Giulia

In the dream, the kitchen of our house was immersed in a gloomy twilight, and the heavy atmosphere enveloped me. I revived the high-pitched sound of the knife cutting the air, the look of terror in my father's eyes and the feeling of despair taking over me. I screamed, but there was nothing I could do to stop the tragedy.

I woke up in the middle of a hiccup, my heart beating fast in my chest. The painful memory of the past made me even more shaken, and I felt taken by the sadness and longing for my father.

Despite being far from home and the city, I felt like I was facing my fears and insecurities head-on. It was as if the farm, with all its simplicity and authenticity, was helping me to confront my painful memories and find a way to move on.

I decided to get up and distract myself a little, walking around the farm. The fresh air and nature around me calmed me down. I still felt physically weak, but mentally I was more determined to face my emotions.

I knew I couldn't escape the past, but there, on the farm, surrounded by that cozy environment, I found the strength to deal with my deepest feelings.

Over time, the fever decreased, and things began to stabilize.

When Bernardo appeared at the door of my room with an expression of concern, I felt a little surprised, but also grateful for his concern. The sisters had told him about my illness and he brought painkillers, which was very kind of him.

“Hi, Giulia. How are you feeling? I brought these painkillers to help with the fever. "he said, extending the package towards me.

I smiled slightly, feeling the warmth of your concern, and picked up the package, thanking you.

“Thank you, Bernardo. I'm still feeling a little bad, but I think these medicines will help. "I replied, trying to keep my spirits up.

He approached and looked at me with a watchful eye, noticing his face swollen by the tears I had shed during the nightmare.

“Are nightmares still tormenting you? "He asked, with a kindness that made me feel comfortable to be sincere.

I nodded, sighing.

“Yes, they're still bothering me a little. It's hard, you know? Relive these painful memories... But I'm trying to face them, even if it's not easy. "I confessed, allowing myself to be vulnerable.

He seemed understanding and worried, and that gave me the courage to keep talking.

“Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in feelings and memories. It's as if the farm and these days here were messing with parts of me that I preferred to leave buried. "I admitted, venting what I felt.

Bernardo remained silent for a moment, processing my words. So he sat next to me on the bed, offering a friendly shoulder.

"Giulia, I don't know exactly what you've been through in the past, but I know it's not easy to face these emotions. The farm can be a simple place, but it is also a place of healing and encounter with itself. Sometimes facing the ghosts themselves is the first step to moving forward. "he said, in a soft and comforting voice.

I felt touched by his words and the empathy he showed. Bernardo's presence was becoming a source of comfort for me, and his understanding helped me to see the farm from a new perspective.

“Thank you, Bernardo. Your words mean a lot to me. I really hope that this trip will help me find the strength to move on, even if it is a difficult process. "I said, looking into his eyes sincerely.

He smiled gently, putting his hand on mine.

"I'm here to support you in whatever you need, Giulia. The farm is a special place, and I believe it can help you find the peace you are looking for. And if, at some point, you want to share your experiences, I'll be here to listen. "He offer, with a warm smile.

That moment of genuine connection brought me a little comfort, and I knew that, with the support of my family and Bernardo, I could find the necessary strength to face my fears and move forward, embracing each challenge as an opportunity for growth and overcoming.

While the night fell on the farm, I continued to lie in my bed, resting and trying to recover from the fever. From my room, I could hear the lively voices of Gina, Gabriella, Cadu and Pablo getting ready to go out to the bar in the neighboring city.

I knew they were having fun and enjoying the night, and even with the desire to join them, I still didn't feel well enough to go out. Even so, I felt a mixture of gratitude and loneliness.

I decided to take my cell phone and record another video, sharing a little of my day and recent events. The presence of farmer Bernardo had become a highlight on that trip, and I wanted to talk about his kindness in the midst of all my emotions.

"What's up, guys! I came here quickly to tell you how my day has been. I'm not feeling very well, I still have a fever, so I'm recovering here in the room. But even so, I wanted to share some things with you. "I started the video with a shy smile.

I reported how the farm was an incredible place, full of surprises and learning. I talked about the funny situations I experienced, the noise of the animals, the friendship and kindness of Bernardo's brothers. But what touched me the most was talking about his presence in my life during those days.

"You have no idea how kind and attentive Bernardo has been to me. He brought medicine, worried about the nightmares and even brought dinner so I could eat in the room. Even with all our differences in the beginning, I think we are becoming friends. "he said, with a glow of gratitude in his eyes.

It was strange for me to share these things with the camera, as if I were having a conversation with thousands of people, but it was a way to connect with my friends and followers, and also to vent a little about what I was living.

"I hope you are enjoying following this trip here on the farm. I know it's been different, with challenges and also special moments. I'm trying to adapt to all this, and I'm sure it will be worth it. "I continued, feeling that my voice was conveying sincerity.

I closed the video with a smile, wishing a good night to everyone, and thanking you for the affection and support I received from my followers. It was comforting to know that, even far away, I still had a community that accompanied me and cared about me.