. "I am not your brother. Our parents are fucking, Mia. That's all. Just like I'm going to fuck Bethany. Maybe I'll let you watch, if you want to." My heart beats frantically in my chest and I can only look at him as he withdraws slowly, reaching out a hand as if to pat me on the head. It takes me minute too late to realize that he's removed the ribbon I used to tie my hair up in a ponytail, my shoulder length straight tresses falling all over my shoulder.
"I had a feeling you'd look better with your hair down." Briefly combing his hands through my tresses, he nods with a satisfied smile "I was right. See you later, good girl."
I watch him disappear down the hall, Beth leading the way and all giggles. The image of Beth riding him, chasing her orgasm was etched in my mind very well into the end of the day.
Wanton bastard.
At least I can cuss in my head.
Chapter Six Amelia I hated Miguel Angel Sanchez, better known by the female population of Evergreen High as 'Hot Angel.' Even Bianca couldn't stop drooling when he was around. Okay, hate is a really strong word, so let's just go with dislike. Strongly dislike. It's been two weeks since Miguel started going to school with me. Two weeks of hell. Two weeks of him stepping on my toes and trying to drive me to madness. Two weeks of unwanted attention. Two weeks of receiving glares from half of the female population because he was so openly affectionate; something I knew that he did on purpose because he liked seeing me squirm. Bianca thought it was the cutest sibling relationship she'd ever seen. I'd almost puked at that. At least he and I were on common ground with that one. We were definitely not siblings or related or step-anything. I can't be related to a demon. After that first day when he'd stolen my hair ribbon and I'd had to return to my car to get a new one, I hadn't
Chapter SevenAmelia"Hey, I said I was sorry, didn't I? He sounded genuinely interested in knowing more about you and you know he has that look where you can't say no to him." Bianca says as we walk down the hallway to the cafeteria for lunch. Of course I know the look. I've been played by the look already. On the bright side, there wasn't so much cash in my wallet and he couldn't access my credit card without my password, thank God he hadn't asked me yesterday when I was under him and he was on top of me and ...He's seated at our table, two girls perched beside him, taking pictures and giggling. I should've reported the bastard to Emilio so they'd take his internet access and he'd be left with nothing. Explaining how he'd taken the wallet in the first place is the only reason I hadn't done it. It's Emilio's fault for trusting me with Miguel's finances in the first place. I hate the smile on his face. I hate that girls are not impervious to it. I hate that I'm not impervious to i
Chapter EightAmeliaI hated parties. Still do. The one and only time I'd attended one was in Sophomore year, when Bianca had actually succeeded in guilt tripping me after one of the football games. There were only two reasons why I watched the football games religiously. Firstly, it was because I got to indulge myself with seeing Chris Grammer, my crush in action on the field. The second one was because the cheerleading squad performed before every game and before,I'd gone to support Jane and after our friendship scattered and Bianca joined the squad, I'd had to support her too even if it meant watching Jane glow and sensualize the crowd with her skills.Why do the bad guys have to be attractive? Speaking of the one and only time I'd been to a party, someone had puked all over my shirt and everyone had laughed. The laughing was the secondary pain. The primary pain was that I'd had to throw my beloved checkered shirt and jeans away. Since then, I've not stepped foot into any party.
Amelia's POVYou would think Miguel was the one who played and won the game by the cheers and whistles and back pats he receives as he walks through the crowd, my presence unnoticed as I walk behind him. I don't know how he deals with it. All of the attention, the people fawning over him, the hype. I guessed I never would. Miguel Angel was the son of a celebrity, a celebrity in his own right and was probably used to this kind of attention and fandom. He'd probably be receiving this kind of attention for the rest of his life. I couldn't imagine living like that. My eyes spot Bianca at the same time that she sights me and she whispers something in Adam's ear, standing from where she was perched on his lap and waltzing over to me in a stride that radiates confidence. Her smile is so bright as she shuffles past people to get to me that you would think she didn't just see me an hour ago. The sleeveless fitted blue mini gown she paired with thigh high brown boots, moves higher up her thig
Amelia's POV"I don't mind, actually, no." Bianca raises her eyebrows and when I nod, she shoots Jane a nasty glare, releasing my hand. "Do you want me to stay?" She whispers in my ear and we watch as some of the boys scramble to create space for me to sit. "I could go get Adam and his guys and —" I shake my head. "I can hold my own, don't worry. I'll text if I need you." She nods, concern still etching her features but the only thing she says is "I'll be with my phone" before walking away, disappearing into the crowd of people. Blake's smirk has returned but I ignore him and sit in the space that has been created between two boys, Ryan and Shawn, which places me on the opposite side of the circle facing Chris, Jane and Miguel. Shawn slings an arm over my seat and I try not to stiffen at the contact. However, he removes his hand almost immediately, placing it on his leg a moment later and when I look up to see why, I meet Miguel staring fiercely at him. When his gaze slides back to
Amelia's POV The weeks that follow that night at the party are different. I can't put my finger on what changed but I know I've stopped hating being around Miguel. Not that I truly hated it in the beginning. To my eternal dismay.We haven't spoken much since that night, our conversations still centered around him teasing me seven ways to Sunday and my squirmy and exasperated sarcastic responses but we've fallen into a rhythm. I leave a glass of mango juice on the table for him every morning by the time he comes down and he doesn't smoke in the car. He walks me to my locker before going about his business. Whoever gets to the cafeteria first helps the other get their lunch. We sit beside each other in the classes we share. If I'm his babysitter, he is my shadow. Except when he is charming the pants off the entire female population and I've made Bianca swear to never give me the details. I'm not sure anyone has noticed Miguel the way I have and while it's disturbing, it has shed some
Amelia's POV"Now is not the time for a lecture about my habits, Mia." He turns to face me, his eyebrows raised as he blows out smoke into the air. My eyes widened. Had I said it out loud?"I'm not here to lecture you. I just–" I sigh. Why is it hard to just comfort him like I would if it were Bianca or my mum? Why does it feel like my throat is closing up too?"Go somewhere with me." I blurt and when he raises his eyebrows, I palm my face. "You don't have to make me feel better about shit, Mia. It's none of your concern." "Just shut up and come with me, alright?" Fishing for the keys from the bag in my hand, I turn around and head for my car, entering and slamming the driver's seat shut. The couple of minutes it takes for him to get in the passenger seat and put on his seatbelt feels like hours but I use it to send a text to mum that we are heading out for a bit. That way, it would be a lot harder to jump out of the car, bolt to my room and ask myself what the hell I'm doing.
Amelia's POV"How many more of my secrets have you told Miguel?" I ask Bianca as we walk towards Geography class. My best friend has the nerve to act clueless for a minute before she pouts like she hasn't been dodging the question for three days. I roll my eyes and increase my stride. "Amy, I promise it's only that one about the crush–" I turn and slam my free hand over her lips and she realizes why I have an alarmed look on my face. "You want to tell the whole world now, is that it?" I whisper and she raises her hands in mock surrender, mumbling words against my hand. When I remove my hand, she lets out a dramatic breath and looks apologetic "Sorry." She whisper-yells. "You can't even whisper to save your life. " I reply and swivel to continue our walk to class. She picks up her pace to match mine. "Don't be mad at me, Mimi." She says, hooking her arm around mine and wearing a smirk because she knows I can't stand being called the name of the large teddy bear that she cuddles
Amelia"And here to deliver the valediction for the graduating class of 2019, Amelia Rose Hart, everyone." I don't look at my mother or my stepfather or my best friend or the applauding crowd that have gathered to celebrate all the graduating students, I look at the stage as I slowly advance towards it. And I remember the last time I saw anyone giving a speech on a stage was at prom. My ex boyfriend. Because yes, we did have a relationship contrary to what our parents think. Miguel Angel Sanchez. It seems like just yesterday when our love story started and ended. After he left that night, I'd spent the remainder of the days before graduation on Bianca's bed. My mother couldn't have moved me no matter how hard she tried. There was nothing to threaten me with. Especially when she knew I'd be leaving to go to New York in a month. Yes, Bianca and I got accepted to study at Columbia University just like we'd hoped we would. My mother didn't even bother about talking me into going to
AmeliaHave you ever heard that saying that warns you to look over your shoulder when things are going too smoothly for you?No? Me neither. Right now, I'm frozen in place by the door. Too forward?Okay. After Miguel's beautiful speech, we danced some more and Jane cornered me right before we left, her words cryptic and a smug grin on her face. I'd been so happy about the events of the night to pay her any mind even though now looking back, I should have. The good girl of Evergreen High, whatever will mummy say? "How dare you come here and do this?" Emilio roars and I flinch and shrink into the ground, even though he's not referring to me but the son he's currently holding by the neck. My mother is observing the scene with terror but riding on the back of that terror is disappointment. She's standing inches away from where I'm crouched on the ground."Let me go, Dad." Miguel breathes and that seems to be the sentence that sets Emilio off because he rears back and punches his s
Amelia"You know it's not because you're a jock, right?" I whisper and Christian nods, even though his face tells me that he doesn't quite believe me. The song ends and another starts, signalling that it's time to switch partners. We stop dancing and Christian places a kiss on the side of my mouth. "Till we meet again, fair maiden" He whispers to my still form and moves away to another partner. Slowly shaking my head with a smile, I turn around to find a new partner and cue the hammering heart and dancing butterflies. Miguel is standing in front of me. And that's when I finally hear the song playing. My song. Our song. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me to him. My lips part as our bodies meet and I grip his shoulders to steady myself as we begin to move"I'm still mad at you." He whispers, pulling me even closer "No, not mad. I could never be mad at you. Frustrated, perhaps." He rests his forehead against mine "But I wanted to dance with you. To your song. Our song.
Amelia’s POV"Is this the wrong time to tell you that everybody has been staring since you walked into this hall?" I turn away my attention from where Miguel is standing and talking to Pamela Bradshaw–who seems to be smiling at everything he says even though he doesn't look like he's trying to charm her– to my best friend. She hands me a drink and when I raise my eyebrows "There's definitely no alcohol in this place. There are teachers everywhere in this hall to make sure of it."When I still raise my eyebrows, she snickers and whispers in my ear "Okay, Blake and the others might have smuggled some in, but this is purely punch. I promise.""Thank you." I tell her and collect the cup, taking a tentative sip before nodding"What's that about people staring? Is there something in my hair?" She shakes her head "You look like a princess. And of course, you arrived in the arms of a prince" Her face softens and she whispers "How are things between you two?" I shrug, ignoring the weight th
Amelia’s POVI can hear two voices at the base of the stairs as I take tentative steps towards it. "And what's your excuse, young man for not having a date to prom? I mean, look at you. I'm sure you have your fair share of ladies vying for your attention." My mother. And if she's talking to who I think she is...My heart skids to a halt. Please come to prom. Please. Saying no to you is an exercise in effort, Mia. He's going to prom. And we're going to be in the same car and not able to say anything because of his dad's driver. But he's going. I'll find a way to end this silence between us. Because I can't afford to go another night without talking to him. I pause when I hear his reply"I don't have a date because the one person that I want to go with doesn't feel the same way."Oh, I feel the same way. My mother gasps "Some girl in this world is immune to your charms? This is a revelation."He snickers and I suck in a breath as I make my presence known. The second their head
Amelia"Ooh, yeah, you lose, Miles, pay up ASAP." Miguel yells with a fist bump in the air and I look away from the novel I'm reading on my phone to see Bianca rolling her eyes and dropping a bill in his hand. "A rematch, Angel. I demand a rematch." She whines and I roll my eyes because Bianca hates losing and Miguel is even worse so we're going to be here for a long while. I should get very comfortable then. The duo dragged me to the arcade about an hour ago and have been at it like animals. This is the first time I've been able to go with them because I've been busy with the decathlon–which we won by the way in flying colours and got me the gold neckpiece I'm wearing from Miguel– and I can honestly say that I want nothing more than my bed right now. "And you're done. Again. Pay up, Bianca." "I demand a rematch."Oh my God, is this ever going to end?"You're on, Miles."Gahhhhhhhhhhh, this is never going to end. "So, Mimi–" Bianca calls without looking at me "–what time are we
Amelia’s POV"It's beautiful" I gasp as I look at the Miguel's arm with awe. We're at a tattoo parlour in Denver and Miguel just finished getting a tattoo on the left side of his arm. Of a rose. I'd imagined it would be a horrifically painful experience the minute I saw the large needle, but as the tattoo artist got to work and I sat by Miguel, talking to him about anything and everything and holding his right hand, time had passed by really quick and it was done. Speaking of tattoos, I've gotten around to completing the wanton list or beginner's wanton list, according to my dearest best friend, Bianca. Skip school? Check. Get drunk? Check.Kiss a random guy? Christian Grammer, my former crush and now friend takes this one. Fail a test? Okay, I couldn't do this so it was scrapped. Get detention? To be fair, Miguel made me laugh in Mr Davis's, our boring History teacher's class and got detention with me. Bianca also got detention for clucking her tongue. It was a swell time. Go
Amelia"Are you good?" I ask Miguel as we lie on my bed, his head on my chest and my hand softly stroking his hair. I've had to lock my door more because he's been spending almost all of his nights in my room. Half of my closet has been cleared out because he forgets his clothes here and showers here, to my immense satisfaction. "Is it okay to be scared?"He murmurs, drawing circles absentmindedly on my exposed abdomen. Exams are starting tomorrow and he's been working even harder than I have towards it. He finally got around to telling Bianca and her reaction was as easy as she is. You'd think we told her the time. Since then, we've been working with Jennifer and the teachers whose subjects he's finding most difficult. He's had two panic attacks and I was by his side for each one. So I can understand his worry even though everything else has been smooth. He hasn't pushed me on the topic of telling our parents about us, but I know it's because he's been busy obsessing over the exa
Amelia’s POV Amelia ...the internet says seven because that's when I officially started learning how to paint but I knew when I was six. I wasn't good at school and I didn't talk much but for some reason.... ....Reading and writing is hard for some of us, not that you'll know anything about that.... ....He's in the counselor's office. You'll have to ask him. He sees her at least two or three times a week.... ....And yes, there are indeed things I am not good at. Like, school.... ....I'd like to think that in another life, I'd be good at it. And it wouldn't be so hard to like school.... ....Reading was difficult. Writing was worse.... ....She bought me crayons and said 'If you cannot read and write about the world, you can colour it'.... ....She read to me every night and suggested that I be homeschooled since the school environment wasn't working for me.... ....Something was wrong with me. Because why else would my parents not want me?.... ....It's not like you were ever goo