Delaney
The sight of Paola's brother leaves me light-headed, mostly because she told me so much about him over the years and I never knew that I'd already seen him before.
The man standing before me gives me a once-over. Paola has cut her hair short and has gotten rid of all the black dye on her hair, and honestly, I think the color suits her more. Her hair is now the same dirty blonde as his, making them look very alike.
Only, the big difference between them is that although Paola can be explosive at times, she has this soft look to her. Her eyes are big and kind. Her brother, on the other hand, is the complete opposite. His eyes are full of curiosity and disdain as he sizes me up while a sly smile curls at the edges his plump lips. When they land on mine after his assessment, I have the feeling that he's making fun of me in his head.
I wonder if he recognizes me, too.
The day of the trial was such a long time ago.
"This is the friend you made in prison?" Pollux asks. His voice is low and deep with a sensuality that's impossible to ignore, even when he's poking fun at me.
"Yes, the lovely Delaney Waters," Paola says with a wide smile.
"Lovely?" Pollux echoes before his eyes return to my face. "I heard you killed a man, Waters."
His tone has a biting edge to it now, and the smoothness I detected earlier becomes sharpened somewhat. Paola straightens her back and glances at her brother with annoyance etching her features. I don't give myself the trouble of retorting.
"I killed a man, too," Paola claims to diffuse the tension that has formed a bubble around us. "So, you better think twice before poking fun at two cold-blooded killers. If we killed before, we can kill you, too."
Pollux laughs a little, though his eyes remain cold and emotionless. "Oh, I know that, little sis."
Paola opens the rear door for me and I get in the car. The interior smells like leather and the perfume she's wearing, which is rich and exotic. The car creaks when her and her brother climb in, and then she turns in her seat to look at me and says, "You're going to love where we're going."
"Where's that?"
"Paola," Pollux says sharply. "We don't talk about it to strangers."
Paola rolls her eyes. "She's not a stranger; she's my best friend. And stop trying to tell me what to do already. It's annoying as shit, okay?"
I can tell that Pollux doesn't like me, but it doesn't bother me much because I'm used to people not liking me. It's happened my whole life. Even other women at the prison didn't dare to get close to me because somehow, the information about my curse spread around, and people refused to get close to me.
Even in prison, people felt like they were better than me.
It was only Paola who didn't look at me that way. When I confessed to her that I'd been born under a black moon, she simply shrugged. "So what? How fucked do you think your stars have to be for you to end up in jail at some point? I've never been superstitious like that. I think luck is subjective."
That was when we became truly inseparable until her release, of course.
"It's a safe place for Omegas," Paola explains, interrupting my train of thought. "It's a place where we don't suffer prejudices. We can work and live however we please."
"Sounds great," I admit, but even as I utter the reply, my thoughts drift to the envelope in my hand. The instructions clearly state that I need to leave the country and assume a different identity. So, being here isn't going to be doing me any favors. I might even get myself in serious trouble.
I don't even know where these orders and the money have come from. But for the officers to have access to it, it must have been someone big.
Pollux sighs, clearly displeased with the whole thing. Honestly, I don't really understand what I've done to him to get him to treat me like this. That's why I'm assuming that it's something that Paola must have said to him. It could be that he's prejudiced.
Most people are.
Paola glares at the side of his head before turning to look at me again. Her eyes and my face and she reaches across the seat and takes my hand in hers. "You're going to love it out here, Delaney. It's a beautiful place, the world."
I smile and tears sting my eyes. I've always told her that I saw the world differently from everyone else. To me, it had always been a shithole filled with people with superiority complexes. That's why a brand new life wouldn't be so bad for me. I could leave; abandon my plans of revenge and just start a life somewhere else. My new papers still claim that I'm an Omega, but at least there's no sign of me being born under a bad moon in them.
Nobody would know, and I'd be able to lead a normal life for once. I graduated. I could probably do something with my education.
But there's a lot to think about. For the longest time, all I could think of was getting back at the people who put me in here. Alec Castell. Carla. Thelma. All of them. My plans gave me strength and I looked forward to them.
But now that I'm out, being practical will benefit me more.
We'll see.
The drive is fairly long and nothing else is said, not even between the siblings. I have a feeling that his harsh comments have upset her. I stare out the window of the car and take in the lovely nature all around us. When was the last time I had a view of the forest? What happened that day hadn't been enough to turn me into a nature-hater, surprisingly. Or maybe looking at the trees just feels great after years of seeing nothing but gray walls.
"We're almost there," Paola announces after a while.
We've finally started driving toward the city, and the area they're headed to is completely unfamiliar to me, or maybe things have changed so much that it feels like I'm in a foreign country. I keep staring out the window until we reach a tall, gray, nondescript brick building. The cobblestones that lead up to the entrance are wet, and the air is humid. It rained not so long ago.
We all get out of the car at the same time and Paola interlocks her arm with mine as we head inside. Her brother is right behind us, and I don't dare to look back at him. An old woman is seated behind the reception, and she doesn't look up as we walk past her. Nobody says a word to her.
"It's right here," Paola tells me as we enter the dining area. "There are other entrances to our world around the city, but this one is my favorite one."
"What do you mean?" I ask in confusion.
Paola simply smiles as we reach a small coffee table nestled between sofas. She pushes some of the sofas aside and then she ad Pollux remove the coffee table, leaving only the rug behind. it's only when they roll the rug aside that I understand, or behind to.
They're referring to a trap door. Right in the middle of the dining room of this inn.
Pollux opens it. and I only see darkness within. Paola has a flashlight in her hand and she says, "Follow me. The ladder is wobbly, so you have to be smart about your descent. Grab the rungs well."
She starts going down and I watch her disappear into the darkness. Pollux is standing next to me, not saying a word. Form the depths below, I then hear her voice. "Come on down!"
I don't even know where to start, so I kneel and then put a leg into the whole in hopes of stepping on a rung. She's right; the ladder is wobbly, and that makes me scared because I don't know how bad the fall would be if I were to slip.
"Careful!" she calls out.
I put my other leg into the hole and finally find my balance, or so I think. As I'm going down, my fingers slip from the floorboards, and I wobble precariously. Pollux grabs my hand to steady me, and for some reason, electricity travels down my arm at the contact. I stare into his eyes and he looks at me for a few solid seconds. His face is blank but his eyes...there's something about them. Something like despair or maybe—
"Are you okay?" Paola asks.
I clear my throat before speaking. "Yeah. I'll be right down."
He releases my hand and I finally bend over to grab a rung. I take a few breaths before going down. I do it slowly so I don't get hurt again, and I'm surprised that it's a pretty short drop. I look around quickly and gather that we're in a tunnel. There's dust everywhere, and I fight the urge to sneeze.
Paola is standing right next to me with the flashlight in her hand. She smiles. "Exciting, right?"
I rub my wrist and nod. "It was something different. Where does this tunnel lead to?"
"A place we call The Underworld," she replies in a sinister manner. "Don't worry. It's not as bad as it sounds. Let's get going."
"What about your brother?" I ask, since he's not down here yet.
"He'll come," she replies shortly. "Or not. I don't care right now."
Our arms are locked once more, and we walk straight into the void.
Delaney"What do you think?" Paola asks in my ear. "Pretty cool, huh?"I have no words for the scene in front of me. When we were walking through the tunnel to get here, I had no idea what to expect. I certainly didn't know that we would be walking into a whole city built under the one I grew up in. No wonder they call it the Underworld. "How did we manage all this?" I ask her as we walk through a narrow passageway. Most of the streets are narrow, and it's just dirt beneath our feet. Still, I'm impressed by the gothic feel of the place and how, for some reason, I've never heard about a place like this. I didn't even know such a thing could be possible. Some of the buildings we come across have been carved into the bedrock itself. It's not like they transported bricks down here. I'm surprised our city hasn't collapsed yet. I just can't believe this place is real. "It's been in the works for centuries," she informs me. "Many people helped bring this place to life, you know? It's ju
AlecI’m sitting on the edge of my bed and a million things are running through my mind because today was quite an eventful day for me, and a few hours ago, I received the confirmation that it all worked out in my favor. I glance at Carla, who’s lying on her side fast asleep, and slowly get out of bed before walking toward the window of our bedroom. The moon is merely a crescent, but I’m drawn to her already. In a few days, the Full Moon Hunt will begin. For once, I actually feel excited about it, and that’s because this year, I’ve let go of the weight that’s been burdening me for close to seven years. My father’s death earlier this year has made me Alpha, and with that, came a heap of responsibilities. Leading the pack is more troublesome than I thought, and it’s incredibly difficult to make a decision because it has to be approved by the board of Alphas that rule our city. Carla moans in her sleep, and I tense up and turn my head to look at her. Thankfully, she doesn’t wake up.
DelaneyMy work shift is pretty easy, apart from one thing. I’ve forgotten how to socialize with people. If I had to be completely honest, I’d say that I never really learned how to deal with people. In school, I didn’t have any friends. Everyone was too busy calling me Cursey Waters to get to know me, even the other Omegas. The years I spent in isolation made things worse, so I feel awkward around big crowds, and for some reason, I’m afraid that someone will recognize me and spread tales about me. I serve my last table the beer they ordered and then return to the bar. Paola is busy with the cashier, and she glances at me covertly before asking, “Are you okay?”“Yeah, just a little overwhelmed,” I admit. “You seem on edge,” she notes. “It’s weird being around people again, right?”“I guess so.”The door of the cavern swings open and Francesca and Pollux both walk in. They’re standing very close, and she presses a kiss to the side of his neck before making her way back to the bar.
DelaneyThe very next day, we wake up early and head down to the bar, even though it only opens later tonight. It's strange to wake up in a dark place. There's no way of having access to sunlight here, so torches light the place as well as lightbulbs. Now that I'm used to the thought of being free, it's easier for me to take in the details of the place, and honestly, I'm amazed at how all of this was put together. I want to know more about the place. When did our kind start building it? Who was behind it all? How is it possible that a place like this with so many people slid beneath the radar of the very people who want us oppressed?There's so much more to this story that I want to know. Francesca is already there, even though all the chairs are on top of the tables. She seems to be mixing fruits in a blender. When she sees us both, she smiles and says, "You're early.""Yeah," Paola says before sitting on one of the high stools near the bar. I do the same. "Your brother was here
AlecI feel a hand on my arm, and that's what wakes me up. I turn to the side and see a very blurry Carla staring back at me. Her brow is furrowed, and if I had to guess, I'd say she looks concerned. "What's going on?""There's someone at the door," she claims. "A meeting will be held today among the Alphas. They want you to join them in an hour."I tense a little but try not to let it show. "Did they tell you what the meeting would be about?""No," she claims. "But this rarely happens, right? The next meeting was meant to be in a week's time. Why this all of a sudden?"I get up and start getting ready for the meeting. Deep in my gut, I know exactly who this meeting's being held. I didn't think that they would find out so soon, though. Carla remains in the room as I'm getting ready. She seems to be watching me intently, for some reason. Again, I don't know when she became so paranoid. Being Luna changed her completely. I try not to make eye contact with her, and by the time I'm don
DelaneyOnly, the meal doesn't end as peacefully as I thought it would. We finish eating and Paola orders something they call Coal, which is a mass of gooey chocolate mixed with biscuit crumbs and nuts that’s absolutely delicious. It’s the best dessert I’ve ever had in my entire life, and I eat most of the bowl by myself and ignore the dirty look that Pollux gives me. I find that it’s easier when I act like he doesn’t exist. I didn’t have a problem with him before, but now I do. Does he think that he’s the only one who’s capable of being prejudiced against strangers? I don’t know him and yet, I have a terrible impression of him already. What kind of person judges another so harshly without knowing them? How can he assume that I’m a cold-blooded killer when his sister and I were in the can for very similar reasons?Only, she actually killed the man who was going to kill Pollux, and I never hurt anyone. My crime was being Omega and cursed. But I don’t want to talk about that anymor
DelaneyI still don't understand anything that's going on, because after Pollux says that, we sit still for a very long time and Connor serves the men the same thing we ate. I wish I had a way of communicating with Paola. I want to ask her so many questions. What's going to happen? Why did the others leave while we stayed behind? It’s frustrating that I have no ways of obtaining answers. I’ll have to wait and see. The air around us is crackling with tension. I find it a little hard for me to breathe. I wait expectantly to see what will happen, and honestly, I’m not looking forward to it at all. I’m not left wondering for too long after this thought crosses my mind, because the signal happens to be a sharp whistle, and everyone gets to work. The two men—who up until the whistle had been occupying a table close to the door—stand up and lock it. The visitors turn to look at them, confused, but they don’t act quickly enough. Connor reappears from the kitchen with a meat cleaver in h
Delaney“Are you going to tell me why the hell there are people after you?” Pollux asks right away. “And don’t lie to me. Don’t tell me that you don’t know what they’re talking about.”I feel extremely helpless right now. Having to explain myself to him is not something I ever thought I would have to do, but right now, he’s the one in charge, and unless I want to leave this place and try my luck elsewhere, I’ll have to cooperate. “I might have an idea,” I admit. “But I’m not sure. Nothing makes a lot of sense to me.”His rigid stance speaks volumes about his impatience. I lick my lips and say, “When I left the prison, they gave me an envelope with a new identity and instructions to leave the city. But Paola brought me here, and I fell in love with this place and what you were all fighting for, so I decided to stay.”“Who sent that to you?” he asks evenly. I shrug. “I don’t know. The letter wasn’t signed.”“Who do you think could’ve sent it?”I never really thought about it. I tell h
DelaneyIn the morning, there’s an agitation somewhere deep in the settlement that wakes me up right away. I turn on my side, and see Paola staring at me. It seems the same noise has woken her up as well. I ask her, “Do you know what’s happening?”“No,” she says. “What time is it?”Before I can answer her, there’s a sharp knock on our door and Francesca walks in. “I’m sorry ladies. I wouldn’t have come in so quickly if it weren’t an emergency.”I sit up. “What happened?”“They’re saying something ridiculous,” she explains. “Some of the scouts that keep a close eye on the Alphas and everything that goes on in the city have just reported that Tobias Renner has been captured. Your father, Delaney. I mean, can you believe that?”My eyes widen, and my heart drops to the pit of my stomach. “What?”“We’re worried because it might mean that our informants got the wrong information, which means that they’re on to us. That’s bad, and we’re trying to figure out what to do now that we can’t trus
Alec The whole city is looking for the rebels, particularly Tobias Renner and his troublesome red-headed daughter. I couldn’t stop it or say no, not without making myself seem suspicious. I had to agree with it. Either way, I’m in control of everything that happens. Everyone’s looking up to me to take care of this and make this all go away, and this is easier to do when the people who were suspicious of me are now dead. Well, not all of them. Carla is alive still, and she suspects of me even though she hasn’t said a word about it. She hasn’t said anything since she woke up, to her precise, and I don’t know if it’s a head injury or whether she’s choosing to stay mute. As long as she doesn’t say anything, I’m good to go. She hasn’t gotten out of bed either, and the healers don’t know what’s wrong because she refuses to communicate and doesn’t want to leave the house. I check up on her only when I’m sure she’s asleep. One thing I can say is that I’m glad she’s not participating in a
DelaneyI hear Paola say my name. “Delaney?”I turn to look at her over my shoulder, and see her in Cade’s arms. I’m outside, getting some fresh air, and I’m standing right next to a metallic garden table with the polished green paint. He sets her down on one of the matching chairs, and then retreats. It’s almost like he was never here.I sit down beside her, and her eyes follow me the entire time. I stare at her face for a few beats, unsure of what to say. During my rant in there, I’d forgotten that she would be there, listening to everything that I was saying about her brother. I don’t know what came over me. The fact that he would ask me what’s wrong when he let innocent people die just touched a part of me that I didn’t even know existed. I’m angry, and I don’t trust that anger. “My brother…” she begins before trailing off. I give her some time to get her thoughts in order, and she then asks me, “Were those things you said true? Did he really do that?”I wait for a few beats, t
DelaneySince Cade told me what he’d seen and heard, I’ve been in a deep, pensive state. It’s much more than just me thinking too much, though. It’s something else. It’s an overwhelming feeling of guilt that really could kill me. Guilt, helplessness, and regret, all mixed in one. It’s a truly miserable feeling. Because I had to realize way too late that Alec didn’t have anything to do with the attack, even though Carla had been leading the whole thing. He hadn’t known. This explains why I felt so guilty whenever I thought that he had betrayed me. It was because he hadn’t. He’d been innocent. He’d even tried to help the cause, which means that the second explosion had been his doing. And if Pollux had done the right thing and told us, so much could have been avoided. Alex wouldn’t be dead, and neither would Matteo. I’ve been too busy being angry to be able to cry about this. Pollux…he’d betrayed me in the worst possible way. He’d betrayed the whole rebellion in the most horrible w
Alec“Alpha Alec,” one of my Gammas says right as he enters my office. “Here’s the list of the casualties you requested. Also, the newly appointed Alphas have accepted your meeting request for this afternoon.”“Thank you, Jason,” I tell him before taking the envelope from his hand. My whole body hurts still, particularly my back, but I’m starting to heal well. The problem with burns is that they take time to heal, and they tend to leave scars. I’m not too worried, but it is in inconvenience. I’ve stayed home for what feels like an eternity now (even though, in reality, it’s only been a few days), when I should be doing better things. I scan through the page in front of me. Twenty-seven deaths, including security and some of the cleaners who’d been on shift the day of the explosion. All the Alphas gone, except for me. Even my Beta, Carla’s father, died in the explosion. She just doesn’t know because she hasn’t woken up yet. I’m the only one who survived it. This is a mere confirma
Delaney The new location is supposedly safe, and I believe that because it’s in the middle of nowhere. I don’t think anyone could stumble upon us by accident. I look around and all I see is greenery. We must be in the middle of the woods somewhere, which makes sense because we’re living with rogues now, and they have a completely different way of living. The rogues are resourceful, I’ll give them that. There are shelters carved out of the land itself—wooden structures that blend into the thick foliage, and paths so overgrown you’d miss them if you didn’t know where to look. It’s rudimentary compared to the life I’ve known, but it’s safe. Safe. That word doesn’t feel real anymore. Not after the last few days. I’m still in shock concerning the bombing two days ago. Those of us who go into town come back saying that it’s all over the news. The Alphas have died. That’s all that’s being said. Names haven’t been released yet, and my guess is that the packs are trying to keep this
AlecWhen I look up, my vision is completely blurry, and there’s a mess all around me, but that’s not the first thing that I notice. Carla.She’s lying beneath me, and she’s unconscious. There’s also blood near her head, which makes me think that she hit her head way too hard when I collided against her due to the explosion. I roll off her, groaning. I’m filled with a sense of urgency. I have to move. I have to do something. I check the time on my watch, and my eyes widen when I realize that this bomb went off way too early. Twenty minutes too early, to be exact. What the hell happened? Did something happen to the timer? Granted, I don’t know how to truly set up a bomb. I just followed the instructions I thought made more sense. But the timer was right. I’d made sure of it. I don’t know what happened, but there’s not enough time for this. I have to get out of here, and I have to find a way to help Carla. I rise, even though my head is fucking pounding, and then haul Carla up befo
DelaneyMy ears are ringing from the explosion, and the windows of the car have all cracked. My head is a pounding mess, and I’m having a hard time seeing things clearly. Goddess, was the explosion meant to be that way?I look around at the car. Francesca is raising her head too, and I notice that there’s a piece of glass lodged on her hairline. I gasp, and point at it. “Francesca.”She frowns, and then she brings up her hand and feels the glass. Her face is a mask of horror, and she says to me, “By the goddess, don’t look.”I look away, and I imagine she removes the glass because when I look back at her, it’s gone and a bleeding gash is left behind. She presses her sleeve against it, and then stares out of the window. The building is up in flames, and I hate how long it takes me to process everything. Matteo is dead by now, and I’m guessing that so are the Alphas, as he’d planned. There’s no way anyone inside that building survived the explosion. It’s starting to fall apart, and th
Alec I check the time on my watch. It’s 7:45 on the dot, which means that in forty-five minutes, at 8:30, this entire courthouse will go up in flames. Since the bomb has a timer, I don’t have to do a single thing. I’ll just have to show up to the meeting and then excuse myself right before it happens. It’s a good thing that I’m not the head of the meeting. One of the Alphas from our neighboring city will be giving the speech. I’ll be in the background, where nobody will see me. It hasn’t been easy to get the job done, because I had to do it myself. I put all the bombs that we recovered from the rebels under the ground, the same ground where the meeting will be held. The massive office is covered in a blue carpet, so the floor is never seen. All I had to do was remove a few tiles, dig just enough for the bomb to fit into the whole, and then cover it up. I did it last night, and all by myself. It’s incredible how easily one can slip in here when being an Alpha. Nobody questioned it,