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CHAPTER TEN - TO FILL THAT VOID
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We, as humans are driven by a lot of things, the urge to work, to want.
The desire, the passion for certain things and the zeal to get them.
But these things, these intentions, feelings and passion for more comes from the brain.
But what if the ability to satisfy those desires was whisked from the works of your entire body and you're left there, desperate
-desperate to fill that void.
Well, that's me.
The girl with no sexual, anything.
As if seeing a therapist and buying medicine wasn't enough, the face of the strangers at the mart when I'm pricing a dildo is often
-i
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