"To visit you again? "I asked with a frown. "Who said I'm going to stop?”"I think it would be better if you stop," he said in a fearful tone.I was completely confused. It wasn't quite what I wanted."Pablo, I won't stop making visits just because we just had to fuck. I said, we are adults, we can deal with shame or any shit. I'm just asking for your discretion, that's all. I know that here inside the prison the conversations spread easily, and I don't want the director to know about it, because he may well contact the judge and harm us. I just want to help you and protect myself. I am the one who should apologize for being misunderstood. I just wanted to explain myself and I messed up all over. I think I must still have a lot of alcohol in my blood. I'm sorry. That's not what I wanted. And honestly, Pablo, you won't even think about it after you get back to your cell. There are other concerns in here.”"You don't have to remind me of that too," he cut him with a dry laugh. "I know t
" Yeah, didn't you know that I went through the biggest shit of my life earlier today? "I returned the question, and Jessy made a low and negative sound. I lay down against the back of the seat, sighing. "I went to visit my client, so we were talking some nonsense, including about sex, when out of nowhere some strange noises started from outside the living room. When we realized, we were surrounded. Our luck is that the window was too high, and the door was kept in place by all the tables and chairs we put as a barricade. If it weren't for that, Jessy, your sister would be at this very moment in a much worse situation than just making dirty things with the client herself.”My security guards were wise enough not to even sketch that they were listening, unlike Jessy who laughed on the phone, trying to muffle the sound with a cough."Jo, I always thought you were the most sensible sister in the family, but I think I need to change my concepts," she joked, and I gave a hiss. "Seriously,
I was a piece of shit.Definitely a piece of shit.I let Joana get out of prison with the idea that we couldn't have something beyond that sex. That anything else together would be wrong and debatable. I didn't make an effort to show her that I had lost my entire axis after the moment we connected through sex. I didn't let her notice all the desire that still burned under my skin and made me want to run after her.It was raining that night, and if it weren't for the fact that she was protected by two brutal security guards, I would have tried to get her to stay with me. Even if we didn't talk. Even if we didn't do anything. Just because the rainy night brought me all kinds of bad feelings. But I had already ruined everything.I went back to my cell and found Ramirez already snoring. The guards who put me inside didn't make any jokes, which meant they had no idea that my visit that night hadn't been that of a doctor. On the one hand, I imagined that Joana had used all her influence to
"You can leave it," Ramirez said in a hoarse tone. "I'm already traumatized enough to want to at least go to this side of the city. I will spend a lot of time on the beach, or with my daughter, or my wife. I want to recognize the world, because I don't even remember what it looks like, outside these walls. And someday, I hope that very soon, you can be with me in those moments too, brother. I will be praying for you every day and night until God works a miracle in your life. Thank you very much for everything. I'm going to say goodbye much earlier, because, as I said, anything can happen overnight.”"I understand.”"Is your lawyer heard from you?”"No," I cleared my throat, slightly bothered to think of Jo again. "And I think we're going to spend some time without seeing each other. Don't ask me why, but I stepped on the ball. And Joana has every right not to want to see my face painted gold again. I will respect her absence, if that is the case. I just hope she keeps helping me in th
"I didn't even start throwing stones at you" I mocked with a giggle. Hazz closed his face. “Hazz, what do you really want with all this?”"I want my brother back," he said."No, that's not what you want.”"So what would it be, Pablo? What do you think I want?”"You want to do for me what our parents couldn't" I replied coldly, but that sounded with so much resentment that I even blinked by surprise. "I know you feel guilty for letting me come with you to the big city, and now you're afraid to go back to our parents' house and let them know that you convinced me to come, but it wasn't convincing enough that I didn't get involved with the wrong side of life. That's what I think you want.”"And am I committing a crime for being sorry?”"No, but make one by not understanding that my choices would still be the same, even if I knew how the story ends.”"How can you think like that?”"Thinking was all I had to do in those two years, Hazz" I exhaled softly, watching the table between us. "I t
The accident and everything after it was a mess of shit.Somehow, my security guards' big car was thrown off the road, as the person responsible for it ran away. We were all on seat belts, we all survived. But, sitting next to the window that was thrown against the large rock in the center of the track, I ended up having my forehead cut by the glass and my head beat painfully against some stone fragment.I fainted at the moment of the impact. If the person responsible for the collision decided to end everything right there, he would have succeeded. Both I and my security guards were totally vulnerable and the help took a long time to arrive. In general, we were lucky that the accident happened closer to the police than to the city, because they had priority to call for help.I had glimpses inside the ambulance, as my neck was tightened in a cervical collar and my head was throbbing as if it was still being hit against something solid. My eyes couldn't open, and the rest of the body wa
"Oh, what a horror! "Jackie grumbled, laughing. "I think Jo is my favorite sister because she always has a little time to talk to me. She doesn't treat me like a child, she doesn't belittle me like certain people "she threw a sharp look in Jessy's direction. "And it still has the most beautiful heart I've ever known in my entire life. I know I will never fall in love at first sight with anyone other than my own sister. And I'm not getting paid to say that.”"Everyone knows that Jo is paying for you to flatter her," said Jessy, rolling her eyes. Our sisters laughed, but they didn't deny it. My older sister took my hand, sliding her little fingers lightly. "They're right that you're really always here for us, Jo. Not only because your job is precisely to defend us from every shit we get involved in, although the media barely knows that it is you who causes most of the shit and needs to solve it yourself, like that time at the nightclub, when you assaulted a girl for no reason.”"She ste
I haven’t heard from Joana for a week.Hazz was my brother, and I would love him until the end of time, but the guy was a beautiful son of a bitch. He visited me only once to talk about Joana's condition and that she would already be home, but he didn't come back to say anything else. I was in the dark for a week. I didn't receive any call, no letter, not even a smoke signal. And the worst problem is that my head only knew how to think about Joana.I slept thinking about her, I woke up thinking about her, and there was nothing in the world that made me more anxious than the visiting hours. But during that one week, I didn’t get any news from anyone. The peace I had sealed with Hazz began to break again at that moment. I knew that the crazy guy worked in two jobs, had a college, and now a girlfriend who, being Joana's sister, should be a hottie who needed all the attention in the world.But he was my brother. He had said that he regretted not being present at that worst moment of mine.