A week without her. Seven days since he’d let Annalise go... Since he saw her disappear into the night... Going away from him like what they’d shared a few hours earlier had been a figment of his imagination. A week since he had held Annalise in his arms, enjoying the wonderland that was her naked body, tasting every inch of her hot, velvety skin, coming undone every time she called his name while orgasming. Being away from Annalise, away from her hands, from her eyes, not being able to hear her voice, or smell her perfume had been pure torture. Remembering the look in her eyes, and the sound of her voice, watching her going away from him that last night, was still the most unsettling thing Lance had experienced in his life. Lance had wanted to stay with Annalise, especially that night. Unfortunately, he had several meetings and issues to deal with including talking to his team about John Beckett. They needed to come big with an offer
After a quick wave to Tara at the reception desk, Annalise rode the elevator down to the first floor. She exited the building and saw Lance standing at the curb, one hand resting on the open door to the backseat of his car, the other shoved into his pocket. Lance looked so damn arrogant but sexy as hell! That quick glance at him made her heart skip a beat. Lance looked like the rightful King of the Universe. Not only did he belong in this Universe, but he owned every inch of it. He nodded as Annalise approached and motioned her inside the car. Then he slid in beside her and shut the door. “I thought we could eat at this restaurant I know across town. The food there is excellent and grants us a lot of privacy.” Lance looked at her with a raised eyebrow. “I’m pretty sure we both need privacy right now… after a week away from each other…” She tilted her chin up and stared coolly at him. Lance continued looking at her totally calm. A
Annalise entered her office with a heightened sense of anticipation. She was feeling nervous and excited at the same time. Lance was dragging her on the path to perdition one smile at a time, one deep kiss at a time, one sexy look at a time, one amazing speech at a time. The words he’d said… He’d seemed so sincere and so passionate… Her mouth curved into a mischievous smile to match the naughtiness of her and Lance’s plan. It was wicked, forbidden, and she was so turned on that she was ready to jump out of her shoes. With a sigh, Annalise sank into her chair behind her desk and logged on to catch up on e-mails. She was looking for the last report from Howard on her client meetings he covered while she was taking care of the last details on “HL Sportswear”. There was just one short e-mail from him. “Hmm… Maybe he wanted to talk to me in person but he hadn’t found the time…” she said a bit confused. She sent Howard a text, asking hi
For her night of passion with Lance, Annalise chose the most sinful set of lingerie she owned. On top of that, she chose a pair of ripped high-waisted jeans that were hugging her curves, and a white shirt. Why bother wearing something more elegant? He was going to strip her naked the moment she entered his suite, so… “This is it,” she added, after one last look in the mirror. Unsure of whether she’d return to her apartment before going to work the next day, Annalise threw an outfit into an overnight bag along with her toiletries and a lavender bra and panties. Annalise did a quick check of her texts, and then she did something she never did. She turned off her phone and tucked it into her overnight bag. She needed no reminders from the real world. If she was going to indulge in this fantasy, she was going whole hog. She locked up the apartment and hurried out her door to the street where the driver was waiting for her. He ushered her into the backseat
“Your taste… Oh, Anna… You’re so addictive. I swear I’ll never get tired of eating you,” Lance whispered, pulling her head back and to the side, exposing her neck to the sharp, hungry press of his teeth. Still shaky, she lifted her lashes as Lance sighed roughly, pulling away from her just for a fraction. Unwittingly, her tongue slid out, capturing his taste on her lips. Her lashes fluttered closed as she savored it. Forcing a breath into her lungs, Annalise opened her eyes. A shudder wracked her. “I’ve got no problem with that. Not one,” she replied in a husky whisper, watching him as she lifted her hand and pressed her index finger against his lip. The pounding of her heart seemed to roar in her ears as Lance opened his mouth and bit down lightly on the tip of her finger, stroking it lightly with his tongue. “Good,” Lance said and swept her up in his arms. “Because I’m not done with you yet.” “I sure as hell hope not.” His bed cradled he
While recovering in his arms, Annalise became aware that he was stroking her back and her hair. He was murmuring little sweet words in her ear, words that weren’t making much sense, but she didn’t care. She was completely and utterly taken by Lance, by her reaction to him. “I think I blew it again,” he said playing with her hair. Annalise smiled and snuggled a little closer, tucking her head under his chin and nuzzling his chest. “You blew, all right, Mr. Hamilton. But I think I blew first… again and again…” His chest heaved as he chuckled. “You’re such a naughty girl, Miss Walsh.” She closed her eyes and pressed her cheek against his chest, listening to the beating of his heart. “I’ve missed this so much, Lance… I’ve missed you.” That confession popped up so unexpectedly… It left Annalise perplexed and excited at the same time. It was true, she not only missed Lance and his presence, but she also missed being with him, touching him, kiss
Half an hour later, they sat cross-legged on the bed, devouring the dinner Lance had ordered for them. Annalise was swallowed up by one of his huge robes, and Lance was wearing a pair of boxer shorts. She ate indelicately, with her fingers, foregoing the utensils. What she was having didn’t need a fork or a knife anyway. Another sign of how relaxed she was in that very instant. “I am glad dinner is to your liking… Dear God, you are one famished woman!” Lance exclaimed looking at her while she was licking her fingers one by one, like a dockworker. “What can I do? I love eating and I’m famished. Because of you, I hardly ate at lunch and had to skip dinner. Besides, you ordered everything I like.” Annalise was really amazed by the way Lance was trying to make her happy. It was incredibly endearing. “Well, to make amends, I have something else prepared for you. It’s a surprise…” Lance said smiling. “What is it?” she asked. “I remembered that during our little escapade, you
After Lance pulled the car into one of the reserved parking spaces at the Olympia Stadium and cut the engine, Annalise turned and looked in his direction. It was so good being with him again. After their night together, she didn’t see much of him. The presentation had to be perfect, so Annalise chose to focus on her work, much to Lance’s chagrin. At that point, Lance decided to leave Los Angeles and flew to New York to take care of some business. Not having him near, not being in his arms at night was excruciating, especially after her revelation. But even away from each other, he called her every day and especially every night. Sexting and video chatting… such a wonderful invention! And now, it was so good being with Lance, enjoying his warm smile and heart-melting gaze, but the fact that he was going to meet John was a bit nerve-wracking. Oh, well… this is it! Annalise could no longer pretend that she didn’t know John. She knew th
A couple of days later, John was signing the contract with “HL Sportswear”. Once he finished, he put down the pen and gave Lance a very serious look. The last time they saw each other, John was calling him a dumbass for letting Annalise go and threatening not to sign the contract if he would not find Annalise and get her back. And now, the three of them, together with the lawyers, were making their agreement official. With Annalise’s help, with John okay, Lance was preparing to make history. “Welcome to ‘HL Sportswear’, John!” Lance exclaimed shaking his hand. “Thank you for doing this.” The young jock looked first at Annalise, and then at Lance. “I did it mostly for Anna. She was your winning card. So, cherish her, Hamilton. Treat her like the fierce, powerful, hard-working queen she is. This woman went through hell to arrive here,” John told him, then smiled at Annalise. “I’m extremely proud of you, baby girl. I really am.” Annalise got close to Joh
She made a derisive sound deep in her throat. The memory strangled her. Annalise hated that helpless feeling. “One evening, I was working late and he dropped in to see how I was doing. He came onto me hard and didn’t intend to take no for an answer. I fought against him, I even slapped him hard a couple of times. I tried to push him away from me, but he was so much stronger… He probably would’ve raped me if his wife hadn’t burst in.” Annalise was trembling, but she knew she had to go on. “I think she knew what was going on… I thought she would help me. But… I was dead wrong. She couldn’t care less. She called me a whore, even if that wasn’t true. She was also his partner, so she used me to make him pay for everything he had ever done wrong to her. And she also had her way out of the marriage.” “What happened after?” Lance asked. “Well, these days you have experienced it first-hand. Because of that woman and her disgusting husband, I was named a homewrecker, an arrogant
Annalise pressed her lips together. “He told me not to bother looking for him, even if I changed my mind. Well, too bad. I made a mistake… Happens, we all make them. It’s not the end of the world. I’m sure he has made his share. He was angry and I’m sure he didn’t mean half of the things he said. So, since I know now what I want, I’m going to make him listen to me. Then I’m going to take the leap of faith Dad mentioned in the video and tell the man of my life that I love him. I hope that I’m not too late and that he will listen.” Jeremy touched her cheek in a tender gesture. “If he doesn’t, he’s a fool who doesn’t deserve my brave, beautiful baby sister. Whatever happens, I will be right here, remember that! You are not alone.” Annalise glanced down at her rumpled appearance. She shuddered to think what her hair looked like. She spent the last three days going around the house like the ghost of the Christmas past. “I need to go jump in the shower and t
That day, the silence inside the house was soul-crashing. Lost in her thoughts, Annalise didn’t even realize that her coffee cup was empty. She put it in the kitchen sink and decided to go on the back porch and get some fresh air. Her father bought the house right after the wedding and renovated it all by himself. It was perched near a cliff, though it was situated a good distance from the drop-off. As a child, after reading about mudslides, she’d been convinced that they’d fall into the ocean. Her brothers had told her it was far more likely they’d fall off in an earthquake. Annalise shook her head at the memory of how they liked to torment her. It was peaceful here, and not for the first time during the last few days, she wondered why she’d been so anxious to move away. “Sometimes, a nice, calm, honest talk is the key to solving so many misunderstandings…” Annalise said, sitting on the rocking chair. “Look at Mom and me… We are finally starting to create
John looked at Lance and instead of shaking his hand, he crossed his arms on his chest and let his lawyer do the talking. “Mr. Hamilton, my client instructed me to speak on his behalf during this meeting. Since this is going to be a very brief encounter between the two of you, Mr. Beckett asked me to inform you that he… changed his mind about signing the contract with ‘HL Sportswear’. This decision was taken after very careful consideration. Mr. Beckett wants you to know that…” The lawyer stopped and looked at John who, with a brief movement of his head, urged him to say the exact words. The man coughed just to clear his throat and continued. “Mr. Hamilton, these are not my words, so, please, excuse my language… My client wants you to know he will never sign with a… dickhead such as yourself, a dumbass who doesn’t see a good thing when it crosses his path. You should not have let Annalise Walsh out of your sight, even if she asked you to. Annalise was the real deal and you
After a while, they started talking like they never did before. Martha pampered her endlessly, preparing her favorite food: French fries and chocolate ice cream. Her mother’s expression showed complete disapproval, but Annalise told her it was her comfort food. By the time evening rolled around, her brothers arrived and made it a point to shower her with lots of hugs and endless cuddling, as her father recommended. Martha retired to her room, leaving her children sitting on the couch together, watching ‘Roman Holiday’ and eating popcorn. Everything was so wonderful… For the first time, since the disaster that had hit her, Annalise was feeling a little bit better… and a little bit optimistic. Once the movie ended, Annalise wiped her eyes and tried to stop the sniffling. She knew her brothers hated it when she cried. Jeremy especially. He kept Annalise’s head on his shoulder. “Anna, if you feel like talking, we’re here for you. But if not, w
Unwilling to face the judgment of the entire “S&W Advertising” squad after the security leak and tired of crying all night long, Tuesday morning, Annalise decided to call and inform her boss that she was going to take the rest of the week off. Hearing how horrible she sounded, Elaine allowed her to take this vacation, reaffirming the fact that the agency was standing behind her one hundred percent. Still, she emphasized once more, if a reminder was needed, that hiding would not solve her problems. That taking the coward’s way out was not the right way to address her issue. “‘I agree you should rest and think,’” Elaine had told her on the phone. “‘So, take a day, a week, a month… Take all the time you need, kiddo. But don’t do it because you need to hide from the world. Come out and face the music. I believe in you and I know for a fact you are much stronger than you think. I wish I could be half the woman you are.’” Those touching words and Elaine’s trust moved
Annalise laid her head on her desk and tried to ignore the painful ache that had developed around her temples. Elaine told her to go home, but she couldn’t… not yet… She knew what she had to do, and it will hurt far more than those damn pictures. Still, she hadn’t worked this hard to rebuild her reputation and her career to have it go down the drain over her affair with Lance. Yes, she was in love with him, that was so very clear in her head, but he wasn’t responding the same way. For him, what was going on between them was just enjoyable sex and nothing more. They were great between the sheets, but out of his hotel bed, in front of the cruel reality, their relationship was doomed. Annalise sighed and covered her face with her hands. “You can’t escape your past, Anna,” she whispered. “It will hunt you forever.” She turned off her cell phone and spent the rest of the day locked in her office. She only spoke to Tara to tell her she was not acc
David and Elaine stood there, in silence, waiting for Annalise to gather herself together again. She took a deep breath and then looked up. “I promise you both that it’s not how it looks,” Annalise said as she wiped the tears from her cheeks. “I swear to you I never used cheap tricks to get my hands on this account. I’ve worked relentlessly to bring this here. Everything I did was done by the book.” Elaine said nothing. David glanced at the magazine on her desk. “Well, Anna, in this photo, it looks like you were wearing his ring, but I don’t see one on your finger right now…” David continued handing her a paper tissue. “And I remember that you had lunch with him some time ago… It was the day I’ve wanted to talk to you about this account.” After she cleared her throat, Elaine intervened. “David, I know Anna. I’ve watched her for the last few months, working harder than anyone else around here, giving her best to save this agency. She spent so many sleepless nigh