105: Falling For him

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The rest of our Japan trip was amazing.

Lucian and I were getting closer. So much that this felt like a real marriage. It was surprising how that thought now makes butterflies swirl in my stomach. Instead of the panic I used to feel before.

And I found out his middle name is Elijah.

It wasn’t anything unexpected, but I didn’t really expect it. I started laughing after he told me, and that made him torture me with tickles. Thankfully, that ended with messy, sweaty sex. So I wasn’t really complaining.

We went to Singapore from there. Funny how I have been looking forward to going there but I couldn’t remember most of it. I just lived in the moment, sometimes forgetting to get the videos the girls said they needed. And yes, needed. Apparently, it was as important as oxygen.

Greece was also fun, and like Singapore. I lived in the moment.

Now, after a month of travels, I couldn’t wait to go back home.

Lucian had asked if I was tired and ready to go home. I wouldn’t say I was tired, b