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Author: Kiss Leilani
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SANTOS

It had been just two days and I missed her like the ancient gods missed their food. When Aunt Clarissa invited me to supper, I had no idea that Rosy would be there.

Seeing her messed with my senses, and I’d been a walking boner for half an hour. I would have thought I had been drugged like her if I hadn’t known better. But I knew better, and I knew it was just her.

I was still angry at her because she defined our relationship as 'mere fuck,’ but if that was how she wanted to keep it, she was welcome to give it her best shot. I'd fight her every step in the way.

She tore her lips away from mine. “We need to stop... We're not on good terms and—”

“Says who?” I kissed her neck, while my finger found her nipple. I rubbed the areola, tugging at the nipple.

Her eyes drew short and a soft sigh left her mouth. “This is unfair. You're using my addiction against me!”

A dark smile touched my lips. “We established years ago that I'm not a gentleman, Rosy.” I yanked her gown up and tore off
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    SANTOSRosy paused almost at the door and stared at me incredulously. “You're serious.”“Like a heart attack, baby.”“B-but, you can't! You'll give Mother ideas if you spend the night! It'll really confirm her suspicion that something is going on between us!”That made me stop. “Wait. Aunt already thinks so?”“Yes! Your mother told her about our 'mutual visit' to the island!” she whispered fiercely.“Oh.” My brain was working. I couldn't stop the smile that followed. “That means there's no need to keep hiding. You should have said this be—Ouch!” She hit my arm. “Of course, there's every need to keep hiding, because I denied the accusations. I told her we are just friends.”“Friend that get into each other's pants?” I couldn't help grinning.“Not friends like that! Normal friends!”“But we do get into each other's pants.”“We don't!”“Did I imagine you crying out and moaning into my ears a few minutes ago?”“Jesus! Santos!” she shrieked, infuriated.“Well, you're the one insisting tha

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   38

    I snaked my hand under her nightie and felt relieved when I encountered her bare. Thank fuck for no panties this time. Annoying little piece of cloth. I slipped a finger into her wet heat and stiffened a groan at the feel of her while she moaned out loud. Her hands rested on my head as I feasted on her breast. Sucking, teasing, and laving at the nipple, I fucked her with a finger, listening to her erratic breathing and sweet cries.God, I wanted to brand this woman. To own her. I wanted to erase the memory of every man she has ever been with. Especially Donald. The thought of the man came with a great feeling of jealousy and possessiveness I didn’t know I had in me.Severing all contact with her breast, I added another finger into her tight slick folds. I fucked her with my fingers, thrusting in and out of her savagely. Her dazed eyes held mine, glazed over in ecstasy.“Oh...my...god!” Her voice broke, and her eyes widened as I finger-fucked her ruthlessly until she was on the very e

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   39

    ROSIANNAI was so tired that my body was like Jell-O from what Santos and I had just done. I laid there on the bed, my body still throbbing from my last orgasm. I never thought I could do it. It was the first time I’d ever had sex without the insistent demanding of my body. The first time I slept with a man with no other overriding urge. It felt great. So wonderful. The same, but very different. This must be what it feels like to make love with a man you love. “You’ve gone silent on me,” Santos murmured, lying beside me with one arm wrapped on top of me. He pulled me closer so that my head would rest on his chest.“I was just thinking.” I sighed against me, melting deeper into him. Cuddling. It felt so nice.“A penny for your thought?” He ran his hand throw my hair, and I shivered, learning something new. My middle scalp was very sensitive.“I’ll sell them for a dollar,” I teased softly.He snorted, and I heard the amusement in his thought. “A dollar, huh?”I released the breath I wa

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    “I promise,” I whispered. His face relaxed. He brushed the tear that escaped with his finger. “I’ll find a cure for your addiction, Rosy.”Oh. Here comes the impossible task. “There’s no cure, San. I’ve searched all over the world. I buried lots of money trying to find one.”“You didn’t search in the right places, and when was the last time you searched?”I looked away, trying to banish the memory. “I gave up three years ago. I searched for three years. There’s no cure,” I said bitterly. “I’ve come to terms with this, and I’m clinging to hope that it’ll pass with time, just like one of my doctors said. I know that much is true because my urges used to be worse and more frequent when it all began.”Silence. “It must have been so hard for you and your family then. Aunt Clarissa...”“It was. When I saw that I was gradually losing my mother because of my ordeal and the urges, I had mom believe that I’d been cured the last time I had an exsanguination.”Santos pursed his lips. “You’ve sai

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   41

    She bit her lips and shook her head. I could feel her tension, her muscles coiled tight as if she wasn’t sure if she could control her vocals. I knew for sure that she couldn’t. Rosy was like a live wire.I couldn't resist the arrogant grin as I palmed a soft sponge and handed it to her. She flushed in understanding, then glared at me. She took the gag but didn't stuff it into her mouth. I arched a brow challengingly. I gripped the upper part of her thighs, gently spreading her open with my thumbs. Yet another tremor went through her, and I loved that. Loved how fast and desperate her breathing had gotten in the steamy confines of the shower. I leaned in, licking a path straight up the middle of her sex, getting a taste of all that salty wetness, the flavor exploding on my tongue and going straight to my head like a shot of the very best alcohol money could buy. I meant to tease her clit a bit more, make her moan, but I couldn’t help myself, leaning in farther and pushing my tongue d

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   42

    I sat at the breakfast table with Aunt Clarissa as we ate breakfast together. It was the weekend, so no one was in a hurry to go anywhere. Rosy was still sleeping and it was 9am already. In as much as I want to spend time with her, I didn't go to bother her sleep.Instead, I spent time with my aunt. We played her game and then she got me to tell her about all my years in Paris.“All the exciting details,” she had said happily as we watched the television. I went into details, telling her about all my days as an agent. Needing coffee, I walked to the coffeemaker and made a hot black coffee.“So, there was this man that stole from his place of work and disappeared. It was a lot of money, and management got us in it. We bagged the man in the middle of a mountain and dragged him right back,” I said smugly.“Really!” Aunt exclaimed, really interested. She was enjoying herself.I was deep into telling her about one mission we had in one of the sophisticated places of France when the door o

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   43

    ROSIANNAMy mother has killed me. Utterly murdered me. And that asshole, Santos, wasn't trying to make things any easier.I walked towards the dining chair, lowered myself on it, and peeked at my mother beneath my eyelash. She was shaking her head, but I would have sworn that it was a smile I was seeing on her face. She was clearly enjoying rattling us too much.“You two better have a more permanent relationship in mind than 'friends' or 'friends with benefits,’ or I'll tell Mariah about this,” my mother declared.Santos and I gave each other a horrified look. He turned towards my mother and shook our heads at the same time.“Hell, no.” Santos was the person that replied. Obviously, he knew that whatever my mother was, she had nothing on his mother.My mother was still in interrogation mode. She asked indifferently, “So, what are you two young people saying?”I hung my head again. “Santos and I are in a relationship now,” I grumbled. Which woman in this day and age had ever been in th

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   44

    Three days passed in a blur while I worked. I only stopped to get a few drinks, eat something, talk with Santos from time to time and sleep at night.On the evening of the fourth day, I finally finished the piled-up paperwork and sorted through my mail. I was exhausted. With the exhaustion came loneliness. I remembered Milky again. Then I dialed Donald’s number.“Rosy! Hi, baby,” he drawled, his voice slurry like I woke him from sleep.“I’m sorry for waking you from sleep. Is Milky in your place?”Donald’s soft laughter rang out. “The damn cat has refused to go anywhere else for the past few days of your absence. She’s right here.”I released the breath I didn’t know I was holding. “Alright, I’ll come to get her. My answering machine too.”“Messages have been coming in nonstop. There’s one from your personal assistant, Fiona. She said an important person had been trying to get up a meeting with you. Something about a merger.”“Oh. Really? I’ll call Fiona later about it. Thanks for eve

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    “R-Rosy?” I focused closely on her face, my chest thumping fast as tears slipped from her closed eyes.Slowly—ever so slowly—her eyes opened.“Rosy! Baby!” I got up and hovered over her. The tears I was trying to control started swimming down right then.“Santos...” she whispered breathily.That voice. That voice that I’ve missed so much! “Oh, Rosy! Thank you, baby. Thank you for coming back to me. Doctor!” I shouted.More tears slipped from her eyes, and she gave me a tiny smile. “My Santos...”“God, I’ve missed you so much! So much! I thought you really left me!”Just then, the door burst open. The doctor and two nurses rushed into the room. The doctor’s face held surprise and a lot of relief as he took in Rosy.The next thirty minutes were the slowest and the happiest of my life. Rosy was back! Rosy was out of the coma!As the doctor herded me out of the room to examine her, I called everybody immediately when I got outside—starting with Rosy’s parents to mine, right down to Donald

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   77

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  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   76

    Santos shoved the newspaper away from his face. “Your apology is in the wrong place, Jason. You should apologize to Rosy, not me. I'm not the woman you brutalized and almost ruined her life!”“What...?”Santos looked him dead in the eyes. “Do you know that for the past six years, she never had control of her body? She became a sex addict and can't stay more than a few days without a man or the damn pain comes back worse! You know the pain, right? The one you just went through!?” “Holy...fuck!” Jason paled, horrified.“Holy fuck is right, you asshole! You ruined her life! She can't even bear a child because of what you did to her! And she's in a coma right now, fighting for her life!” The more Santos talked, his voice raised a notch until he was shouting. Jason cried harder. Santos's pain over Rosy's life escalated.“I-I didn't know! I'm sorry; I didn't know!” Jason's face touched the floor in that kneeling position and he cried.Santos said nothing again. Minutes passed while Jason r

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   75

    I spent all night with Jason. Watching him scream. Curse. Plead. Watching his own drug torture him. During some part of the night, I started feeling pity for him, but just as soon as the feeling lit up, Rosy's face in crisis came clear to my mind. The fire of pity quenched as soon as it started.At first, he'd kept screaming for a woman to fuck, thinking I was gonna give him one. That wasn't the way the plan was supposed to work. I told him about the recorders I came with and that he'd make a record of confessing everything he did. The best kind of evidence was a confession that comes straight out of the mouth of the culprit.“Screw you!” he'd shouted those first times, refusing to do it.I expected it. I had nothing else to do, so I just waited him out.As the night lengthened, he went from screaming and cussing, to begging and pleading. His hands were tied behind his back so he couldn't jack off. He fucked thin air repeatedly, but he couldn't get relief. His hips were thrusting up

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   74

    SANTOSWhen Jason came out to the sitting room, I counted the seconds he walked closer to me and handed me the memory card that contained the clip.“You can watch it again, man. What Rosy and I did was consensual,” he grumbled as he handed it to me.I barely restrained myself from punching him long enough to take the clip from him. Then I punched him square in the nose...and broke it.“Motherfucker!” he cussed as he palmed his nose and shot away from him.I stared at the small memory card that had ruined Rosy's life. With a grunt, I squeezed hard and broke it in three places.“Fuck! What are you doing, San?” Jason roared.“I'm destroying what you've used to ruin Rosy's life for the past six years,” I stated simply, and I hadn't gotten up from where I sat.“I've got no idea what you're accusing me of,” he bit out, enraged. Damn, but I've never seen a better actor.I stared at him, trying to see that bloke that used to be my fucking friend. All I saw was a monster in human flesh. God, w

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   73

    SANTOSI was right about one thing. Staring at Jason was like staring at the devil himself.As I watched him close the door and walk deeper into the house, I didn't hide the disdain in my eyes. I definitely didn't hide the rage I was feeling.“So, what are you doing here, San-man?” he asked as he headed towards the fridge.I gave him credit. He didn’t look scared or ridden with guilt like Marde. A pro criminal. “Oh, but I think you know why I'm here, Jason. Let's cut to the chase, shall we? By the way, you still look as good as ever.”“You don't look so bad yourself.” The bastard was even smiling. “Long time so see.”“Yeah. After you called me on the phone that night several years ago, I guess I lost touch with everything. No man wants to hear that his best friend slept with his woman.”He shook his head at that, even managed to look miserable. “I'm really sorry about everything. I'm also at fault. I should have resisted her allure. It’s just that Rosy has always been a very sexy man.

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   72

    The information slammed through me like a moving truck jerking me out of my goddamn mind. This was worse than I thought. “My God. Jason, is a demon.” I glared at Marde. “Jason killed Kain! That bastard killed Kain, and you kept the secret this whole time? You’re a killer, just like him.”He laid there like a cat caught in a web, saying nothing. Although I had anger and resentment for Kain, I felt bad for what Jason did. Kain was the only one of the three that felt remorseful. That wanted to right their wrongs. The only one with a conscience. He didn't deserve to be killed that way.“What happened to the tapes?” I could barely ask through the fog that clouded my throat.“The man was supposed to extract the tapes after the accident, but before he could, Kain's car caught fire. Everything burned to the ground.”I felt lightheaded at that bit of information. “So, there's no tape?” I asked, to make sure of everything.“There's one remaining. A one minute clip video that Jason watches day a

  • WHAT MY BODY WANTS   71

    “Police, arrest that man! You saw the way he came to my house and assaulted me!” Marde whined, wincing in pain.One of the policemen flashed him his badge. “Mardisone Dick, you are under arrest for the kidnapping and raping of Rosianna Bells. For attempted murder also, and for possession of an illegal drug. You are advised to remain silent, for anything you say will be used against you in a court of law.”Marde's eyes widened in panic and horror. “No, no, no! I can't go to jail!” he shrieked.I cut in. “Of course, you can go to jail. You'll be deported back to the States, and You are going to jail. Trust me Mardisone, you'll be getting nothing short of a life sentence and hard labor.” I walked closer to stand in his face. “I'll make sure you and Jason get that sentence even though it's a jail sentence for first-degree murder.”Marde's eyes widened as I spat the furious words at him, and then he started crying and pleading with me.It was all working according to plan. I continued. “I

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