Walking towards my fifth house of the day, I breathe out a sigh of relief.
I'm lucky I didn't encounter any mishaps on the way.
It's not every day a girl like me walks the wood *I do everything possible to avoid judging humans* without encountering any wild hungry animals on the way.
In my case, I don't worry about the animals; am mostly worried about the humans in wolf clothing.
Their deadly words make threading on human paths more dangerous than the woods, which is the abode of all things dangerous.
“Ubochi Oma (good day)Mrs. Onog”, I smile at the hundred moon's cycled female.
She's the oldest of everyone in Mabudazou. She knows how the werewolf wars started.
A war that wipes out most of the towns that made up Mabudazou, a war that ended with them taking their part and us taking ours.
Scoffing, the said woman turns towards the forest, muttering under her breath.
I won't be surprised if she's muttering an Afa *it's like a protective ward against the evil one* One that's against me, based on how she crosses and uncrosses her arms.
“How is your health, Mama?” I've yearned to call someone that name for a long time, and so far, my yearnings haven't been sated.
“God, Ijala cut off that tongue you called me Mama with. A witch that kills her mother while in her stomach isn't worthy of calling anyone Mama,” she spits out on the floor beside her.
All the while she was talking, she didn't turn towards me at least to acknowledge the presence of her healer.
“Despite all you do, you will still be who you are; a curse to your mother. Changing of hair color won't make you less of whom you're” she says, with her back still turned on me.
Touching my now silky black hair; I don't think to reply to her words, it's okay if I don't add more if I tell her the reason I changed the colours.
“How is your health improving?” she's plagued with Mgowaukwu * a sickness for the old* but with my help, she's been battling the said sickness.
“Will you give me the medicine or do you intend on asking unnecessary questions?” she spits out in anger.
This is one of the reasons I hate visiting my patient's houses whenever they're around, it's far easier dropping the medicine on their doorstep.
Dropping the last medicine on my back, I turn towards her, “I will be leaving now; make sure to add a little Ugu to the mix, it will aid in thorough digestion.” I smile, although she can't see it," I wish you long life and good health.”
She didn't turn until I was far from her house * I'm aware that because I hid to watch·, taking the medicine with tears in her eyes, she walks into her house.
A house I'm afraid to will one day cave in on her.
She's my Ima* a pet name we call our grandmas·, she's my mom's mother; the only relative I have left * at least that's what I know.*Most of my relatives might be hiding their relationships with me to avoid the persecution of the villagers.
Ima might not acknowledge my presence when around, but I know her at least feels something for me; even if it's a little drop of love.
Fosy Snickers beside me to get my attention,
“oh guy, I never did see you,” which is like a blow to me on how invested I was in thinking about my strange relationship with my Ima.
He snickers again, as if to tell me how he feels about me forgetting all about him.
“Am sorry Fosy I was just lost in Ima land.” I smile at my stupid joke.
Fosy is a hybrid; his Mma was a donkey, while his Mpa is a horse.
I never would have believed it possible if I wasn't there when he was birthed.
The cute little Fozy coming out to the world with strange combinations in his body.
He was like none I've ever seen, or hope to see.
His Mma died while giving birth to him, I guess that makes us two individuals with almost the same sad story.
Fosy is white and black striped; his hooves which are like that of a horse are too red one will mistake it as blood.
The hooves, height, and fastness in running are all he inherited from his Mpa; the others he got from his Mma.
I adopted Fosy on the day he was birthed, since the Mma died while giving birth to him, and the Mpa left after she died.
He must have loved her dearly because moons after, I saw his corpse lying beside my house.
He must have come this far to die beside his son.
Carrying his heavy self, I buried him closer to where I buried his Lover, that way he can be closer to her even in death.
I never made Fosy aware of his father's demise, but I can tell he somehow knew of it.
For twos, Izu Uka wasn't as bright and bubbly as he used to be.
It got me worried then, but eventually, he snapped out of his mourning and resumed his bright bubbly ways.
Foxy stayed with me until he was of age to find his path, leaving me made me sad, but it was a blessing to him.
“Hi Chika”, I smile at his Partner; a fiery red horse, she's a proud one, that Chika.
Flicking her tail, she gave me a friendly snicker.
“I miss you too Chika, I missed you”, I smile as she nuzzles her head with mine.
Foxy found her two Ubochi after he left me, and since then, the two have been inseparable.
Watching the two leaves a pang in my heart, a hole am afraid won't be filled until I die.
Will I be able to find true love as Rosy did? Or will I die in misery from the harsh words of the villagers? How will my life end?
I know the answers to those questions, but I was hoping the answers will somehow change.
Living alone for almost six complete moon cycles without a human company is enough to make any sane person insane, but you all know how insane I am.
Chika nuzzles my hair this time as if to ask why the change of hair color.
“I decided to dye it black; isn't that great?” I twirl around, showing her the wonder of my hair.
She snickers as if she doesn't like the idea of my dark hair either, just like Soso complained earlier.
“I want to blend in, Chika; my white hair made me stand out. I aim to be able to blend in if not completely but partially with the others.”
You can easily find me in a place filled with people with my white hair, but with my hair as black as it is now; I can easily blend in with the multitude *although we don't have that much population·.
She snickers, but otherwise didn't make any move to touch my hair again; I guess she isn't happy with my change of hair.
I walk in comfortable silence with my two friends walking beside me.Aside from the occasional chuckle now and then, our walk to my house was filled with silence.
My house isn't built like the villager's, you can credit that to my father being the richest of all when he was alive.
The stone building contains five rooms, a Mposi * you know what that is, right? If you've forgotten; it's a place we relieve ourselves from the call of nature* and Ebe Nri *it's like a kitchen, but without the essentials in their*.
My Ebe Nri is filled to the brim with potions, each brewing more than the other.
Leaves and plants I dried are all kept in a place; each with the ones that have the same properties or almost the same properties as it.
One might wonder how I got to know most of these things without being at the learning center, you can say am a girl gifted or cursed by her creator.
I don't know if it's to call my powers a gift or if a curse fits it properly.
It might be regarded as a gift based on how many people I've healed, and how many I've saved from death.
You might also regard it as a curse, based on the ghostly white hair and the shunning of the villagers.
White hair I dyed black to avoid standing out.
It took me more than three complete moon cycles to find an Uhi that makes my hair black.
The ones I applied earlier before I found the Uhi wasn't succeeding in giving me the exact dark shade of hair I want.
The Uhi makes my hair shine as black as the night; a sharp contrast to the whiteness of the hair.
A banging sound alerted me to what Fosy and Chika are currently doing to my room. Walking in there, I was met with a sight that made my furious side rear its ugly head up. Fosy was jumping on my Apa* it's a wooden box-like Oche, but instead of it being a sitting place; it's considered a resting place* which by the looks of things my APA I broke. Chika on the other side of the room is trailing around with my most priced akwa *the material we put on to cover our nakedness.* The akwa is made up of sown-up ede leaves for those who can't afford the animal skin. My entire Akwa is made up of animal skin; a strong material that lasts for a long. The akwa am currently putting on now has lasted for more than twelve moon cycles; Father made it a bit bigger, so I can grow into it and not out of it. His hindsight is what kept me alive for all those moon cycles. Without his penchant for making things that will last for numerous cycles, I won't be as fit as I am. “Fosy! Chika!” I glare at t
How in the god's name will I get another To make a potion for my Ima? Getting herbs are difficult in this season of the moon falling like pulling the teeth of an Aguiyi. Wait until I lay my hands on those insolent brats who thought it funny to chew my Ude. Had I known this will happen, I would have mixed the potion yesterday when I still had the chance to do so. Fosy and Chika should better hide for like thirty complete moon cycles, by then I would have forgotten the stunts they pulled off on me. Destroying my room is far easier to forget about, chewing is the last straw that hits the camel's back" hope that's how to say the expression?* The bubbling of the potion on fire made me startle. I was too lost in thought I forgot all about my surroundings, the boiling potion made me aware of my location. Hurrying to the table, I open the pot with a Ngaji *it's a wooden handler made from the Ikika tree, it's made to help with pot opening to avoid getting a burn on your fingers. I can
and hope not to be implicated. It was a tough decision, but one I had to make*I prepared the poison for him on the condition that he doesn't make mention of my name when caught.I know it was a fruitless talk then because he won't fail to mention my name if caught.Of course, I had a backup plan; I plan I kept helping the poor girl.Preparing the poison, I added a little dose of Agbaramebie * it's like a poison antidote, except it doesn't spotless the poison from your system; it stops the complete flow of the poison. The poison will still be in the person's system, but it won't have as much effect on the person as it would have without the Agbaramebie)* to stop the complete flow of the poison in her system.To cut the long story short, since I'm about to head out for another herb search, he was caught before he can administer the poison to her.Luckily for me, but mostly for him, he escaped before a trial can be made on him, and since then, Ikenga hasn't been seen nor have tales of
Since they blended well with us humans.The only distinct difference between us is their skin colour; theirs is a dark golden to our almost pale skin.People spoke in a hushed tone about the strangers in our mist, not knowing they were spies disguised; a specie come to dominate.They walked among us (the humans) for four moon cycles before their inversion; then they've completely known and studied our ways.Invading a kingdom they knew inside out wasn't that difficult for them; it was mainly a piece of Ude * oh my sweet fruit; how can I get a replacement for the potion I want to make for my Ima?*When they struck, it was too late for the humans to fight back(even if they did, they wouldn't have defeated them since the wolves are known to fight with strange instruments. Fighting gears we've not seen in our entire life), caught unawares, the four kingdoms were utterly destroyed.They didn't wipe out our race completely; they killed the Igwe and high chiefs of Mabudazou, taking control
Not shunned for something you don't have a hand in.Shunned for a gift I never asked nor requested for.A gift I wouldn't have wanted to be had I been given the chance to choose my path of destiny.A gift that benefits them more than it does me *hand on my chin; lost in thoughts*“Have the gift benefited me for once? The answer remains no. If it works only to my benefit, father wouldn't have died before I can get to him. Mother wouldn't have died before she can hold me in her arms. I truly am a cursed child like the villagers call me, not a blessing as my father thought my gift to be.If I'm a blessing, why does misfortune knock on my door every damn time? Why is that people around me always gets hurt because of me?I'm the daughter of Ekwensu.The forest is always devoid of both humans and the occasional sounds that surround Uderide forest * a forest that never sleeps, with wolves parading in it almost every time.*A forest I've only been to twice; forest humans are afraid to thre
It has an almost triangular shape.*She must have been hurt by a Hunter; a hunter who wasn't concerned about her newborn baby * her stomach's still soft from child birthing.*I don't know how people can be so heartless.How can he do this to a mother knowing she has a little one?Lamenting and cursing the bad ones who are not worthy of walking the world won't make her wounds disappear, rather, it will make her bleed to death if nothing is done to stop the bleeding.Taking a little Ukazi leaf from my bag; I chew on it a little and spit the residue in her wound.She wriggled in pain as the leaves and their residues landed on her."Sorry, but it's a necessary stuff."Without the Ukazi leave, I'm afraid she will bleed to death.The medicinal property of the Ukazi leave is to mainly stop bleeding.It stops the flow of blood and prevents infection.Taking two Ude fruits from my bag, I hand one to the baby and one to its mother.The baby bit into the fruit without wasting any time at all, w
Papilo is the only person in the entire Mabudazou I fear, he's my worst nightmare, a Payne in my healer's arse.He doesn't make his advances on me a secret whenever we're alone, but with others, he acts like the scum of Mabudazou *it should be Otito since my father came from there.* I've evaded his advances in me; it's just a matter of time before he gets what he wants *I will be dead then; I can't be alive and watch him degrade me.* “You look so different with your new hair color,” he murmurs in my ears, as he mercifully lets go of my hair, “you're Lucky am in a good mood.” Papilo in a good mood is like when an Aguiyi is in a good mood; it always ends up ugly.Straightening my hair, I bend down to pick up my basket. It's not over, and I know it, it's just a matter of time before he burst.The cup is almost filled; it's running over and is about to start.When he saw I wasn't replying to his word, he looks down at me with anger, “and you dare ignore me?”!he kicks off my basket, “yo
A life so cruel, that it gave me no happiness.A life you're shunned for being who you're; something I can't control but was born with.A life I do so much for, so I can be called one of its own, yet it drags me into the pit * dirt mingled with water.*Spitting on me, he stood up," you're always as great as you were before. You must have bewitched me for me to want you more than I've wanted any female in my entire life,” adjusting his Akwa, he smiles down at me," expect me next Izu Uka," he leaves without so much as a backwards glance.I've become the shell of who I was when I left the forest, a shell of the girl whose major focus was on getting herbs for her patients.A girl who wants nothing more but to be accepted into a world that hated her.A girl who wants to experiment with maternal love more than anything in this world.A girl who's happy to die alone if the villagers can just give her the love she wants.A girl who smiles despite the ill-treatment of her people on her.A girl
"It's either you drink this Amataba dear, or you face your death." I wouldn't want him to die, but it's better if it thinks I am going to allow it to die if he refuses to drink the antidote.He gazed it at for what felt like Oge before he reluctantly opened its mouth.Taking that as a sort of animal invitation, I pour the Amataba down his throat."You're doing alright, boy", I smile fondly at him as he gulps down the dark liquid.He opened his mouth with his tongue sticking out like a dog panting for breath. Seeing his action made me laugh, especially when I found out exactly what it was trying to do.It wants to expel the bitter taste from his mouth."Aren't you cute my dear," I try to caress his fur, but he growled at me?I guess he would rather not be touched, "you're really lucky you met someone who wishes to touch you.I? Am hungry for a human touch," not the one Papilo gives to me.It looks at me for some time before it closes its eyes in sleep; the antidote must be working its
A life so cruel, that it gave me no happiness.A life you're shunned for being who you're; something I can't control but was born with.A life I do so much for, so I can be called one of its own, yet it drags me into the pit * dirt mingled with water.*Spitting on me, he stood up," you're always as great as you were before. You must have bewitched me for me to want you more than I've wanted any female in my entire life,” adjusting his Akwa, he smiles down at me," expect me next Izu Uka," he leaves without so much as a backwards glance.I've become the shell of who I was when I left the forest, a shell of the girl whose major focus was on getting herbs for her patients.A girl who wants nothing more but to be accepted into a world that hated her.A girl who wants to experiment with maternal love more than anything in this world.A girl who's happy to die alone if the villagers can just give her the love she wants.A girl who smiles despite the ill-treatment of her people on her.A girl
Papilo is the only person in the entire Mabudazou I fear, he's my worst nightmare, a Payne in my healer's arse.He doesn't make his advances on me a secret whenever we're alone, but with others, he acts like the scum of Mabudazou *it should be Otito since my father came from there.* I've evaded his advances in me; it's just a matter of time before he gets what he wants *I will be dead then; I can't be alive and watch him degrade me.* “You look so different with your new hair color,” he murmurs in my ears, as he mercifully lets go of my hair, “you're Lucky am in a good mood.” Papilo in a good mood is like when an Aguiyi is in a good mood; it always ends up ugly.Straightening my hair, I bend down to pick up my basket. It's not over, and I know it, it's just a matter of time before he burst.The cup is almost filled; it's running over and is about to start.When he saw I wasn't replying to his word, he looks down at me with anger, “and you dare ignore me?”!he kicks off my basket, “yo
It has an almost triangular shape.*She must have been hurt by a Hunter; a hunter who wasn't concerned about her newborn baby * her stomach's still soft from child birthing.*I don't know how people can be so heartless.How can he do this to a mother knowing she has a little one?Lamenting and cursing the bad ones who are not worthy of walking the world won't make her wounds disappear, rather, it will make her bleed to death if nothing is done to stop the bleeding.Taking a little Ukazi leaf from my bag; I chew on it a little and spit the residue in her wound.She wriggled in pain as the leaves and their residues landed on her."Sorry, but it's a necessary stuff."Without the Ukazi leave, I'm afraid she will bleed to death.The medicinal property of the Ukazi leave is to mainly stop bleeding.It stops the flow of blood and prevents infection.Taking two Ude fruits from my bag, I hand one to the baby and one to its mother.The baby bit into the fruit without wasting any time at all, w
Not shunned for something you don't have a hand in.Shunned for a gift I never asked nor requested for.A gift I wouldn't have wanted to be had I been given the chance to choose my path of destiny.A gift that benefits them more than it does me *hand on my chin; lost in thoughts*“Have the gift benefited me for once? The answer remains no. If it works only to my benefit, father wouldn't have died before I can get to him. Mother wouldn't have died before she can hold me in her arms. I truly am a cursed child like the villagers call me, not a blessing as my father thought my gift to be.If I'm a blessing, why does misfortune knock on my door every damn time? Why is that people around me always gets hurt because of me?I'm the daughter of Ekwensu.The forest is always devoid of both humans and the occasional sounds that surround Uderide forest * a forest that never sleeps, with wolves parading in it almost every time.*A forest I've only been to twice; forest humans are afraid to thre
Since they blended well with us humans.The only distinct difference between us is their skin colour; theirs is a dark golden to our almost pale skin.People spoke in a hushed tone about the strangers in our mist, not knowing they were spies disguised; a specie come to dominate.They walked among us (the humans) for four moon cycles before their inversion; then they've completely known and studied our ways.Invading a kingdom they knew inside out wasn't that difficult for them; it was mainly a piece of Ude * oh my sweet fruit; how can I get a replacement for the potion I want to make for my Ima?*When they struck, it was too late for the humans to fight back(even if they did, they wouldn't have defeated them since the wolves are known to fight with strange instruments. Fighting gears we've not seen in our entire life), caught unawares, the four kingdoms were utterly destroyed.They didn't wipe out our race completely; they killed the Igwe and high chiefs of Mabudazou, taking control
and hope not to be implicated. It was a tough decision, but one I had to make*I prepared the poison for him on the condition that he doesn't make mention of my name when caught.I know it was a fruitless talk then because he won't fail to mention my name if caught.Of course, I had a backup plan; I plan I kept helping the poor girl.Preparing the poison, I added a little dose of Agbaramebie * it's like a poison antidote, except it doesn't spotless the poison from your system; it stops the complete flow of the poison. The poison will still be in the person's system, but it won't have as much effect on the person as it would have without the Agbaramebie)* to stop the complete flow of the poison in her system.To cut the long story short, since I'm about to head out for another herb search, he was caught before he can administer the poison to her.Luckily for me, but mostly for him, he escaped before a trial can be made on him, and since then, Ikenga hasn't been seen nor have tales of
How in the god's name will I get another To make a potion for my Ima? Getting herbs are difficult in this season of the moon falling like pulling the teeth of an Aguiyi. Wait until I lay my hands on those insolent brats who thought it funny to chew my Ude. Had I known this will happen, I would have mixed the potion yesterday when I still had the chance to do so. Fosy and Chika should better hide for like thirty complete moon cycles, by then I would have forgotten the stunts they pulled off on me. Destroying my room is far easier to forget about, chewing is the last straw that hits the camel's back" hope that's how to say the expression?* The bubbling of the potion on fire made me startle. I was too lost in thought I forgot all about my surroundings, the boiling potion made me aware of my location. Hurrying to the table, I open the pot with a Ngaji *it's a wooden handler made from the Ikika tree, it's made to help with pot opening to avoid getting a burn on your fingers. I can
A banging sound alerted me to what Fosy and Chika are currently doing to my room. Walking in there, I was met with a sight that made my furious side rear its ugly head up. Fosy was jumping on my Apa* it's a wooden box-like Oche, but instead of it being a sitting place; it's considered a resting place* which by the looks of things my APA I broke. Chika on the other side of the room is trailing around with my most priced akwa *the material we put on to cover our nakedness.* The akwa is made up of sown-up ede leaves for those who can't afford the animal skin. My entire Akwa is made up of animal skin; a strong material that lasts for a long. The akwa am currently putting on now has lasted for more than twelve moon cycles; Father made it a bit bigger, so I can grow into it and not out of it. His hindsight is what kept me alive for all those moon cycles. Without his penchant for making things that will last for numerous cycles, I won't be as fit as I am. “Fosy! Chika!” I glare at t