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Chapter 128: Fears of the Past Pt. 1

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Valene:

Days of restlessness and worry had taken its toll. So, when I finally fell into hours of a peaceful sleep, I knew that it was because of my mate. Ares.

I hadn’t even noticed that I what one would call ‘dead to the world’ until I began to stir to semi-consciousness and even then it was peaceful. Then I finally opened my eyes.

There was darkness all about and suddenly I felt a foreboding feeling in the pit of my stomach.

“A-Ares?” At first my voice was low, hardly audible. “Ares?!” I exclaimed a bit louder than before. Still no answer.

I hesitated at first when the thought to explore my situation came to me. On the other hand, I knew that I could not bloody well stand there forever. So, with reluctance, I took a step forward, hoping that some sort of shape would eventually come into view. Then maybe it would inadvertently lead me to a way out of this place.

Ha, if only I was so lucky.

As I continued to look around in hopes of some semblance of an explanation to my circums
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hargrove_asha
She is afraid that it was Harlyn or another serf ordered to do so by the higher ranks. But my money is she thinks Harlyn had something to do with it
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please go through the door. I want to see what happens next.
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