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20. I MESSED UP

Author: B. Mimija
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-13 23:41:15

~KAEL

My fingers trembled violently as I walked out of the hall.

My heart hammered hard against my chest as if I had just been running. My intake of breath became heavy and I soon realized that I was sweating all over.

I stopped and stood against the wall. I squeezed my eyes shut in an attempt to center my thoughts. The storm in my head had only gotten more turbulent. I could not even think straight anymore. I had lost my skills in understanding my wolf's desires and it twisted and churned angrily within me.

The only emotion I could identify was anger yet I could not tell why I was angry. It burned at my soul, burned at the pit of my stomach and ate me up from the insides.

I balled my hands into fists as I thought of Zira,

"Why is Zira the only clear one that I can think of?" I asked myself under my breath.

It made no sense. She was the one I hated yet I was thinking about her. I thought about the moment that her fingers made contact with my cheeks. It had made my wolf leap with excit
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