Chapter 114

I knew it was going to be a long night because I had something bothering me that was going to keep me awake all night. It was the thought of Esther. For the first time in a long time, I wasn't thinking too much about Jaxson; his thought was still in my heart but the thought of Esther was more. Sarah was right; I shouldn't have asked her to leave my house.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized that I had been wrong to ask Esther to leave. She was a kind and compassionate person, and she had always been there for me. I felt ashamed of my actions, and I wished I could take them back. She messed up badly but I should have scolded her in another way. I should have done better. I picked up my phone and tried to call her number but it wasn't connecting. It was switched off. I began to worry. I shouldn't have left her in the hands of that abusive boyfriend. What if he decides to hurt her?

I was determined to go find her. I had little hope that she might still be around, maybe som