I'm on fire My neck and shoulder are burning, generously distributing pain throughout my body. My throat is dry, I can't even swallow. It seemed to me that I was drinking and drinking and could not get drunk, glass after glass, but this water could not quench my thirst. She reached out her hand to her neck to relieve the burning sensation. The fingers touched the tissue that did not allow reaching the skin, which I wanted to tear just to stop this unbearable itch. The fog in my head dissipated. Bare legs felt the coolness of the sheets and the weight of the blanket, and the body felt stiffness. I opened my eyes, there was a white ceiling above me, which did not help me decide what was happening.
"Lark," I heard a voice... familiar... Mira's voice.
And then everything that was. As the neck was cut with pain, and a wolf's howl. She seems to have lost consciousness almost immediately. But I remember hearing Morgan's voice telling someone to get away from me.
“Let us go, let us help her,” he urged, but in response only wolf whining, “she will bleed, she will die.” Before it's too late, come to your senses.
And now I'm here - in the infirmary of the pack - so they persuaded me. I can't even turn my head to Mira's voice.
- Don't move, I'll help you now, - Mira was already going to help, lifting my bed. That's right, I'm in her abode. Like the good old days. Assuming a reclining position, I was able to look around. Nothing seemed to have changed - a small room with a single bed on which I lay, on the left a window covered with white blinds, opposite an ordinary office chair, and next to it was a medical table filled with instruments and jars. Even Mira, with whom we were alone in the room, has not changed in four years - a skinny figure in a white jacket, a short, straight haircut of dark hair. Time saves them. She looked at me anxiously as she handed me a glass of water.
- There will be difficulties with the voice and swallowing for some time, but don't worry, everything will heal quickly on you, - as always, I thought sadly. She also remembers how many times she gave me first aid in my battle wounds, - Do you remember what happened? Did you understand what happened? She immediately corrected herself.
I did not understand anything! I did not expect a cordial meeting, but this was the first time I had encountered such a meeting. What kind of wolf is out of control of the leader? Newbie? I tried to ask this important question, but all I got was wheezing.
- Someone .. - I squeezed out with difficulty, swallowing painfully, like a handful of glass. Before I had time to finish, Morgan entered the room without knocking in his usual guise. The ringleader, if that’s the case, he can only come in without knocking, it would be better if he looked after his menagerie. How could he not hold it back? I met him with a frown, expressing the highest degree of my displeasure with him. It's not like he hurt him in any way. Morgan examined me in detail, and I answered him the same. I have always called this type of people - "absorbing space." Here he enters the room, and it immediately decreases in size. This works with any room, and even more so with a small ward. Yes, he was tall, but he did not stand out outwardly among the locals. It was huge only next to the low Mira. It's all about the aura of such people - they are eye-catching, crushing with their presence, and you intuitively recognize their inner strength. Even when they, like Morgan, stand in old tattered dark green trousers and a thin gray jumper from long wear. Sleeves rolled up, arms crossed over chest. A frown is directed at me. I always thought that he had very kind warm brown eyes, but he always frowned, like one of those people who are burdened by all the troubles of the world. Perhaps that is why there was already enough gray in his short blond hair. And it has increased since we last saw each other. And a new scar above the eyebrow. but he always frowned, like one of those people who are burdened by all the troubles of the world. Perhaps that is why there was already enough gray in his short blond hair. And it has increased since we last saw each other. And a new scar above the eyebrow. but he always frowned, like one of those people who are burdened by all the troubles of the world. Perhaps that is why there was already enough gray in his short blond hair. And it has increased since we last saw each other. And a new scar above the eyebrow.
"Lark," he said dryly instead of "hello." I frowned even more, - How is she? he asked Mira. Oh yes. I forgot about this cute feature of his behavior with me. He almost never addressed me directly, if at all. Usually, these are dry questions to Sarah in my presence. I still can not cope with this mystery of his attitude towards me. So much effort for the one you don't even want to see.
- Ligaments, miraculously intact, all damage is more superficial, - Superficial?! I feel like I have a huge open wound all over my neck! - The mark heals quickly.
- How long? Morgan asked. I was distracted from their conversation, stumbling over the word "mark". Label? What's the label? Straining my memory, I diligently shook up my knowledge in search of clues about marks.
- I think I'll take off the bandages in a few days. Painful sensations during speech, I hope, will pass earlier - this is already for me. Thank you, at least someone else remembers that I'm in the room - but the wound on the arm is worse, it's from the claws, it doesn't dry out.
As soon as she said this, the pain in her arm reminded of itself. I raised my arm, it was bandaged from palm to elbow. That's where this strange stiffness comes from. Right, damn it!
- You should go home, loitering around here like a ghost, - I heard the voice of my aunt from the corridor.
- Am I disturbing someone? - I heard a hoarse familiar voice. A painfully familiar voice. Simultaneously with the determination of the ownership of the voice, his owner also looked into the ward. She might not have recognized him, his face was so painfully gray, with bruises under his eyes and disheveled hair, but she recognized him. Reed Cooper! His nasty appearance, his aunt peeping anxiously from behind him, Morgan frowning and Mira frozen - these pieces of the picture started the gears in my head. But how can it be him? After all, he is completely subordinate to Morgan? Here I must admit that I am not very familiar with their animal appearance, walks under the moon, all the rites and mysteries of their wolf life were inaccessible to me. I once saw Reed's wolf, but it was so long ago, and briefly, that it was difficult for me to compare the huge night beast with that bright one. How could he go against Morgan? Yes, I heard that he also has alpha blood, but going against the leader is a terrible crime in their world order. There's more to it than his old dislike of me.
At the sight of him, I reflexively crept up on the bed. I knew intellectually that now I didn't have to wait for an attack from him, but who knows what form of rabies forced him to go against his own and attack me yesterday.
Apparently, Reed did not expect to find me conscious, so he froze in the doorway.
- It's him? - I croaked, my further words drowned in a wheeze, - ...fell on me? - something in my verbal attempts, apparently, caused them surprise, so the picture quickly changed, because they all - surprised, amazed, bewildered - stared at me.
- It will be more difficult, - summed up Mira, - I think it's worth talking to her alone first.
“Get on with it then,” Morgan sighed wearily. What to talk about? If we were among people, it would be like a situation where they want to persuade the victim of an attack not to leave a statement. But here Morgan is the king and the king, my opinion does not matter to him.
Morgan headed for the exit, shrugged his shoulders, and again that weary sigh. It immediately became so insulting that again my injuries cause only irritation and discontent among those around me. He stopped in the doorway, waiting for Reed to follow him, but he only froze like an idol, not taking his eyes off me.
Now you'll only make things worse. Let's go," Morgan told him calmly. He drooped even more, but obediently followed him. I caught his eye before Morgan closed the door. What's this? Repentance?
As soon as I turned to Mira with a question, the door opened again, and my aunt quietly entered the ward. She turned around anxiously and quickly closed the door, as if she was afraid that someone would have time to slip through the narrow gap of the opening. It was very rare to read emotions on Aunt Sarah's face, calm and restraint rarely left her. But now I could justly describe her as flustered. Dark eyebrows arched upward, causing deep wrinkles to appear on the forehead. Pale, thin lips moved soundlessly. Finally rejoicing at our meeting, I looked around it affectionately in search of changes that inevitably affect older people. But my aunt froze at the age of fifty. She was already like that at forty-six, when we first met, and she has remained like that now - at sixty-three.She hurried over to my bunk, crouching on the edge, gently shaking my good hand. She smiled softly at me, and I again drowned in such a familiar warm look, full of regret and consolation."Oh, honey," she si
We studied there, in the community, but in high school I tearfully begged to be sent to a city school. I hoped things would change. I hoped that I would make friends among ordinary children, but they did not accept me here either. Our community is not something that is not loved in the city, but is considered strange. We live separately, we communicate with the city only when necessary - local authorities, shops and so on. It is believed that we have a hunting village, we live by hunting, catching poachers, taking tourists, watching the forest, etc. Such multifunctional huntsmen, only less than half are directly involved in these duties, the rest have other various duties. There is also a doctor - Mira, and a pharmacist-healer - Sarah, as well as auto mechanics, teachers, builders and other necessary specialists for the pack. Everything to limit communication with strangers as much as possible. Needless to say, the city children accepted me as that other eccentric, for them I almost l
It wasn't until Aunt Sarah closed the door behind us that I realized I was barely breathing. A wolf's gaze, even in the human body, pierces to the bones. A dozen of their gazes I, like a bag of bricks, carried on me. Not only I was relieved to be behind the wall from them. Seeing this, maybe my aunt will remember why I don't belong here - with or without a mate.My aunt's cottage was small - a living room, a kitchenette and a bathroom on the first floor, three small bedrooms - on the second and an attic. The largest bedroom of them has always been called "parents", once it belonged to my grandparents, and then my aunt and her husband lived in it, and my mother lived in one of the small ones - "children". Then the husband left his aunt, as I heard, because "she couldn't stand puppies", and went to another pack, well, and my mother ... After a while, I began to live in my mother's room, and my aunt moved to the next one " children's". Nothing has changed in four years. I did not visit m
At dinner, my aunt hesitated, and it was clear that she did not know how to approach the conversation.- What about my car? It's time to start implementing the plan. Aunt could not immediately jump to another topic, remembering for a while.- The car ... it was driven to Bruce's workshop. But I don't know what he could do. You need to go to him - Bruce was an auto mechanic, a mechanic and helped his son a builder, Rod. Also, Bruce was Mira's father, maybe it will be possible to find out about the car through it, that is, to reduce the likelihood of crossing with others, and this is also part of my plan, - Lark ... I understand that you have not yet recovered, maybe not tomorrow , but you need to talk to Reed, - it begins, - the boy is not himself, his beast is restless, licking your wound, he could not let anyone in to you, he almost went berserk with grief, miraculously Morgan managed to get through to him. And then he did not leave your room ... - again this unusual agitated state
For some reason, I left the house with apprehension, as if expecting that the whole Cooper family would immediately attack me there. But, of course, there was no one at the door. The village seemed to be still asleep, but this silence was deceptive - the day here began very early, and the night quite late. It is very convenient when you have so few hours to sleep. This is another quality that was not included in my gene pool.The wind died down, and the snowfall exhausted itself, covering everything around with a sheet of snow. The hood was useless, but I still threw it on top, like a cap of invisibility. Although Reed's house was on the opposite side, and I was within walking distance of the first-aid post, my nervous state did not let me go. It would not hurt to clear our small courtyard of snow, a narrow path of aunt's steps led to a common road that ran between the houses and ended at a dead end at the first-aid post. There were only nine residential buildings here, and several ou
After the visitor left, the aunt herself went on business, perhaps she went to help Mira. They don't sit around doing nothing. It's like a utopian society where everyone works like bees for the common good, and the alpha stands and watches over them, like the eye of Sauron. My bile and distaste for this place will eat me up if I don't get out of here soon. And my forced confinement leaves nothing but self-digging and sarcastic comments. She didn’t say anything good about the Mira car, my old woman is in a distressed state, it’s still too early to say whether Bruce will reanimate her. By tomorrow, he'll have a parts list with what I'm sure is a fabulous price. But, in his opinion, it should not be tormented and immediately sent for spare parts, but, so be it, he will dig further. Hardly out of a feeling of sympathy for me, rather just likes difficult puzzles. Or asked the world It's strange how Laramie cured me, while living here, I could not even supposedly write anyone down as a goo
I hate this feeling, I know I'm right, but I'm spurred on by guilt. What are the mixed signals of my conscience? The fact that the wolf did not leave his post all night, I felt on the edge of a sleepy consciousness, and in the morning the reproach in the eyes of Mira and Aunt Sarah confirmed my fears.Mira told me the bad news, Honda in its former state will never again travel on the roads. Either buy new expensive parts, or sell Honda itself for parts, which will be much more profitable. Maybe more profitable, but getting out of here will be much more difficult.But Mira was pleased with the wound on her hand, and, however, she took on a healthier look. At least one less problem, gangrene no longer threatens me. Now I need to deal with the car, there was not much choice, so after breakfast I went to the workshop. It was snowing outside, but there was no wind. I barely restrained myself from running to Bruce's house. The workshop, a little larger than a garage, was next to his house,
A new day brought new problems. To inspect the World she came to me, before I had time to have breakfast. She was alarmed, even her always perfectly straight short hair looked somehow disheveled today. I watched her closely as she changed her bandages. Something definitely bothered her, and several times it seemed to me that she wanted to say something.- After five or six days, you can remove the bandage from your neck, you should save your hand for at least another seven days.We agreed with her that she would give me medicines with her. Actually, that's all - it remains to receive money from Bruce and you can touch it from here. I decided that it was better to awkwardly ask for Reed's tail than to the Martin brothers. If they have not grown mentally, then they will start to take me deeper into the forest and drop me off. At the very door of the World stopped and still could not stand it:- Lark, talk to Reed, please. He will have a difficult choice, and you can help him, - and the
They did not accompany me beyond the threshold of the house. I went out alone through the back door, wearing only a long poncho. I stepped on the cold ground with my bare feet and looked up at the sky. The moon has claimed its rights. Bright and round. Reed picked a great time to start the race. Oddly enough, the wolf in me was calm. Either the rut didn't work on her, or I drank too much wine. Throwing off my only robe in the shed and placing my mother's bracelet next to me, I took a deep breath and said softly before turning around: “Just not this year. And then she gave herself up to the she-wolf. I felt the thirst and desires of others. They seemed to be on fire, but their heat did not touch me. I was drawn to the forest, and I was calm. She circled the closest of her flock and rushed deep into the depths. I, as if stepped on the threshold of my native home, confident and peaceful. But there was something else. Something was waiting for me up there. Beckoning, but not demandin
— Kira! Kira, wake up!Martha's voice and an unpleasant thump on my shoulder pulled me out of a dream where I wandered through the woods in search of ... something. Listened to all my feelings, but could not find. What was I looking for? I didn’t have time to understand, because they unceremoniously woke me up in my own house, where, I can swear, I fell asleep alone.“Leave me alone,” she grumbled and hid from the intruder under a pillow.But she did not lag behind, moreover, she climbed on top of me and shook me well.No, no, you can't sleep now. I have such news!“Get off me, you annoying elephant!” She turned around and pushed her off.Then Martha crawled under the covers, looked under the pillow and put her head beside her.Pfft, so childish. Let me sleep. I don’t know what time it is, but I’m sure it’s God’s shit,” I muttered, barely moving my tongue, drifting off to sleep again.Reed approved. Mating season starts tomorrow.My eyes flew open. And it is unlikely that they had the
"No, I didn't," I grew more and more gloomy.And then, when Roca's mom treated us all to baked mutton pies in the courtyard of his house. The four of us sat at a round table - Me, Martha, Rock and Alex. Alex and I fought over the crunchiest pies, and Martha kept dreaming.“Just imagine, this year we might have a new member of the pack join us.- In terms of? Rock asked in surprise, barely chewing a huge piece of pie, which he hastily stuffed into his mouth, saving him from two gluttonous alphas.“Someone can find their mate from another pack."That's unlikely," Rock waved his hand.Why not? For example, you can get so far away from our territory by smelling your mate. So is she,” Martha smiled.“No, definitely not me.Of course not you. You're looking forward to your Beast choosing Molly, aren't you, Rock?“Maybe it will be me. Just like my Uncle Trent.I suddenly spoke up. I don't know why she said it. Yes, and remembered the father of Reed. But the expression on Alex's face explaine
I was waiting for the trial, threats. Grandma was gone, so I took her place in the rocking chair from where she usually watched the meetings, in the shade of her house. She swayed rhythmically and watched the others gather around the oak table. And she scrolled everything so that I would tell the pack if I were the leader. Probably, anger still spoke in me, but I would demand blood. I found Alex with my eyes, he also did not join the others at the table, he froze in the distance, leaning on the carved posts in the fence of my old house. And my eyes were ignored. Therefore, Ba liked to repeat - my character is not suitable for a leader. Too impulsive. Too easily emotions take over the mind. Reed appeared on the porch of the office, looked around the pack, and stopped at Lark and his son, who were sitting at the table. They took everyone, even the children. Lark looked worried, stroking her son's head, twiddling her fingers through the curls, but as soon as she caught her husband's ga
Surprisingly, the news about the new gene in the pack was perceived calmer than the close attention to us from the people from the hotel and the ban on solo outings. Let the lesser danger, but it is closer, and that makes it more frightening.I had to go to Reid, give him reports, but I continued to sit on the porch at Martha's house. We didn’t even really talk, we just worried together. There were so many things I wanted to discuss with her, but for some reason, what Ba told me, she could not pronounce. The tongue could not put together the necessary words, and in my thoughts, as if there was a taboo.“You know, I thought… If our blood can heal many people, then that’s good. We will save so many lives. They can come up with cures. Or they will develop something based on our gene, - Martha propped up her cheek with her hand and turned so that she could see me.“You will think differently when you lie on the operating table, and your blood will be pumped to the last drop. To heal a few
Dinner did take place that evening, thanks in part to Sarah's food. But much later, so Morgan pecked at the table.Although with the same success it was possible to bring that burnt meat pie to the table - no one had an appetite. Lark took Morgan to sleep in Rod's empty room, Ba moved to a chair closer to the fire in the fireplace. The others sat at the table and talked quietly, as if speaking a little louder would bring the disturbing thoughts to life.“How serious is it, Rod said?” Reed asked.- News, as always, and do not reflect half. There are several laboratories, and there are far from such peaceful purposes as they show us. And not in such peaceful ways,” said grandfather.He became even gloomier after they returned with their grandmother. And I was sure that my uncle did not tell even half, so as not to disturb the old people.He said he had suspicions. But then people failed to get on the trail of the werewolves, - Reed remained calm. - And now?He's not sure anymore. But he
“Mr. Wilson, five years ago, when I was fourteen, we found out that I do not understand half hints. Be direct about what you're getting at.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the old man wince. If the alpha points directly, even without the intent of an order, it is difficult to cross this barrier. I knew that the old man would never admit it, and therefore would not complain to his brother.“I didn't want to remind you. But my heart always remembers and regrets your loss: you lost your father, then your mother and maternal uncle ... If you think about it, then your brother and his wife are behind all these events.“If you think about it, my Uncle Trent is behind all this,” I said through gritted teeth. Every family has its own black sheep.Are you still wearing it? He suddenly changed the subject.My gaze dropped to my hand. I myself did not notice how unconsciously I began to twist the strap on my arm. Mr. Wilson knew it well, having seen me put it on. And he knew the reason.I lowe
And at my eighteen. Right after the birthday, when we were alone.Nothing has changed. We were pulled and thrown back. And the gap between us grew.And at the next meeting, we put on hopelessly cheerful smiles and did not discuss anything. As if it wasn't.But this look. Every time this look. I tried to understand him, but I couldn't.- Grandma, go. I'll be back in a minute,” I told Grandma, never taking my eyes off Alex. Her fingers reached for the bracelet on her arm, seeking reassurance.Well, Alex Wilson, I know the rules of the game very well. I smiled, nodded in the direction the stranger had gone, and rolled my eyes. Alex nodded in understanding.I waved my hand and turned away. There was no point in discussing anything. Not when I was so afraid of losing my best friend.Not when we both knew full well that two alphas couldn't be together. In this duel, only one will survive. It doesn't matter what stupid human hearts felt.***In the evening, Reed gathered us around an oak tab
Toward morning, I found myself naked in the forest. The she-wolf left, left me, as if punishing me. This was not her first meanness, and in this case, I kept caches of clothes and shoes all over the forest. In the nearest one, I found a long shirt and sneakers that were almost trashed. Too many hiding places, too few unnecessary clothes.But such a walk through the gloomy forest, when the sun was just preparing to assert its rights, on the grass wet with dew, cleared my head. I, like a ghost, went through the fog to the community houses. Tourists should see me! My feet were covered in mud and grass, my head was a complete mess. Maybe not a ghost? Maybe a bride from the grave? Thinking like that, a smile appeared on my face, and I smoothed out the fabric of my white shirt, which reached down to my knees.I went into the house through the back door, threw off my dirty sneakers, made a note in my head that I needed to return things to the hiding place in case of new wolf kicks, and went