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2024-10-29 19:42:56James
"God, Kelly, you're so beautiful. Let me look at you." She held Kelly at an arm's length by her face and looked her over. Kelly's eyes were still leaking tears but she held the realest smile I had seen her don since Lily. It made my heart squeeze and if possible, I even felt a twinge of jealousy that her mother could do that to her and I couldn't. It was irrational and stupid, but here I was, irrationally, stupidly, jealous of Kelly's mother. They talked quietly to each other as I stood there awkwardly behind them and finally, after a few minutes, she glanced at me with a bright smile. "And look at you. Jesus, did you get more handsome or is that I haven't seen a male without a uniform in so long?" "I think it's the latter." I joked with her and she laughed heartily. She took Kelly's hand and nodded towards the door. We walked out of the jail and she squinted against the sun stopped walking on the stepsRelated chapters
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