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Vampire mate Difficult Resolutions
DamienThe Ventrue headquarters are located in the outcasts of the town. When we reach there, they let us in directly to the leaders. The leaders of the Ventrue clan are Three in number, usually two men and a woman.Mithras, one of the leaders is sitting in the chair in the far end of the room. The room is pretty dark. Lucky for me, I have Auspex abilities, I can see everything in the room.Amber, Raul and Orpheus stand behind me looking around to study the environment. Celeste, the female leader walks into the room and stands infront of me. She doesn't look pleased to see me. I am not here to please anyone anyway."Damien," she slithers and then walks about looking deeply thoughtful."What on earth were you thinking?" she asks me and shoots me an angry glare."What are you talking about?" I inquire from her and her eyes narrow at me."Don't you dare act dumb here, Damien. You can't just do anything you like ignoring the r
Vampire mate Alpha Liam
ClaraI stretch and turn lazily, but the where I am sleeping feels very soft, just like my mate's bed. Wait! When did I get into my mate's bed? Where am I?I open my eyes and look around me like a mad woman. This is definitely not Damien's room. The room feels very strange. Damien's sweet scent is not in here either. The bedrooms back in the pack house don't look like this.I immediately sit up and try to remember what happened to me last night. I got out of the pack house in the middle of the night and walked around the neighborhood. I wanted to go for a run in the woods but I didn't go. Something must have happened.I can remember that sharp and strong waves of pain hitting through my body. I touch my tummy remembering how much it hurt.Ahah! There was someone. A man who has a strong manly scent. Liam! He said his name is Liam! Shit! I passed out in front of the stranger! Did he bring me to his place?The door clicks open and a
Vampire mate Love sneak
DamienI get down the stairs and everyone is awake. What? It is so rare to find everyone awake before the sun goes down. Most of them sleep through out the day. I didn't even manage to have a peaceful rest today. I had a terrible night last night."Hey guys. You are all up?" I say while walking into the room."Yes, surprisingly," Luther says and walks past me."So you guys up to something?" I ask them."Yes, there is a lot of work to do outside. We are heading out to do some work outside the house. Some are going to do some retouches inside the house," Raul replies."That sounds like a good plan. The house needs some new paint," I say and Luther nods."Are we going now?" I ask."Yes," Luther replies.I am relieved that I can finally do something useful and get my mind off my runaway mate for some time. We head out and put our energy to use. I am pretty exhausted when the work is over. The sun has come down, and the
Vampire mate Heat waves
ClaraI can't believe that Damien is here for me. He took the risk of going into his enemy's territory just to see me. I feel like the the happiest woman on earth being with my mate once again. I pull him closer so that I can kiss him better. I missed his lips so much. I missed his sexy strong mascular hands all over me.Damien pulls back from the kiss and looks me in the eyes. He looks sexy as hell! I want him. I want him so bad. I get on my tiptoes and kiss him again. I can't get enough of him. I feel like I have been away from him for too long. I want to relish the feeling of him."Clara," he murmurs against my lips."I want you," I tell him."I know. I want you too," he says.I immediately reach for the buttons of his shirt and start undoing them quickly. I don't know what I am doing but I am certain that it is the bond making me do all of this.Damien grabs my hand and stops me from going further unbuttoning his shirt. What
Vampire mate Irresistible
DamienI didn't know what to expect when I sneaked into Clara's room but things just got out of hand. I thought maybe I should give her some space so why not hop through the window that I came through?"Damien, don't leave me," Clara says while hugging me from behind, and I can't resist going away because I wasn't supporting my own decision.I turn to look at her and find her standing there chewing her lip. How I want to chew that lip!"You just came. Why are you leaving so soon?" she asks me. I also don't know the answer to that."I just came over here and ended up making things awkward for the both of us. Maybe I should leave before I get myself caught," I reply while scratching the back of my neck. Clara gives me a smile."Why are you smiling?" I ask her, and purse my lips to stifle my own smile."After all that you have gone through to get here, you are still worried about getting caught?" she asks me with a raised eyebrow.
Vampire mate An important guest
Clara I woke up with a smile on my face today. I feel good. My whole body feels so good. No more freaking heat waves. I can't believe I did it last night. After all these years of keeping myself for my mate, I finally lost my virginity. A huge silly grin spreads across my face when I realize that I am no longer a virgin. Emily will have something to say about that. I pull up the covers and hide my face. Shit! What am I doing? I am an old woman running now. I shouldn't be feeling this shy, but still... I can remember everything single thing that happened last night. How his hands fondled my breasts and caressed my skin. How his mouth worked its magic down there... Gosh! He is good at that. Even with my limited experience, I can tell that he knows what he is doing. I stretch lazily and smile at the way my body aches deliciously. Is this the way it always is? If it is then, I am going to be demanding more... I throw the covers off my face and open my eyes. It's morning already. The
Vampire mate Family interrogation
DamienI enter the house but my head has remained in Clara's bedroom. I wish I could have stayed, but I couldn't. I had to leave. Well, at least I managed to get some rest after all this time of sleepless nights. I haven't slept that good in days.The house is very quiet. Everyone must be asleep right now. I walk into the living room and sit down on the couch. I here footsteps coming my way and I immediately know that it is Raul."Hey hotshot," he says, punching my arm."Where were you all night?" he asks me while taking a sit beside me."I was out," I reply nonchalantly."Out where? With who?" he asks with a silly grin on his face."Why do want to know?" I ask trying to wave him off the topic but he doesn't flinch."You know, I am just looking out for you. Just in case you got yourself into trouble," he says."I didn't get into any trouble," I tell him and he narrows his eyes at me."I know exactly where yo
Vampire mate Unwelcomed invitation
ClaraDamien talking about his punishment almost got me changing my plans. I have an utterly different reason why I came here. I am so nervous to tell him. I finally decided to tell Damien about dad inviting him to the party. After thinking about it the whole day, I decided that it would be better to tell him about it instead of taking it in my own hands."Would you like to have a sit?" he offers."Sure," I reply and he leads me to the couches.I sit down and Damien sits beside me. Should I tell him now? But I just got here. What if it ruins his mood. Maybe I should wait for some time."I can sense your nervousness, Clara. Tell me what is going on in your mind," Damien says, snapping me out of my reverie. Should I tell him? I came here to tell him, then why not tell him once and for all?Damien tilts his head to one side and looks at me in the eyes."Spill the beans," he whispers."Okay," I say and take in a deep br
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Vampire mate Making amends
ClaraI won't deny the fact that my heart is hammering in chest right now. I have got Damien by my side and he is holding my hand. I might be nervous but I am not scared. I want to be confident while doing this. Damien even told me that he wouldn't mind if I didn't go with him because he doesn't want me to go through this emotional rollercoaster.Damien cares so much about my health and now that I am pregnant, he really doesn't want me to go through anything that will stress me. That's why he offered that I stay home with the others so that he could handle this on his own but I refused to stay behind, not because I want to be stubborn but I want us to stand together while facing this situation. I am not going to just stay home waiting for Damien to do this for us on his own.Jason comes out the house on check on what's going on. He looks really shocked to see Damien and me. I don't what has shocked him the most. Whether the fact that no one was expecting u
Vampire mate Crucial decisions
DAMIENI have been thinking about going to meet Fabian. I know that he hates me. Well, I am very well aware of that! But he surely cares about his daughter's happiness. Every parent wants what is good for their children. That is why Fabian wouldn't just want his daughter to run away to his enemy.I have that maybe I could go and talk to Fabian, man to man. Without his guards and entire pack guarding him. If we have to fight, we should fight, but we have to resolve something by the end of the day.If he wants to set terms and conditions, I will agree as long as they don't involve taking Clara away from me or putting my family in danger. I know Clara is happy here; she told me that but she is not completely happy. She must be worried about her father and he might do any time from now.I don't want her to leave in fear. I want her to be completely happy when we are together. I don't want part of her attention to be devoted to what she has left behind or what
Vampire mate Good morning
CLARAToday, I have woken up with a smile on my face. Damien is still in bed, for once. Whenever I wake up when we have slept together, I always find him either already awake or in the middle of escaping. Now he looks peacefully asleep.Oh, he looks handsome even when he is asleep. One would think he is not really asleep. I mean, his face is intact and he doesn't snore. Something tells me that he didn't turn all night. I admire his face when I have the chance to.The sun is shinning brightly outside. I wonder what time it is. I check on the usual clock on the wall. It's nine o'clock in the morning. I let out a sigh of relief. For once I have woken up early in this house. Though nine o'clock isn't that early but it is the Vampire house.I place my head back on his chest and caress his shoulder. I feel peaceful here. This is my happy place. I wish I never have to leave.Father!My eyes widen when I remember father! Liam
Vampire mate Mine
DAMIENI pull away from the kiss and look my girl in the eyes. I can't believe she is here with me after such a long time that feels like forever. I am so impatient to savour her. To taste her skin, her lips, everything. I feel like I have been starved all this time and I just want to devour her.I hold the band of her panties and slowly pull them down her legs and off her body. The scent of her arousal fills the air making my nose flare. Oh, god! She smells so good!I lower my head between her legs and notice how wet she is! Fuck! My cock gets ten times harder at the look of this amazing sight. I lick my lips in anticipation. Clara's chest heaves up and down as she watches me, also anticipating what I will do next."Fuck! You are so wet for me," I groan while rubbing my fingers up and down her wet slit. Fuck. I might come in my pants just my doing this. I need to control myself or else I might finish before I even begin. I am so hard, my pants are starti
Vampire mate Welcome back
CLARAI can't believe that I am finally back here. I have been having a lot of thoughts about running away from home and showing up at this door, but I have been trying hard to keep myself under control. Now I am here. Damien has brought me back. I have made up my mind not to think about father or worry about what he will do when he finds out. I just want to enjoy myself while I am here.Damien opens the door for me and I enter. This place has a way it makes me relax. This is where I belong. Emma and Logan walk to the door to check on us."Clara, you came back!" Emma shrieks with excitement when she sees me. She runs to me and embraces me into a tight hug."I am glad you are back. I missed you so much," she says and my heart melts at her words. I am at loss of words knowing that there is someone who cares about me here more than I even imagined."How are you guys? How are you doing?" I ask them."We doing great. Damien and everyo
Vampire mate I missed you
ClaraI pull away from the kiss and look Damien in the eyes. I still can't believe he is here. He came here to see me. I can't get my hands off him. I feel like if I let go, he will slip away and I won't be able to see him again."Are you alright, Clara? How are you?" he inquires from me while his eyes inspect my face."I am fine, Damien. I just miss you so much. I miss you a lot," I tell him."I know, baby. I miss you more. That's why I had to come here. To check on you," he says and his lips find mine once more. I close my eyes and let him kiss me. I missed his lips: the way they gently slide over mine and though sometimes they can be possessive and a bit rough, I love all of it.I am breathless when I pull away from the kiss. I want Damien to carry me in his arms and take out of here. I want him to take me his home. Where I belong. I am already tired of this party and I just want to go with him. I don't care where he takes me as long as I
Vampire mate Love Hunt
DamienTonight is the night of Liam's party. I have already arrived at the venue. Raul, Katherine and Orpheus have come along. Very few members of my family are party animals. I am not a party animal either, but I am only using this chance to chase my happiness.The party has already started. I wanted to be, maybe the first guest to arrive on the venue so that I can check for every guest that arrives, but I got caught up helping one of the new members who wanted to sneak into his home and check on his family.I thought it wouldn't take long but he is a very emotional man. He had to weep when he saw his wife crying over him. I wouldn't blame and I didn't want to rush him so I let him take his time.He told me that if things go well and he can be able to handle his Vampire senses, he will go back to his wife and marry her again like a vampire this time. He even asked me if I think she will love him the same after knowing that he is now a vampire.
Vampire mate Bun in the oven
ClaraFather bought me a dress dress to wear on Liam's party tomorrow. I don't know how time has gone do fast but it has been almost two weeks since I last saw Damien. Mentally, I haven't recovered well. Physically, I think I am getting sickly every morning.I know I should inform someone about how weak I have been feeling lately but I should be able to handle this on my own. If I tell dad or Jason, they will call all the skilled doctors and check up on me but I don't want all that attention over such a small matter.It is not like I have been having a strong fever or terrible stomach and back ache. I just feel sickly. I think it is all because of all the depression and stress that I have been going through. I think I am going to be fine in a matter of time.I don't want to miss Liam's party tomorrow. I just want to be out and have fun that I haven't been able to have in a long while. I just want to get out of my room and this house for once and have a go
