“Lance is ‘a once in a lifetime’ type of client…” Annalise replied nodding. “Elaine, my boss, is trusting me to snatch this contract from our competition.”
She put down her slice of pizza and faced John.
“John, you have known me since we were in high school. You know how determined I am when I’m after something important. So, please, don’t get me wrong. I’ll get Hamilton with or without you, but let’s just say that having you in my corner is going to be the nail in his coffin. Moreover, it would be huge for you also. Lance Hamilton will pay a lot to have you be the spokesman for his brand.”
John looked at her, then shook his head, and sighed.
“You know something? I think your mother is absolutely right.”
“Absolutely right about what, John? You should be more specific since my mother has a lot of opinions regarding my life. Many of them not requested,” Annalise countered in a sarcastic tone.
“You should quit this job, Anna. You don’t have to prove yourself to anyone. Not to Hamilton, not to your boss. I mean, you’re one hell of a woman: smart, beautiful, witty… You don’t have to live for your work only. You should go out more, find someone ready to provide for your every need before you’re thirty…” John said and took a deep breath.
“Well,” she said, smiling faintly, “I still have time. I’m almost twenty-eight.”
He shot Annalise an impatient look.
“Come on, babe. You know what I mean…”
‘Oh, God… Not the marriage subject again…’ Annalise thought and lowered her gaze. ‘Please, John, don’t ask me to marry you… again… Don’t do this to me. Not now…’
“John, please, stop…”
“Anna, I can take care of you. I make a lot of money. I can support you financially. This way, you won’t have to work ever again… Just stay at home, maybe go out shopping all day… You know, do whatever women do... Besides, it would make your mom happy if you didn’t have such a stressful job. Or a job at all.”
Annalise shook her head. Those were Martha Walsh’s words, not John’s. Every single one of them.
‘You should get married.’
‘You should quit your job.’
‘You should let me take care of you.’
But she wasn’t interested in getting married… not now anyway. These days, Annalise was trying to get her career on track… again and for good, this time. Working for Lance Hamilton was the most important step in that direction. And having John in her corner, having him represent the “HL Sportswear” image around the world, would seal the deal.
“I see…” Annalise said after a long pause. “John, I have to ask you something and I need to hear some answers in your own words… not my mother’s.”
“Okay. Shoot!”
“Would you quit playing if people tell you that you don’t need to prove anymore how good you are to the entire world? Would you quit soccer if the woman you love with all your heart is asking you to choose between her and the sport that made you famous? Would you quit while you feel deep in your soul you still have so much to do and to achieve?”
A sarcastic, strangling sound rose from his throat. He licked his lips as if to rid himself of a really bad taste.
“Anna, this is different…”
“I know, I know. You’re Tarzan, and I’m Jane. You’re a man, and I’m a woman. You’re strong and I’m weak.”
Her lips curled in disgust.
“I never thought I’d say this, but your words disappointed me a lot. Since we go way back, I expected more support from you. Moral support,” she emphasized the last words.
“This is why I proposed…” John replied a bit upset.
“John, for the umpteenth time, I will not marry you. I can’t. So stop with this madness. I don’t love you, not like you want me to.”
“But I do…”
“You love me like a brother… Come on, John! We’ve been on this road before and we decided we function better as best friends, not as lovers.”
John huffed, shook his head but didn’t counter her words. Then his expression grew thoughtful again.
“Very well, baby girl. Let’s leave this subject… for now. Back to Lance Hamilton and his brand… I assume you’ve done the most thorough research on the guy and everything regarding him.”
Annalise nodded before he’d even finished.
“And you still remember how much I hate this shit, right?”
She nodded again.
“Okay… Just checking,” he added.
His adversity towards any kind of advertising was well known to everybody. Yes, on the surface, John looked extremely laid back, posing like the sports celebrity he was, going around with beautiful women and driving nice, fast cars.
John Beckett was America’s 'Golden Boy'.
But Annalise knew him better than anyone. Beneath that illusion, there was a different John Beckett. Behind that mask, there was a man who had a deep social conscience. He had a mind of his own and an iron will, both of them among his greatest qualities.
His refusal of endorsement deals had gained him a reputation of eccentricity from some. Others regarded him incredulously as a fool to pass on the opportunity to make billions by doing nothing more than lend his name to countless companies and brands willing to cover him in gold in exchange for his endorsement.
But the simple fact was that John did meticulous research on all the corporations that approached him, and so far, none of them had passed his test. Until now, when Annalise talked to him about “HL Sportswear”.
“Alright, babe. Send me all the details and let me have a look. Still, I make no promises. If it checks every box on my list, I will come to meet him and listen to his offer.”
“Thanks, John! You are simply the best!”
“I don’t suppose that after this I could lure you into coming to see me playing the whole season? Maybe be part of our traveling supporters? As my lucky charm?” John asked grinning like the big bad wolf.
Annalise exhaled and picked up her slice of pizza again.
“You don’t need a lucky charm, Mr. MVP.”
“Oh, come on… Just a few games…”
“I would love to come, but as you just noticed, I do not have all that free time… Besides, these weeks are quite important since I’m preparing the most important pitch of my career,” she replied.
“Weren’t you Wonder Woman?”
“I never said that! Still, let’s see… Coming to the stadium and watching a bunch of angry boys chasing a ball for ninety minutes plus overtime or staying here working on my most important project… What do you think I will choose?” Annalise replied smiling sweetly.
“Damn, girl!” John exclaimed and winced. “You are a mean one!” he added and raised his hands in a defensive move.
“It sounded quite mean, doesn’t it?”
“Just a little…”
“Okay, I’ll try to be there, if this means so much to you, but I’m not making promises. It was so much fun when Bran and Jer were there, with me…”
“Maybe you could invite them both.”
“Bran is busy with his job and with Alicia. And Jer… Well, since he entered the political rollercoaster, he’s more than often missing in action. He doesn’t even answer my calls. Not all of them. So, coming all by myself is not all that fabulous…”
She looked straight into his eyes and raised an eyebrow.
“Still, since we’re on the topic… I might need one more little favor from you.”
John grinned and raised an eyebrow.
“Another favor… Really? And what’s in it for me?”
“Well, next weekend I’ll come to see you play,” she replied.
He got a hopeful puppy dog look that would probably make mush of most women. Thankfully, Annalise was his best friend and completely immune to any adorableness on his part.
“But you just said…”
“I said I hate coming to the games alone,” Annalise continued his phrase. “Only I’m not going to be alone this time… I will bring along Lance Hamilton.”
“Hamilton…” he muttered.
“Listen, all I need are two of the best field-level seats for the next game and a meet and greet after the game. This way you two will exchange a few words about the brand and so on…”
“Anyone ever tells you how damn expensive you are?”
She laughed and punched him in the arm.
“John, I said filed-level seats, not box seats, and… Hey, wait a second. A few moments ago, you were trying to convince me to quit my job so you could support me.”
His expression went from teasing to serious with one blink.
“I know how tough you are, but I can’t help it. I just worry about you, Anna. That’s all. So, keep your eyes wide open, sweetie. What happened in San Francisco was…”
Annalise stiffened and held her hand, halting him in mid-sentence.
“Right now, I don’t want to talk about San Francisco…”
“But, Anna…”
“John, this subject is off limits… So, drop it, please.”
He nodded and Annalise saw regret in his eyes.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you. Consider it dropped.”
She waited for her heart to stop beating so fast, and then Annalise forced a smile.
“So, mister, will you take a look at the research I have compiled for you?”
“Do I have a say in this?” he asked.
“None whatsoever!” Annalise replied enthusiastically. “Oh, John… You will like Lance Hamilton a lot, trust me on this! He’s a brilliant businessman, with such an interesting vision about sport… And all his employees love him. He has a fantastic health insurance plan. All his products are made in the States, he’s not shipping jobs or production overseas. What else can I tell you about him…? Oh, yes… He is a regular contributor to a half dozen charities and…”
“Okay, okay… He is perfect! The guy is a real saint… I get it…” John exclaimed and held up his hands in surrender. “How do other men ever measure up?”
“Oh, cut the sarcasm, will you?”
John smiled looking at her expression, then checked his wristwatch and let out a sigh.
“Sorry to break this up so early, especially since I haven’t finished the pizza… Somebody talked too much. Very distracting.”
Annalise rolled her eyes.
“And you loved every second.”
“Yes, I did, but I have to go home and rest a few hours before flying to Georgia. Remember to send everything you have on Lance Hamilton. I will take a look on my way back to Los Angeles.”
“Thanks!” she said happily.
“I’m not making any promises, though… Oh, and the tickets will be waiting for you at the box office.”
“You are unbelievable, John,” Annalise told him affectionately. “I’m glad you’re still a huge part of my life.”
“Me too, babe.”
He dropped a kiss on top of her head then got up from the couch and stretched lazily.
“I will give you a call when I’m through reading everything.”
Lance walked into the suite of offices he bought the moment he decided to move “HL Sportswear” headquarters from New York to Los Angeles. He nodded a good morning to Kelly, his receptionist.“Mr. Hamilton!” Her high-pitched voice made him halt. Lance turned and saw her coming out of her desk. Kelly had a concerned expression on her face. The young woman was usually very calm and professional, so seeing her so agitated left Lance a bit bemused.“Kelly… tone it down a little… I’m right here…” he replied.“Sir,” she said a little softer this time, her voice almost a whisper, “I’m sorry for raising my voice…”“It's alright, Kelly. What’s going on?”“Mr. Hamilton, if I was you, I wouldn’t go there right now… or any time soon for that matter…” the receptionist whispered to him. Lance raised an eyebrow when he realized that Kelly was gesturing toward his office. But, from where he was positioned, Lance couldn’t see who was the person Kelly was referring to.“Why the hell n
Annalise stepped out of the elevator and was met with a cheerful hello from Tara, the agency’s receptionist and Annalise’s closest friend at the agency. Tara was the best woman for this job that Annalise had ever seen. She was quite the organizer and had a memory like a steel trap. But more importantly, Tara knew everything about everyone at "S&W Advertising". There wasn’t a piece of juicy gossip floating around that Tara didn’t know about, and she didn’t mind sharing it over a cup of coffee or a piece of brownie. For Annalise who was the new kid in town, Tara was the best ally possible inside the agency. Never again would she be caught off guard like she had been in her last job in San Francisco.“Good morning, Tara,” Annalise returned as she stopped in front of Tara’s desk. “Are there messages for me?”“Not a single one, at least for now,” she replied to Annalise in a neutral tone. Tara’s eyes were twinkling, and that got Annalise curious. Tara leaned fo
His entire magnificent being was exuding power, sex appeal, and greatness. There was this aura of… dominance that was drawing her like a magnet towards Lance every time they met. Annalise stood there, watching him in absolute girly delight. Every part of him was pure perfection and she was such in awe. Lance waved his hand at her, inviting her to join him, even if he was still on the phone. She woke up from her daydreaming and started walking towards him, a bit embarrassed to have been caught staring. Annalise crossed the street, hugging her work bag between her arm and her side. Lance ended the phone call and watched her approach, checking her out from head to toe with an odd gleaming in his eyes that Annalise had never seen before. His features relaxed into a smile as she drew abreast of him.“Right on time… I like this very much, especially in a woman.” Annalise nodded, not wanting to betray how out of breath she was from running towards their
Annalise stepped off the elevator and walked by Tara, who held her hand up to get Annalise’s attention.“Not now, Tara,” she said as she headed for Elaine’s office. When she got to the door, Annalise was nearly run over as David came out. He sidestepped her and kept on walking, his forehead wrinkled as if he were lost in thought. She wasn’t even sure he’d seen her. She stuck her head in Elaine’s door and breathed a sigh of relief when she found her alone. Her boss glanced up and motioned her in.“What’s with him?” she asked, jerking her head over her shoulder in David’s direction. “He’s been weird lately.” Elaine gave her a puzzled look like she didn’t have a clue what she was talking about. Annalise rolled her eyes. David had been walking around in a fog, which wasn’t typical. He was usually on top of everything and everyone.“Have a seat, kiddo,” Elaine said. But Annalise shook her head.“No, Elaine, I’m okay,” she replied and took a few steps
She should have sat across the aisle from him, but that would be rude since he’d chosen to sit next to her. His nearness was slowly but surely killing her, though. His scent was driving her insane, and she could feel his heat. She took another sip from her glass. When Lance moved, his arm brushed against hers. ‘Damn it!’ she thought, ‘I can’t move... He would find out what I’m thinking… What his presence is doing to me… There’s no way to escape him’. But Annalise already knew deep inside that she didn’t really want to escape him. Just to defuse the tension building up inside her, Annalise thought to suggest they use the time on the flight to go over her ideas, but she couldn’t bring herself to have business intrude. Besides, Lance was looking so relaxed… Maybe they should talk about something else not work-related, or maybe… ‘Or maybe what, Annalise Walsh?’ she mentally shook herself. ‘Are you insane or what? This isn’t a romant
‘My fiancée…’ Annalise froze. Her heart stopped beating for a few seconds and she felt cold shivers going up and down her spine. There was a horrible buzz in her ears, and she stared in horror at Lance. No, there must be a mistake… she hadn’t heard him right. What the hell did he just do? She wasn’t sure who was more stunned by this news. Her or his entire family. Guinevere was looking at her from head to toe with a gaze filled with loath, disgust, and anger. Arthur, Lance’s brother looked somewhat annoyed and slightly amused, while Lance’s father, was just frowning. His mom was the only one who actually seemed happy about the… ‘big’ news dropped on everybody like a bomb. “Oh, sweetie, that is absolutely amazing!” she said and Annalise found herself in her arms being hugged so tight that she was in danger of fainting from lack of air. “I’m ecstatic to meet you, my dear.” She held Annalise out at arm’s length and smiled at her. Then she proceeded to k
Her jaw practically dropped. Oh, but of course! Not only did Lance trick her big time, but he was also expecting her to continue this charade in his bed. Well, it will be a cold day in hell when she’ll let him touch her. She was here for one reason only: to convince Lance to sign with her agency. Rolling in the hay with him was never part of the deal. Annalise reached forward and snatched the key card from his grasp. Then, she spun on her heel and she almost ran down the hall. Staying in the same room together?! Sharing the same bed? Yeah, sure! Dream on, Lance, dream on! For what she cared, he could go and look for other accommodations or he could bunk with his brother. This way they will probably have a lot of time to talk about personal issues. Maybe they could compare notes on Guinevere. She jammed the card into the lock, listened for the snick, and then shoved it open. Annalise stepped inside and slammed the door in
“Why are you laughing? What is so damn funny?” he demanded totally perplexed. “Basically, Guinevere accused you of doing exactly what you are doing! ‘The nerve on her…’ You crack me up, Lance! You should be doing stand-up comedy as a hobby,” Annalise replied and kept laughing. “Stop it now, please,” Lance said, blinking a bit annoyed by her reaction. “Okay, I get it. I’m an immature, egotistical man. The male ego is obviously a fragile creature. I think we can agree on that. Yes, it occurred to me to get on her nerves just a little by showing up with a stunning woman by my side. Sue me for it! I even hatched the whole engagement scheme complete with the ring because I figured it was the best way to finally get them all off my back.” Her shoulders shook and Annalise closed her eyes. The man was nothing if not honest. She had to give him credit for it. “Anna, look at me, please.” His pleading tone had her turning once more to stare into those intense eyes. Lance
A couple of days later, John was signing the contract with “HL Sportswear”. Once he finished, he put down the pen and gave Lance a very serious look. The last time they saw each other, John was calling him a dumbass for letting Annalise go and threatening not to sign the contract if he would not find Annalise and get her back. And now, the three of them, together with the lawyers, were making their agreement official. With Annalise’s help, with John okay, Lance was preparing to make history. “Welcome to ‘HL Sportswear’, John!” Lance exclaimed shaking his hand. “Thank you for doing this.” The young jock looked first at Annalise, and then at Lance. “I did it mostly for Anna. She was your winning card. So, cherish her, Hamilton. Treat her like the fierce, powerful, hard-working queen she is. This woman went through hell to arrive here,” John told him, then smiled at Annalise. “I’m extremely proud of you, baby girl. I really am.” Annalise got close to Joh
She made a derisive sound deep in her throat. The memory strangled her. Annalise hated that helpless feeling. “One evening, I was working late and he dropped in to see how I was doing. He came onto me hard and didn’t intend to take no for an answer. I fought against him, I even slapped him hard a couple of times. I tried to push him away from me, but he was so much stronger… He probably would’ve raped me if his wife hadn’t burst in.” Annalise was trembling, but she knew she had to go on. “I think she knew what was going on… I thought she would help me. But… I was dead wrong. She couldn’t care less. She called me a whore, even if that wasn’t true. She was also his partner, so she used me to make him pay for everything he had ever done wrong to her. And she also had her way out of the marriage.” “What happened after?” Lance asked. “Well, these days you have experienced it first-hand. Because of that woman and her disgusting husband, I was named a homewrecker, an arrogant
Annalise pressed her lips together. “He told me not to bother looking for him, even if I changed my mind. Well, too bad. I made a mistake… Happens, we all make them. It’s not the end of the world. I’m sure he has made his share. He was angry and I’m sure he didn’t mean half of the things he said. So, since I know now what I want, I’m going to make him listen to me. Then I’m going to take the leap of faith Dad mentioned in the video and tell the man of my life that I love him. I hope that I’m not too late and that he will listen.” Jeremy touched her cheek in a tender gesture. “If he doesn’t, he’s a fool who doesn’t deserve my brave, beautiful baby sister. Whatever happens, I will be right here, remember that! You are not alone.” Annalise glanced down at her rumpled appearance. She shuddered to think what her hair looked like. She spent the last three days going around the house like the ghost of the Christmas past. “I need to go jump in the shower and t
That day, the silence inside the house was soul-crashing. Lost in her thoughts, Annalise didn’t even realize that her coffee cup was empty. She put it in the kitchen sink and decided to go on the back porch and get some fresh air. Her father bought the house right after the wedding and renovated it all by himself. It was perched near a cliff, though it was situated a good distance from the drop-off. As a child, after reading about mudslides, she’d been convinced that they’d fall into the ocean. Her brothers had told her it was far more likely they’d fall off in an earthquake. Annalise shook her head at the memory of how they liked to torment her. It was peaceful here, and not for the first time during the last few days, she wondered why she’d been so anxious to move away. “Sometimes, a nice, calm, honest talk is the key to solving so many misunderstandings…” Annalise said, sitting on the rocking chair. “Look at Mom and me… We are finally starting to create
John looked at Lance and instead of shaking his hand, he crossed his arms on his chest and let his lawyer do the talking. “Mr. Hamilton, my client instructed me to speak on his behalf during this meeting. Since this is going to be a very brief encounter between the two of you, Mr. Beckett asked me to inform you that he… changed his mind about signing the contract with ‘HL Sportswear’. This decision was taken after very careful consideration. Mr. Beckett wants you to know that…” The lawyer stopped and looked at John who, with a brief movement of his head, urged him to say the exact words. The man coughed just to clear his throat and continued. “Mr. Hamilton, these are not my words, so, please, excuse my language… My client wants you to know he will never sign with a… dickhead such as yourself, a dumbass who doesn’t see a good thing when it crosses his path. You should not have let Annalise Walsh out of your sight, even if she asked you to. Annalise was the real deal and you
After a while, they started talking like they never did before. Martha pampered her endlessly, preparing her favorite food: French fries and chocolate ice cream. Her mother’s expression showed complete disapproval, but Annalise told her it was her comfort food. By the time evening rolled around, her brothers arrived and made it a point to shower her with lots of hugs and endless cuddling, as her father recommended. Martha retired to her room, leaving her children sitting on the couch together, watching ‘Roman Holiday’ and eating popcorn. Everything was so wonderful… For the first time, since the disaster that had hit her, Annalise was feeling a little bit better… and a little bit optimistic. Once the movie ended, Annalise wiped her eyes and tried to stop the sniffling. She knew her brothers hated it when she cried. Jeremy especially. He kept Annalise’s head on his shoulder. “Anna, if you feel like talking, we’re here for you. But if not, w
Unwilling to face the judgment of the entire “S&W Advertising” squad after the security leak and tired of crying all night long, Tuesday morning, Annalise decided to call and inform her boss that she was going to take the rest of the week off. Hearing how horrible she sounded, Elaine allowed her to take this vacation, reaffirming the fact that the agency was standing behind her one hundred percent. Still, she emphasized once more, if a reminder was needed, that hiding would not solve her problems. That taking the coward’s way out was not the right way to address her issue. “‘I agree you should rest and think,’” Elaine had told her on the phone. “‘So, take a day, a week, a month… Take all the time you need, kiddo. But don’t do it because you need to hide from the world. Come out and face the music. I believe in you and I know for a fact you are much stronger than you think. I wish I could be half the woman you are.’” Those touching words and Elaine’s trust moved
Annalise laid her head on her desk and tried to ignore the painful ache that had developed around her temples. Elaine told her to go home, but she couldn’t… not yet… She knew what she had to do, and it will hurt far more than those damn pictures. Still, she hadn’t worked this hard to rebuild her reputation and her career to have it go down the drain over her affair with Lance. Yes, she was in love with him, that was so very clear in her head, but he wasn’t responding the same way. For him, what was going on between them was just enjoyable sex and nothing more. They were great between the sheets, but out of his hotel bed, in front of the cruel reality, their relationship was doomed. Annalise sighed and covered her face with her hands. “You can’t escape your past, Anna,” she whispered. “It will hunt you forever.” She turned off her cell phone and spent the rest of the day locked in her office. She only spoke to Tara to tell her she was not acc
David and Elaine stood there, in silence, waiting for Annalise to gather herself together again. She took a deep breath and then looked up. “I promise you both that it’s not how it looks,” Annalise said as she wiped the tears from her cheeks. “I swear to you I never used cheap tricks to get my hands on this account. I’ve worked relentlessly to bring this here. Everything I did was done by the book.” Elaine said nothing. David glanced at the magazine on her desk. “Well, Anna, in this photo, it looks like you were wearing his ring, but I don’t see one on your finger right now…” David continued handing her a paper tissue. “And I remember that you had lunch with him some time ago… It was the day I’ve wanted to talk to you about this account.” After she cleared her throat, Elaine intervened. “David, I know Anna. I’ve watched her for the last few months, working harder than anyone else around here, giving her best to save this agency. She spent so many sleepless nigh