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11- Vanilla

Author: aliens_rainbow
last update Last Updated: 2022-12-08 20:32:31

The first person to ever know what I really was, was my Ma.

Alistair Montgomery was many things, and one of this things, was her ability to read people. It helped her in gossip groups, rising in fame—

Helped her in handling me.

"Are you alright?"

I look up from the book I was dawdling in. Doctor had given me saying I could write whatever I wanted in it, that was if I did not feel okay enough to talk to her myself that was.

But I would never write what I felt. What I thought.

It didn't help anyone.

Kai is sitting some feet away from me, a look on his face that reminds me of how Lily looked at me when Mother Superior brought me out of her basement.

I hated it.

I chuckle, closing the book "Yeah. My shoulder still kinda hurts though"

"Wanna go to the clinic?" He asks.

I give a brief shake of my head "No. It's just a light bruise, it'd go away"

I try to reach out for it again, wincing one more time. I think I hit the handle of the locker and hurt something, I don't even know anymore.

"Um,
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    Throughout the whole day, no one talks to me. Though I'd rather they had because the side talks and eye stares were uncomfortable but Kai made it bearable.For one, he tried widening my japanese vocabulary but I was really glad I only knew certain phrases and didn't want that to change."But it makes you look like an idiot" He said"A kawaii one" I replied with a wink.He groaned."But when I realized that school was over, my body tensed.Kai wouldn't be there.Kai couldn't make me feel comfortable.Of course he realized my sudden quietness but I didn't give him an explanation. I know that there was no need for me to worry about going back because I was fine before but that fees so long ago.Kai hd offered me a ride home but I didn't want him to see that I lived with them so I just told him I already had a ride though I doubt I still did after everything that had happened.I walk into the girls bathroom, glad that it's quiet and empty as I stare at my reflection.My hair needs obvious

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  • Vanilla    13- Caramel

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  • Vanilla    15- Vanilla

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  • Vanilla    16- Caramel

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  • Vanilla    17- Caramel

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  • Vanilla    18- Vanilla

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