My first thought as the car I am in drives past each house in Aeria is me wondering how unfair it is that they live like this.
I mean all things considered, I am in horrible trouble as it is but when you see people wearing fur coat like it's a summer dress walking a dog that looks like it was custom made, you begin to feel like you are underdressed even though you wore your leather jacket that cost you about a hundred bucks and jeans that probably did not cost you much but it meant a lot to you.
"Don't do that"
My Aunt Penelope's voice is what stops me from tapping my nails on the windows of the car as I stop to look at her.
For one thing, she is over dressed.
Not that I have any right to judge but we came from Vino, the very ugly and opposite side of Aeria which is under the state Kumari.
You know how every side has the good and the bad?
Exactly, except Vino was not just bad, it was a terrible place where the air smelt like burnt tyres and rotten eggs.
I might be the car with rolled up windows but the strong urge to wind them down and link the mint scented air of Aeria is strongly tempting.
Penelope is an aunt that I never knew I had until, well recently, which is another story that I would get into, and I must say, when I heard that I was not alone in this big old ugly world, I had been excited.
Okay, maybe too excited, the woman infront of me did not meet my expectations at all.
No, I am not vain or whatever else you want to describe how I felt, it was just that my Parents, were exceedingly beautiful, and I kid you not.
Ma was an Opera singer but stopped after she had me with black Raven hair and blue eyes that looked like the sea and ocean had a baby and Pa Well Pa was a busy man that I barely ever saw but he had blond hair as well and beautiful green eyes eyes that I always liked to look at whenever he came to visit me and Ma.
Which feels so long ago when I think about it.
Nevertheless, Aunt Penelope had grey hair, a wrinkled face and an extremely plain look about her, but when one looked past the heavy scented perfume and whatever she was wearing that looked like she stole— I mean bought from the antique store, she was quite lovely.
I know that I am a bit of a mess myself and perhaps, she is a bit anxious about meeting whoever we were going to see and not that I was, except I felt curious, I decided I was going to behave and not increase her blood pressure.
However, I think she mistook my silence and smile as annoyance and sighed, saying "I am sorry Nessa. It is just that I never expected that when I would see you again after so long, it would mean me losing you"
I want to tell her that she was not losing me, that she would have definitely lost me if she had let me be taken to Vino's Penitentiary.
Hell, no one survived there, not even rats.
And I might be a lot of things, but I would never ever pass a day there.
But I say nothing, because for the first time in my life, it is nice to believe that there is one person who doesn't think I'm bad luck, a klutz or just practically possessed.
"But I know that this would be a good thing" Aunt Penelope flashes me a smile, a smile that tells me that whatever she is about to say would make the fake smile I am trying so hard to keep shatter "It would help cure that illness of yours"
And there it is folks.
Now the last person that had said those words to me ended up bleeding and throwing so many religious profanities but I digress.
But I could look at Aunt Penelope's eyes and tell the huge difference between the two.
While the other witch had just acted like someone shoved a stick up their ass, she had real and genuine concern in her eyes.
Like she really cared.
But I hated it.
I hated it because I knew that I was not sick, because I knew that maybe I was wrong to do what I did in the house of God but I never felt sick.
It was them, with their ideals on who to love and how to love that were really sick.
In Vino, everyone was deeply religious and though I had nothing against the Big Man in the sky, I tried to read my Bible right, tried to make sure I used my rosary well, even stopped cursing when I landed myself in an all girls convent boarding school.
Until I met Anna.
Anna was religious too, but religious in a way that made you actually want to not sleep while mass went on, probably because you just wanted to stay awake and hear her sing with the choir from her hymnbook but it was a good thing too.
And I know that whatever happened between us, might have made Anna make a decision I never thought she would, I had no regrets from loving that girl, zero.
I look away from her as my smile finally evaporates, looking back outside the streets of Aeria before I hear the Driver say "We are at the Manor, Ma'am"
Manor?
I turn away from my window, leaning forward so I could look at the drivers windshield, a word leaving my lips "Whoa"
The Manor, a name very befitting anyway, looked like one of those houses Ma used to wish she had when she picked up magazines years ago.
The whole build of it made it look like a bomb couldn't even shake the place.
"You seem excited" Aunt says as I try regaining my posture to look at her.
And then I say, in the very cutest tone I could muster "I am just in a hurry— To be freed from this demon in me"
Maybe I laid it on a bit too thick because Aunt Penelope was shaking her head "No, darling, you have no demon. It is a disease that Doctor Sweets will cure it, and I promise, when you are all better, I would come back and take you home then we would be a Family again"
A family.
How odd it sounds.
As much as those words should make me happy, I had heard it thousands of times from so many people that I realize it only made me feel dread but I say anyway "I can't wait"
I turn away to look at the Manor.
It was called The Flavoured Manor.
A very simple and subtle name that didn't make anyone who would hear it say 'Wow, who would have thought that is a Manor where deranged kids are sent to be cured? Definitely not me!'
At first I had thought that it would be like those drill schools one girl at the convent said her brother was sent to when he became too unbearable at home and that when he returned, he was like a soulless monster but extremely compliant.
But then my fear gave way to curiosity eventually.
Aunt Penelope said that they were four other kids here, all around my age, and that Doctor Sweet was said to be really nice and good at her job, that she rarely ever accepted children into her home unless she thought it was extremely necessary.
Or were cases that needed eyes watching over them.
Like mine.
So I tried to picture how she was.
An old middle aged woman with fifty cats that life fucked up and grew a saviour mentality to protect others from it.
An older lady that is completely psychotic and would perform thousands of surgeries on us.
Or a rich snob that would probably have had a thousand plastic surgeries for some reason.
And then maybe the kids were Vinians like me, lost, hateful, knowing that purgatory in Aeria is definetely better than the hell in Vino who looked like drugs had racked up their senses.
But nothing, nothing, I expected was what I saw.
When the car pulled into the Manor grounds, Aunt Penelope adjusted her dress, her now sweaty face and hands making me suddenly nervous as she says "Just be quiet and I would do the talking, okay?"
All of a sudden, I am realizing that me being here could not possibly have been free and I am wondering where she got the money from before she nods and walks out of the car, and I follow, because I know I have to.
But when I see the five figures at the entrance of the Manor, I cannot help myself "Shit"
Thankfully, Aunt Penelope does not hear me cuss and I doubt anyone else did, except of course the woman standing on the porch of that building because she seems to spare me a glance, but her eyes leave me so fast it might have just been light.
I walk over to where Aunt Penelope is, some feet away from them as I take in the beings infront of me.
First.
They do not look real, they can not be real, unless they all have done plastic surgery at one time in their lives but I really doubt that.
Doctor sweet smiles at us, her bright perfectly arranged teeth nearly making me cuss again "Welcome to the Flavoured Manor"
And that accent.
She is dark skinned, very dark skinned actually but her skin seems to have a glossy feel to it because it looks like she is radiating sun rays for some reason, with soft glossed up lips that make me notice the birthmark on them.
Her black hair is kept in a bun, perfectly gelled with her in a black slim fitted suited and pants that brought out curves I would have definetely gone vegetarian for.
If, of course, I had not already tried that and eventually given up.
At her side, resting one of the columns of the Manor is a ginger haired male with very brown eyes that make me think of brown leaves in Autumn, he has glasses on which give him a superior look and maybe, a bad boy nerd which looks incredibly hot.
Is that possible? Bad boy nerds?
I ignore that, my eyes moving to another male, or two actually, identical twins both wearing a collar that is attached to a chain being held by ginger haired boy.
Wait, what?
One of the twins has lighter brown skin than the other, while one looks like he had bathed in the Caribbeans and let the sun make love to him in the best way possible.
The lighter skin one has his hair blocking his face but you can tell he is horribly shy, because he would not even look at me while the other keeps staring at me with a face that makes me know he can not be shy.
Yet, they look irresistible, like two little puppies that made you steal them to your house because the cashier at the pet store was wasting your time to let them go home with you.
And lastly.
The pale skinned one.
He looks like he had just stepped out from a world that had never seen the sun, with white hair and silver eyes that looked like they stared deeply into my soul.
He looked otherworldly.
He looked beautiful.
Did I die and reincarnate, maybe?
"This is my niece, Vanessa" I bet my Aunt had been rambling something else but I had been too busy ogling the best things after ice creams as she pulled me closer to her.
Five pair of eyes fall on me, pairs of beautiful eyes I might say as I give a small wave "Hi"
No one responds.
Awkward.
"She is really grateful that you are letting stay till she is—" Then my aunt faces me— Oh God, she is about to cry. Wait, the waterfalls are out "She is okay"
Then she leans on me, sobbing heavily as I awkwardly pat her back, turning to my new housemates, making a face of 'Can you believe this woman? We are not related' but I strongly doubt they bought that because no one bats an eye at me.
Okay.
When Aunt Penelope calms down, she pulls away and begins to clean her tears "I'm so sorry. I just get emotional"
But Doctor Sweet smiles, and again, this woman looks like she came out from an anime "It is alright. I can assure you that she is safe and we would do all our best here to make her comfortable"
She said comfortable.
Not cured.
Why does that make me feel better?
"Vanilla"
I look at her, about to tell her my name is Vanessa, though I hate the name terribly but she smiles, at me, and all thoughts to correct her flies from my head.
"Welcome"
And every anxiety I had been feeling dies at those words.
I don't like her.And there is no need for me to pretend, not that I even wanted to, even though I promised Caramel that I would try to be nice to her.Because it won't work.It just can't.We are all seated in the living room, me unfortunately on the seat next to her with me still holding unto the leash of the twins, mostly because the thought that they might actually go to her makes my stomach turn and because one of them is an environmental hazard, and Cream is about a whole seat away from me.Usually, he always sat where she was, to be next to me while I read, but she's been here for only two hours and I'm beginning to feel like breaking something because she's already messing everything up for me.However, I'm controlling myself, and reading my book, not that I can even focus when I can hear how she's tapping her foot on the tiles, eyes fleeting around the house.Is this the first time she's seeing a chandelier?The whole thought of it makes me want to scoff, scowl and somehow lo
"He hates me"I give a slight chuckle, inspecting at my nails, which of course are perfect "Don't fret darling. He hates everyone""Is that supposed to make me feel better?""Less worse was the aim, love"She stays quiet again, the sound of water falling from the shower in my bathroom the only thing making a sound between us as I make mental notes.Easy to please?Check.Kind hearted?Check.Naive?Check.I hear the shower stop now, my head turning slightly to the side as I see her come out, wet hair all over her face and shoulder with my white towel over her body.I stand from my chair, the figure catching my attention as she purses her lips, blue eyes going around the room "So? What next?"I stop my momentary perverted ogling, smiling as I come closer to her then grabbing her roughly to my chest, a small protest leaving her lips before I rest my nose in the crook of her neck.Chocolate.She smells like me.I want to lick her neck. What would happen if I do it right now? Would she le
I keep running my hand through Strawberry's hair, his ginger curly hair seeming to wrap around mine as I let my fingers go through them.His body is wrapped around my waist, his grip around me tight as I smile at him.This was always my favorite side of him.When he slept.Not that I did not move every side of Ber, I did, with all of my heart. But I also was aware that he was tormented half the time he was awake, losing control and feeling guilt the next second. I knew that he barely meant half the things he did and I always felt sad when it happened.Because that's how I was.I was horribly soft and even I hated it sometimes.It was why they all treated me like a baby, making sure I never left their sight and if I did, made sure at least one of them was on me. But I could take care of myself, they just didn't know that, or rather, didn't want to acknowledge the idea.I hear the door to Ber's room burst open and Coco's voice screaming "Where are my boyfriends?!"I quickly turn to him,
I've naturally always been a mess.That was what Ma always sang when I was little, just like it was a hymn and I believed her.But I always tried my best to not be a mess.Before Aunt Penelope left, she had held my hand tight, all the veins on it showing as she said "Vanessa. I want you to understand that this place, is your only hope out of prison. I don't want— I don't want any tricks. Do you understand?"Just because I wanted to see her smile since all this seriousness was really unsettling me, I saluted "Yes ma'am!"It didn't move her "I'm serious Nessa" Then she sighed "Look. They are some rumours about this place—"I raised an eyebrow, confused "Rumours?"She doesn't complete the sentence anyway, shaking her head as she holds me tighter and says "Promise me you'd be good"Okay, scary as hell "Okay"Her eyes looked bloodshot at that moment "Vanessa"I nodded hurriedly "Okay!" Taking out the golden crucifix that I've had ever since I was born, I placed a kiss on it "I promise on m
As I say that word, everyone freezes, except Coco, the boy is giggling "Oops"My eyes move to his face "Are you guys actually—""He's joking" Cream replies, tone flat.I let out a relieved breath "Good because— Well, you know why. The law is everywhere. Kinda just escaped from one so I'd rather not put my ass out there one more time""There's actually a no cursing policy" Doctor says, her eyes going to Coco "Even though I'm sure some have broken the rules"The boy only grins at her before she turns to me and says "Not that you have to follow it—""But if you're able to not curse for a whole week, Mistress let's you choose what we get to do on Saturday night" Caramel completes, blushing as he looks away "Sorry, I-I couldn't help it"She only smiles at him "It's alright"Chocolate rolls his eyes at that "True. I mean, I know the policy is there and all, and I swear, I've tried, but Mel always wins""Oh" Not that I'm surprised "I thought it'd be Cream, since he doesn't talk much"Chocola
Vanessa, darling. Where are you? Mommy wants to play.If you tell your Father about our little game, I would cut off your tongue!Stop that blasted crying!I jerk from the bed, panting heavily as I look around the room. The lights are off but the window is open, letting the curtains that are yellow with some Winnie the Pooh characters on them as I stare at the moon.Crescent.I shiver a bit as I realize I've been sweating again but I don't want to stay in this room anymore.I had never liked the idea of staying alone.Mother Superior knew that and when she felt like beating me to pieces wasn't actually going to do much, she'd send me to the cellar, keep me there for days till she knew I was weak from screaming too loud.But of course no one knew.I couldn't dare be ungrateful.Even I, with my big mouth, knew that.I quickly take the yellow blanket on my bed and wrap it around my body then begin to walk outside the room.The whole house is eerily dark and quiet but I don't want to stop
After what had happened last night, all I really wanted was to sleep and not be disturbed.At least, for one more hour.But there's this puppy that keeps drooling on my face and breathing loudly on my ear, doing some licks here and there on mu cheeks no matter how many times I turn and try to push it away.I finally let out a loud groan, taking a pillow and pressing it over my head as I grumble "Who sends a puppy to wake someone up?""Ouuu. Is that my nickname?"I let out a scream as I roll off my bed and land on my butt, my eyes landing on the person that's sitting on my bed with a smile on his face "Good morning!""Chocolate?" I ask, because with that excited look in his eyes, it can't be anyone else "Were you— Were you the one licking me?"He nods and let's out an 'arf'I let out a louder groan "Why is everyone so weird?"Chocolate suddenly falls on the bed, looking at me with his head upside down as he says in a tiny voice "Would you come rub my tummy?"I make a face "Ewww! No!" T
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"Yes." His voice comes out in a breath and I smile, touching the redness on his ass hearing him groan. "How long have you fantasized me fucking you, mhm?" I keep touching the redness of his ass slowly, hearing him moan more before I hit him again. He lets out a loud gasp, panting now as I say, "How long have you fantasized me fucking you?" As he speaks, his body shakes a bit. "T-Three months." I grin, "Oh, you fucking pervert. That must mean three months of submitting that form. Every day. Never giving up, isn't that right? You're such a dirty old man. You're lucky I'm in a good mood. I should reward you for being so persistent, yes?" He nods frantically, "Y-Yes, please." I bend now, squeezing both his cheeks hard now before I push them open, "But I'm going to have to make you beg for it. Let's see how desperate you are." My tongue goes to his hole first. It's still so tight and covered so I run my tongue gingerly around it. Taking my time to get his tense muscles relaxed as I k
I get to the museum, my guards waiting come to my car as I park it while one of them opens the door for me before I walk out. An umbrella is put over my head as it's raining before I adjust the brown coat over my body and walk into the building. The security guard opens the door and I enter, the marble floor and glass walls reflecting the vases of flowers around the place as a lady walks to me and says in a small voice, "Welcome back, Mr Frye." I smile at her, "It's nice to be back, Miss Salas. What beats seeing the world's most beautiful art work and my reflection, hmm?" She gives a small chuckle, "Glad to see you came with your humor as well, Sir. This way." She walks ahead first and I follow. The Museum is a four floored, heavily guarded building, which is quite understandable. All things considered, Aeria had the most artefacts in the world, since the first Vale, Roshnik the first, had been a hoarder of treasured items. Even earning the nickname 'Pirate' from his close frien
There are things you remember when you're laying on your bed at seven am in the morning, surrounded by five teddy bears and one mouse plushie on your lap while you stare at your ceiling. You remember that you liked to sleep in between warm bodies and wake up with different scents and sounds around you. You remember that you liked to hear the sounds of doors closing and opening with loud voices ringing through the rooms in the hallway. You remember you liked the noise made when you're seated at the table when you had breakfast with the people you thought were family. You remember... That you never appreciated that, until now. "It's been five years," My hand brushes Hailey, as I keep looking at the intricate designs on the ceiling. There's light coming from the window behind me, making shapes on it while everywhere is completely quiet, the only noise being the sounds of birds chirping on the tree next to my window. "Things like this, you grow to get tired of it." I raise her up
Hello, it's me, the author again. Vanilla has been divided into two parts, for good reasons, I promise, which means this would be Book one. Book Two is five years after Book one and would be posted soon enough. I shall also be working alongside someone so they might be, certain things you wouldn't have expected from me. This is the Excerpt of the Book two. ~ "Thank you." He takes the money with a curt bow of his head, driving out to the road while I adjust my tweed jacket, my eyes looking up at the building with a dome having shiny lights coming out it's window. A smile comes on my face now. Good, I didn't miss it. I cross the road and walk to the entrance, the bald man standing there moving his eyes around my clothes before he says in accented English, "You should not be here." I smile and reply in japanese, "Call someone then. I am here with my card, of course, but you would believe I stole it, and do not look so surprised. Call Nanami, he's the head guard here, isn't he? T
It only made sense that Ilya stuck to Edward like glue afterwards. Genuine curiosity filling her everytime she saw him, everytime she looked at him. Though it was only in the shadows she stayed with him most of the time, due to the colour of her eyes, she knew that this man, cared for people, even though they hated him. So on the third month, she told her godfather the truth. "I cannot kill him." Of course, he wouldn't believe it. "Why? Does he have a special weapon? A trick?" "No. I just—" She took in a small breath, "Cannot." No Drasknes would ever dare to report a failed assignment, but then again, Ilya had been so perfect and resourceful that he could forgive her this one time, "Very well, I shall assign someone else to him" But she wouldn't have it, "No." "No?" Strauss stared at her, his hands squeezing the handle of his seat. Ilya did not feel fear looking at the man she had grown to feel a sort of kin feeling for, rather, she felt guilt, "None of you, shall harm him."
She watched them through the screen of her computer, her face curling into a smile at the looks on their faces. They were happier now. Happier than they had ever been. Happier than anyone would have ever thought. She could remember when she first got them, how they were. Even she, hadn't thought they'd change this much. Her smile began to vanish as she realized that it was soon going to change. The door to her office opened and a man walked in. He had the same skin as hers, with the slight accent she used to possess as well though it was gone a long time ago, wearing a lab coat and gloves as he stared at her, his face down, "It is time." She nodded, taking up a small box and removing the contacts from her eyes before looking up at him, a miniscule amount of regret pooling around her stomach as she stood and walked to the male. He didn't move, of course, she was faster, he had seen it with his own bare eyes. He let her hold up his right hand and did his best not to scream out in
We both turn as Caramel walks to us, a worried look on his face, "I was looking everywhere for you." "Sorry, I—" I look at Kai, then back at him, "How'd your picture thing go?" "It was fine." He says then turns to him, "Hi, Kai. I thought you weren't coming anymore." "Yeah. Uh, Vanessa texted me saying she wasn't alright so I just said I'd check up on her." He says, smiling, "I should be on my way right—" "No," Caramel cuts in immediately, his voice soft, "Please. Stay. There's a game about to begin and Vanilla's supposed to play but since she's indisposed right now, you could help play in her spot." Is it— Is it just me or is Mel not stuttering? Kai looks at me, then back at him, "I don't know. I told my Mom I'd be back early." "Don't worry. It won't be long," Mel says, then looks at me, a paper in his hand, "Coco says I should give you this." I take it from him, about to open it before he snaps suddenly, "Don't open it!" When I look up at him, he adds while lowering his eyes
When we get to school and I look around, the first thing I notice is if Chocolate did this, if it had been his idea, he's demented but talented as hell. The whole place looked truly haunted. The lockers look different, like touching them would take you somewhere else and it gave off this vibe that made me stick closer to them before something bad would happen. At the time, I had no idea I should have stuck closer. Chocolate of course, took a thousand pictures of us, Mel and I being about nine hundred of them before my phone begins to blare up with comments. Is that a topaz gemstone collar??? Carl's wearing a fucking gold collar! I want one too!! Channing is wearing a fucking citrine stone collar! You know how expensive that shit is?! Strawberry has never failed to disappoint. I mean, look at him rocking my two year allowance around his neck. That's got to be real pearl, right? I look up at Chocolate who's scrolling so fast on his phone it's crazy he even knows what he's doing
After Chef Mussolini heard about my wonderful eating capacity, he actually came to find us, strongly believing we were faithful fans of his that went through all this trouble to meet him.Not that we denied it, but after, he made me taste all it's food and pick the ones I liked the most. Turns out my opinions pleased him so well, he asked if I'd like to work with him."Do you think I can do that as a job? Taste food and rate it?" I ask."I doubt he wanted a food vacuum and not an assistant chef." He says in a matter of fact voice, "But yeah, I guess, though I think you're supposed to be actually know how to cook first."I sigh, taking a bottle of wine from the table and pouring it into a wine glass, "Ah, well, bye bye to that dream."I expect him to laugh at that, but when I look up at him, he has a serious expression on his face, "What do you wanna be then? Like future occupation and stuff?""Me?" I take a sip from the wine. Shit, it's good, then shrug, "Oh, I don't know. I never rea