His voice was so cold that it sent chills down her spine. He would remind her of her place. He would remind her that she existed for him, nothing more, nothing less.
But deep within her, something began to stir.
It wasn't rebellion yet, but it was something. Something that refused to be squashed.
For now, she would act the part, keep her mouth shut, and endure. Deep inside, however, she had not given up. Not even close.
Vandaulf might think he'd broken her, but what he didn't know was how far Lily would go to regain herself. He'd learn.
He'd learn.The pulsing music flowed through the room as the rhythmic beat established the atmosphere, resonating in the large ballroom. Guests mingled and danced, filling the air with their laughter and faintly clinking glasses. Chandeliers sparkled like precious jewels, giving off a glittering glow against the ornate surroundings.
But amidst the sea of polished faces, one woman stood apart.Lily.
She strode into the ballroom as if she were a force of nature, her movements silky smooth, her gaze piercing through the haze of celebration. The shy, introverted Lily who could barely whisper her vows just hours before had long since disappeared. The breakable daughter of the James empire that had lived in the shadows of her family was nowhere to be seen. Something else had taken its place, something utterly unrecognizable.
The whispers followed her like a trail of smoke. They paused, confused and intrigued, trying to understand what they saw. Was it really Lily James? The sweet girl who always kept her mouth shut and was known for her docility? How could that be?
"That. that's her?" whispered a guest in awe, the eyes wide open with disbelief. "No way. She looks. different," another person murmured, a mix of awe and shock in their voice. "Stronger, more. alive." "She's. glowing," someone else added, almost in reverence. "But. wasn't she the shy one?""That's not Lily, maybe some resemblance to her; this girl is seductively beautiful, no way that's Lily."
They did not know what to make of her. This woman was a complete transformation for them, beyond the meek girl they knew. She exuded power, confidence, and a dangerous allure.
Lily's lips curled into a quiet, almost mischievous smile. She reveled in the uncertainty in their eyes, knowing that no one could quite place her anymore. Her chin was high, her posture unwavering as she moved with purpose, her every step deliberate and filled with intent.
The crowd parted instinctively, as if they were drawn to her magnetic presence. This wasn't the girl who had been married off to Vandaulf Carlston—this was someone entirely new. Someone in control.
Her simple yet beautiful dress hugged the body in just the right spots, but what made her striking was her presence itself. It was not so much how she appeared but the presence she had inside. No more did she look like a fragile china doll; it was as if she were tough, untouchable. There was confidence oozing out in every movement to draw the eyeballs of those in the room into their gaze, which left behind dazed silence at her wake.
As Lily made her way through the crowd, she could feel eyes on her. It was a familiar sensation, but this time, it did not feel like admiration. No, it was something else. Lust. Desire. The usual swarm of men offering champagne, compliments, and attention hovered around her, their gazes lingering, but Lily was not interested in them.
She did not want their praise or admiration or accolades. What she wanted was power and, tonight, she would take it. And in this she floated ahead, as one commanding but not able to stop: She would not let those goggling men a chance. Her eyes did not droop; there was no blink which came with those goggling eyes. She had always been a quiet onlooker, the girl who kept to the background. But that was no longer who she was. She was the one they could no longer ignore.The crowd whispered into a whirlwind of uncertainty and curiosity as Lily kept moving through the room, a silent challenge in every step. There were still those who couldn't quite believe what they were seeing, still those who tried to reconcile the bold woman in front of them with the shy, fragile girl they once knew.
He watched her from across the room. His face was just as cold, just as hard as ever, but there was a flicker of something in his eyes: surprise? Amusement? Not really. Lily was just another part of the game, another pawn in the world of power and control. His new wife didn't interest him, not as she should.
He didn't even notice her eyes flicker in his direction. For his part, he was more interested in the other guests, distracted by the celebration and by his own thoughts.Perfect.
Lily didn't even give him another glance. She wasn't here for him, not anymore. She wasn't the naive girl he had married. In his mind, she was still the same—pathetic, unimportant, a quiet girl who had never once tried to break free of her family's chains. But he was wrong.
What Vandaulf did not know was that this transformation was not just physical but something deeper. It had been growing quietly inside Lily for years. She spent her time learning, observing, preparing for that moment. She was seen by others as weak, but inside, she strategized and studied the world, especially Vandaulf.
Lily wasn't the innocent girl he thought her to be. She was a woman who had quietly taken control of her destiny all along. And tonight, she was finally stepping out of the shadows.
She flashed her eyes toward one of the older men in the room, a powerful figure in her family's empire. He stood there, shocked and impressed, his gaze lingering over her as if seeing her for the first time. She was meek; she was quiet, a background figure in the business of her family, but now? Now, she is a force to be reckoned with.
"Lily," he said, advancing now with a deliberate smile. "Well, I suppose this is. unexpected. A new version of you, I see."
"Excuse me, I am not Lily; I am Ina." And with that she turned and walked away, the crowd parting before her as if instinctively aware that the woman who had once been their quiet little Lily was no more. This was Ina now—untouchable, unyielding, and destined for power. She was Lily's other side, her rebellion, her alter ego. The name came to her like a whisper in the back of her mind, and she embraced it. Ina was who she could be without restraint, without the expectations of her family, without Vandaulf's contempt.Her steps had a confident tone, as though every move made was defiance incarnate. And the night had barely begun yet; she certainly wasn't letting it slip that way. She had played the duty-bound, modest daughter for quite long enough; tonight was free.
Ina did not waste time on pleasantries. There she entered a bar that rang with screaming music; perfumed alcohol filled the thick air, and people danced there for no reason but to dance wildly. She sank into the orgy like a ship with a willing pilot, the whole world suddenly submissive to her command. Her laugh was unstructured, her motions fluid, drunken. She danced with unknown people, drowned in the atmosphere of the masses, abandoning her old shackles.
It was already the dawn of the morning when the city streets started glowing with first rays of sun when Ina kept going; there was no other energy in this world to surpass hers. She cared less about the fact that the morning was upon her. For the night was hers to claim, and she would not explain the mayhem she embraced.
But with the sun beginning to rise, reality started to creep back into the scene. She gathered her belongings and slid back into the cloak of her other self: quiet, reserved Lily James.
Back in her hotel room across the hall came Lily, beaming, rosy-cheeked, newly married to Vandaulf. From the moment Lindah stepped into her room, however, Lily surfaced again, backslouching a little across shoulders, eyes cowering in an old, defeated manner she was so skilled in. She edged around the hemlines of her bride's dress into neat, line-free creases, eradicating every particle of Ina and leaving room only for duty.
Vandaulf slept on, unaware of the woman who had just lived another life, one with two personalities: the shy, conservative Lily by day and the bold, liberated Lily by night. Lily made herself breathe deeply, hiding the vestiges of the bold woman under the mask of innocence and propriety. Tomorrow would bring the same quiet Lily the world expected. But for the meantime, she'd play it. And in the silence of that early dawn when she relented and got into character something woke within. Ina's healing.
Vandaulf lay strewn across the decadent bed in his deep man-sleep-a sleep that seemed nothing but a form of relaxation devoid of any trace of worry of what his deed may bring for he breathed soundly, heavily; completely non-descript with regards to that woman who stood into the hall like a lion in possession of territory having shed one's skin at will.
She stands in front of the mirror, and her reflection there is a contradiction. The bold and liberated Ina, the woman who claimed the room a few hours ago, seemed as if she belonged to a whole different life. She was as if someone else, not the quiet, demure Lily now; the face everyone knew and awaited. The one who played the role of obedient daughter and perfect wife-to-be.
She breathed deeply, steadying her hands as she fixed her hair, smoothing the dress until it was just so—silent, serene, composed. This was the Lily everyone knew, the one who fit into the carefully constructed life she'd been molded for. Tomorrow would bring the same quiet figure that Vandaulf could never truly see. That soft-spoken woman who had long been content with hiding behind the shadow of the name of her family, too fearful to break loose from the weight placed upon her.
But tonight—it was different. Tonight, Ina had become known. Tonight, the power, which had so long been in hiding, came out.But for now, she had to put it in the ground. She had to pull herself back into the role that she was expected to play, the veil of innocence over her face.
The sun's rays flowing from the great windows of the hotel lobby poured onto the marble floor like golden rain. Lily sat very still on one of the soft armchairs, her hands folded neatly over her knees. She looked precisely the picture of a demure, dutiful bride: soft features that framed the gentle waves of her hair; her dress modestly and impeccably cut. There was nothing of the boldness that had characterized her scant hours ago.Vandaulf entered the lobby, walking with purpose, his face inscrutable. It was the sort of man who drew attention without doing much of anything. The sharp angles of his tailored suit cut the air around him as keenly as the edge on a fine knife. His eyes, glacial and analytical, raked over the room, paused on Lily, and passed on.He approached her with measured steps, a faint smile playing on his lips. It was a smile that could have passed as charming to an unknowing observer, but Lily knew better—it was a performance, just like everything else about him."
"Thank you, Mrs. Carlston," Lily said softly, but with conviction. "Lovely to be here."Helen's lips narrowed into a smile. "Mrs. Carlston for now, dear. But soon, I expect you to call me Grandmother.""Of course," Lily murmured, dipping her head respectfully.Vandaulf had been silent throughout the exchange but stepped forward. "Mother," he said with a sharp voice. "Everything all right?""Naturally," Helen replied, cool tones dripping from every word. She pointed toward the great entrance. "The staff has prepared everything for Lily's transition into the household. Don't you fret.""I wasn't worried," Vandaulf said, pushing past her toward the doors.Helen's eyes narrowed a little as she watched her son, then returned to Lily. "You must be tired from the journey," she said, though there was no warmth in her tone. "Come, I'll show you to your rooms."Lily followed Helen into the mansion, her steps light and deliberate. It was big Mansion more extravagant than outside, with soaring
Lily squared her shoulders and moved to the wardrobe to begin preparing for dinner. For now, she would play the role Vandaulf demanded of her. But as the sun began to set over the Carlston estate, she reminded herself of one undeniable truth: the night belonged to Ina.Lily stood before the grand mirror in her opulent yet coldly impersonal room. Her reflection was that of a demure bride—flawless, composed, and perfectly groomed. But as she gazed at her own eyes, she could feel Ina stirring within her, a quiet yet insistent force.Ina’s voice, low and taunting, echoed in her mind."Lily, Lily," Ina whispered, her voice full of defiance. "Don't let him belittle you. Don't let him make you feel small. You don't belong beneath him—you belong above him. Let me handle it when the night comes." Lively's hands squeezed the edges of the dressing table, her knuckles whitening. She shakes a little as she tries to push away the voice through her head. Her lips spoke, and this time, softly, she m
“I understand,” Ina said softly, her voice carrying a quiet challenge that only Vandaulf would catch.His smirk deepened. “I trust you’ll remember that,” he murmured, his voice dropping to a near whisper, yet the weight of the command was unmistakable. “And when my mother is around, I expect you to behave like the devoted wife you’re supposed to be. Sweet, attentive, completely enamored with me. Understood?”Ina’s smile widened, her eyes flashing with a brief flicker of defiance. “Yes, Vandaulf,” she answered, the words smooth, even as the underlying tone dripped with her own quiet rebellion.He settled back, his eyes lingering over her for a moment longer than was necessary. Helen's sharp eyes never left Ina's face, and then they turned back to her plate and resumed eating. The clinking of silver against plate was the only sound to contrast with the stillness that seemed to be wrapped around the room.Ina sat motionless: the perfect posture, the serene expression. But inside, a tempe
The air outside was cool, with the sounds of city life alive.She stepped out onto the grounds behind the mansion, shadows which enveloped her into a cloak of anonymity. She did not want anybody to know she was out here--did not want anyone to see the bold and liberated woman that she had become once the sun dipped into the horizon.The clicking of her heels against the stone pathway accompanied her steps toward the garden, those movements fluid and sure. Behind, the mansion loomed, its lights weakly flickering as if the house didn't know the woman walking in its grounds. For this moment, she was not obedient Lily or dutiful wife.She was Ina.And it was within that persona that she became free.With every step, she shed another layer of restraint. The world was hers to command now. She wasn’t confined to the walls of the mansion or the role that had been crafted for her. No, tonight she would be whoever she wanted, do whatever she desired.Ina's eyes scanned the garden, bathed in the
The cool night air nipped at Ina's skin as she stepped out of the bar, the beat of the music still throbbing in her veins. The night had been intoxicating—a whirlwind of freedom, boldness, and indulgence. Her heels clicked against the pavement as she glanced at her watch. The glowing numbers read 4:17 AM. A mischievous smile curled her lips. She had pulled it close, but responsibility tugged her back like a leash she reluctantly acknowledged.She raised her hand and hailed a cab, the yellow car screeching to the curb."Carlston Mansion," she said, climbing into the backseat. "And step on it. I need to be home by five."He glanced back at her in the rearview mirror, his eyes lingering on her hair all disheveled, lipstick smeared, and her dress provocatively cut. Still, he asked no questions. He nodded and plunged into the quiet morning traffic.Ina sat slumped in the cool leather, looking through the window where the city whizzed outside in a distorted blur. That cacophony of laughter,
These words struck Lily as if a hand had slapped her in the face. She was tearing up and trying not to; she would not cry. Frozen in place, Lily felt Vandaulf brush by her, and it was like a storm went sweeping through the room.Behind him, as the door closed, Helen set down her napkin and sighed. "He only wants the best for you, Lily," she said softly, though the guilt in her eyes betrayed her.Lily swallowed hard, her voice trembling as she spoke. “Does he? Or does he just enjoy making me feel small?”Helen looked at her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. “You’ll understand one day, dear. The world he comes from—it’s… ruthless. He’s only trying to prepare you.”And with that, Helen stood up from the chair, leaving Lily to sit alone in the cavernous dining room. The silence weighed on her, endless."See what happens when you keep quiet?" Ina's voice built inside her head with anger. "You let him get the better of you. You let him treat us like dirt.""What am I supposed to
She hauled herself up against the cold wall, her breaths shallow as she tried to calm her racing heart. Vandaulf's words haunted in her mind, sharp and venomous, but this time, something within her refused to give in. For the first time, she stood up to him, defied him, and though that sent her shaking, it left her with an unfamiliar flicker of power.She ran her fingers over the place on her arm where he had dug his fingers into her, leaving a dull ache. He had done this before; his dominance and reminder that she had her place in his world. But tonight, somehow it felt different. It was not pain; it was a reminder that she wasn't something to be owned. She was free now.She blew slowly, jerking her feet away from the corner to lead herself towards the bedroom. The dark passage stood out, so quiet aside from the slow movement of her shuffling pace. Then came Ina's voice ringing inside of Lily's mind sharp and electrified."That's the spirit," Ina declared with that triumphal gleam Li
Vandaulf steered into consciousness through the soft glow of sunlight shining in from somewhat parted drapes and lay catatonic in cooled silk sheets. Every aching throb in his head could be attributed to the whiskey, the music, and the gluttony that had weighed down upon him and ravaged his body the night before.He stretched out beside him automatically—but the bed was chilly.Vacant.His eyes flew open, his vision coming to rest on the rumpled sheets where she had lain.She was gone.Vandaulf sat up, memories of last night surging over him like a brutal wave.The club.The masked woman.The fire.He had never felt so drawn to anyone in his life as he had felt drawn to her.It wasn't even how she'd walked, or the way she'd panted crude things against his mouth—it was something else.Something he knew.He pressed his eyes with one hand, and breathed slowly in.Her perfume still lingered on him.His gaze went over to the crumpled mask on the pillow—her mask.She was gone. Poof. No name
She felt fear.What went on last night? Hell.She rolled over on her side, panting at what she saw.Lying next to Lily was a man; the early morning soft light silhouetted his muscular form. His chest rose and fell evenly. His face was hidden behind the mask.The same mask he wore last night.Memories flashed. The manner in which his fingers had caressed her body, ignited fires she'd never felt before. The manner in which his lips had devoured hers, starving, needy. The manner in which he'd shattered her.It was my first time… with a stranger.A queasy, falling sensation wrapped itself around her stomach.She'd been stupid.And now she didn't even know the man whose name could forever break the power of her ill-fated deed.Gritting her teeth against the pounding in her heart, she reached out with trembling fingers.If only she could see his face… if only she could know—She paused, her heart pounding wildly against her ribs.Drawing a shaking breath, she slowly drew back the mask.And w
The music pulsed around them, a hypnotic rhythm that dissolved reality and excess.Ina felt the heat of his fingers even through the depth of silk and blackness between them.Vandaulf was a storm—uncompromising, devouring, lethal.She knew she had to leave.Knew she walked a thin edge.But the alcohol that streamed through her bloodstream pushed stay.The thrill of the unknown flamed hotter than reason.And when Vandaulf's fingers caressed the length of her spine, when his lips were inches from her ear, she didn't step back.She leaned in closer."You're playing with fire," the depths of his voice were weighted with warning and promise.Ina's smile was languid and teasing. "Perhaps I like the burn."Vandaulf's grip just a little tighter on Lily-Ina's waist. His other hand fell to her wrist, his thumb tracing slow, swooning circles across her pulse.He was testing her.She was testing him.And both of them were unwilling to back down.His mouth inches from hers. Ina could feel the warm
Vandaulf stepped before the mirror, smoothing out the cuff of his suit in effortless familiarity. His image was the very model of control—icy, measured, lethal.Lily watched him from the bed, sitting on her haunches, fingers following the stitches on her dress with gentle fingertips."You look eager," she thought, her voice silky, removed.His eyes flashed to hers in the mirror. "It's business."A Halloween masquerade party thrown by one of the city's most powerful real estate moguls. Networking, power moves, and deal-making masquerading as fun.More significantly, it meant he would be away for hours.This was her opportunity.Lily hid her smile in a wine glass."Well," she stated and stood up, the silk of her robe whispering against her skin. "Don't have too much fun without me Vandaulf."Vandaulf's eyes narrowed into hers, hard and cold."I won't."She stepped closer, inches from his face. Teasing him."Good," she whispered, reaching out to touch his tie, her fingers tracing just ab
The air between them charged with electricity, but neither blinked. Neither folded."Neither grovels, darling," Ina had sneered, her voice silk and steel.And now, observing Vandaulf's face harden—his jaw muscles locked, his fists clenched—she recognized she'd gained this fight.But victory was fleeting.Vandaulf didn't lose.He didn't surrender.He struck back.Without another word, he turned on his heel and left the room, the click of his shoes against the marble floor echoing like a warning.Ina let out a slow, measured breath, her pulse still racing from the confrontation.But deep down, Lily’s voice whispered—soft, worried.This is dangerous, Ina. You’re pushing too far.Ina smirked at her reflection in the mirror. "Not far enough."The next day, she woke up to a cage.Not a physical one—not chains, not locked doors—but something worse.A silent, invisible prison built by a man who would not be ignored.She sensed it the instant she emerged from her bedroom.The abrupt tightening
The quiet was oppressive. Nigh on unbearable.The face staring back at her wasn't Lily anymore.It was Ina.Her stronger, bolder, deadlier version.She let her breath out slowly, leaning on the cold marble sink with her elbows. Her eyes. Ina's eyes, smoldered with revolt."What in tarnation was that?" Ina growled, staring at herself in anger.Lily's gentle voice, tinged with doubt, ran through her mind. "I don't know Ina.""Liar," Ina growled. "You felt it. You let him in."Lily winced within. "No. That wasn't."It was real," Ina interjected. "You enjoyed it."Lily's hands shook. "That's not true.""Oh, sweetheart," Ina sighed. "Your heart still pounds. Your skin still stings where he touched you. Don't lie to me."Lily swallowed hard. She wanted to lie, to push the sensation down as she always did.But Ina was correct.Vandaulf had touched her beneath her skin.And that was not safe.Ina leaned forward, her eyes on their reflected faces, her voice a low whisper. "You let him win."Li
The huge doors slam shut with a deafening crash, imprisoning Lily in the lion's den.Silence.Heavy. Choking.She barely had time to catch her breath before—"Where the hell were you?"His voice was deep, coarse—like gravel on steel.Lily gradually turned. Vandaulf hadn't stepped from the bottom of the stairs, yet his presence controlled the entire bloody room. Suit jacket open, rolled-up sleeves, as though pacing back and forth—awaiting.Her.Lily flicked a harsh brow, innocent. "Out."Darkening face, fists on his thighs. Mismatched reaction.He closed a cautious step, another, until all distance had disappeared. Something heavy erupted in the air."Out," he spat again, poison seeping through his words. "For seven hours, Lily?"She shrugged. "Didn't realize I was working."His jaw clenched. "You can't just bail."She nodded. "Amusing fact, since that is precisely what I did as well."His grip shattered.In seconds, he slapped his palm on her wrist—this time with more pressure.Lily d
The sun came up over the Carlston estate, but its rays did nothing to melt the frost in the air.Lily woke up as Lily.Ina had burned out during the middle of the night, leaving only fatigue behind.A loud knock on her door startled her into sitting upright."Ma'am," the maid's voice was soft but insistent. "Madam Helena and Mr. Vandaulf are waiting in the dining hall. It's time for breakfast."Lily breathed slowly, grounding herself. Play the part.As she stepped out of her room, she was not Ina, no longer incensed. She was the demure, reserved Lily—dominated, elegant, submissive.She walked down the sweeping staircase, her silk robe flowing behind her. But as she approached the dining hall, her breathing caught.Vandaulf waited there.For her.His wide shoulders rested lazily against the doorframe, arms folded, but his face was far from calm.His eyes found her at once, raking, searching.Lily maintained her even pace."Good morning," she said, voice light, neutral.Vandaulf's mouth
The instant Vandaulf's footsteps vanished down the corridor, the anger within Ina burst forth like a firestorm.She whirled, her breathing hard and uneven, her fists tight enough to have her nails cutting into her palms. Her heartbeat pounded in her ears.He believes he owns me.He believes he can command me.With a cold intake of air, she clutched the first vase—frail, lace-edged porcelain Helena had presented them at their wedding feast—and with a guttural shout, smashed it against the wall.CRASH!The metallic ring split through the space, shards rippling across the gleaming marble like shattered promises.Her lungs shook as she stood before the shambles, hands shivering with pure feeling.And then, in the silence of her mind, a voice spoke to her.A soft voice, held hard back, yet absolute."Calm down, Ina."Lily.Her other half. The part of her that still clung to reason, to control."We can surpass this. Don’t let Vandaulf wreck you."Ina exhaled sharply, gripping the edge of he