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2024-10-29 19:42:56I didn’t even bother to tell the guys I was leaving after I raced out of the Pizza Shack after Clarissa.
What was the point?
I got into my car and drove around, basically going everywhere and nowhere at the same time.
I went past the places that Morgan and I used to hang out by ourselves, to get away from the rest of the world, to forget who we were. I knew after today, after Clarissa gone back and probably told Morgan everything that she heard, that Morgan and I would never have a moment of togetherness again. She probably hated me right about now, and I couldn’t blame her.
I hated myself.
I hated that I agreed to such a fucking lame-ass bet that ruined everything…everything that mattered.
I walked into the house, and it smelled good like someone had thoroughly cleaned and cooked dinner. The scent of freshly baked bread drifted through the air.
“Ethan.” Hope ran out of the kitchen and grabbed me into a
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