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Chapter 81

Author: Jane Doe
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-23 08:36:07

Violet’s P.O.V.

I took a deep breath, and then another, letting out a low hiss when it failed to calm my frantic heartbeat.

My body throbbed with the weight of my heavy pulse, refusing to calm regardless of all the happy thoughts I dredged up. The tactic my therapist had taught me, which only seemed to work when I was chock full of medications, was now failing spectacularly.

It didn’t help that Hael, his annoyingly perfect face set in its usual glare, was standing right next to me.

While we waited for his father’s assistant to come and fetch us, his words circled my head.

“Stay on your toes and pay the fuck attention. If you think for one second my father isn’t watching your every move, you’re wrong. He’ll watch you so closely he’ll know the number of times you blinked, how many breaths you took, and what secrets are hiding that head of yours. Do not underestimate him, Violet. Ever.”

He’d called me by my name, something he did at seemingly random since he adopted that stupid nickname
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Jen
Xavier is messing with her, he wants her scared. He thinks by telling her she has the gene she won't try to date anyone. Little does he know she's found Hael is her mate already.
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Michelle Wooton
Being a carrier of a gene usually means a 50/50 chance of passing it on, so even if she did mate with someone not her mate it’s not guaranteed to be passed on or even expressed if the other person happens to carry an alpha gene?
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Lydia Stevens
are there any more yup dates coming this is really great book so far I'm hoping to read it to to end. plus I recon the alpha is full of shit and that's not what it said at all but I recon something turned up in her blood
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