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CHAPTER NINETY SIX - I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE LIFE—
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2024-10-29 19:42:56JACQUELINE
DISCLAIMER: SUICIDE
The world was upside down. It wasn’t even up to a week. We had tens of thousands of covid cases around the world and United States trailing behind.
And while the entire world was crashing in an uprising pandemic, we were here. I was here. I was,
—with my baby in my arms wrapped in a showl as i stared through the windows. Wu was there, in a very black wrap gown that couldn’t scream the word, funeral any louder and a hat, gloves that held the phone through which Maria could see through.
And black sandals that stood just above the grave.
Wu had looked back and our eyes met. I mean hers with my moist ones that held the tears that smeared through the lavender towel i had my baby wrapped in and the only question i had in my mind was—
Was i really ready to let go?
*
Jacqu
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