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Garett’s Desperation

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Chapter 88: Garrett's Desperation

Garrett's POV

Thorne's words lingered in my mind, over and over again, like a horrible joke I couldn't shake off.

"I can’t fall in love with a person who deceived him like this. Why do you think I won't fall in love with Gavin anymore?"

I had thought that nothing else could ever pain me more than the day he left, but this—this was worse.

I. My head yelled at me to leave, to stop torturing myself, but my body refused. My eyes locked onto them—on Thorne and Gavin, sitting side by side at their table, laughing, talking, smiling.

That smile.

It wasn't tense.

It wasn't false.

He looked. happy.

And that understanding sent a searing, anguished pain through my chest.

I had seen Thorne smile before, but never like this. Not at me.

My hands trembled as I grasped my glass, clenching it so tightly I was afraid it would shatter.

"He's only doing this to drive me away," I told myself. "He's trying to make me quit."

But was he?

The more I watched, the more I was co
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