When I woke up I took a bath and fixed myself, I put on a jean close to the body with a white blouse, leather jacket and my black converse, I put on a little makeup just the basics, I took a look at the large mirror in my room and I smiled Satisfied, I went to the kitchen and prepared a cereal, since Cristián did not tell me what time we would leave I decided to go looking for him, when I open the door there he was about to knock, when he saw me he looked at me in surprise.
"Good morning Amy, you are very beautiful," he says, looking me up and down.
-Good morning Cristián -I give him a somewhat flushed smile- thank you.
-And are you ready to spend an unforgettable day today?
-Yes, of course, wait, I'm going to get my bag -I went to the living room and took my bag and left- ready.
We went down the stairs and left the building, Cristián asked me to wait for him there to go get the car or that's what I thought, to my surprise he came back on a motorcycle?
"Get on," he says, holding out a hand with a helmet.
-What happened to your car? -I ask him without taking the helmet yet.
-It is in the workshop, I sent it to repair because it had faults.
"I don't like riding motorcycles," I tell him something worried.
-Quiet, I know how to drive very well -he says smiling and giving me the helmet- we are going to be late.
I got on the bike and grabbed hold of the back rack, if I have ridden on a motorcycle before but only with my dad and because he drives slowly, Cristián accelerated the bike and almost left when he started, I can see that he does not drive like me Father, in the act Cristián lets out a laugh.
-Are you going to mock? -I say giving him small blows on the back- don't you drive very well?
"Sure, I'm a good driver, I just wanted to see if you were well prepared, you can hold on to me to make you more comfortable," he tells me, lifting his jacket to hug him from behind.
With doubt I ran my hands over his sides to hug him, he began to drive through the city until we stopped at a traffic light, I notice that Cristián becomes tense and stares at a man who is in a car, he begins to accelerate the motorcycle and for a moment he wanted to go down enraged, it seemed that he wanted to hit that man, my screams were what prevented him from getting off, it seemed that fury had controlled him.
I changed the traffic light to green and Cristián started at full speed, we left the city and I was yelling at him to stop, until he did, I got off the motorcycle in a hurry, he also got off and started hitting a warning that he was There, I even threw stones at him and cursed, I saw that he was wrong and decided to approach him, with some fear and caution to be able to calm him down.
"Cristián, Cristián," I yelled at him and I took him by the arm, "soothing Cristián, I hugged him tight."
He hugged me tightly, inhaled on my neck and my hair, I stayed still until he calmed down.
-What happened? I ask him after a long time in silence while we were leaning back on the bike.
"That man over there," he says, almost getting angry again, but I manage to stay calm, "that man was the cause of my father's death."
-Sorry, I had no idea
-Quiet, it's not your fault, I haven't told you anything about myself, but now I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to ruin your day, if I haven't already ruined it.
"No, of course you haven't ruined it, it's just dawn and we have a long day left," I say with a smile.
-Well, I'm fine, let's go, as soon as we get to the place where I'm going to take you, you're going to forget this bad time.
We got on the motorcycle and reached a beach with a small cabin.
"What a beautiful place," I tell him, getting off the bike and observing the beautiful landscape.
-This is my place of escape, here I come when I feel frustrated and want to be alone, I have never brought anyone.
-And why did you bring me if we're just getting to know each other?
-Because I feel different with you, from the first time I saw you I felt something special, it is something inexplicable and I know that to many it seems crazy that you feel an attraction for someone you don't even know.
I was speechless, I didn't really know how to react. It was the first time someone spoke to me that way.
"Thank you," was all I could say.
-Because? -Christian asks me somewhat puzzled.
-For trusting me and bringing me to this beautiful place.
-It is nothing, rather I am the one who should thank you, you have trusted me, if you were someone else, maybe after what happened you would not be here with me.
-I am one of the people who does not like to judge others at first, I like to give people a chance even if they have made mistakes.
"You are truly the only one Amy, I hope I will never be separated from you," he says, approaching me.
My heart began to pound, his face was a few centimeters from mine, I could feel his breathing, I felt my stomach tickle, he took me by the waist and I approached him, with his other hand he took me from the back of my neck, I was nervous, Cristián came closer and gave me a kiss on the forehead, I think he realized that I was not ready, he separated from me and gave me a smile.
-Let's go to the cabin, I'll prepare something to eat, it's late.
-And you cook? I ask him with a somewhat amused smile.
-Yes, of course, I am a good chef.
"Yes, of course," I say laughing, "let's see how good you are, I'll be your critic."
-I accept the challenge.
We go into the cabin. I was speechless when I saw it, it was a beautiful place, with a small living room, kitchen, three bedrooms and a bathroom, it was all made of wood and it was very clean, it seemed that someone was keeping it that way.
"What a beautiful cabin," I say to Cristián excitedly, "whose is it?"
"It's mine," he replied.
-Yours? I do not believe you.
-If it's mine, it was a gift my father gave me on my eighteenth birthday, I had told him that I wanted a quiet place where I could go in my free time.
-Wao, I wish they had given me a gift like that, I would come here every weekend to devour books.
-Do you like to read?
-No, I don't like it, I love it.
-Well, we already have something in common.
We continued talking while Cristián prepared the food, I prepared the table and when he finished cooking I began to serve, it was not fair that he did everything alone, we ate while we continued talking, we spent a good time like that.
"Let's take a bath," Cristián tells me, getting up from his place.
-I don't have a bathing suit.
-What does it matter, you bathe with your clothes.
-And what am I going to wear when we leave?
-I can lend you one of mine.
-No, I do not think so.
-Well then let's walk on the beach.
I agreed and we left the cabin, Cristián took out a parrot and we began to fly it, we were having fun, Cristián did know how to make a person feel good.
"Here," he says, handing me the parrot, "I'm going to go find something to drink."
-Ok -I tell him.
He went inside the cabin and I continued there with the parrot, I was so distracted that I forgot that Cristián was not there, until he came running to where I was and took me to the shore of the beach.
"No, no, no," he yelled at him, "you wouldn't dare."
"Look" he said with a smile and got into the water with me in his arms until he reached as deep as possible.
-What did you do? Now I'm going to have to go home wet.
-Stop worrying, enjoy, who goes to a beach and does not bathe.
-But I had told you that I did not bring a bathing suit, if you were told that you were going to bring me to a beach I would put one.
Cristián lets go of me and turns to him, I stared at him directly in the eyes, he had a deep look, we stared as if we were trying to guess what each one was thinking, we got closer and closer until we kissed, first it was a kiss short, but then we kissed passionately, Cristián had me by the waist and I was attached more to him, his hands began to travel my body, until oh oh, he went further and I immediately stopped him.
-I'm sorry -I say sadly, he looked at me confused- I'm not ready, I just haven't had my ...
He didn't let me finish speaking, he put his index finger on my lip and smiled at me.
"Easy," she said, "we're not going to do anything if you're not ready."
-Thank you, I thought you were going to be like that guys who go crazy and you would want to force me.
-No of course not, I would never force you to do anything.
We got out of the water and lay down on top of a sheet that Cristián placed on the sand, we hugged each other and fell asleep, when I woke up Cristián was still asleep he looked so cute like that, I decided to get up and take a walk along the seashore, I got to think that Cristian was right I would never forget this day, I never even thought in my craziest thoughts that one day I was going to be with a boy on a beach alone.
I returned to where I had left Cristián, but he was no longer there, I went to the cabin and heard that Cristián was taking a bath, I decided to explore the cabin and I found a small library full of books, I walked through the shelves observing each book , and I took one to read it, I was so concentrated that I had not noticed that Cristián was standing right in the door.
"I see you found the library," Cristian tells me, I jump a little with fright.
"Cristián you scared me," I tell him, putting a hand on my chest.
-You get scared very easy.
-Yes, everyone tells me the same thing.
-That's a good book.
"If it looks interesting," I tell him, looking at the book in my hands.
-If you want you can take it and when you finish it you can return it to me
-Would you really do that for me?
-Yes, of course, so I will have someone with whom to share my opinions about the book.
"Thank you," I say hugging him and smiling.
-Come on, it's late.
We left that little paradise, on the way I was hugging Cristián, I was inhaling his aroma and enjoying the moment, I think I was falling in love, but I still didn't want to do it because I didn't know what Cristián wanted from me, I was afraid it was just It's that cute just to get to sleep with me like many guys do, we got to the building and went into the parking lot, we went up the stairs and Cristián accompanied me to my apartment.
"I hope you enjoyed this day," Cristián tells me.
"Of course I enjoyed it a lot," I say smiling.
- Too bad it ended, I would have liked to have spent more time with you.
-To me too, but tomorrow we have to study.
-Yes, but I hope to repeat it again.
He approaches me and kisses me for a few seconds on the forehead.
"See you tomorrow, my ugly one," he tells me and leaves.
"See you tomorrow," I tell him, raising my voice a little so that he listens.
-Hi little Amy-Marcos greets me as I went to my classroom.-Hello Marcos How are you? -I reply with a smile.-Very good little.-Hi guys - Ana greets us - how are you?-Hi Ana, good. -we answered.-Hey Amy, where were you yesterday? I called you around a hundred times and you didn't answer me.-Aaah, is that my cell phone had no signal.-Tell me the truth, I already know you and I know that you are hiding something from us.-I am telling the truth and I am not hiding anything.The bell rang and we went to our respective rooms, saved by the bell, I thought, Ana is a girl who asks many questions, I saw my classes and throughout the day I avoided seeing myself with the boys and Cristián, I wanted to be alone, I decided to walk home, I wanted to clear my mind, that's when my cell phone rang, taking me out of my thoughts.-Ey disappeared at last you answer me, is it that you don't want to talk to me?-Not
The next day, when I finished college, I met Ana and Marcos.-Hi Amy, how are you doing?-Hi Marcos very good and you?-Well, although the exams aren't driving you crazy, aren't they? Ana asks me.-Not really, I understand all classes very well."Right, you're the brainiac in the room," Marcos says."I know," Ana exclaimed somewhat enthusiastically, "you can help us."-Right, we can go to your apartment to study.-You can, right?-Of course I can -I tell them laughing- you are my friends as I am not going to help you."But first," Marcos says, "let's go to the movies, you have to de-stress a bit."-Really Marcos? What are you waiting for is that movie that is on the billboard, ”Ana tells him."Of course not," Marcos defends himself.-And what movie is it? I ask him.-Terror on the 13th floor.-It's horror, tell me Amy, how is one going to de-stress with a horror movie? says
We spent the weekend studying for the final exams, Marcos was a very intelligent boy, he could understand everything perfectly, I don't understand because he said he didn't understand the classes, I went up to Ana who was in the room and started talking to her, Marcos had gone out to buy something to eat."Hey Ana," I say, sitting next to her.- What happens? Ana asks me, still looking at her notebook.- Doesn't it seem strange to you that Marcos has asked for help to study and understands perfectly the first time? Ana took her eyes off her notebook and stared at me.—There is a friend, you really are very innocent, you don't know anything.- Why are you telling me that? I say incredulously."Amy, Amy, Amy," he sighs, "not understanding is just a way of getting closer to you."- To approach to me? —I keep thinking— you mean what? ...—Yes friend, Marcos is interested in you."It can't be," I say,
We presented the final exams, thank God we passed and with good marks. We were in the cafeteria and at that moment Marcos began to speak."You guys already know there is going to be a prom, right?""Yes Marcos," Ana says, "you've been talking about it since it was announced.""I thought they might have forgotten it because of the stress of the exams.""We could, but you keep reminding us," Ana replies."It's true," I say amused.I was heading towards the exit of the university, I noticed that Clara was there, she missed me, so I went towards her.- What are you doing here friend? I ask him."I was bored, so I decided to come find you to do something before going back into your apartment, I really am frustrated by so much confinement," he says with an annoyed face."How dramatic you are, well I guess we can go get some ice cream."When we were going to leave, Ana calls me and runs towards us."Girls," he say
When I got to the apartment I went straight to my room and lay down on my bed, I was very tired from the walk, Clara went to take a shower, at that moment I got a call from Ana."Guess who invited me to the dance," he says squeaky.I smiled when I heard her, of course I already knew who, but I played along.-Who?"Marcos," she says excitedly."What a good friend, I'm happy for you.""The truth is that I thought I was going to ask you."- To me? It's not okay, he asked me if maybe you would agree to go with him and I said yes.—Thank you friend, well we'll talk later, I have to choose what I'm going to wear.He hung up the call, I stayed in my bed smiling, at that moment someone knocked on the door and I went to open it.—Hi dear — it was Cristián — I brought pizza."Cristian, what a surprise, come in," I tell him."Amy ..." my friend comes out with her pajamas "oh sorry
I tidied up the kitchen while Clara and Cris talked, on some occasions I participated in the conversation, until Cristián's cell phone rang, he had to attend."Well girls," he says approaching us, we were already in the living room, "I spent a pleasant night with you and enjoyed the delicious breakfast but, I have to go now.""Don't worry," Clara says, "we'll have other pleasant moments when we go to the cabin.""Yes, of course," says Cristián with a smile, "see you Amy."Cristián left my apartment and went downstairs."Good friend," I tell Clara, "I'm sorry, but I'm going to go to sleep for a while.""Really friend, are you going to leave me alone here?" He says with a pout."I didn't sleep much last night, I'm very tired.""Okay, but don't think you're going to sleep all day."—You know that I don't sleep much, but being late at night forces me.-Yes, I know."Even if you don't
The expected day arrived, Cristián took the key to Marcos to take out the copy, who left in a hurry and went to get the copy in the place closest to the university, arrived panting and gave the original to Cris again to to put it where it was."First phase ready," hands clap and we head into the living room.On the other side was Clara, buying what was necessary for the surprise at Ana's house.When the departure time arrived, Marcos and Cris fled like a soul that the devil carries, I stayed with Ana secretly so that she would not notice anything."Hey friend," I say as we head towards the exit."Tell me Amy," he turns to see me."It caused me to eat ice cream." Didn't I really think of what else to say? I wasn't good at this, but I had to push myself — let's go for one.-How to deny me, with this heat that is doing."Yes, more heat and I kill myself," I say, fanning myself with my hands in a dramatic way and
Ana's birthday was a lot of fun, we danced, we ate and the boys drank alcohol until they got drunk, I decided not to drink, because someone had to be sober to go home.The party ended, Marcos stayed at Ana's house to sleep, he was completely erased, I couldn't even handle himself, I was in charge of driving Cristián's car home, Clara was lying on the seat in the back of the car and Cris as co-pilot, we got to the building and got off in the parking lot."Clara, Clara," I call my friend, "we're here."Clara gets out of the car, we go to the stairs where Cristián was waiting for us. We went up, Cris was helping me to keep my friend standing, it seemed strange to me that Cristián did not stay in his apartment, I thought that maybe he would help me take my friend to her bed (because she could not stand alone) and then it would go away. We went into my apartment and left Clara lying on her bed, Cristián sat on the sofa, I went to the kitch
I filed the complaint against Anabel, I also mentioned that she was the one who ran me over, and that served to take custody of her son, although she did not care much about that, they were going to take the baby to an orphanage, but I talked to Cristián and we decided to adopt him, but on the condition that Anabel never found out about it, because I did not want that baby to live in such a place, I also saw him born, and he is so beautiful, I felt as if he were my son too .Ana helped me in those days in my house, I was finished fixing my baby's room, but she was also adding details so that Santiago, Anabel's son would sleep there, we were in the adoption process, when we finished the paperwork we had it. They would deliver, Cristián was nervous with me, he was always attentive, at the slightest pain he said he had, he thought it was that our daughter was already going to be born."Cristian is getting more nervous every day," I tell Ana, who was with me
The day of my appointment with the doctor arrived, when my turn came we went to the office, I gave the exams to the doctor and he reviewed them in detail, I was nervous, I just hoped they were well, because I did not want my health to affect that of my baby, that's why in the whole month I ate healthy and I took the best possible care of myself."Everything is fine," the doctor tells me when he finishes reviewing the results, "let's see how the baby is."We got up and went to the table where I lay down, I lifted my blouse and the doctor applied the gel on my belly, which was already much larger since my last appointment, the doctor placed the device and we could see on the screen to the baby, he checked that everything was fine, from his brain to his kidneys, heart and all his organs.- Do you want to know the sex? The doctor asks us."Yes, of course," we replied.- It's a girl! Congratulations.- A girl! - Cristián says very happy an
The next morning we left and Cristián took me to some buildings that were very close to the university, it was a very beautiful residential complex, while I was driving towards our destination, my eyes were seeing everything around us, I observed that there was a park, a supermarket, coffee, ice cream parlors and I also noticed that it was a very quiet place, something that I liked a lot."We're here," Cristián tells me as he opened the car door for me,"This place is very beautiful and peaceful," I tell him, "I like it.""And you haven't even seen our department."We entered the building and went to the elevator, we were going up and I noticed by the numbers that he was dialing that we reached the sixth floor, we walked to the end of the corridor and when he was in front of the door, Cristián took the keys out of his pocket and opened, when We entered, my jaw dropped, it was a very beautiful place, quite spacious and at the end of th
The doctor finished filling out the form and began to print it, he handed it over to me along with the echo photos and also gave me a sheet with the tests that I had to do.—You are going to do these exams when you are going to come to your next appointment, because I need them recent."Ok doctor," I answer, taking the sheets he was handing me.—Wait a moment —he says to me when he sees that I was getting up to leave— here are the indications for your diet, you have to eat low in salt and if possible no frying."Okay," I say as I take the other sheet."And this," he says, handing me another piece of paper, "are the medications you have to start taking," I grab the page, "now if they can go."We got up and left the office, on the way I was reviewing the sheets that had been given to me, I was reading everything and again I was seeing the echo."You look very happy," says Cristián, who was concentrating on
We entered the clinic and went to the obstetrician's office, Cristián had already made an appointment, I could finally see the state in which my baby was and know how long she was pregnant, although I already imagined more or less how much it would be, it is not who has had uncontrolled relationships to not know when they can get pregnant, we sat in the waiting room, we had to wait our turn.- How did you know that I should come for consultation? I asked him, he couldn't bear the intrigue anymore, I hadn't mentioned anything to him about it so he wanted to know how he found out."On the one hand, I had already imagined it," he turns to me and looks at me, "but Ana confirmed it."- Ana? And what else did he tell you?"Yes, and he told me that you had no way to pay for the consultation.""My friend and her tongue," I say in a low tone, so Cris couldn't hear.- What did you say? He asks curious."Not that she was very aware of tha
A week passed, I had not run into Cristián in those days, apparently he was giving me the time I asked for, for which I was very grateful, I had to put my head in order and make the right decision, Ana was in charge of remind me daily that I loved Cris and that he should be by my side during my pregnancy, a month had already passed since the day I bled and I still had not made the echo that the doctor had recommended that I do, although In the hospital they had made me one, it was not enough, I had to get in control with a specialist."Amy, you have to go to the obstetrician to get in control," Ana tells me, entering my room."I know, Ana," I tell her, taking my eyes off the book she's reading, "but I don't have the money, yes?" That is why I have not been.- And why don't you talk to Cristián?"I don't want to bother him, besides, I'm still not clear on what I'm going to do with him."- Are you serious friend? If you love him I don't
I woke up and when I opened my eyes, the first thing they saw was Ana asleep in a chair, and then they settled on my right hand, in which a helmet was inserted where they were giving me intravenous treatment.- You woke up! Ana says, getting up from her place and walking towards me."Yes," I show him a smile.- And how do you feel? You are better?"Yes, I'm already much better.""Oh my friend, it's great that we immediately came to the hospital, otherwise something terrible would happen."- What did they tell you? I ask."They did several tests and they are waiting for the results from the laboratory." He looks at me and smiles at me. "Congratulations, friend.""Thank you Ana," I say, hugging her tightly, "I hope everything is fine."At that moment the doctor came in with a folder in his hands, looked at me intently, and came over to give me the results."Amy, your hemoglobin is a little low and ..."- And
I started my new cycle of studies, at the university I tried to avoid Anabel and Cristián, I did not want to see them again in my life, she because he would make my life impossible and he because he lied to me when he told me that he loved me and that he would never leave me, but that promise was broken."Hey little one," I hear someone call me as I made my way to my classroom."Oh, hi Marcos," I greet him when I turn around and see that it was him, "how are you?""Good," he answers while giving me a hug, "and you're lost girl, I called you and you never answered me, we were very aware of you.""Oh sorry, it's just that I change my number," I tell him, showing him a smile to forgive me.—Ok, just for that you save yourself and how do you carry on?"I'm fine now, thanks for asking."At that moment the bell rang announcing the entrance of our classes, Marcos and I went to our classroom. We saw our first two classes, the mor
This was the worst news I have received in my life, since Cristián and Anabel had passed into the background, for me my parents were the most valuable thing I had and I had already lost one of them, and what hurts me the most is that, it was because of me, I felt guilty for the death of my father, although my mother told me over and over again that it was not my fault, I could not stop feeling it, a part of my world had collapsed, why to Do these things have to happen to me? Could it be that it is a punishment from God? Could it be that in another life I did terrible things and now I was paying the price?- I want to go visit his grave! I say to my mother, entering her room.My mother, who was sitting on her bed reading a book, raised her gaze and saw my eyes."Daughter, I don't want you to continue to suffer," he finally tells me after a moment of silence.- I want to say goodbye to him mom! - I say to him in the form of supplication - do not deny