Hindi ko maitago ang pagkabagot ko. Hindi ako pwedeng magpahinga lang dito. Agad akong bumangon at hinubad ang jacket na suot ko. I just wore my sleeveless black shirt na abot baba lang ng pusod ko and my black ripped jeans, then my combat shoes. Itinirintas ko ang mahaba kong brown na buhok habang pinagmamasdan ang sarili ko sa salamin.Kailangan kong makaamoy ng sariwang hangin.Lumabas ako ng bahay at pumasok sa kakahuyan.Ang dati kong paglalakad ay naging napakabilis kaya naririnig ko ang iba't ibang tunog sa aking paligid, kasama na ang sarili kong mga yabag; ang aking paningin ay naging mas matindi at nakikita ko kung ano ang nasa unahan—mga metro ang layo—na nagbibigay-daan sa akinmabilis akong kumilos sa tuwing nakikita kong wala akong mapupuntahan. Ngunit ang sarili kong mga yapak ay bumagal nang husto, lalo pa, hanggang sa akohumintoat naging aware ako sa paligid ko. Pinaandar ko ang aking matalas na pang-amoy.Alam kong hindi ako nag-iisa dito. Nararamdaman at naaamoy ko si
I woke up because of a dream. I felt sweat all over my face and on my neck and I immediately wiped it. I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw nothing else in myself. No scars or anything. Is that just a dream!? But why it feel so real? I looked around, unfamiliar to me. Whose room is this? Where am I? If I'm not at home, then where is it?I immediately went out and came down with a sharp man in the kitchen. I didn't hesitate to go there and Rinoxx's back opened up to me. He was cooking."Rinoxx?" He didn't bother to look at me.When he finished cooking, he faced me with an icy stare and a blank face."Eat." I frowned at him, but he ignored me. He just took off his apron and ran his hand through his hair, then left the kitchen.Hindi ko ginalaw ang pagkain. Gusto ko sanang magtanong, pero wala akong magawa para ituloy, dahil kumakalam na rin ang tiyan ko ay wala akong magawa kundi kainin ang niluto niya. Pagkatapos ay naghugas na rin ako ng pinggan at nagpasyang lumabas. Doon ko na
As soon as I woke up, I immediately took a shower and got dressed, and then I immediately looked for Rinoxx."Why did you lie to me?""I didn't."“Then why is that? My brain will explode with the number of questions that I want to ask you, Rinoxx! "Hindi ko lang ine-expect na may magliligtas sa akin nang hindi ko nakikilala na siya pala talaga ang alpha ng Sword Cross."And? The question is, why did you pretend?! "“I pretend so I could finally be a simple ordinary vampire. I pretend so that I could be someone way too far from the supremo that everyone knows, but I can't be like that. Because that is not the real me." He answered me emphatically.“I hate you. I just thought I could be friends with you, but now I just see the invisible wall, I just see how far you are from me, Rinoxx. You're way too far, you're on top, and I am just at the bottom. You're their supremo and I will just look like your slave." I don't know, but I was hurt by my own words. I just think that it's hard to re
The next day I felt a little sick so I stayed in that room, na sinabi ni Rinoxx na magiging kwarto ko na. I was thinking a lot of things, until Xol came with a bunch of clothes followed by one of their helpers carrying food."I bought you clothes, utos ng supremo. Here's your lunch, I don't know if you prefer half cooked or fully cooked food so I sent two classes."I cringed at what he said, did he think I was eating raw and drinking blood?I maybe a vampire but I came from a good clan. We don't hunt and suck bloods, we don't eat raw food and we don't kill animals or people."Another thing is, I brought you an amulet." he showed me a necklace with a black pendant, that pendant was only small but it felt strange to me."Since you're in Reagan, you have to cover your identity using this. Don't ever take it off or revel vampires and werewolves out there will feast over your flesh." he put it on me, and as soon as it touched my skin I felt something faint."You'll experience weakness for
I was all aware that I will be having a mate pero hindi ko inaasahan na ganito ang mangyayari. Nagkamali ako na nagpaubaya at sumama kay Rinoxx. Pero wala rin akong magagawa. It was like a destiny. That mate thing was like a bond. Kapag mas lalo akong lumayo, mas lalo lamang kaming paglalapiting dalawa.Kinabukasan ay gumanda na rin ang pakiramdam ko, may klase na rin kaya nagmadali na akong nagasikaso, dadaan pa kasi ako ng cafe ni aunt Reign para bumili ng paborito kong iced coffee.Malapit na rin mag-start ang first-class ko ng dumating ako kaya nagmadali akong naglakad sa hallway.Pagpasok ko ay naroroon na ang instructor namin.Hindi ko na lang sila pinansin at dere-deretso nang naupo sa upuan ko, pagtingin ko ay naroroon na rin si Meeks sa katabing upuan at nakangiti sa kin ngunit tulad pa rin ng dati ay hindi ko iyon pinansin.Nag-focus ako sa klase hanggang sa dumating ang health break. My instructor call for my name, so I remained inside while my classmates are on their way t
After class ay agad na rin akong umalis ng sinisigurong walang makakapansin sakin. I don't like how students look at me after what Sage said in the cafeteria.I am known as 'His Girl' and I think it just started a fire that will burn me down. That demon is really good at making things hard for me.Umuwi muna ako sa bahay para magpalit ng damit. I wonder where is Meeks?I haven't seen her after class, she also vanishes in air and I don't know where did she go. I didn't even feel her presence, kahit na nasa tabi ko lamang siya.She seems silent and quite suspicious, I mean there is something in her mind bothering her. I am a bit curious about what it is. I bet she wants to hear out the story behind me and Rinoxx? What now?I lock the door and ride my favorite Ducati as I drove off aunt’s Cafe. I saw her, serving one of the customers.She looked at me and waves as she mouthed hi with a smile on her lips.Maybe I was just overthinking. Nagkibit balikat an lamang ako at tinanguan lang siya
Dumeretso ako sa café ni Auntie, like what I always do. Routine ko na rin iyon, pagkatapos kong pumunta as cafe ay saka pa lang ako papasok sa school.I was walking in the hall way when students becomes on rush, walking towards the same direction. Hindi ko na iyon pinansin at dumeretso na sa toom and I discover that its lock.Anong meron?"Wala tayong klase, hindi ka ba na-in form?" Agad akong napalingon kay Meeks na ngayon ay katabi ko na."I didn't know.""Ngayon alam mo na, tara na lang sa cafeteria. Lets eat, di ka pa kumakain." Nilingon ko naman siya. Wala pa rin pala si Shin.Pagkarating sa cafeteria ay tahimik iyon. Mabuti na lang din at tinigilan na ako nila Lydia. Iwas na ang grupo nila sa akin, habang si Rinoxx naman ay unti-unting dumarami ang fans. Himala nga at tahimik sa cafeteria, it only means he's not here.Good, mabuti naman at magiging peaceful ang araw ko. Sana lang at huwag na muna siyang magpakita sa akin. Hindi rin kasi siya umuuwi sa bahay at tanging si Xol lan
It's saturday.Tanghali na akong nagising, marahil ay dahil sa nangyari sa akin kagabi, naligo lang ako at nagbihis saka nagpasya nang bumaba.Naabutan ko si Xol sa salas at seryosong nanunuod ng tv.Napalingon naman siya sa Akin nang tuluyan na akong nakababa."Morning, Shia.""What are you watching? You look so serious.""May panibago na naman kasing biktima, natagpuan malapit sa bar, and from the information I got about your step sis, she's her best friend."Napangisi ako sa nalaman. Mukhang malapit sa kaniya ang kamalasan ngayon. Inuubos ang mga natitirang kakampi niya."Katulad ng mga naunang biktima ang nakuhang mga sugat niya.""I don't know if I want to thank the one behind her death or not," I shrug as I said that and made my way to the kitchen, agad naman siyang sumunod sa akin at ipinaghain ako ng almusal."May idea ka ba kung sinong gumagawa nito?" I was about to speak ng may maalala akong isang tao.Why the heck am I thinking of him? Ano bang nangyari sa isang 'yun at muk