I was in my bed when Emma crossed my mind. Her beauty is unmatched but on top of that she's a genuine person. Her heart is so big, so pure.I miss being with her, being by her side. I miss her smile, a smile that always cheers me up on a sad day, and her gentle caresses when we cuddle. I just miss her.Has her appearance changed? I couldn't help but wonder. Has she gained weight or lost? Did she keep the Bob I suggested for her, or did she let it grow out? Either way, she'd be beautiful.Getting out of bed, I poured myself some alcohol. I need to get her out of my head. This has been my everyday routine since I parted ways with my loves. The liquor burned as I swallowed, but I didn't stop. I kept drinking it as if it was water.After drinking the last of my liquor, I opened another bottle.Four months Four months have gone by since I last saw them. Alcohol is the cure I used to treat the guilt I experience daily for leaving my pregnant girlfriend. And breaking up with my boyfriend.
Clay’s POVI finally found my answer after, after attempting for weeks to decide if I should fight for my relationship with Ace and Emma or just let it go? Before I go see Ace and Emma, there’s an important stop I have to make. “Boss, we’re here,” my men announced. I am-boarded the jet, a car waiting to take me to my father’s..Though I long to see him, my primary focus will be on Trisha, my stepmom and also my ex- mommy dom. The car ride was long, so to kill time I took out photos of the three of us, that being me, Ace and Emma. I’ve longed to be with them. I miss Ace’s laugh, his caring nature and I miss submitting to him. As for Emma, I miss everything about her but above all how much she loves me, that girl will literally do anything for me. She took a bullet for me without even thinking twice.Just when I was about to have a flashback of that day, I was informed we have reached. Taking a deep breath, I exit the car.Looking at my father’s mansion, I can’t remember the last ti
My phone lit up, and I wondered who the fuck it was. I changed my number. I answered the phone and the voice that came through made the glass bottle that was in my hand fall on the flour shattering to pieces.It sounded desperate and in need. The old me would have cared, but that person no longer exists.“How the fuck did you get my number?” my voice coming out harsher than I intended all the better “That’s the first thing you have to say didn’t you hear me say I need you ”“It’s fine, I’ll just get a new one,” I hissed and hung up my phone in his face. I don’t know why he bothered to call. My phone rang again, and I answered it. “What the fuck do you want, Clay?” “I’m coming over” I go to ask him what, but he hangs up the phone.Coming over? what the fuck? How does he know my address? I’m in the middle of nowhere.Rushing around in panic, I tried to find my phone book. Someone from my team will be fired. No one was supposed to find me.I stiffened when I heard a knock on the door
“Do you remember our first time?” he asks, playing with my stubble and I chuckle, remembering it as if it was yesterday.Clay and I were chilling in bed just like we’re doing now when. Suddenly, he kisses my neck. My body got hot insanely.It has been only a few weeks since we’ve admitted we loved each other and started dating.“I want you, l wanna um do it.” “I d don’t know,” I tried to pull him off me butHe ignored me and continued to place kisses on my neck. A groan tore through my lips when he grabbed my dick through my shorts and I flipped us around so he was on his back. I took his shirt off, placing passionate kisses all over his chest. When I reached the line of his shorts, he flipped us around and grabbed my shorts off, along with my boxers.Unable to contain the nervousness, I shook. He grabs my hands and intertwines them with his. “I know you’re nervous. I am too, but we both want this, right?”I nod my head yes, it’s just we’re both inexperienced being Virgins. Clay
I was busy cleaning out my house listening to music when I heard a knock on the door. Thinking it was Mike, I dropped my mop and opened the door excitedly.Not believing what was before me, I wiped my eyes. I must be dreaming. Ace Wright isn't standing there.There's no way, there's just no way I went to close the door, but he was quicker, stepping inside and closing the door behind him.He flashes me his pearly whites and points to my stomach “how are you guys doing? “"How are we doing?” I spat, narrowing my eyes at the almost unrecognizable man before me.“You fucking left me and our fucking unborn child for months. Now you wanna know how we're doing? Fuck you,”I pushed him hard, my anger surging through me. How dare he walk into my apartment so casually, as if nothing happened?“watch your tone. " He grits his teeth, his dominant nature coming true. If I was still his submissive, I'd be submitting to him, but I'm not.“Ace, get out of my place or I'll be forced to call you th
I woke up, only to see I'm back at our old home, in our old bed.My eyes watered as I remembered last night's events. Mike. I climbed off the bed and searched for my phone. When I couldn't, I made my way down the stairs. I need my phone ain't no way I'm staying here. I heard chatter coming from the kitchen, so that's where I went. " You're supposed to be in bed, baby ," Ace says once he spots me. I roll my eyes. "where's my phone?"" Watch yourself, Emma, you're still our submissive ,"" No, I'm not " they don't deserve to be my dominants." not according to the contract " shit I forgot about that." Well, it's only a month left,"They didn't answer. Clay motions for me to sit at the islands as he shares a plate I'm guessing for me. " Emma" He warns" shut the fuck up, where's Mike?"" dropped him off at the hospital," Ace answered and I nod happily that they left him there.He must hate me, unable to control my emotions. I start crying Not wanting them to see, I sat around th
A week, a fucking week has gone by and I haven't been able to find a way out of this place. I have to sit everyday watching their failed attempts to make things up. They bring me breakfast in bed, give me regular messages, let me have ice cream whenever I want, among other things. The effort I appreciate, but I need space, time to think I'm still trying to heal. My door opens and I groan. What do they want now?.Ace walks through, followed by Clay. They both climbed on my bed and Sat on either side of me. Just them being in my presence irritates me. " What do you guys want?"My tone was harsh, but I couldn't care less just like how they didn't care when they left me. " Emma" Clay warns. I kissed my teeth and got off the bed, only clutching my stomach, a striking pain going through my abdomen.It hurt like a bitch and I cried out. They rushed to me and places me on the bed." Baby, are you okay?" Ace asks as he stares down at me with worried eyes " No," I yell, not even caring
It was the next day in the afternoon, and I was packed and ready to go back home. Much wasn't packed since I had a lot of stuff there already.Earlier Ace told Clay about it, he took it better than I'd imaging only he hasn't glanced or said a word to me.Ace helped me into the car before getting in himself. Few seconds later I heard the back open."Great, he's coming too,"The ride was silent,, so I turned on the radio on only for these lyrics to come through. Oh, ohI would go through all this painTake a bullet straight through my brainYes, I would die for ya babyBut you won't do the same" Turn that off, " Clay yelled, and I quickly did. If I had known that song was playing, I wouldn't have turned the one. " I didn't ask you to take the shot for me, your stupid ass did." Clay yelled. It broke my heart. Of course he didn't, but I did it out of my love for him.The car suddenly came to a stop at the corner of somewhere." Apologise to her now. " Ace raises his voice at Clay, wh