Prologue
"Lexis stop whining about that damn toy!" Mom shouted but I remained crying and whining at the floor.
"I want that toy! I want that toy Mommy!" I cried loudly.
Mom sighed heavily like I am the biggest problem that she have. I lost my toy while I'm playing at my grandmother's flower farm.
I got amazed to the flowers that my Grandma planted in her farm. My grandmother loves flower that leads her to make it a business. And now it blooming beautifully and the flower farm is becoming huge every year.
"I'm gonna just buy you that same toy-""No! I want that toy Mommy!" I shouted angrily. Mom squatted in front of me and held my cheeks."Lexis this is not the time to cry like this! I have work to do! Your dad is trying his best for his new business and you whining like this isn't helping anymore!"I stopped at what she said. For a glimpse of a minute I felt guilty for being such a burden to my mother. But a 10 years old like me won't understand why they have to work like that when there's already a flower farm that provides our needs!"Be good to your grandmother okay? I'm gonna leave now," she said and kissed my cheeks before leaving.I wiped my tears while watching my Mom leave. This isn't new anymore. Dad and Mom wasn't always here in my side because of their new venture of business. They are busier and sometimes they forget about their duty being my parents. But it's okay. I have my grandmother to take care of me.I stood up and search for grandmother that was having her coffee in the terrace of her ancestral house where we are staying right now. In front of us is the beautiful flower farm. It's a wonderful view to take. It can take your breath away."Grandma isn't it cold?" I asked and sat beside her. She sipped her coffee and stared what's in front of us."Did you find your toy?" She asked. I sighed."No," I answered."San Isidro have secret places that the people still didn't know until now," Grandma said after a long while. My brows furrowed."And you know it, Grandma?" I asked, confused. She chuckled and looked at me. She pat my head and looked at me with her gentle eyes."I'm just thinking that maybe your toy went to that secret place so you don't have to worry," she explained."Then I want to go to that secret place! Where is it Grandma?!" I excitedly asked. Her lips pursed and made a serious face. "It's a dangerous place Lexis. No one has the courage to enter that place because it will surely locked you forever," she said and stared at the sky. The sky is now pitch black. It's a sign that darkness would finally enveloped the whole sky and moon will appear in the night sky."But I want-""Lexis...remember this..." she stared at me and held my both shoulder to make me listen to her."San Isidro is a place where hidden creature are living. And when the moon turned to its full feature you have to hide no matter what. Promise?" I'm confused and I really don't understand the things she was saying so I had no choice but to nod even though I don't understand it. She smiled and pat my head again.We both looked up in the night sky and my eyes widened when I saw how full the moon is! It's very beautiful! I was about to stood up to watch it clearly when Grandma suddenly grab my hands and pulled me inside the house and locked the door immediately."Is there something wrong Grandma?"She looked at me with worriedness in her eyes. I don't understand since it's my first time looking at my grandmother like this. I don't know why but I can feel danger in her actions."Full moon is a monster's night, Lexis," she said and pulled me upstairs.I slept peacefully that night although Grandma is panicky. But when morning came everything came back to normal. Mom and dad also came back from their work. They said that it's their free time so they have a lot of time to spend with me!I was so excited that I really picked the most beautiful dress that my Mom bought for me. Mom and Dad are managing the business in the city. It's far from here in San Isidro. But because Grandma is the only one who can look for me while they are gone I have to stay here while they are busy with their business.I also having my study here in the nearest school. But now that they have free time I am very excited!I was smiling widely when I went downstairs but my smile faded when I saw how my dad and mom dressed up like they are going with another business again."Mom? Dad?" I asked, trying to caught their attention. But dad is busy with his phone and Mom is busy finding something in her bag while Grandma is just watching the three of us while sipping her coffee."I thought we are going out?" I can't hide the bitterness in my voice. Mom finally looked at me but with a hint of tiredness in her eyes.If she's tired why won't they rest for a little while?"I'm sorry Lexis. There is an emergency with your dad's business, maybe next time okay?" Mom said and continued what she's doing.My chest felt heavy for unknown reason. For a little kid like me it's hard to understand why are they like this. I couldn't get why they have to work like this when we already have the flower farm. Grandma is contented with it, why won't they be contented with it also?"Sunny, we have to go," Dad called my mom. Dad went to me and pat my head and kissed my cheeks."I'm sorry, Lexis. Just remember that we're doing this for you okay?" He said softly before he and mom went out.As soon as they went out the emotion that I keep hiding suddenly burst out. My tears rolled down my eyes with the blank emotion on my face. My tears is just rolling down but my face remained the same. My parents stood me up again. It really hurts thinking that the business is more important than their daughter. "Lexis..." Grandma called me but I didn't listen to her. I ran outside the house with tears on my eyes. Before I went out Grandma kept on calling out for my name but I didn't stop and continuously ran.I stopped running when I noticed that I am in the middle of the flower farm that my Grandma owned. I wiped my tears because for unknown reason flower made my heart at peace. It lifted up some of my heavy emotions. At least flower makes me calm. I sat in the bench that I saw. Maybe this is where Grandma always sit when she's tired planting all these flowers.
"Flowers are so lucky..." I whispered in myself. I smiled and picked a pink flower because among the colors it's my favorite."You grew up beautifully and together," I said while staring at the flower I picked. I put the flower on my ear. I saw a water pond so I went there and watch my reflection through the clear water. I smiled when I saw the fishes in the pond. I didn't know that Grandma also put fishes in the pond!The heavy emotions I felt earlier suddenly went down on my system and replaced by the peacefulness because of the place. But while looking at my reflection I felt that something moves in the trees in front of me. I turned to that area but I see nothing. I just shook my head and continued playing the water in the pond but something moves again so I got distracted.I stood up and slowly walks towards the place. While slowly walking I noticed that there's a secret passage through the grass. I never saw this before so I got curious. I continued walking while finding the thing that moves. When I got pass through the passage I finally saw the grass moving and when I opened it my eyes widened when I saw a rat playing with my doll!It was the toy I lost yesterday!"Oh my! Don't!" I shouted and immediately grabbed my doll away from the rat. "You look ugly now!" I said while pouting. I glared at the rat."Bad rat!" I accused and rolled my eyes."It's your fault. Not the rat," I almost jump on where I am standing when someone spoke behind me!I immediately turned around and my jaw almost drop when I saw a gorgeous man standing in front of me. I blinked twice when I saw how intimidating his eyes and how tall he is to me. He sat under the tree and lean his head in that tree. My brows furrowed. Who is he?"Who are you?" I asked, curious. He closed his eyes and I saw how his adams apple moves when he swallowed. Oh my god! He's so hot! "You really didn't have to know," he said, snobby. I slowly walk towards him while holding the doll in my hands."Is this your home?" I asked once again. He opened his eyes that made me taken aback. Now that we're a bit close I can see clearly his eyes. His eyes are magnificent. It's gray and dark. I didn't know that there's a man as handsome he is. Or maybe I am just too young and a bit unexperience the reason why I'm praising him too much?"My home is far away from here," he said."Then why are you here?" I asked. He closed his eyes again."Because a crying child woke me up from my peaceful sleep," he said that made me stop.He was sleeping here?!"Don't you have room? Or maybe a bed? Why are you sleeping here?" I innocently asked. I didn't know why the side of his lips rose for a small smirk."It's more comfortable. But the thing I do not understand is why is a child like you roaming around this place?" He asked and raised her brows. I pouted and looked away because his eyes are intimidating.
"I just want to stroll, duhh?" I said while rolling my eyes and turned around to look at the place and my jaw almost drop when I saw how beautiful the forest is!I can see the tall trees around. The grass on the ground and the wild flowers bloomimg around the area! It's so beautiful! How come Grandma didn't know that there's a secret passage here?"Go back to your home. The sun is almost setting up," he said and stood up. He is really tall. How old is he? 20? 22? I'm just 10. Am I too young for him?I shook my head. No! I can't be! I'm too young for it!"Okay..." I said softly and I was about to leave when he spoke again."Will you promise me that you won't mention this place to anyone?" He asked. My brows furrowed in confusion."Why?" I asked curiously. "Just promise me," he said. I nodded nonstop that made him chuckled. My cheeks heated up because he is really dangerously handsome!"I promise!" I said and lifted my arms to make a promise. He stared at me for a while and for unknown reason I saw how his eyes turned gold but it suddenly vanished out. Am I just imagining?"Damn it," I heard him whisper and I saw his fist turned into baled. I can also see how his veins portruded in his arms. What is happening to him?"Is there something wrong?" I asked, worried.But he just left me without even saying anything.CHAPTER 1I stared at the night sky from my window. I am now wearing my favorite hello kitty pajama and as usual mom and dad were in the city doing their business leaving me with Grandma in her old ancestral house here in San Isidro."Why won't you sleep now? It's late, Lexis," Grandma said while lying on the bed. We used to sleep together because she said that she was worried for me to be alone in this lonely room."Grandma the moon isn't full. The monster is gone now right?" I asked while staring at the crescent moon from above. But even though it isn't full it is still shining brightly from above."Why did you suddenly think about them?" She asked that made me silent.Because I am worried to the guy I met earlier. He is living in the forest and staying there when it's full moon is dangerous because like Grandma said full moon is always the monster's hours.I can't help but to think about tha
CHAPTER 2I can't hide my smile while walking towards the secret passage. I even picked a flower and put it on my ear. I even jump while walking slowly and feeling the fresh wind of the province of San Isidro along the beautiful flowers around me.Yesterday was so good to be true. He told me his name and I didn't know why I feel so energetic about it although I think that he just forced himself to do it but I'm still happy!His name suits him! Alqamar San Diego. Oh my! His name sounds so sexy! I can imagine a hot and sexy model with his half naked on! Oh my gosh! I am thinking rated spg! I should erase it!Clean your mind Lexis! It's not appropriate for a 10 years old like you!I took a peek in the secret passage and check if Alqamar is already there but I didn't see anyone so I entered the place looking around."Alqamar?" I called. I bit my lower lip after I mention his name. The way my
CHAPTER 3I woke up because of a pat on my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes and the first person I saw was Grandma."Lexis is awake now!" Grandma shouted and it's just a matter of time when dad and mom went to me. My brows furrowed as I stared at them. They look so worried."W-What happened?" I asked while as I rub my eyes. Mom hold my hand and worriedly looked at me."You were out the whole night! We cannot find you! We even called the police to find you! But this morning we saw you lying on the flower farm! Unconscious! What happened Lexis?" Mom said anxiously.I blinked twice and suddenly the memories of last night came like a whirwind on my mind.It's started when I had a talk with Alqamar and then I saw him with a girl and that girl kissed him. I got mad and left but my doll went missing so I searched for it until the night came. And it was...full moon and I saw...a...wolf!
CHAPTER 4"Mom! I don't want to go back in that province!" I shouted and covered my whole body with my comforter.It's been days since and dad start convincing me to go back in that province but I hardly refuse. I can't go back! I won't go back! I don't want to see that place again!"What's wrong with you?! Do you want us to wroth in hunger in this city? The only thing we have right now is that flower farm! We don't have enough money anymore!" Mom shouted angrily while trying to pull my comforter.I sat down and looked at her in annoyance."Dad can find another job! He can just apply to other companies and-""You know it's that easy? It wasn't! Everyone knows that our company is failing! Do you think that there's a company who will accept your dad without humiliation? No! They will humiliate your dad and he will forever carry it until he died! Do you want that to happen?!" Mom is very mad right now. It's obvio
CHAPTER 5My hands turned cold as I step backwards. I can feel the grass touching my foot. The night is as dark as the universe. The wind cold is blowing at me as a huge monster slowly nearing."Stop...please!" I shouted as the tears stream down on my face. I tried to move my feet to ran away from this monster but I am like a nail that pinned on the ground. I can't move. I am glued at the ground while the monster in front of me is ready to devour me."Please...don't..." my heavy breathing became ragged as the monster slowly walk towards me. This monster has a thick fur. It's huge and its sharp teeth is gritting in front of me. It is a wild wolf that wants to eat me.My heart hitched up when it agressively went towards me and the only thing I could do is to shout for help."Lexis Midnight!"I immediately opened my eyes as I heard someone called my name. I sat down and roam my eyes around. My brows furrowed
CHAPTER 6“Lexis!” I woke up because of some noises behind. I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I noticed is our car is now not moving and second is I can’t no longer see the buildings. The buildings that I was used to see is now turned out to a tall trees and mountains with forests all around.We are here now in San Isidro. There’s no mistaken it because I can clearly see Grandma who was standing beside the car with her brows furrowed.“Get up now and lift your things up,” Mom said so I immediately stood up and get my bags. But I was bewildered when Grandma went to daddy and hit him!What’s wrong with Grandma?“What?! Why?” dad asked, confused while caressing his arms that was hit by Grandma.“Why did you come back here?” Grandma asked, mad. I went out of the car and Grandma immediately flew on me.“Our company was sold out now Mom and y
CHAPTER 7I woke up early in the morning because I'm gonna go to the community college to enroll myself. I wear my usual sleeveless blouse and high waist jeans and an ankle boots.When I went down mom is now preparing our breakfast while grandma was sipping her coffee."Where's dad?" I asked since dad is the one who wasn't here."He's busy with the truck that will deliver the flowers in the market. Take a seat here and have your breakfast," Mom said.I sat down in front of grandma. I noticed the brown envelop beside my plate so I looked at my mother."What's this?" I asked."It's your requirements for your enrollment," she said and continue eating. I nodded and just eat my foods.But I can't help but to think everything again. Everything is new to me. I'm gonna face new people, new school, new place. All is new and it's hard to fit in. I don't even know if I can fit in.I wave
CHAPTER 8I can't move.I feel like I was thrown to an oblivion. I feel like I was surrounded by the sharp knives ready to stab me.This isn't what I expected! I didn't even imagine that I could see him right here! How come he became a doctor?! And a damn professor?!It can't be! My heart almost jump out of my chest. My feet wants to run away but my body can't even move!"Let's have our attendance," his baritone voice give chills in my system. I suddenly remembered how that girl kissed him.I really didn't know him from the start cause I didn't even know that he was a doctor! How could I had a crush on him when the only thing I know about him was his name?!"Giselle Adam," he started to call names. Damn it! I am damn nervous!"Present," the girl said with her soft voice and raised her hand. Alqamar looked at her direction and nodded, the girl giggled in that simple interaction with him.I
EPILOGUELooking back to all the things that happened, it seems worth it now. After the accident I woke up with a headache and the first person I saw was a man wearing his white lab coat. He told me that his name was Ronald Madrigal, and I had an accident. At first, I couldn’t believe it. How could I have an accident when I know that I have the greatest power among all my pack? And I am the alpha. But then…I noticed how I clearly remember my childhood memories and the night where I saw my parents soaking with blood but other than that…I remember nothing.I feel like I was stuck in that particular memory and it’s tormenting my mind. It was frustrating to only know a bit of yourself. I remember Fin, Gray, Rael and Cristine because they are part of my memories when I was still young but…I didn’t even remember how I got an accident! Damn!“Don’t stress yourself too much, Alqamar. Your memories will be
CHAPTER 120“When are you planning to go back, Alqamar?” I heard Cristine asked while I am watching the trees danced with the wind. It was still vivid to me. The things that happened and how I almost lost my life in that unfaithful night. And…how I watched Lexis cry while darkness is eating my whole system.I had the choice to go back and tell Lexis that I am alive but it’s not easy at it’s seem. I’ve learned my lesson. Carlos is still alive and probably waiting for his attacks if he finds out that I am alive. When everyone thought that I was killed Carlos stopped chasing and targeting Lexis. It only means one thing. I am the only one he needs and my come back is his trigger to use Lexis again as my weakness. So, I have to remain hidden and just like before…watched Lexis from afar.I don’t want to go back to the days where I was still looking at her from afar but it’s still happening right, an
CHAPTER 119It wasn’t easy. Every time she’ll ask about my identity or my past makes me anxious. Thinking that once I told her everything she’ll slip away. And it’s even harder when I found out that Herman and Carlos’ group is planning of an attack against Lexis. So, for the mean time I told Lexis that I’ll leave. She assured me that she loves me. She made love to me, and I know that finally, she loves me back. Finally, I claimed her and she’s officially mine now, forever.“Are you seriously going alone, Alqamar?” Cristine asked me with her raising tone while I am packing my things. I already told Lexis about it and even she wants to know my real reason she still managed to keep herself silent. And I regret that I still need to keep this a secret. Maybe I was just really afraid that she would leave me if she found out the truth.“Yes. I know I can handle them better alone,” I said co
CHAPTER 118I tried to pursue her. Followed her wherever she goes. I wanted to be there for her. That’s why I tried so hard to be near her. I am sure that she’s smart and I didn’t know why she had a low score in her quiz but maybe fate is on my side that I took that chance to get her attention only to me, not with anyone but to me."I'm gonna schedule a tutorial for you so you'll understand-""No!" she cut me off when I tried to suggest that. I just want to help her or maybe I did have a secret intention, but I am serious that I want to help her. Our eyes met. I gave her a serious eye and she was just staring at me like she was in the middle of a deep thought about me. I sighed."What's wrong with that?" I asked. I really don’t get it. It’s more convenient to her."I'll just ask Ronald for it. You don't have to schedule anything," she said.My jaw clenched. I really hate how she’s gotten close
CHAPTER 117The next morning, I woke up early moving forward to the second day of class. I didn’t know that it will be more fun than what I expected. Already carrying my bag and other things when I saw Rael, Fin and Gray inside my house. My new house that I bought last week. I planned to stay here until I am still teaching at the school. I will just visit the village when weekends.“How did you all enter my house?” my brows furrowed while staring at the three who were sitting comfortably in my couch. These three has nothing to do with their lives.“You didn’t lock the doors,” Gray said. Rael smirked at me.“Your house is huge, we can stay here, right?” Rael’s twinkling eyes looked at me. I raised my brow at him, he noticed it that made him looked away.“Yeah right…we can’t,” he answered in his own question.“You’ll work?” Fin asked
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi