At that time, I was already totally detached from the idea of going back to being that man with feelings and purposes. The jail has become my home. The inmates, my family. And the guards only colleagues that I had to endure. It was not an easy life, but for a man raised in the countryside and without any notion of a life in the big city, until I was very familiar with the place. In a way, it seemed that I had been born to be imprisoned, in one way or another."Well, considering that three are eating ants this morning, I would say that it's even quite normal," commented Júlio, a kitchen helper just like me, who at the moment was mixing a large sauce pan. "I don't know what you might be feeling differently, PS.”"It's something like a feeling," I replied softly.My companions laughed."The day you feel something other than your own stench, the world will be lost, PS," said Alefe, still containing the laughter."Unlike you, Alefe, I still take daily baths.”"God forbid that cold water,"
The living room smelled even worse than the director's room.The mold on the lower floors was worse. Much worse. The place was closed, there were windows all over a wall, but somehow, they didn't do anything. It was like a painting on a wall, it didn't change anything.The wind didn't come in, even if I saw some trees far away that shook their leaves. The sun was already high, burning everything in its path, and it was not even past ten o'clock in the morning. The day would be very long and tiring.However, I would probably go back to the city center in a comfortable car with a sunroof, as well as air conditioning. I wouldn't have half the problems of those inmates in having to settle for lying on the cold floor or in the shadows to escape the powerful sun.The reality was hard to accept, but I knew that many of those men deserved to be there. Some even deserved a capital penalty, but the Brazilian laws were too lenient, and the minimum time inside that place was already some relief f
Pablo blinked, leaning back on the chair so abruptly that again I heard a noise coming from the weapons of the guards behind me. He merely raised his eyes to the men, then stared at me again, sliding those blue and warm eyes all over my torso. I felt hot again."No lawyer has ever said that out loud.”"So I can say that none of them were as good as I am.”"How long have you been working on this?”"It doesn't matter," I answered immediately. I was twenty-six years old. It had only been three years since my license at the OAB was approved. Saying that wouldn't give me any credit. Not to mention that being a woman would already be a reason for a sexist to think that I wasn't that good. "You just need to focus on the fact that you will be free from here in a business day if you give me the answers I'm looking for.”"What would these answers be? "He asked, frowning his thick eyebrows."Who killed those people?”"I don't know.”"So, that makes you partially innocent," I said right away."Th
The lawyer my brother hired was too beautiful a woman for my self-control. The hair was stuck, leaving the honey-colored strands sliding smoothly down the top of the back. The eyes were also in that burnt and golden tone, in a very beautiful amber brown. The skin tone was tanned, which suggested sunny days or very good genetics.The body was not yet visible to me, since she was sitting, although I could have noticed full breasts below that ridiculous little suit and the suggestion of wide hips when I watched her on her back. She was beautiful. Too beautiful for my common sense.And I've never had a female lawyer. The public defender has always sent me the worst types of men, and I knew that no woman would accept the position by briefly researching how many others had already suffered from the worst consequences for being interested in helping me.The woman in front of me had made it clear that she already knew, and yet, she was interested in the subject. I knew it had nothing to do wi
Before the arrest, I could be considered as a guy who never had trouble getting women. A beautiful face and a good lip always guaranteed the best sex. And I don't say that referring to extremely beautiful women or anything like that. The ones who had sex best were the shameless ones, and the beautiful girls were raised in homes where they learned good manners above all, and that fucked a good sex.An unforgettable sex was always done with those who did not care about the dirt of sex until exhaustion, with the excessive heat and disheveled hair, and not even with spanking in the ass and hair pulls.Women who surrendered easily to that were the best in the world. And I loved the bbws. Because they used to like something stronger during the H hour. Not to mention everything there was to play during the act.I had an intimate speech that chubby women were like pots of honey, where you could smear and delight for long hours, without ever getting sick. And it was my favorite type, besides t
At lunchtime, I made an appointment with my older sister.On normal days, I used to have my quick meals in my own office, with my co-workers making fun of the big jar of salad I devoured, just to feel hungry two hours later and have to surrender to a pastry and soda. My days were always happy, despite the routine, because I had friends and family around who made everything easier.However, after that visit to prison, I didn't have the courage to be locked in a room "although it was much larger than two rooms of the prison director", and I urgently needed a walk to clear my head. Not even João's invitations for me to join him and his boyfriend during lunch at the office gave me any encouragement to do so.Jessy answered me at the first touch, and promptly offered to meet me at her favorite restaurant. She arrived first, because I was on the other side of the city and it still took me a long time after passing through the prison gates and saying goodbye to João.I needed that moment sitt
I kept quiet for a while. I really thought I was the best, but for that case... My instinct and logic confronted each other. Was he really innocent or just very good at diverting attention to other things?I spent so much time reflecting on it, that the waiter even came back with our orders, satisfied with himself with all the efficiency and speed. I blinked, taking control of my own thoughts."He simply has too many problems to trust someone else," I vented to Jessy, as he devoured my plate with fries. Unlike my sister, I had chosen a full meal instead of a hamburger, but I didn't give up the potatoes and soda. Balance was everything. "He wrapped me up during the entire visit so that I didn't have time to ask about what happened the night he was arrested.”" Have you ever tried asking Hazz? " suggested Jessy, arching a well-made eyebrow." Now, Jessy. I've already told everyone that I could have some idea of the facts "I sighed, rolling my eyes.I deserved a little credit. She was a
At lunchtime, I could have my meals with my prison colleagues, which was great shit, because the place was noisy and the men were always picking on each other. It was nothing like the warm comfort of the kitchen and the side conversation in which my co-workers kept, leaving me silent.But I couldn't complain. I wasn't the only one to be forced into that. All I had to do was keep quiet and leave the chaos around me as if it were an unpleasant movie that was on my television.By my side was Ramirez, eating as if he had just come out of a war. I couldn't be unfair to say that our food wasn't good. She was, but nothing compared to the preparation of a woman. I missed the strong spices and the love that my mother used to use for cooking.Inside it was all dry and soggy. I did my best in the kitchen, as well as my co-workers, but nothing came out like in the outside world. The prison had its own rules even in food matters."Why aren't you eating? " Ramirez asked, stopping attacking his pure