004 - A Gamma's Kiss

CARLOS.

"It’s okay. I’ve seen naked females, Shaila." Fuck me now! Why did I say that? I just wanted her to feel comfortable around me, even if she was naked, but it came out so wrong.

It was my fault in the first place that she ran away. If I didn’t look mesmerized by her naked body, she wouldn’t probably react the way she did.

But she caught me off guard. I saw her at the exact moment she shifted. Her naked breasts and pink pussy were just in my sight before she sat down on the ground and pulled her knees against her chest, and the way she was positioned, her pussy was fucking too visible in my wolf’s eyes.

And then her hand reached for me, making her breasts jiggle as she rubbed my fur.

I’m a fucking man, a hormonal one, and her innocence was drawing me in as no other younger female had.

"I know. That’s why it’s embarrassing. I know I could never be on par with them. Do you think you can find some clothes nearby?"

I knew there were clothes nearby. We usually leave shirts everywhere around the forest ground in case of emergencies, but... I think there was nothing around here tonight.

"No. Not around here. Come out. I promise I won’t stare."

"Are you naked too?"

"Yes. Very naked. Do you want me to put some leaves around my dick? I just don’t know if I can find a leaf big enough to cover it though." I was hoping joking would loosen her a bit.

I heard her giggle from behind the tree before her head peeked out from behind it. She has a big smile on her lips, and I couldn’t help but mirror her smile. Her eyes darted to my dick and I swear, my dick twitched as it grew harder.

"If I look at it now, I’ll probably be more comfortable and won’t bother with it." She said shyly as she let her eyes linger on my growing dick. She licked her lips and swallowed hard, and I just watched her take in all of me.

"Come out from the tree. If I see you naked, then soon you won’t be bothered with it." I knew I was trying to use her words against her, but truth be told, I was dying to have one more glimpse of her.

She tilted her head and shook her head. Her face returned with a worried expression. 

"I won’t stare, I promise." I raised my hands up in the air, trying not to smile so she could see I was serious and to make her comfortable. 

I saw her drag her hair over her shoulders, and I knew she was trying to cover her breasts with them before she stepped out behind the tree, her hands cupping her core. Despite being slightly covered, my fucking dick betrayed me and saluted her right away.

She was fucking perfect. And I’ve had my fair share of naked females.

She was skinny but not too skinny, and although her figure was not the hourglass-like I wanted with the females I fucked, she was far more attractive than all of them combined. She has a perfect curve for her small frame, and the roundness of her breasts at the sides was making me salivate. I wanted her breasts in my mouth.

I’m finally convinced I’m a fucking pervert now. 

I shook my head, trying to take away all the naughty thoughts I had of her. Not Shaila. I couldn’t just go fuck her and leave her hanging.

Her smile faded the moment I shook my head as her eyes watered. What the fuck happened? Did she feel so bad showing me her body?

"I’m ugly, right? Not up to your standard?"

"No. What the fuck gave you that idea?"

"I want to go home now," she said.

She would always tell me the same old line whenever I would disappoint her over the years. But I wouldn’t let her go home with a broken heart this time.

I walked up to her but she inched backward, her hands still on her pussy. 

I raised my hands in the air again as I approached her slowly.

My hands went immediately to her face, cupping her cheeks. "You’re beautiful, Shaila. And your body is fucking perfect. I just can’t… Oh, fuck me! I don’t know what to say."

She smiled warmly, her eyes still pooling with tears. "It’s okay, you don’t need to be nice. Maybe my body is nothing to you, but I’m sure it will be perfect for my mate."

She said the last word with a broken voice, and it crushed me. Pain hit my chest the moment the word 'mate' came out of her mouth. At the same time, Hugo growled in my head, snarling at me for making Shaila feel this way.

Before I could control myself, I leaned my face closer and crushed my lips against her, kissing her bruisingly hard. She wasn’t responding and I thought she might just be surprised by my action, but I was confident she would kiss me back soon. She liked me. And she would enjoy this.

I kissed her hard and deep, taking whatever I could from her sweet, soft lips, and just when I was so lost in kissing her, her hands went up to my chest before she pushed my body away. And because I wasn’t expecting it, she was able to push me.

And then a hand landed on my cheek. Did she just slap me?

Her body was shaking as tears pooled in her eyes. "Just because I’m naked in front of you and asking for your approval if my body looks okay doesn’t mean you can just have your way with me! I didn’t know you’re a pig yourself!" She snapped at me. Her eyes were showing many emotions, and I didn’t know which one affected me most — her anger or the disappointment showing in her eyes.

I brushed my palms over my face. I blew this one up!

She strode past me and was heading in the direction of the forest road going to her home.

"Shaila, I’m sorry. I just can’t help it." I walked fast enough to catch up with her, but she wasn’t stopping or even looking at me.

"Shaila," I said, grabbing her wrist and bringing her to a halt. "Can we start again?"

She stared directly into my eyes. "I’m not one of your females, Carlos. I know I told you at one point I might join in the fun, but I don’t think I can. Stop hurting me. Why can’t you just continue with that part where you ignore me? It’s better that way because one day I’m sure I will finally move on from you." 

She wiped the tears off her eyes before they fell as she continued. "But if you do this, flirt with me, and try to get into my pants, I can assure you I will give in because I like you. And it’s not fair." 

"Shaila…" How would I explain to her that I had no intention of hurting her or stringing her along with the games I played with the other females?  But she would never believe me. My reputation made sure of that. "I’m sorry. Can we start over again?"

"I want to go home…" 

"Shaila, please. I don’t want you to hate me. Can we start over again?"

She tilted her head and met my eyes, and for the first time, I was scared of what she would see in mine. I had no bad intentions toward her. But I was never really good at reading females’ emotions, so I wasn’t sure if she liked what she was seeing or not.

After what felt like an eternity, she nodded her head. "Friends?" 

"Friends," I said, pursing my lips into a thin line. 

A small smile curled on her lips, but a lone tear fell from her eyes like the word pained her.

"Hey…" I cupped her cheeks one more time, urging her to meet my eyes. "Look at me, I will not step on the boundaries you set for us. Please remind me if I stepped over, but I will do my best."

I would do everything just so she wouldn’t stay away from me because I honestly had no idea what was going on with me right now. All I knew was that I was seeing her in a different light now.