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chapter forty one
I can't help but feel a little paranoid every time Red looks at me. Does he know that I'm pregnant? I haven't even told Isla yet, let alone him. But maybe he's just being his usual observant self and noticing that something's off with me.
I've been feeling nauseous a lot lately and my appetite has been unpredictable. Sometimes I can barely eat anything, while other times I feel like I could eat an entire buffet. And my energy levels have been all over the place too. I feel tired all the time, but sometimes I get random bursts of energy that leave me feeling wired.
I hope that Red doesn't suspect anything. I'm not ready to share the news with anyone yet, especially not someone like him who might be quick to judge or gossip. I'll just have to be more careful around him and try to hide my symptoms as best as I can.
"Where's Max?" Red asks me as he sits in front of me while we were at the cafeteria.
"I don't know, why?" I ask, and he seems so eager to see her
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