JANE's POV Sarah has always been a good listener, and she has a way of making me feel understood. Even when I can't find the words to explain how I'm feeling, she seems to know exactly what I'm going through. I'm not sure how she does it, but it is something I have always appreciated about our friendship."I know it's hard to make decisions when you feel lost. Do you want to talk about the challenges you're facing?"I guess I'm just not sure what I want to do with my life; I'm feeling a bit vulnerable. I feel like I've been going through the motions, just doing what is expected of me. I know I should be grateful for the opportunities I have, but I don't feel fulfilled. I'm just...unsure of what I want."It's normal to feel this way, Jane. A lot of people go through periods of self-doubt and questioning. It's important to give yourself the space to figure things out. I nod, taking in her words. "You're right. I just feel like I'm running out of time."There's no such thing as a 'time
JANE's POV There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide from my own thoughts. I feel trapped, like a prisoner in my own mind. I close my eyes, trying to block out the world around me, but it's no use. The darkness only makes the loneliness feel even more intense."I wish I could just feel normal again," I whispered to myself, my voice barely audible. "I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard for me to achieve? One moment things are going smoothly and the next minute, I am lost again. I wish I could turn off the feelings—the sadness and the despair—like a light switch. But it is not that simple. I have to work through the pain and the loneliness if I ever want to find happiness again. But it is taking longer than expected; why is it taking so long? Is it that my own case is different?Slowly, I felt the tears drying on my cheeks, and I took a deep breath. I felt calm, a little more clear-headed.And even though I was still feeling lonely, I knew that I wasn't
I woke to the sound of little feet jumping on the bed. I opened my eyes, feeling groggy and disoriented, and was greeted by the smiling faces of my children. Despite my exhaustion, I couldn't help but smile at their exuberance. I knew they were just excited to start the day, and I was grateful for their joyous energy.I struggled to sit up, my limbs feeling like lead. "Good morning, sweeties! I said I was doing my best to sound energetic. But inside, I just wanted to go back to sleep. I kissed their tender foreheads."Mummy, can you drive us to school today? Keana asked, her big brown eyes pleading. I knew I couldn't say no, even though I was feeling exhausted. My children were so full of life, and I didn't want to stifle their joy. They were so eager to learn, and I didn't want to disappoint them."Of course, sweetie, let’s go get ready for school!!I slowly got out of bed, trying to shake off the sleepiness. I handed them over to Esther and she bathed them and gave them breakfast
I rushed through the door, out of breath and slightly disheveled. I looked up, and the first person I saw was Victoria, the office gossip and my least favourite co-worker. She smirked as she looked me up and down, taking in my appearance. I could feel her judging me, and I felt my confidence starting to slip away. I stood facing Victoria. I braced myself for the inevitable onslaught of questions and gossip. But to my surprise, she simply gave me a curt nod and turned to walk away. I couldn't help but wonder what was going on. Was she up to something? Or was she simply having a rare moment of kindness?I pushed the thought out of my mind and made my way to my desk. Jaxson gave me a disapproving look."You're lateI took a deep breath and prepared to explain myself. I'm so sorry.trying to keep my voice steady. "There was a major accident on the highway, and the traffic was backed up for miles. I did my best to get here as quickly as possible.Jaxson's expression remained stern, but h
I could hear sirens in the distance as the operator continued to speak to me. She was telling me to look for a pulse, but I was too overwhelmed to focus on what she was saying. Then, the gallery door burst open, and we heard footsteps in the hallway. A moment later, two paramedics burst into the room. They kneeled down next to Jaxson and began to assess the situation. I stood back, trying to make sense of what was happening. I felt numb, like I was in a dream.One of the paramedics looked up at me. "Do you know what happened? he asked, his voice calm and professional.I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. I couldn't seem to find the right words to explain what had happened."We need to know what happened so we can determine the best course of action. I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself."I... I don't know," I said, my voice trembling. “We found him like this.The paramedic nodded, and he and his partner began to work on Jaxson. I stood back, feeling helpless a
"Mr. Jaxson is stable.I felt a wave of relief wash over me when the doctor mentioned that. I felt like a heavy load was lifted off my shoulder and my airways were cleared."However, he's still unconscious, and we're still running some tests to determine what happened. We'll know more soon, and we'll keep you updated. In the meantime, you can wait here in the waiting room.I nodded again, too overwhelmed to speak. The doctor walked away, and I was left alone with my thoughts once more. I tried to stay calm, but it was difficult. All I could think about was Jaxson and what might happen next. I felt like my whole world was spinning out of control.After what felt like an eternity, the doctor returned.I looked up, my heart racing. "What's going on?" I asked, and my voice was shaky."Mr. Jaxson is still unconscious, but his vitals are stable.The doctor’s voice was calm and reassuring. "We're still not sure what happened, but we're working on figuring it out. Can you tell me anything a
JANE's POV I felt a sense of fear; it was fear of the unknown. It washed over me like the waves on the seashore. I sat there, and my body began to unwind. I took another deep breath, and I felt my heart rate slow. I opened my eyes and looked around. I sat back down at the table, savoring the moment of calm that I had experienced. The cafe was quiet, and I could hear the gentle hum of the refrigerator in the background. I took a sip of my coffee, which was still warm. The smell of freshly brewed coffee filled the air, and I felt a sense of contentment wash over me. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to simply be. If I continue to think at this rate, I will develop high blood pressure.Just then, I heard the sound of a chair scraping against the floor. I opened my eyes and saw a man sitting down at the table next to me. He was tall and had dark hair, and he was looking at his phone, scrolling through something. I couldn't help but notice that he had a look of sadness on his face. I wo
JANE's POV I just wanted to know that Jaxson was okay, but there was nothing I could do but wait. I tried to distract myself by reading a book, but I couldn't focus on the words. My mind kept wandering back to Jaxson and all the "what if’s" that were swirling around in my head.As I waited for news about Jaxson, I began to doze off. But my sleep was anything but restful. I was plagued by terrible dreams. I dreamt that Jaxson was trapped in a burning building, and I couldn't save him. I woke up with a start, my heart pounding in my chest. I was sweating and shaking, and I felt like I couldn't catch my breath. It took me a few minutes to calm myself down, but I was still shaken from the nightmare.I kept looking at the clock, waiting for the time to go by faster. Every minute felt like an eternity. With my heart racing fast because of the terrible nightmare I just had, I decided to take a walk around the hospital ward and look around again to calm myself. I walked down the hallway, I
Life, they say, is not a bed of roses. I have had my share of ups and downs. I had gone through a lot in life to raise my kids as a single mother and even when my children’s father showed up, it didn't get easy; rather, it became tougher. It wasn't a smooth ride but I am glad for all the challenges I was able to overcome. I was unconscious in the hospital for a month. Family members were scared, but they didn't give up on me because they knew I was a fighter. The first person I saw when my eyes were open was Sarah; she was right beside me praying when my eyes were open. I guess the heavens heard her prayers. But when my eyes opened, I wasn't pleased with the view I saw. I almost couldn't recognize her for the first few seconds because I was color blind. After a few seconds, I saw her face was brutalized; she was looking pale and malnourished. I taped her softly to let her know that I was awake. I was still very weak so I couldn't talk. She almost jumped out of her skin when she saw
I slowly collapsed to the ground. I didn’t know what it felt like to be shot; I couldn’t explain how I felt at the moment. I was in pain, but I couldn’t say a word. It seemed like I was unconscious, and I was losing blood rapidly. Jaxson held me mid-air so I wouldn’t drop to the ground. He tried to chase the criminals, but they drove off. He didn't get to see a face but the camera out of the pharmacy picked up their faces. Jaxson wanted to pursue them, but he couldn’t leave me there. He panicked and he didn't know what to do. He pulled out his phone and called 911. The condoms Jaxson bought fell to the ground, and it wasn’t important at that moment. He rushed back to me and lifted my head up.“Jane, please talk to me; please say something. I was not responsive; I was far gone. I didn't know where I was but it felt like I was sleeping. I was unconscious and I was losing blood. The ambulance came accompanied by the police van; they placed me in the ambulance immediately and started
“ Dad died many years ago. Mom. You had a lot of time to make amends but instead you drifted away like I’ve always remembered. So do not use that as an excuse.“ To come back, Jaxson, I tried to be close to you, but you already hated me; you were so far away. There was no mother-son connection anymore. You are no longer the son I used to know that your father had brainwashed you into thinking that I was the bad person when, in the real sense, he was the monster. “ Why didn’t you say anything, Mum? Why didn’t you tell me my father was abusing you?“ You never gave me a chance; your father brainwashed you into believing that I was a careless mother. Nothing I said would’ve made sense to you. Tears were rolling down Jaxson‘s face, and I wasn’t happy with that. I hated to see him that way. “ I’ve always thought you never loved me. I thought you hated me and I’ve carried that pain all through my entire life. I hated you for no reason; I didn’t know you were going through so much. “
"You have grown so much more than the last time I remember. You were just my little boy a while ago, but now you’ve grown to be the father of three beautiful kids."Stay away from my family and me; I am not your son. Do not call me that. I tried to signal Jaxson to take things easy on his mother, but he wasn’t having it. He was still blowing hot. “ I am back here to make things right. I know I wasn’t the great mother you wished for, but I am here to make amends. Please give me the chance. Do not push me away."You lost the right to do that a long time ago. You do not even care about me, so stop pretending.“ Is that what you think, Jaxson?“ That is not just what I think; that is what you have shown me ever since I was a child. You never cared about me, and even when my father died, you moved on so quickly that you didn’t even care if I was hurting or not. You are such a wicked person and I do not want to associate myself with you. “ That is what you grew up to believe, but I actua
Jane, you are an amazing woman, my life changed at the moment I met you. The first time I saw you on my rooftop at the party I organized. I know I found someone so rare and true.You looked so beautiful in your shimmer dress, that I couldn’t get my eyes off you all night. The long conversation we had through my soul and I knew from that very moment that you were going to leave there forever. I was with you in that room, and I didn’t want the moment to end, reconnecting with you at Bryan’s office was like a miracle, and every single day I wake up, I thank the sun, the moon, and the stars for bringing you my way. I have been fighting these feelings because I’ve been scared of commitment, but not anymore Jane. I want us to live as a happy family with our kids. There was a pause from Jaxson’s end, it took him a little over five seconds to continue from where he stopped. “ Jane Collins, please do me the. Will you be my wife please marry me. I could not explain the big smile that poppe
I didn't know how Bryan and Jaxson settled the fight or how it ended but the only thing I could see when I woke up was that I was lying down on Jaxson’s bed. I was conscious of the fact that I was awake but my eyes were still closed. I opened my eyes gradually and saw Jaxson seated beside me. He fixed his gaze, and he struggled to break eye contact.He was so excited to see me awake and he held my hand as he gave me a faint smile. “ I was patiently waiting for you to wake up, Jane. I was so scared. I didn’t know when you were going to wake up; I almost took you to the hospital. It was after Jaxson spoke that I realized that my head was banging. I used my arms to hold my head firmly. “ Here, something for your headache. You will feel better once you take the painkillers.Jaxson handed me some painkillers and I took them with some warm water. At that point, I still couldn’t recall what had happened. I left you on the bed, trying to remember everything that happened. My brain was bla
I was so confused, my heart started beating fast, and I didn't know what to do at that point. Everyone fixed their gaze on me and it was as if I were the villain in Bryan’s love story. I was sitting but the chair became uncomfortable the moment Bryan mentioned my name. Jaxson started rubbing his arms and I could tell that he was not in a good mood. “I dare you to embarrass me in front of everyone, Bryan? How dare you? All I've ever done is in your best interest. I’ve made sacrifices to protect you. I chose a good bride for you from a wealthy family; I chose her from a family with prestige and yet you want to trade that for a single mother of three? Do you want to drag this family name into the mud? I will not sit back and watch you crumble everything your father has worked hard for in the name of your silly infatuation. “It is not an infatuation, Mom; I love Jane.My seat was burning, and I was slowly dragging my butt away from the chair. I was uncomfortable, and I wanted to leave.
Bryan was acting weird when he saw us together. Jaxson gave him a hug, but he kept looking at me. He fixed his gaze on me and it made me feel uncomfortable. I didn’t know I was going through mine, but I knew for sure from the way he was looking at me. He wished I was the one he was getting married to instead.I simply put up a smile so I wouldn’t come across as rude. At this point, the bright father walked her down the aisle and took her up to meet her soon-to-be husband after they took their vows. Jaxson was smiling sheepishly; he was so happy. His friend was finally settling down, and he was going to start a family. The joy on Bryan’s mother's face was everything; she was the happiest. Bryan wasn’t half as happy as she was. Her smile was palpable, and everyone could see it. The bride was very happy. She was smiling at each step of the way she walked, and even though I didn’t like her, I couldn’t stop admiring her outfit and her aura. She looked so beautiful, and I almost couldn’t r
It was a cool and breezy day. I was seated by the side of the window, sipping my dark coffee, and I was enjoying the view of New York City. This was the feeling I usually get from my new home, the house Jaxson bought for me, but this time I was in his house. I was in a secret house, the one he took me to the last time. It has been three months since Keith was kidnapped; he has gone through a series of therapies, and it is safe to say that my son is doing well. I woke up happy that day because the universe was finally giving me peace, thanks to gradually falling into pleasant places for me and my family. My dad’s health was improving as the day went by, and I was so happy to find out that he was able to walk out on his own, even though it was a short distance, but he was able to walk with his legs again. Above all of this, it has been three months without Sarah in my life. It hasn’t been easy but with the help of Jaxson, I was pulling through every day. Most days I spend my nights c