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The Weight of Loneliness

Author: Sonii Naaz
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Chapter 20

Sansa's POV

The grotto overwhelmed, its earthy perfume mingling with the heavy emotions in the air. The harsh reality pressed down on me like a weight, snuffing out the hope sparked by Father Raven's brief awakening.

The collision of reality and the illusion of the past jolted me back to the present, putting an end to my daydream. I gingerly reached out, my fingers twitching with a mixture of fear and excitement. I hesitantly opened my eyes, the stark contrast between the beautiful environment of my dreams and the gloomy subterranean surroundings tugging at my heart.

Despite the suffering, my heart was full of strength. The echoes of that fleeting dream lingered within me, reminding me of our unbreakable bond, even in the face of tragedy.

Even though Father Raven was still asleep, his presence echoed through the depths of my soul, sparking a gleam of hope for future awakenings and joyous reunions.

My eyes fluttered open, tears flowing down my cheeks as the remnants of a t
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