ViaJournal EntryAlexander MontgomeryFebruary 14thAge: 22He's going to be a dad. He's going to be what I never got the chance of being.The world works in everyone's favor except mine.I'm not a jealous man. I hate the idea of being one. Fuck, I guess I may potentially be jealous.Journal EntryAlexander MontgomeryJune 8thAge: 23So, the rumors were in fact true.My old friend Nathaniel Everhart is a dad. The lucky son of a bitch had a son.Lancelot Everhart.Sounds like some royal bullshit from a fairytale.He and his family look so fucking happy in those pictures they post on their socials.I fucking hate social media. People just post about all the happy shit in their lives. Nobody can be that fucking happy. I can guarantee it.Journal EntryAlexander MontgomeryJune 8thAge: 23So I met this one girl today.She's apparently Andre's daughter. The daughter that he talks about twenty-four seven. Well, he's only talked about her to me a thousand times, but who's counting, right?
ViaAlexander Montgomery January 24th Age: 24Her hazel fucking eyes have bore into the cold exterior of my mind and heart like a sneak attack. Her voice is still soft and soothing like a melody and it comforts me in so many ways. Man can she light up any room she's in. It's funny how shit works. I once said that I hated cheerleaders because they were snarky and annoying when I was in high school. Yet she's different. She's kind and deserves to be protected. I wish her the best. I hope nobody ever hurts her.…Alexander Montgomery March 13thAge: 24I stand by the last sentence in my last journal entry last. The world works in funny ways.Sebastian works in Pristine Tech and Hazel eyes us as his teacher's assistant. Sebastian says that she's been a menace in his class since the first day. I honestly doubted it when he told me. That was till I saw it in person. Sebastian came over yesterday. I thought nothing of it. We watched a game and caught up. Then for some reason Via c
ViaI shouldn't have said yes to Nathaniel. I shouldn't have. Why the fuck did I say yes?The reason for my answer still remains unknown to me. Fuck, this shit is going to blow up in my face.…Alexander Montgomery August 16thAge: 25It's literally official. The man upstairs probably laughs at me at this point. The man upstairs literally loves to put my little one right infront of me in arms distance then reminds me why I can't have her. Why must he be so cruel? Can't he just fucking end my misery? I'm losing my mind here.…Alexander Montgomery September Age: 25I should have walked out of the room and out of the house. I should have pretended I never saw anything. I should have driven my ass back to work. *Correction:* I should have never come home in the first place.I shouldn't have touched her. I shouldn't have slipped my fingers in her tight and soaking wet pussy.I shouldn't have wanted her to come all over my fingers.I shouldn't have licked my fingers clean.I sho
Via"I wasn't done," I laughed as I took my checkered ribbon and tied it back around my hair. "You also have to let me post it on all my socials and let me tag you."His face fell for a split second and then recovered. "Okay, deal, pretty girl," he said, and I laughed."Okay then," I nodded. "Lead the way," I said, and he instantly wrapped an arm around me.I felt a bit uncomfortable, but I mentally shrugged it off."You ready, pretty girl?" He led me to a dark blue car, and I looked at him."This is your friend's car?" I asked Thrasher as I glanced over at Aiden and Ethan. "Are you sure this isn't the main race?"Aiden was talking to someone while holding his door open, and Ethan was looking at him while hitting the top of Aiden's car, making some kind of beat. Probably just easing himself up since he was racing after us.Thrasher suddenly cleared his throat, which made me look at him. "Yeah, this is his car, and no, this isn't the main race," Thrasher opened the door. "Have fun, pre
ViaI felt really bad that I couldn't help him, but his anger towards me was really uncalled for. Did not having an account right now really affect him that badly?"Jesus, this is why I don't agree to random, stupid-ass fucking races," he said. When I thought he was going to stop talking, he just continued. "I should've just said fuck the money and stayed home," he mumbled more things under his breath until he finally went quiet."Are you okay?" I asked softly, trying to comfort him."Call Aiden," he demanded."I can't. He'll probably get upset at me and—" He cut me off."Jesus, just do it," he said, then moved the stick in the center of the car. "And make sure to put him on speaker.""Okay," I sighed.I didn't want to piss him off more, and honestly, I just wanted this to be over.I took out my phone and instantly called Ethan since I knew Aiden was driving.Ethan picked up instantly. "Is everything okay?"Ez sped up, making me gasp. "Where are you guys?" I quickly said."Down Redwoo
ViaI just made Kol and Ethan collectively lose 2 grand by getting in a car with a stranger over a joke. What the fuck did I do?"But that's not even the issue, Via. You could've fucking died for fuck's sake," he yells at me, and I flinch.Before I get the chance to answer, I hear sirens, and I feel my heart drop yet again.In an instant, the entire meet-up is in chaos. "What—" Before I get the chance to speak, I am picked up like a rag doll. But not by Ethan."Put me down!" I yelp."No can do," I hear Kol's voice and relax.I look away from your direction for five fucking minutes, and not only do you disappear," I hear a door open and Kol finally puts me down. "But you end up in the car of Aiden's rival, you end up in the main race of this meet-up, and you make me lose 2 grand," frown at his harsh tone. "Now get in the truck, Via." He runs to the driver's side of the car."I'm sorry, I really am—" He cuts me off."Save your sorry speech." He motions to the car. "The cops will be here
ViaBecause I seduced a man who was already committed to another woman, I need to feel bad. If I were to.To tell you the truth, I simply do not. Despite the fact that it ought to make me feel bad, I don't. Not in particular, especially considering that his fiancee is the same scumbag who advised me to reduce my weight.She said I was "kind of too chubby," yet here her fiancé was under me. I wish I could rub it in her face.But I wasn't a petty bitch who only knew how to run her mouth like a child. That was the difference between her and me.I push his shirt away from his chest and run my fingertips down his chest. "Can I welcome you home right now, sir?" I ask him, my voice quiet and hopefully seductive enough.Suddenly, he pauses and turns his gaze away from me, onto something that is behind me.When I hear the ruffling of clothes, it takes me a second to recognize it. Finally, I come to the realization that Sebastian is not staring at anything behind me. No, it's not this—it's some
Sebastian"Like if she's my own personal drug. The most addicting drug in the fucking world. The most high-end drug on the fucking planet. A drug that has a kick of strawberry to it."I look over at Nathaniel and see him nodding. In fact, they all nod.I knew they were basically waiting on me since that's what we agreed upon, but this didn't feel right. This wasn't how this was supposed to go. Not at random and definitely not on the couch in Alexander's guest room."Via," I pulled away from her. "Not here. Let's go upstairs-"She cuts me off by taking my hands and putting them on her breasts. "But I want you, right now. It's been too long." She softly runs her hands through my hair. "Please, Sebastian."God, this woman seems to know when I'm weak. She knows that I want her and is running with it.I look over at Maximilian and see him basically glaring at me. Jesus, fine, the fucking couch will do."Keep begging for what you want, firefly," I whisper to her as I begin kissing her soft
ViaHe looks at me and I nod. "Our secret."He nods before I watch him put his hands on my thighs and bury his face in my pussy. Oh god, yes.I feel him run his tongue over my clit while looking at me. "You always taste so fucking good" He says before kissing my clit. "Tell me what you want."Games, games and more games. It's always games when it comes to them."Sebastian, please let's not play this game." I whimper as I run my right hand through his hair. "No teasing. You already know what I want."He continues to stare at me and shakes his head. "What do you need?" He licks my clit again. "You need that?" I can't help but to moan. "Or do you need this?" He runs his tongue from my entrance to my clit. "Or how about." He takes one of his hands and all of a sudden, he looks down. "This?" I hear him say before I feel him push two fingers in me and look back up at me."Tell me fireflies."He doesn't move his fingers and I quickly catch on that he's not going to until I tell him. It alway
ViaI close the door behind me as I bite my bottom lip. "Did I ever tell you that you have a really nice behind?" I say with a giggle, walking over to the sink."Firefly," he laughs, shaking his head. "Good morning, how did you sleep?" he asks, turning the shower knob."Good, actually." I nod, grabbing my toothbrush from its place on the wall. "But waking up alone was a letdown," I add with a pout."Sorry, firefly. We didn't want to leave you alone, but we had to wake up already," he says, splashing water on his face.He's been growing his beard—not much, but it's definitely more than he used to have. I'm honestly loving it because he looks somehow sexier."That's not what I meant," I say, putting toothpaste on my brush and running it under some water from the faucet. "I meant because none of my four hot boyfriends woke me up with their faces between my legs like they used to. It was really disappointing," I sigh, starting to brush my teeth.I watch as Sebastian halts, hands midway th
Sebastian"But when he spoke about Lance, I exploded," she says, her voice trembling as she carefully grabs one of the stickers. "I exploded and I feel like shit because I don't hold any remorse for doing so. I actually feel so fucking good that I made him feel like shit this time." She carefully applies the sticker to her face. "I exploded and I feel like it wasn't enough. I still want to yell at them," she confesses, her tone raw and unfiltered.She looks relieved, as if saying her whole explanation gave her inner peace. Which is good because she clearly needed it."You should've kept yelling at them. They deserve it," Maximilian says with a shrug, leaning back in his chair."That's not helping my cause," Via says with a sigh, grabbing another sticker and rolling it between her fingers."Okay, then what do you want us to say?" Alexander asks, staring at her intently."I don't know," she says, trying to put the sticker on her face but failing as it falls off her finger. "Anything," s
Via"Jesus fuck," I hear Sebastian groan, slowing down before gradually picking up his pace again.It is the sound of all of their groans and murmured obscenities that is helping me get through this whole ordeal."I'm close," I say, gripping the side of the pool with my left hand.Their gazes inflict a burning sensation on my skin, as if they were touching me, and I find myself clinging to the edge of the pool as if my life were in danger."Cum for us, little star," Nathaniel says, our eyes locking again.There is no obvious way out of the stream that is flowing between me and all of my men; it is thick and suffocating in hunger and need."Oh, god," I say, falling apart.In the process of allowing myself to lay against the towel underneath me, my vision becomes hazy. The sensation that I am experiencing in my body is that of absolute joy."Jesus Christ," I hear Alexander say from a few feet away before hearing movement in the water.I gasp as I feel someone's mouth against my pussy. W
ViaI didn't notice when one of them laid out a soft towel on the edge of the pool, but it did feel comfortable under me."You said you wanted us to have our way with you," Nathaniel says as he takes my hand into his, slowly running it down my body until we reach my exposed thighs. "Touch yourself and make yourself cum. We want to see.""I can't. I—" My voice drifts off, caught between fear and arousal.This is not the first time that he has become agitated by the sight of me feeling pleasure. I would like to observe that reaction once more. The moment I watch them take joy in themselves, I experience a particular kind of high. When I'm on my knees sucking them off, I have the same high as when I'm doing this. Being able to see their eyes go hooded, as well as hearing their pants and groans, is what gives them that high. Receiving any form of praise from them is the source of this benefit. Knowing that I am capable of bringing them to the same level of pleasure that I have witnessed t
AlexanderAt this very moment, I am beginning to question whether or not the weather is genuinely a problem. mostly due to the fact that, after everything is said and done, the weather is the only thing that is preventing me from experiencing everything that is associated with her."Never mind," says Sebastian, removing his shirt with a quick, decisive motion. "I'll drown myself in medication later on," he adds before rushing out the door.It is remarkable that Via is able to force Sebastian, of all people, to submit to her and act in a manner that is contrary to his typical behavior. I can confidently say that none of us, including Sebastian, have ever been the sort to give in. However, there is something about Via that causes all of us to agree with that sentiment.It appears that each of us has begun to acquire a dependency on her, a fixation that causes us to become more vulnerable when she is in our presence. It is both thrilling and terrifying at the same time."Where's he going
Alexander"Yeah, why?" I ask him as I try my best not to turn to Via.He stays quiet for a few seconds and stops at a red light. "Are we not going to talk about the look that played on your face when Via called my son hers?" Nathaniel says before he continues driving.I freeze a bit at that. Shit, he saw that? I have got to work on the way I publicly react to things. Immediately."It just caught me by surprise." I shake my head. "That's all."I truly don't wish to tell him the truth. These are the times when I truly rather keep to myself rather than explain personal matters to others."Don't lie to me." He shakes his head. "Via's right. No more lies." He sighs. "We were once extremely close. Let's try and go back to that." That causes me to come to a small halt.Via's past words of me and the guys having zero trust in each other comes flooding back. That and the memory of her taking off her necklace before walking out on us. It's as if that scenario now lives rent free in my fucking h
NathanielHis words cause the food I just swallowed to get stuck in my damn throat. It's like I can't chew and swallow my own damn food. Like the fucking idiot I am.How do I respond to this question? "Yeah, he's speaking more because we're putting a lot of time into speaking to him since he's behind?" Yeah, sounds like a great fucking response. Just comes to show kind of father I have been to my son.Except, I don't have time to answer. Via's quick to answer for me."Yes, it has been a while since you last saw him." She feeds Lance some more. "It would help if you would visit more often." She doesn't look at him, not even once. "But family first and all." She says, without a hint of emotion in her voice.Dean's face falls but Via doesn't see it. "I didn't mean it in a disrespectful way, Via." He trails off. "I just-" He's clearly acting defensive, and it doesn't look like Via wants to put up with it.It's also at this moment that I realize Andres has joined us."Keep your comments to
NathanielAfter a few seconds, I see them both look from me to Alexander, who is on the other side of Via. What the fuck are they looking for?"Oh." She frowns. "Then maybe later in time," she says with a small shrug."Yeah, maybe," I nod.Again, the Micah situation is very unclear.However, I remember how we used to speak for hours. I remember how all fourteen of us used to be close. I mean, yeah, we had our five main groups, but deep down, all of us together were strong. We were like a force, one that couldn't be messed with easily. We were a family.Until our bond broke, and nobody did shit to fix it. Not even me."Kol, where'd you put the ranch?" Via calls out to the field."I hid it from you!" Kol yells back at her.I look down at her plate. She only has pizza on her plate, no hot wings. Why does she want a ranch?I'm trying to figure it out as she stands up. "But I want—" She gets cut off by Andres handing her a small new bottle of ranch. "Oh, thank you, papa," she says, then si