[JAZ AMANDA POV] I didn't expect Anika to pull me over. I could have refused and avoided it, but I just let her hold my hand. Maybe I wanted that too. She didn't let go until we got to where I caught her smoking. Anika released one and then lit it. She started smoking."Stop that! That's not good for your health!" I took it out from her mouth, threw and stepped on it."Oh! My bad. I thought you smoked too.." Anika smirk."What's your problem? Why did you bring me here?" I said in disgust. I'm not in the mood to argue, but here we are. "What's wrong with you? You suddenly changed your mind yesterday." I can sense the annoyance in her voice."What is this all about, Anika?" I asked, ensuring it was about yesterday for not going with her."You agreed to have lunch with me, then suddenly changed your mind..""Ahh! So that's the issue. My god, Anika. Then let's have lunch now!" I made it sounds offensive."Nevermind! Your boyfriend might be looking for you.." "He is not my boyfriend! Ok
[JAZ AMANDA POV] It is the first night Anika will sleep here at home for the start of our project, and as I expected, not with Gwen Stacy. I'm glad we will spend the night together for this. After eating dinner, we immediately went to the bedroom to start what should have started. I don't know, but I noticed Anika's dress, looking at it deliberately. Her clothes fit her sexy body shape. Before my brain could think of anything worse, I quickly averted my gaze. Distractions will not ruin this pretty moment, and my focus on our project will prioritize. While explaining what I wanted to happen in our project, I noticed that Anika is also reliable regarding mechanical and electrical things. "So you wanted to create electricity through the sun?" Anika's brow rose as she clarified things. "Yeah. We will use a solar panel to provide electricity to our solar generator. With the help of the power inverter, we could produce electricity through the ray from the sun captured by the solar pa
[JAZ AMANDA POV]The following day I woke up with Anika's hand on my stomach. I wanted to stand up, but it seemed like a part of me didn't want that good moment to end. I looked at her and saw her long eyelashes. Anika's thick and rugged eyebrows and her pouty and heart-shaped lips seemed to be calling me. Anika's face was without even one pimple. Even her sharp nose is fantastic. It has a small hole only. Does it still feel normal to me? Do I like her? I know it's not possible. It's really not possible. I rose, put her hand away, and got up quickly, escaping temptation. I looked at my face in the bathroom mirror. "Do you like Anika?" I asked in the mirror, talking to myself. "What would you do if I really wanted her?" I question back. I sighed and bowed. What is happening to me? What am I thinking? I have to stop that. I need to have a boyfriend to end this nonsense. "But who? Rexel? Over my dead body ..." "Hey! Who are you talking to ??" I was surprised that someone was s
[NARRATOR] The following day when Anika enters school, Jaz is immediately what her eyes are looking for. Even though it annoyed her yesterday, she was still worried, wondering what Jaz's problem was."Hi, Anika! Good morning .." Gwen greeted, her face clear, contrary to Anika's."Oh, Hi .." Anika replied sparingly. She wasn't in the mood."Let's go into the room together?" Gwen asked. The woman never lost sight of her."Oh, sure." Her short response while walking forward. She was out of focus, thinking about Jaz Amanda, who kept her up late last night.[ANIKA HODGENS POV]I hoped to see Jaz inside the room, but the annoying girl wasn't there yet. Lowering my bag in my chair and stared at Jaz's place.Will I talk to her or just let her be later?"How's our project, Anika? When do we start doing that?" Gwen checked again. Can't she figure out I wasn't in the condition to speak?"Good morning, class!" Greetings from our English teacher."Good morning!" Everyone retorted altogether except
[JAZ AMANDA POV]Four months had also passed, and I thought I would never return to the Philippines. Because of Dad's love for me, he immediately agreed for me to continue my studies in the US. I couldn't think of anything I could do to keep my feelings for Anika from deepening. By only thinking, having a boyfriend would not be easy for me. It may end in a painful separation. I don't want to hurt others, so I'd better stay away. My parents are also very supportive. At first, they wanted to know the reason, but I couldn't think of the best alibi, so I went to beg Dad. I knew He couldn't stand me compared to Mom being strict. On my first day in the US, I had no other thoughts but Anika. She is my first love. One day my family attended a party. Dad talked to an important person there who looked like his best friend and Mom. I did nothing that night but walked outside on the beach. If I only dared to come out and be who I am, the next thing I would do is tell Anika how I feel. It
"Oh! Jaz Amanda.. What a surprise! I thought you had already vanished.." She smirked and then continued to go away. I ignored her, proceeding to my class. Our classroom is just next to each other. The class ended, and when I got home, I tried to talk to Dad again about marriage. I know I will marry after college, but I don't know who. Dad said nothing about it. The only thing he kept telling me was that it was for my future and the company.Mom, who I thought would be my ally, also did nothing but follow Dad, and they both planned it. Nanny Cynthia is the only one I can approach and tell my inside, but still, she can't do anything at the end of the day. I will still marry someone I don't love or even know. I have had so much respect and love for my parents. They are the best parents on earth, but I was wrong. My parents also have a hidden agenda. Why would they want me to marry a person I don't love? Dad even told me to get to know the person before committing, so I wouldn't h
[ANIKA HODGENS POV] It's the weekend, so I considered joining my friend's plans tonight. They are going into a restaurant with a live band performing. Not bad for someone like me trying to distract myself from getting too attached again. Besides, I love music. Instantly as we arrived, liquor began to hail at our table continuously. It's been a while since I stopped drinking and promised not to do so again, but perhaps tonight will be an exemption. Hardly they won't let me excuse myself for it, though. "Hey, Anika!" One of them gets my attention. "Is Gwen Stacy your girlfriend?" I frowned at what she asked. What made her think that? It's Mimi, my classmate and a femme lesbian. In her tone, I guess she's into Gwen, but that won't be a problem, and I'd be happy if they ended up together. Besides, Mimi is a good catch, beauty, and brain and seems a good person. They will be the best match. "No! She's just a friend." I said, giving what she wanted to hear. "Oh, okay, so I ca
[JAZ AMANDA POV] It's Saturday night which would be the perfect to go out alone. I ended up in a bar drinking, even if I hated the taste of liquor, just to forget everything bothering my mind for a moment.I even sang a song for Anika but not revealing her in the crowd. Speaking of her, I didn't expect to see her. "Would you mind enlightening me? I don't exactly understand what you are going through.." Her hug seemed to stop the storm that was ravaging my entire being. Anika is probably also wondering who I was talking about earlier that I secretly love. Should I confess to her now? "I'm marrying the person I don't love or even know, Anika.." After I let go of her embrace, I seemed to run out of breath as I told her one of the things bothering me. "What?! Then why did you agree?" Her face showed displeasure. "It is my parents' desire, and I can't disobey them, Anika." I feel like I'm gonna explode, and I'm ready to cry a river. "Fuck! Are you crazy? Are you that naive? That's no
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"Tell me! Did that girl flirting with you?! When did it start?" Jaz shouted, totally angry for catching her wife talking with their son's professor at the school premises earlier in a suspicious way. "Baby, that is not what you think. Can you please calm down briefly? Let me explain what happened there.." "Then what should I think? Hmm? I saw with my two eyes. I'm going to kill that bastard! She's lingering on you.. and you let her. You didn't even move and try to go away.." "I was about to, Babe, but then you came. I was stunned by your killer eyes. I got stumbled, okay. I lose my mind.." "YOU LOSE YOUR MIND? THE HELL, WHY?! ARE YOU TURNED ON BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID TEACHER?!" Jaz was deadly, breaking down and beginning to create a commotion. Anika tried to calm her, hugging her tight and never losing her. "Hey, look at me. Listen, Babe. I will never cheat on you, you know that, don't you?!" Gradually, Jaz seems to cool down, looking thoughtfully through her eyes. "I know.
After Gwen and Gillian's wedding, their honeymoon followed immediately."For what is that for?!" Gillian outrageously yelled when she saw what Gwen was holding. "Why?! Don't you wanna try new things? It would be fun, though.." Gwen said teasingly as she played through her palm the thick dildo. "Fuck! Are you kidding me?! You won't put that... that thing on me! Don't you dare Gwen!" Agitated, Gillian jumped off the bed, distancing herself from her wife."Oh! Come on! Don't ruin the night, wifey..." Gwen uttered, letting out a low chuckle in mesmerize. "No, please, Gwen.. I'm not comfortable with that thing.. Take it away from me!" Gwen can't stop laughing out loud at how Gillian's face got frustrated. "Alright... Alright.. Whatever my Mia wants, then I'll go for it." Gwen said, then put it away and returned to Gillian, gently caressing her arm."So, can we start the night now?" Gwen said sweetly while her eyes were talking to Gillian. Gillian seems carried away without knowing what
I stood up, pacing, touching my forehead. I thought of a way to cool down her fever. The wet, cold cloth might help, so that's what I did next. Afterward, I sat on her side to place it in her temple. "I still matter.." Softly, Gwen uttered. I could hear it clearly enough to swirl me on, but I ignored it, or perhaps I didn't want to admit it. Of course, I worry. Anyone who is in my state will feel the same way. That is just a normal reaction, right? Even though my eyes were busy wiping her, I could still see how she looked at me from my peripheral view. Is it really possible to have a second chance? And if given, will it be worth it and won't hurt again? The day I ended everything between us, I admit, it broke me so much that I felt like dying and did not want to experience that pain again. It's so funny to think that it happened twice. But then, in the back of my mind, there is a pinch of happiness that Gwen at least dares to love me more than Anika, who never felt that
"ONE MONTH?! No! That can't be. I have a lot of loads left in Manila." "Hep. Zipped.." Gesturing to shut her mouth. "I already settled everything with Addie. She frees you from all the work, so you have no reason at all not to accept my offer. Besides, I won't leave you alone unless you agree to my condition." Gwen stepped closer to Gillian, which made her step back, avoiding the intensity that was about to grow. "What made you think I will let you do this? Huh?! I wanna go home, Gwen. Please.." "Fine! Go!" Gillian instantly heads out, shutting the door. But then the cold breeze hit her, turning her weak. Her arm abruptly embraced herself as she couldn't handle it. Disgusted, she went back inside, stepping flouncy. Gwen welcomed her with a mocking smile. "I thought you were going home? You miss me?" She says, crossing her arms. "Geez.. In your dream.. How can I go home? Where are your minions? They should take me back to where they captured me! Fix this, Gwen, or perish!" "I'm
"No! Don't! There is no reason to do that.." Gillian automatically opposes her. "Why not? Answer your doubts." Addie tried to convince her. Gillian halted, glaring furiously at Addie. What the hell is this girl trying to imply? "Fine, but let's just say Gwen is still single. What you gonna do?!" Gillian frowned again, frustrated now. "What am I supposed to do? Nothing." raising both her hands in annoyance. "What happened in the past stays in the past, Addie—end of discussion. We will not bring this up again. " Gillian could not hide her irritation. A few hours later, everyone was about to head home. Of course, the newlywed will spend their honeymoon somewhere else, so Gwen and Gillian are left alone. Outside the bar, Gillian is waiting for a taxi to go back to the hotel where she stays. Split second, a black Mustang stopped in front of her then abruptly pulled her in forcibly. She screamed out loud. She fought back badly, but then they succeeded in taking her away without anyon
"Where have you been, beshy? The ceremony is about to start." Eloise asked, slightly yelling when Gwen returned after roaming around the place.They are in the open field together with those who will tie the knots. Everyone is just wearing their best attire, so you won't recognize who the guests and witnesses are or who the couple will wed. "You won't believe who I bumped into," Gwen stated agitatedly. Eloise frowned in confusion. "Do you think Gillian is getting married? That's why she's here?" Eloise's eyes open widely, stunned by her presuming. "Oh! Shit! So they reach the end game." A sudden sigh came out to Gwen as Eloise got what she meant. "But anyway, it's been what? Three years, right? You are okay now, so that gloomy face of yours is forbidden. Today is my day. You have to be completely happy." Eloise tried to persuade her, acting as if she was still affected. # # # "Hey! Gillian, are you alright? What's wrong? You seem distracted. The wedding is about to start." "It
One month later, Jaz and Anika are about to get married. Jaz can't control her nervousness while sitting, facing the mirror, and staring at herself. She wore a strapless light pink wedding gown with embroidery on her bodice. Rhinestones and pearl beads were sewn on her dress. She also wore a two-tier veil with a matching crystal headpiece. Her hair was perfectly undone half-up and featured soft spirals beneath an intricate, knotty style. With her smooth latches falling behind the shoulders of her lace gown, the unfussy fashion kept any hair free from her face. Jaz was currently inside an air condition NIPA Hut. The simple yet elegant wedding is to be held at the beach, and everyone, especially Anika, is now waiting for the bride to come out and walk to the shore. With the help of other fellows, Jaz slowly got out. With the hem of her gown up, she walked softly. Tearfully, she went to the coast barefooted, where her bride was waiting restlessly. Mixed emotions filled her che
[GWEN STACY] "What must I do? I love you, Gillian. I can't be without you. I can't. I thought I could, but I can't, and I won't. I need you back, Mia. I need you in my life, please." I held and kissed her hands and tried to catch her gaze. She was speechless. I can't take it anymore, and my chest feels like it will explode. I knelt while still holding her hands. She shook her head, unable to speak. I don't know what's going through her mind. "Stand up, Gwen. Don't do this." I slowly got up while my eyes were still fixed on her, begging them to give me a chance. "I'm ready to wait. I'm ready to do everything to prove myself. I'll do everything to regain the trust that I broke. Please don't end everything." "Nothing you can do, Gwen. It's too late.." "What do you mean it's too late? It's never too late for a two-person who still loves." "Love isn't enough to stay in a relationship, Gwen. Always put that in mind. Just go now and forget me." I shook, disagreeing with all her