Delaney
The sight of Paola's brother leaves me light-headed, mostly because she told me so much about him over the years and I never knew that I'd already seen him before.
The man standing before me gives me a once-over. Paola has cut her hair short and has gotten rid of all the black dye on her hair, and honestly, I think the color suits her more. Her hair is now the same dirty blonde as his, making them look very alike.
Only, the big difference between them is that although Paola can be explosive at times, she has this soft look to her. Her eyes are big and kind. Her brother, on the other hand, is the complete opposite. His eyes are full of curiosity and disdain as he sizes me up while a sly smile curls at the edges his plump lips. When they land on mine after his assessment, I have the feeling that he's making fun of me in his head.
I wonder if he recognizes me, too.
The day of the trial was such a long time ago.
"This is the friend you made in prison?" Pollux asks. His voice is low and deep with a sensuality that's impossible to ignore, even when he's poking fun at me.
"Yes, the lovely Delaney Waters," Paola says with a wide smile.
"Lovely?" Pollux echoes before his eyes return to my face. "I heard you killed a man, Waters."
His tone has a biting edge to it now, and the smoothness I detected earlier becomes sharpened somewhat. Paola straightens her back and glances at her brother with annoyance etching her features. I don't give myself the trouble of retorting.
"I killed a man, too," Paola claims to diffuse the tension that has formed a bubble around us. "So, you better think twice before poking fun at two cold-blooded killers. If we killed before, we can kill you, too."
Pollux laughs a little, though his eyes remain cold and emotionless. "Oh, I know that, little sis."
Paola opens the rear door for me and I get in the car. The interior smells like leather and the perfume she's wearing, which is rich and exotic. The car creaks when her and her brother climb in, and then she turns in her seat to look at me and says, "You're going to love where we're going."
"Where's that?"
"Paola," Pollux says sharply. "We don't talk about it to strangers."
Paola rolls her eyes. "She's not a stranger; she's my best friend. And stop trying to tell me what to do already. It's annoying as shit, okay?"
I can tell that Pollux doesn't like me, but it doesn't bother me much because I'm used to people not liking me. It's happened my whole life. Even other women at the prison didn't dare to get close to me because somehow, the information about my curse spread around, and people refused to get close to me.
Even in prison, people felt like they were better than me.
It was only Paola who didn't look at me that way. When I confessed to her that I'd been born under a black moon, she simply shrugged. "So what? How fucked do you think your stars have to be for you to end up in jail at some point? I've never been superstitious like that. I think luck is subjective."
That was when we became truly inseparable until her release, of course.
"It's a safe place for Omegas," Paola explains, interrupting my train of thought. "It's a place where we don't suffer prejudices. We can work and live however we please."
"Sounds great," I admit, but even as I utter the reply, my thoughts drift to the envelope in my hand. The instructions clearly state that I need to leave the country and assume a different identity. So, being here isn't going to be doing me any favors. I might even get myself in serious trouble.
I don't even know where these orders and the money have come from. But for the officers to have access to it, it must have been someone big.
Pollux sighs, clearly displeased with the whole thing. Honestly, I don't really understand what I've done to him to get him to treat me like this. That's why I'm assuming that it's something that Paola must have said to him. It could be that he's prejudiced.
Most people are.
Paola glares at the side of his head before turning to look at me again. Her eyes and my face and she reaches across the seat and takes my hand in hers. "You're going to love it out here, Delaney. It's a beautiful place, the world."
I smile and tears sting my eyes. I've always told her that I saw the world differently from everyone else. To me, it had always been a shithole filled with people with superiority complexes. That's why a brand new life wouldn't be so bad for me. I could leave; abandon my plans of revenge and just start a life somewhere else. My new papers still claim that I'm an Omega, but at least there's no sign of me being born under a bad moon in them.
Nobody would know, and I'd be able to lead a normal life for once. I graduated. I could probably do something with my education.
But there's a lot to think about. For the longest time, all I could think of was getting back at the people who put me in here. Alec Castell. Carla. Thelma. All of them. My plans gave me strength and I looked forward to them.
But now that I'm out, being practical will benefit me more.
We'll see.
The drive is fairly long and nothing else is said, not even between the siblings. I have a feeling that his harsh comments have upset her. I stare out the window of the car and take in the lovely nature all around us. When was the last time I had a view of the forest? What happened that day hadn't been enough to turn me into a nature-hater, surprisingly. Or maybe looking at the trees just feels great after years of seeing nothing but gray walls.
"We're almost there," Paola announces after a while.
We've finally started driving toward the city, and the area they're headed to is completely unfamiliar to me, or maybe things have changed so much that it feels like I'm in a foreign country. I keep staring out the window until we reach a tall, gray, nondescript brick building. The cobblestones that lead up to the entrance are wet, and the air is humid. It rained not so long ago.
We all get out of the car at the same time and Paola interlocks her arm with mine as we head inside. Her brother is right behind us, and I don't dare to look back at him. An old woman is seated behind the reception, and she doesn't look up as we walk past her. Nobody says a word to her.
"It's right here," Paola tells me as we enter the dining area. "There are other entrances to our world around the city, but this one is my favorite one."
"What do you mean?" I ask in confusion.
Paola simply smiles as we reach a small coffee table nestled between sofas. She pushes some of the sofas aside and then she ad Pollux remove the coffee table, leaving only the rug behind. it's only when they roll the rug aside that I understand, or behind to.
They're referring to a trap door. Right in the middle of the dining room of this inn.
Pollux opens it. and I only see darkness within. Paola has a flashlight in her hand and she says, "Follow me. The ladder is wobbly, so you have to be smart about your descent. Grab the rungs well."
She starts going down and I watch her disappear into the darkness. Pollux is standing next to me, not saying a word. Form the depths below, I then hear her voice. "Come on down!"
I don't even know where to start, so I kneel and then put a leg into the whole in hopes of stepping on a rung. She's right; the ladder is wobbly, and that makes me scared because I don't know how bad the fall would be if I were to slip.
"Careful!" she calls out.
I put my other leg into the hole and finally find my balance, or so I think. As I'm going down, my fingers slip from the floorboards, and I wobble precariously. Pollux grabs my hand to steady me, and for some reason, electricity travels down my arm at the contact. I stare into his eyes and he looks at me for a few solid seconds. His face is blank but his eyes...there's something about them. Something like despair or maybe—
"Are you okay?" Paola asks.
I clear my throat before speaking. "Yeah. I'll be right down."
He releases my hand and I finally bend over to grab a rung. I take a few breaths before going down. I do it slowly so I don't get hurt again, and I'm surprised that it's a pretty short drop. I look around quickly and gather that we're in a tunnel. There's dust everywhere, and I fight the urge to sneeze.
Paola is standing right next to me with the flashlight in her hand. She smiles. "Exciting, right?"
I rub my wrist and nod. "It was something different. Where does this tunnel lead to?"
"A place we call The Underworld," she replies in a sinister manner. "Don't worry. It's not as bad as it sounds. Let's get going."
"What about your brother?" I ask, since he's not down here yet.
"He'll come," she replies shortly. "Or not. I don't care right now."
Our arms are locked once more, and we walk straight into the void.
Delaney"What do you think?" Paola asks in my ear. "Pretty cool, huh?"I have no words for the scene in front of me. When we were walking through the tunnel to get here, I had no idea what to expect. I certainly didn't know that we would be walking into a whole city built under the one I grew up in. No wonder they call it the Underworld. "How did we manage all this?" I ask her as we walk through a narrow passageway. Most of the streets are narrow, and it's just dirt beneath our feet. Still, I'm impressed by the gothic feel of the place and how, for some reason, I've never heard about a place like this. I didn't even know such a thing could be possible. Some of the buildings we come across have been carved into the bedrock itself. It's not like they transported bricks down here. I'm surprised our city hasn't collapsed yet. I just can't believe this place is real. "It's been in the works for centuries," she informs me. "Many people helped bring this place to life, you know? It's ju
AlecI’m sitting on the edge of my bed and a million things are running through my mind because today was quite an eventful day for me, and a few hours ago, I received the confirmation that it all worked out in my favor. I glance at Carla, who’s lying on her side fast asleep, and slowly get out of bed before walking toward the window of our bedroom. The moon is merely a crescent, but I’m drawn to her already. In a few days, the Full Moon Hunt will begin. For once, I actually feel excited about it, and that’s because this year, I’ve let go of the weight that’s been burdening me for close to seven years. My father’s death earlier this year has made me Alpha, and with that, came a heap of responsibilities. Leading the pack is more troublesome than I thought, and it’s incredibly difficult to make a decision because it has to be approved by the board of Alphas that rule our city. Carla moans in her sleep, and I tense up and turn my head to look at her. Thankfully, she doesn’t wake up.
DelaneyMy work shift is pretty easy, apart from one thing. I’ve forgotten how to socialize with people. If I had to be completely honest, I’d say that I never really learned how to deal with people. In school, I didn’t have any friends. Everyone was too busy calling me Cursey Waters to get to know me, even the other Omegas. The years I spent in isolation made things worse, so I feel awkward around big crowds, and for some reason, I’m afraid that someone will recognize me and spread tales about me. I serve my last table the beer they ordered and then return to the bar. Paola is busy with the cashier, and she glances at me covertly before asking, “Are you okay?”“Yeah, just a little overwhelmed,” I admit. “You seem on edge,” she notes. “It’s weird being around people again, right?”“I guess so.”The door of the cavern swings open and Francesca and Pollux both walk in. They’re standing very close, and she presses a kiss to the side of his neck before making her way back to the bar.
DelaneyThe very next day, we wake up early and head down to the bar, even though it only opens later tonight. It's strange to wake up in a dark place. There's no way of having access to sunlight here, so torches light the place as well as lightbulbs. Now that I'm used to the thought of being free, it's easier for me to take in the details of the place, and honestly, I'm amazed at how all of this was put together. I want to know more about the place. When did our kind start building it? Who was behind it all? How is it possible that a place like this with so many people slid beneath the radar of the very people who want us oppressed?There's so much more to this story that I want to know. Francesca is already there, even though all the chairs are on top of the tables. She seems to be mixing fruits in a blender. When she sees us both, she smiles and says, "You're early.""Yeah," Paola says before sitting on one of the high stools near the bar. I do the same. "Your brother was here
AlecI feel a hand on my arm, and that's what wakes me up. I turn to the side and see a very blurry Carla staring back at me. Her brow is furrowed, and if I had to guess, I'd say she looks concerned. "What's going on?""There's someone at the door," she claims. "A meeting will be held today among the Alphas. They want you to join them in an hour."I tense a little but try not to let it show. "Did they tell you what the meeting would be about?""No," she claims. "But this rarely happens, right? The next meeting was meant to be in a week's time. Why this all of a sudden?"I get up and start getting ready for the meeting. Deep in my gut, I know exactly who this meeting's being held. I didn't think that they would find out so soon, though. Carla remains in the room as I'm getting ready. She seems to be watching me intently, for some reason. Again, I don't know when she became so paranoid. Being Luna changed her completely. I try not to make eye contact with her, and by the time I'm don
DelaneyOnly, the meal doesn't end as peacefully as I thought it would. We finish eating and Paola orders something they call Coal, which is a mass of gooey chocolate mixed with biscuit crumbs and nuts that’s absolutely delicious. It’s the best dessert I’ve ever had in my entire life, and I eat most of the bowl by myself and ignore the dirty look that Pollux gives me. I find that it’s easier when I act like he doesn’t exist. I didn’t have a problem with him before, but now I do. Does he think that he’s the only one who’s capable of being prejudiced against strangers? I don’t know him and yet, I have a terrible impression of him already. What kind of person judges another so harshly without knowing them? How can he assume that I’m a cold-blooded killer when his sister and I were in the can for very similar reasons?Only, she actually killed the man who was going to kill Pollux, and I never hurt anyone. My crime was being Omega and cursed. But I don’t want to talk about that anymor
DelaneyI still don't understand anything that's going on, because after Pollux says that, we sit still for a very long time and Connor serves the men the same thing we ate. I wish I had a way of communicating with Paola. I want to ask her so many questions. What's going to happen? Why did the others leave while we stayed behind? It’s frustrating that I have no ways of obtaining answers. I’ll have to wait and see. The air around us is crackling with tension. I find it a little hard for me to breathe. I wait expectantly to see what will happen, and honestly, I’m not looking forward to it at all. I’m not left wondering for too long after this thought crosses my mind, because the signal happens to be a sharp whistle, and everyone gets to work. The two men—who up until the whistle had been occupying a table close to the door—stand up and lock it. The visitors turn to look at them, confused, but they don’t act quickly enough. Connor reappears from the kitchen with a meat cleaver in h
Delaney“Are you going to tell me why the hell there are people after you?” Pollux asks right away. “And don’t lie to me. Don’t tell me that you don’t know what they’re talking about.”I feel extremely helpless right now. Having to explain myself to him is not something I ever thought I would have to do, but right now, he’s the one in charge, and unless I want to leave this place and try my luck elsewhere, I’ll have to cooperate. “I might have an idea,” I admit. “But I’m not sure. Nothing makes a lot of sense to me.”His rigid stance speaks volumes about his impatience. I lick my lips and say, “When I left the prison, they gave me an envelope with a new identity and instructions to leave the city. But Paola brought me here, and I fell in love with this place and what you were all fighting for, so I decided to stay.”“Who sent that to you?” he asks evenly. I shrug. “I don’t know. The letter wasn’t signed.”“Who do you think could’ve sent it?”I never really thought about it. I tell h
AlecI wake up suddenly, in the middle of the night. It’s another one of those nightmares that make my fucking ankle burn like shit. I sit up, reaching for it in hopes that it’ll remember to stop hurting, and that’s when I realize that Delaney isn’t in bed beside me like she has been for the past seven years. “Delaney?” I say loudly. “Here,” I hear her say. She’s standing near the balcony, which I only realize now is open. The curtains are billowing in the wind, covering her from view. I get out of bed, and limp to where she’s standing. She turns to look at me, and fuck, my heart stops beating for a moment. She’s never not stolen my breath from me. Snatched it right out of my lungs. “What’s wrong, baby?” I ask her as I approach her. “Just thinking,” she says as she turns to face me. She places her hands on either side of me, and I inch closer to her and kiss her lips. “I didn’t mean to wake you,” she says. “No, it wasn’t you, it was my foot,” I explain briefly. I then pay clos
DelaneyAlec comes up behind me, his arms circling my waist. It startles me because I was so deep in my thoughts that I completely forgot that he was somewhere behind me. All I can think about is the election that will start in about twenty minutes. We’ll be late if we don’t leave the house now. “You okay?” he asks while placing a tender kiss along my jawline. I find it in me to smile at him. “Never been better.”“It’s finally happening,” he claims as he steps back. I turn around to face him, and he hops back on his one good foot to circle my waist with his arms again. “I hope that’s not sadness I see in your eyes.”“No, I’m just thinking,” I admit. The memories claw at the edges of my mind as Alec’s arms tighten around my waist. His warmth anchors me in the present, but it’s not enough to silence the ghosts of the past. Faces flash before my eyes—people we lost, friends who sacrificed everything, moments drenched in pain and blood.But here we are. The war is over. We won.It doe
Alec Delaney. No. Pain courses through me, thick and intent to kill. She shouldn’t be here. When I realized she wasn’t in the car that came speeding down the road, I was relieved. But now she’s here, with the few other rebels who came here to save me. I don’t know what is going on. “Ah,” the sick fuck next to me says. He has his eyes on Delaney. On my girl. And the gleam in his eyes is twisted. “Miss Renner. You’ve finally joined us. I thought you’d never come.”At the sound of the man’s voice, her face completely transforms. She appears fierce. Ready. A warrior. My heart swells with pride, then shrinks with fear in the same beat. “You’ll unhand him,” she says, stepping into the role of a rebel leader swiftly. Seamlessly. “Or, we’re going to rain bullets down on you. On all of you.”The man laughs, and the crowd gasps. I stare at her face, and pray to the goddess that she won’t die here, right before my eyes. That’ll kill me faster than the silver will. “How typical of rebe
Delaney I drive around in circles, and nothing springs to mind. I don't find Alec, nor do I figure out what to do. I even drive all the way to our pack, and nothing. I think it's ridiculous for me to assume that I'd find information on him so quickly. Who would tell me? How would I just know? I guess what made me run so fast was the need to get away from Pollux. The fact that he'd hated on me for so long simply because I hadn't recognized him as my mate means a lot. He was always toxic and problematic, but at least I didn't fall for his schemes. I have this distinct feeling that tonight, everything is about to change. Thinking about Alec makes me cry. If it weren't for Pollux, he would've been safe. He doesn't deserve whatever will happen to him. He's a good person and all he ever tried to do was help us. I feel so responsible. Now, I don't know where to find the others or why they even left the camp to begin with, and I have no clue where to find Alec.I've never felt so lost
Alec When I open my eyes, I realize that I’m in a very bright room. That’s the first thing. The second thing is that there’s someone standing right next to me. On my right, to be precise. I look up and see the man from earlier. He’s peering down at me with disdain written all over his face. When he sees that I’m awake, he smiles a little and asks me, “Ready for what’s to come?”I look down at my body and realize that I’m still in wolf form. Pain immediately shoots down my paw when I try to move, and a growl leaves my lips. I’m chained to a metal table, and I have to way of moving without feeling a crippling kind of pain. “Yes, I think you are,” he claims. Before I know it, the table starts to move and I’m being wheeled out. The sharp screech of metal grates in my ears as the table wheels over the polished floor. Because all my senses are sharper in this form, I see and hear a lot better, so these little sounds while I’m disoriented are too loud and obnoxious in my ear. But not
Delaney “How!?” I yell as I continue punching his chest. “How could you have done such a thing!? HOW!?”Pollux takes the punches and doesn’t say anything. I grow angrier with his sudden silence, and punch him even harder. After a while, my arms start to hurt and my throat grows hoarse from all the screaming. I step back, and let my arms drop to my sides. By the goddess. What the hell is happeningHow did things take such a terrible turn in a matter of hours?I realize that I’m screaming in the streets while people are driving and walking by, and that somehow, I lost my beanie. My hair is out, red and wild, but I could’ve give a shit less about that. Alec has been captured. Everything has gone to shit. Shit, shit, shit.A strangled sound leaves my throat as I try not to cry. I can’t cry now. I have to use this anger to focus on what the hell I’m going to do. I bite my knuckles and think deeply. Where could they have taken Alec? “Delaney,” Pollux has the audacity to say. “You’re not
Delaney Upon reaching the bar, I find it empty. The doors are barricaded and it looks like there hasn’t been anyone in here for a while. The windows are broken, and when I peer inside, everything is covered in dust. What’s worse is that I don’t even see footprints, so I know that nobody was in here. They aren’t here. I’ve wasted my time coming all the way here. Bile rises up my throat, and I have to throw up on the side of the road, right next to Cade’s car. I don’t feel better afterward. Instead, this has made me more nauseous. I don’t have much left inside of me, though, just breakfast from earlier. I get in the car, and shut the door. I run my fingers through my hair as wave after wave of despair crash into me. I pull my knees up to my chest and rest my forehead against the steering wheel as despair takes hold of me. This wasn’t supposed to happen. They were supposed to be here. I hoped they’d be. I’d imagined walking through those doors and finding them—safe, together, alive.
Alec It doesn’t take me long to find out that there will be a raid in a newly discovered rogue camp not too far from the city. They were hidden in the middle of nowhere, but someone leaked the information and now, everyone will be headed there when the sun sets. I have a feeling deep inside of me that Delaney is in that camp, and I now regret telling her not to tell me the address of where she was staying. That way, I’d be sure.Fuck. That doesn’t mean I can’t call her though. I tell myself that as soon as I can, I’ll give her a call and ask for her exact location. Right now, I’m just waiting for this meeting to end. I notice that the hall is uncommonly empty, which makes me wonder where the hell everyone else is. Where have they gone? I’m not in the state of mind to ask, though. Carla’s burial was meant to be today, but I’ve asked for them to cremate her instead. I’ll keep the ashes at home and…I don’t know. I don’t know what I’ll do with them. So much is going on. I don’t have
DelaneySaying goodbye to Alec is always a bittersweet moment. This time, it’s more bitter than it is sweet. He drops me off near the car, and after saying goodbye to each other for the hundredth time, I start making my way back to the rebel camp. At least now I know that we have Alec’s support. What happens next can’t be predicted by anyone, we’ll just have to wait and see. And keep fighting, of course. I hope I won’t find the group as demoralized as they were last night. I come bearing good news, I hope. I hope it’ll cheer them up. We’ll see.The drive back feels longer than it should. Maybe it’s the silence in the car. The rebels don’t exactly have state-of-the-art vehicles, and the rumbling engine is loud enough to drown out my thoughts if I let it. But my brain insists on working overtime, replaying Alec’s words over and over again.I clench the steering wheel tighter, his words curling like smoke in my mind. I’ve never felt this desperate, not even when I was in the prison.