Those words were too much for my self-control. Men devoid of self-esteem never said that, but there was Hazz; that wild and virile side that he never left exposed, which I had seen from the moment our eyes met. There was the reason why I was so disturbed in every sleep, so anxious for a more intimate contact. That man who made my legs tremble, and who was now placed both hands inside my pants, bending down to push her to my feet. His hands have risen to my thighs again, passing through them, touching my intimacy still inside my panties and going up until I reached my shirt again.Hazz pulled me to sit on his lap, adjusting my legs around his waist, groping my hip and ass so that I would really get on top of his best part. I sighed softly, containing the stupid smile that was starting to grow in my mouth. At all times, he kept watching me. I didn't look at my body with that first-time desire, I stared at my eyes, as if I could read between the lines. As if you could know that I was alr
Prevented from touching his body while he kept my arms pulled, I closed my fingers in fists and kept my nails well restrained. Hazz leans slightly, almost inciting me to bow to him, and takes one of my breasts in his mouth. He sucked, licked, and slowly turned his tongue around my nipple, awakening it, leaving my body aware of the moisture that was already beginning to make me want to rub my thighs. I let out a low moan, and Hazz stood up again to kiss me, swallowing the sound, diving into my mouth.Below me, I couldn't exactly feel how Hazz would be having fun with the desire that disturbed me, because his jeans weren't tight as tight as I would like. But he raised a hand to my hair, pulling me by the back of my neck, and that made me understand the veiled desire. The desire to turn around and put yourself on me, but how much it could hurt my arms if he left them that way. He didn't want to let me go. Even when I moved enough to say that I wanted to take off your clothes, and make th
We arrived in Aspen the next day, but because of the time zone, it was already night. Hazz and I were escorted all the time by my security guards and we found more, those from my mother's team, waiting for us already at the airport. We were taken to the hotel, below an extremely strong blizzard, which covered so much the vision of the car that our driver had to gradually drive the vehicle. Finally, we arrived at the hotel, also closely escorted by my security team.Hazz was embarrassed with everything. With the snow, the sounds, but as it was late, he almost didn't even realize how beautiful the city really was. I loved to take refuge in Aspen, because of the snow-covered mountains, the tranquility of the old city and all the concern that the employees of my favorite hotel dedicated to each special customer. Hazz waited next to me at the luxurious and very well lit reception, in addition to being warm to keep everyone who arrived or left very happy, despite the cold outside.The recep
Hazz giggled, and I approached, sitting on the bed. The mattress was so soft that it almost called for a full night's sleep. I was amazed at the feel of the silk of the quilt on my fingers, the soft and soft lines. Even the bed linen was golden, and that fabric gave the impression of being liquid gold, it was perfect.Hazz also noticed where my attention had gone, and sat next to me. His movement on the bed made me swing gently, and I fell back without blinking. The canopy ceiling of the bed was also decorated with lacy and soft-looking fabrics, but when I closed my eyes, I almost didn't end up sleeping."You didn't tell me about your family," Hazz said, poking me lightly with your fingertips on my ribs. I ignored my tickles, and kept my eyes closed. Maybe if he thought I was sleeping, he wouldn't even touch that subject anymore. To my displeasure, he kept touching me and waiting. "I told you about my family. It's nothing more than fair for you to do the same.”"You told me why you wa
The next day, Jessy and I first went to the studio for their photo shoot. The cold was terrible that day, and the blizzard still did not let us observe the city in its total splendor. But I didn't complain. I always said I was loving the snow, even though I had to use galoshes to leave the hotel, because the snow layer was reaching its knees on the sidewalks. And he was still amazed by every little point he glimpsed on that trip, and Jessy seemed to just pray that the sun would rise as soon as possible, and we could really enjoy a full day in Aspen.After her photo shoot, Jessy and I went to the beauty salon she attended the most in that city, a recommendation of the brand to which she was a representative. We were received by the owner, who called her by name, but unfortunately only spoke in English. I remained very quiet, just watching everything and holding Jessy's hand. I answered the hairdresser's command who asked me to sit in the cutting chair, and Jessy stayed around to observ
"What about you? "I asked all of a sudden. Jessy raised her heavy eyes to me, yawning deeply. I watched her, sliding a finger between her breasts to her belly. "You said you never allowed yourself to love, because of your father. But about your relationships, was there never a time when you asked if it would be more than just sex?”Jessy considered it. I wondered if she could see the lines of that question. My hope that she would know that I was referring to our relationship. If she ever hoped that that sudden and powerful attraction between us would become more than just a lascivious desire. I wondered if she could see that each of my touches was no longer just a recognition, but a promise, a choice. I wanted her to see all that in my eyes, to taste a little of that feeling that I felt much more involved than just a contact for cold nights. I wonder if she had noticed?"There was a relationship I had in which I was dumb enough to think it would work," she said, and from her tone of i
Still with the towel hanging on his waist, Hazz went to me, walking slowly and with a superb little smile on his face. He stopped in front of me, making it very evident how much he was bigger and stronger with less clothes around him. The short hair dripped water, and even the drops of moisture that went down his abdomen caused me a mesmerizing effect. One of his hands went straight to my waist, where he squeezed, holding firmly on my skin. It was something so harmless, so simple, even so, I was stunned by the energy. With him." Can I be persuasive enough that you change your mind and don't want to go out for dinner anymore? "He asked in a hoarse tone. I squeezed my lips in a line, swallowing the words of pure desire that almost jumped without permission. Hazz smiled, raising another hand to touch my face. "If I say I want to fuck in an expensive hotel, after I've turned into someone else, will that be enough, Jessy?”"It won't change the fact that I need to leave," I replied, holdin
"What the hell are you doing to me? "He asked in a hoarse tone for the desire. I wanted to ask the same question. Because I had already lost my mind a long time ago. From the first time he put one of his hands on my body. "I can only think of you, Jessy. I can only be around you. That's insane. Just sex shouldn't be like that.”"We are good together," I murmured against the fabric of the tablecloth. "That's all.”"No" he was teimou, walking with his free hand around my ass, he squeezed where he had earlier left vergões by the slaps and I giggled maliciously. I could have cum right there, first of all, if he had pressed the same place harder. Holy shit. "It's not just that. It's more than you pretend to believe. It's feeling. And if it is possible for you to feel the same as me right now, then I want to make it worth it.”"Do what you want with me," I said in a provocative tone, but it sounded like a supplication."I'm going, kitty.”Hazz made a low, manly sound that made my senses shi
We didn't have time for provocations. Jessy moaned slylyly, the way she did when she couldn't contain herself, and I knew she was so involved in what she would cum before we could even play. And I really didn't want to be late. We would have time for that later. But now... I couldn't wait for her to adapt as I put myself whole inside her body.She was tighter after a month without using that part so much favorite for me. I penetrated to the bottom with all my will, all my extension entering at once, without any warning that I would do it that way. I seemed even bigger to Jessy after that whole month, as if even her body had been closed to no longer allow anyone to enter.She moaned when she felt the pain, but the moan became a whining when she felt the pleasure, and her body understood who was coming and gave me space for it. It was beautiful how she adapted, how she prepared for me. Your heat and humidity enveloped me, numbed me. And I let out a moan as I pressed one knee against the
I didn't know that the sex of a reconciliation could be so intense. So excessively crude. So animalistic and fierce. Jessy grabbed me by the collar of her shirt, holding me between her legs and pulling me to her body. She hugged me with legs, arms and mouth. She kissed me as if all the longing for the world wanted to escape from her chest.And I didn't have the courage to do less than repay that. I wouldn't ask for a conventional love, for a normal sex. My body was at the height of those longings too. Jessy was everything. The center of my whole world. And she could do what she wants with me. I didn't care anymore. Since we were together, I was more than satisfied.The wood from Jessy's dressing table creaked when she pushed me towards the mirror, forcing me to sit partially on the furniture, so that she wouldn't get so small, moving away to interrupt the kiss. With a predatory look, as if she was going to eat me alive, she stopped me with one hand. Jessy studied me, like an animal, w
"The only good people around me are my sisters and my mother," I spoke in a fragile tone, without wanting him to interpret the interruption as a lack of patience. "The fact that they liked you terrified me a little, but made me see how willing you seemed to put me as the center of your world.”"Are you afraid that I would steal my attention? "He suggested, innocently.I giggled low.”“No. I was afraid that they wanted you to really become a member of the family. And I was afraid you wouldn't want to.”" Why would I refuse?”"For my status" I shrugged, making a small face. "For my lifestyle being different from yours. Because if you agreed to be with me, Hazz, you could never continue with this simple life and having only what is necessary. You would have to adapt to luxury. To my common standard of living. And I was afraid that you would retreat if I proposed something like that. You saw what happened on our first unprotected date. I have a target on my back for my fortune, and if you
That photo shoot was something organized by Gabbie and my mother. The two really made me believe that a station was the best place to have a photo studio, and that the portfolio of the photographer named Ricardo deserved a test before he was sent to Jackie's team. So, I was already aware of where I was going before I left home. The anxiety was making me sweat cold, but I stood firm as I entered the station. Everyone recognized me, everyone began to comment, but I kept my chin high and didn't dare think if Hazz could have acted like an ex-shole and talked about me in all corners. A moment later, I noticed that the looks were one of admiration, and I allowed myself to relax. He wasn't anywhere until the beginning of the rehearsal. He should have been late, or simply been too busy with the rehearsal preparations. Anyway, there was a moment when he showed up and saw me, very close, but so far from my reach that I could only stand still and keep taking pictures.When it was all over, Hazz
Ricardo didn't have the dignity to tell me what the job of the day would be. Like all the other employees of the Station, he was doing everything to stand out as the most indispensable photographer. Ruth, however, was already back.The company was paying for her course, but now she was taking the lead again of the station, wanting to be aware of everything that happened before taking on the position that was offered to her.She was in the studio when I arrived, coordinating the team and observing the way we worked, not only to know which of us would be ready for another chance, but also to ensure that moral abuses did not occur anymore.That morning, Ricardo even shared a piece of his sandwich with me "and being a man of the same physical size as mine, the fact that he shared with me was something that should be taken into account ", in addition to avoiding calling me his usual derogatory nicknames. A look in general made me understand that Ruth or any other coordinator could have cau
I giggled low, watching her." Why don't we ever work out with anyone, Jo? "I asked softly.”My sister looked away, staring at our vast property, the waves of the sea down there, and the city far away from our luxurious residence. A wind sighed between us, messing up his golden brown hair. Joana never looked as beautiful as at that moment, as she contemplated my question and the dark horizon."I don't know, Jessy," she said at last. "I think that all people in the world always have some kind of problem in their lives, something that motivates them to continue living, you know? We have money, we have a family, we have fans and a lot of success. But our hearts are empty. That's our problem. We have to spend a lifetime looking for something that people usually find on any corner. I have rich friends, who can change boyfriends every fortnight, our younger sisters are proof of that.”"Yes, but I don't say in relation to a relationship. I say in relation to love. Why don't we work out with
I returned to that call, swearing to have heard Hazz's voice on the other side of the line, but no one answered me. With a loud grumbling, I turned off and threw my cell phone against the bedding, before getting up and walking to the balcony of my room. The night was cold, with so many clouds that it was difficult to see the moon, but some little stars emerged between that darkness to shine deep above our heads. In one of those stars, my father should be inhabiting now, grumbleing how crazy and lost his daughters were to the point of giving up a relationship that had everything to work out, ruined by pride.“ Thinking about the death of the calf? " asked Joana, taking a few steps forward. She appeared behind me, hugging me lightly by the waist. His blond hair fell on mine, forming a very beautiful mix for those who saw it from afar. We were opposites. Joana with colors that promised a storm of savagery, although it was a love. And me, innocent eyes like a rabbit, and hair that made me
" Not to mention that, it's not because Jessy is a celebrity and everything else," said Henrique, drinking his yakult and offered the other two that he had in his pocket for me and Emilia. " But it would really be worth chasing her, Hazz. I don't know what kind of woman you're looking for, but Jessy is everyone's type, even I'm only twelve years old.”"Every of me," said Emilia, getting a narrow eye from me. She sighed, rolling her eyes. "Yes, I was even a little angry that she was in her apartment on a night that I needed consolation, but Jessy Jones is a celebrity that everyone agrees not to be anything like what the media paints. So, she must be less scrotum and boring than they say out there. And, despite the barbs we exchanged, our first date was funny. I would like to have the opportunity to see her to apologize.”"So go after her," I shot, drinking my yakult and tying my face to Emilia. "You two, in fact, think that all I heard was bullshit. I had the right to feel used. In fac
Emilia hadn't lived with me for at least three weeks. And knowing this gave me a bigger reason to count the days, since this also meant that it had been four weeks "or more specifically speaking, a month" since Jessy and I stopped talking to each other. Sometimes, I didn't even remember very well how everything had gone wrong. Sometimes I woke up at dawn looking for her body in bed, even if we had only slept together for two days at most. Sometimes, when I watched A Beautiful Woman, I thought I would have liked to watch it with her. I thought I could have said I had seen that movie because of her. But that went by. After long sleepless nights, that had passed.I went back to my job at the station, already well aware that a new management was present in the company. As far as rumors reported, Ruth was now in one of the company's headquarters, learning the Human Resources course, to be able to assume the position. The employees were now working in a frenzy of fear and expectation. It wa