CHAPTER 41
WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!I thought I would never see Alqamar. I thought I would never kiss him like this. I thought he would just remain in my dreams.
He started to kissed my neck while unbottoning my top. I can feel his heat and how he desires me. He stopped kissing me and started to walk somewhere until we reach a place where the river flows. He lied me above the grass while he remained on top of me. My arms remained encircled on his nape while he successfully take off my top.
"I missed you..." he whispered and kissed my lips softly. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I felt his hands unhooking my bra until my breast got freed up and got massage by his left hands.
I moaned because of the tingling sensating creeping on me. My lips parted to catch some breath when his kisses traveled down on my neck until he reached the top of my boobs. My body curved because of his tongue twirling and sucking my nip
CHAPTER 42I wake up because of a soft touched on my nose until my lips. I opened my eyes and a smile immediately plastered on my lips when I saw Alqamar staring down at me while softly touching my nose and lips."Good morning..." he greeted me. I smiled and before I can utter my greetings his lips went down to kissed me softly. My heart pounded so fast. This is a good morning kiss from Alqamar! Shit!"M-Morning..." I can't help but to stammered. He is making my heart flutter first thing in the morning!"You have to go home. I've seen the texts and missed calls from your parents in your phone," he said that made my eyes widened. I immediately get up and I noticed that I am already dressed up. I glanced at Alqamar and saw him watching me."You...dressed me up?" I asked."Yeah. Last night," he answered. My brows furrowed. I didn't even remember that part because I was too tired! I looked around and my cheeks heated when I r
CHAPTER 43Mom was so mad at me when I went home. She bombarded me with questions and I almost slipped my tongue about Alqamar. I know he told me that I must tell them about him but I am just afraid that...what if they found out? I don't want any complications right now.I sighed heavily as I stared at my ceiling. Mom had just finished her laments and rants for me. Dad was just listening while grandma was just watching television but I know she knows what I did.My phone rang afterwards. I immediately answer the phone when I saw Alqamar's name on it."Hello?" I answered."How did it go?" He asked. I sighed heavily."Just tell them about me Lexis," he suggested. I bit my lower lip and lied on my bed while the phone is still on my ear."What if they ask so many questions? I will just lie again in the end Alqamar," I said and sighed."At least they know right? Maybe they might...it will be a less worries
CHAPTER 44Tears rolled down in my eyes while Grandma's words are keep repeating on my mind. My chest felt so heavy. There is something pinching my heart, something breaking it into pieces.Thinking about our tragic ending makes me worried, nervous, and anxious for all of this. My lips trembled as my tears keeps rolling down my face.What would I choose? What am I gonna do? I didn't know that loving someone would be this difficult. I don't know why I end up this way but...I would never...regret that I fell for Alqamar. I would always be grateful for it. He will always be my one and only great love.But what should I do to protect this love?"Is it okay to...just choose the latter, Grandma?" I asked and wiped off my tears in my cheeks. I saw how she was stunned with my decision. I smiled sadly at her."You do not know what you're talking-""I would rather protect him and die than to see him protecting me and g
CHAPTER 45He waited for me until my class ended. He waited on his car. I waved my hands to Ronald to say goodbye after going out of our classroom. He smiled at me and nodded.I walked faster towards the parking lot because surely Alqamar is now bored! I told him earlier that he can just stroll around and or...went home but he really did insist that he will just wait for me here.When I saw his car I immediately knocked on his window. Because the car is tinted I couldn't see him clearly but in just one knock he immediately opened it.He gave me a peck on my lips as soon as he saw me. I smiled and entered the front seat."Did you get bored?" I asked worried. He shook his head and started the engine of his car."Don't worry, I like waiting for you," he said and winked. I rolled my eyes trying to hide the flushing of my cheeks! Damn him! He is really can flutter my heart with no sweat!He drove the car until the forest and
CHAPTER 46Rael and Fin are now noisy and a bit drunk. I sat down beside Alqamar. Alqamar's eyes went to me and I saw his eyes a bit tipsy. I smiled at him. He put his arms behind my back and kissed my cheeks. My cheeks flushed when I felt their eyes on us."Shit! We're gonna be eaten by the ants here!" Rael chuckled. My face heated and my eyes went down. Alqamar should tone down damn it! We can't be this close whenever there's someone's looking!"Why would I tone down hmm?" He whispered through my ear. My eyes widened and looked at him! I forgot to blocked our mind link! Darn!"Alqamar...stop it," I said and slightly pushing his chest away from me. He chuckled. Now I know that he's tipsy.Alqamar continued to have a drink with Rael, Fin and Gray. I glanced at Cristine that now sitting in front of me. She was been watching me since after we finished the dishes. I sighed. What is she thinking?When the clock strikes at 8 p
CHAPTER 47I am just buying my time to escape Fin and Gray. I can't stay here and just wait for Alqamar to come back. What if he won't come back? I shook my head and sighed heavily. Ronald is now busy with the council again because Janice is giving him a hard time. If I am not nervous right now I am now teasing him by now but because I have my own dilemma I can't stay calm and remain fine.I take a deep sigh and glanced towards Fin and Rael. I saw them talking to each other like they are arguing with something. I used my chance to slowly walked and joined the crowd of students to remained unnoticeable.I took a deep sigh when I exited the school. I immediately took a cab and told the driver where I am heading to.I don't want Alqamar to face this alone. Herman is his enemy and even though Alqamar is a lot stronger than him I can't deny the fact that he still have a weakness. I don't want him to be in danger again. I won't lost him like what
CHAPTER 48I was stunned and unable to speak because of the information I didn't know that exist.I was flabbergasted if I will believe him or not but the flames of hatred, wrath and anger in his eyes are telling me that he was keeping it for a long time and just trying to buy his time to reveal it to every one.He stepped back and looked at me with his dark eyes.This man in front of me is a product of a heart that was broken apart a long time ago. His mother loved a man dearly and was abandoned in the end. I don't know why I felt sympathy for that woman and to her son."I won't harm you tonight because...I don't want Alqamar to be weak to the day of our fight. If you are confused why I still want to fight my brother even though I lost from him to our last fight...it was because I really don't want to fight him that day...the truth is...it was Gray that I want to fight that day because I want him to my group,"He is pert
CHAPTER 49WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!I was breathing so hard when he started to kissed my neck. I moaned his name in pleasure. He's the only one who can do this to me. One touch and I am already in the edge. One kiss and I am already in fire.He started massaging my breasts alternately with an obvious lust and needs. I can feel his hungriness. I accepted all his dominant moves with me. I let him claimed me. I want him to need me. I want him to kiss me until he get crazy with me.I won't back down this time.I swallowed hard and shrieked a bit when he bit my nipples. Damn it! It was a bit painful but I didn't complained. Damn it Alqamar!He suckled and licked my left boobs and the other one is giving him massage that added to the fuel in me."Alqamar..." I moaned his name. I don't care anymore if his moves are accompanied with violence and harshness I just need him tonight. Damn it!His kisses we
EPILOGUELooking back to all the things that happened, it seems worth it now. After the accident I woke up with a headache and the first person I saw was a man wearing his white lab coat. He told me that his name was Ronald Madrigal, and I had an accident. At first, I couldn’t believe it. How could I have an accident when I know that I have the greatest power among all my pack? And I am the alpha. But then…I noticed how I clearly remember my childhood memories and the night where I saw my parents soaking with blood but other than that…I remember nothing.I feel like I was stuck in that particular memory and it’s tormenting my mind. It was frustrating to only know a bit of yourself. I remember Fin, Gray, Rael and Cristine because they are part of my memories when I was still young but…I didn’t even remember how I got an accident! Damn!“Don’t stress yourself too much, Alqamar. Your memories will be
CHAPTER 120“When are you planning to go back, Alqamar?” I heard Cristine asked while I am watching the trees danced with the wind. It was still vivid to me. The things that happened and how I almost lost my life in that unfaithful night. And…how I watched Lexis cry while darkness is eating my whole system.I had the choice to go back and tell Lexis that I am alive but it’s not easy at it’s seem. I’ve learned my lesson. Carlos is still alive and probably waiting for his attacks if he finds out that I am alive. When everyone thought that I was killed Carlos stopped chasing and targeting Lexis. It only means one thing. I am the only one he needs and my come back is his trigger to use Lexis again as my weakness. So, I have to remain hidden and just like before…watched Lexis from afar.I don’t want to go back to the days where I was still looking at her from afar but it’s still happening right, an
CHAPTER 119It wasn’t easy. Every time she’ll ask about my identity or my past makes me anxious. Thinking that once I told her everything she’ll slip away. And it’s even harder when I found out that Herman and Carlos’ group is planning of an attack against Lexis. So, for the mean time I told Lexis that I’ll leave. She assured me that she loves me. She made love to me, and I know that finally, she loves me back. Finally, I claimed her and she’s officially mine now, forever.“Are you seriously going alone, Alqamar?” Cristine asked me with her raising tone while I am packing my things. I already told Lexis about it and even she wants to know my real reason she still managed to keep herself silent. And I regret that I still need to keep this a secret. Maybe I was just really afraid that she would leave me if she found out the truth.“Yes. I know I can handle them better alone,” I said co
CHAPTER 118I tried to pursue her. Followed her wherever she goes. I wanted to be there for her. That’s why I tried so hard to be near her. I am sure that she’s smart and I didn’t know why she had a low score in her quiz but maybe fate is on my side that I took that chance to get her attention only to me, not with anyone but to me."I'm gonna schedule a tutorial for you so you'll understand-""No!" she cut me off when I tried to suggest that. I just want to help her or maybe I did have a secret intention, but I am serious that I want to help her. Our eyes met. I gave her a serious eye and she was just staring at me like she was in the middle of a deep thought about me. I sighed."What's wrong with that?" I asked. I really don’t get it. It’s more convenient to her."I'll just ask Ronald for it. You don't have to schedule anything," she said.My jaw clenched. I really hate how she’s gotten close
CHAPTER 117The next morning, I woke up early moving forward to the second day of class. I didn’t know that it will be more fun than what I expected. Already carrying my bag and other things when I saw Rael, Fin and Gray inside my house. My new house that I bought last week. I planned to stay here until I am still teaching at the school. I will just visit the village when weekends.“How did you all enter my house?” my brows furrowed while staring at the three who were sitting comfortably in my couch. These three has nothing to do with their lives.“You didn’t lock the doors,” Gray said. Rael smirked at me.“Your house is huge, we can stay here, right?” Rael’s twinkling eyes looked at me. I raised my brow at him, he noticed it that made him looked away.“Yeah right…we can’t,” he answered in his own question.“You’ll work?” Fin asked
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi