ALESSANDRA
When I finally arrived in California, it was already 10 o'clock in the night. My heart raced in my chest as I stepped down from the cab I had taken from the airport, standing before a fancy, silver gate, its sleek design reflecting the dim streetlights above. The streets were hauntingly quiet, but I knew better than to believe that I was alone. Somewhere hidden in the shadows, my father’s security detail was likely watching, their presence cloaked in the inky darkness of the night. I approached the sleek video intercom, its surface cool to the touch as I pressed a button, a faint click breaking the stillness of the night. Moments later, a voice resonated through the device, crisp and slightly distorted, “Who is this?” “It’s me, Donato. Open the gate,” I replied, my voice steady and confident, masking the shiver that rippled through my body from the biting cold. The night felt heavy around me, wrapping me in a dark, chilling embrace. It was crucial to make the bodyguard believe that I had every right to be here, or I would never be able to get into the house. Two minutes later, the massive gate creaked open, revealing my younger sister, who ran out toward me. I braced myself, digging my heels into the ground just in time for her to leap into my arms. Her arms wrapped around me in a tight hug as my mother stepped out, staring at me like she had just seen a ghost. “You are not supposed to be here,” she retreated from me and hugged her arms when I tried to approach her. I would have been hurt and disappointed by her rejection if I didn't see the fear lurking in her eyes. We both knew what would happen if Father found out about my arrival. I cradled my sister’s head against my chest, feeling the warmth of her soft hair against my skin, and begged my mother, “Please, let me stay here for the night. I promise I will take responsibility when Father returns.” My mother’s sharp glare pierced through me, and I felt a wave of guilt wash over me. “Do you really think that will protect me and your sister from his wrath?” she challenged. Her voice was a mix of frustration and fear, a reminder that she had also suffered a lot because of my father. Before I could make my escape, my mother engaged in a hushed conversation with the Italian bodyguards, dropping some wads of cash into their hands. That night, I slept in my sister Mia's room, to conceal my presence from the rest of the people living in the mansion. “Is it true that Leonardo chased you away? What did you do?” Mia asked, her voice barely above a whisper as we reclined on her bed, our legs casually propped up against the wall. The muted images of our favorite soap opera danced on the TV screen, the melodrama swirling around us. My lips pressed into a thin line of frustration as I reluctantly tore my gaze from the flickering screen. “What makes you think I'm the one at fault, Mia?” I replied, the heat of irritation creeping into my voice. Mia shrugged nonchalantly, “Because I know Leonardo would never do anything to hurt you.” I stifled a bitter laugh, forcing myself to redirect my attention back to the flickering images on the screen. Of course, she would say that I thought to myself. Mia harbored a secret crush on Leonardo ever since he saved her from falling from the stairs when she was little. To her, he was her hero and knight in shining armor. But back then, I was so sad when he got his first stitches on his face because of what happened, but he told me it was a small price to pay, insisting it was worth the pain. After all, he couldn’t bear the thought of seeing me lose Mia the way he had once lost his own sister. That was the moment I fell in love with him. Because I thought that he would never hurt me. He was supposed to protect me from the horrible things in my life, even himself. “Perché piangi?” My sister's voice, tinged with concern, pulled me from the depths of my swirling thoughts. Her gentle, doe-like eyes were filled with remorse as she observed me hurriedly wipe away the tears that had slipped silently down my cheeks. “I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that--” “No, I'm not crying because of that, Mia,” I replied, accepting the delicate tissue wipes she offered, their texture a small comfort in my trembling hands. Mia was young and didn’t deserve to bear the weight of my troubles. I scolded myself for allowing her to witness my vulnerability. “I'm just worried about what will happen when Father sees me tomorrow.” The mere thought sent a shiver down my spine, tightening the knot of apprehension that had settled in my chest. Father would definitely not be pleased to see me in the house, but there were a few things we needed to discuss alone so I came here to speak to him before leaving this world behind. I hoped to start anew, to live a new life as a normal person. I wanted to discard my identity as Alessandra De Castello. Mia wrapped her arms around me, enveloping me in a warm hug. I watched her bury her head in the nook of my shoulder as she tried to reassure me. “I won't let Father scold you, Lexi. Don't be afraid.” My heart trembled with unspoken emotions but I let her hold me to sleep that night, driving away all the haunting nightmares I knew would plague me that night. There was no doubt that Leonardo was probably tracking me down to California after he discovered my disappearance. Yet, I wanted to allow myself one final, selfish act to spend some time with my family. Because I knew this was the last time I would see them again.LEONARDO “Leonardo, per favore, smettila di farlo!” Rocco pleaded, his voice a mixture of exasperation and urgency as he lunged toward me once more. This was the fourth time that night he had attempted to wrestle it from my grasp, but I stubbornly held on, unwilling to yield. The dim light of the room flickered, casting long shadows as our scuffle grew more intense. I growled, “Go away, Rocco. I don't want to see anyone right now.”After my heated argument with Alessandra, I stormed out of the apartment and went straight to my office. I craved a drink that would drown out the ache in my chest, but the pain still lingered no matter how many glasses I poured down my throat. Every time I sipped the expensive alcohol, her face would suddenly invade my mind. I was going crazy from the sound of her laughter in my ears and the memory of her smile that was etched on my mind like a fucking tattoo. Why did her feelings change towards me? What have I done to make her so.... disgusted with me
ALESSANDRAIt was afternoon when Father returned from his business trip the following day. I could hear the sound of his voice right in the hallway after he climbed the stairs talking to my mother. Although we had agreed that I would wait for him in his office, ready to discuss some private matters, my mother still tried to stall him, her laughter and lively chatter intentionally delaying his entrance.I couldn't blame her for it. The very thought of my Father's arrival had sent me an unsettling chill for the past hours but I didn't want to waste any more time here. I had to leave the house before Leonardo came looking for me. The door opened when I was preoccupied with my thoughts, but I was able to catch my Father's figure standing in the hallway. His expression changed the moment his eyes landed on me, his face contorting in anger. The door creaked open just as my mind was lost in a whirlwind of thoughts. I glanced up to find my father standing in the doorway, his figure framed
ALESSANDRA After my sister's words, I immediately rushed down the stairs along with my father to see Leonardo standing in the living room with a small army of men. The room was filled with quiet sobs as everyone watched him wielding a knife at my cousin's neck. “What the hell do you think you are doing? Put the knife down, Leonardo!” My father's furious voice cut through the suffocating silence in the room. I knew all hell was about to break loose when my eyes spotted some men moving across the room from the other end, silently trying to close the distance between them and their target. Leonardo's eyes did not stray from me even one bit but his men kept their vigilant eyes on their surroundings. The way his eyes locked onto mine, cold and unyielding, sent a jolt of fear through me. I could tell he was very furious about my sudden disappearance but there was something darker lurking in his eyes. Something raw and intense. “Since my wife decided to visit her family without telling
ALESSANDRA "Stai attenta, ragazza!" My uncle admonished me from the car as he witnessed my near-tumble in my heels after I got down from the car. I cursed under my breath and briefly considered discarding my heels and walking barefoot, but the grandeur of the mansion before me quickly banished that thought from my mind. Ever since I left my family to live with my uncle and his three sons, Father only summoned me back for two reasons. Either he wanted to reprimand me for something stupid I did, which rarely happened, or he wanted to introduce me to one of his clients, who would be my prospective husband. Judging from the dress he sent to me the previous day, I was sure it was the second one but it didn't bother me. That was my duty as the daughter of the Capo dei Capi of the California Familia, one of the most dangerous crime syndicates in the country. After my first marriage had gone south, I had fought very hard to maintain my independence, unlike my sister, Mia, who was still in
LEONARDO Fuck. This couldn't be true. I was barely processing the news I had received from Alessandra when my eyes caught a movement approaching me from behind. Without a second thought, I turned around and emptied a few bullets on my assailant's body. When Enzo's body hit the floor, all the women in the room started screaming like they were reaching the climax of a fucking song. I glanced at Alessandra's stiff figure, her eyes wide as she stared at her uncle's figure. What a fucking joke. She was actually crying for Enzo, a man who used to hit her when we were little kids whenever her father was not around. If she was going to behave like this now, then how was she going to react when she discovered that the shipments were taken by me? A surge of anger coursed through me when I thought about everything I had gone through to return to her. I had spent three months crafting this little scheme to rescue her but it seemed like she didn't need me anymore.One promise. All she had to
ALESSANDRA Everything felt like a nightmare to me. Leonardo had followed through with his intention to marry me, whisking me away to New York City, plunging me into his world without warning. Just a week later, he organized every detail of our wedding, sending invitations to the most notorious crime syndicates across the country. Papa was not invited. My mama and sister, Mia, had received their invitations, but they were unable to attend since they were busy mourning my uncle, Enzo. Ironically, the date that Leonardo chose for his wedding happened to coincide with Enzo’s burial. What a cruel man. On the day of the wedding, he presented me with the most beautiful dress I've ever laid eyes on, crafted with delicate lace and shimmering silk, after vanishing for an entire week. I felt like a caged animal, losing the hard-fought independence I had gained after my first marriage. Rocco, one of Leonardo's trusted men, entered the room with a package in his hands. "You have a package," h
ALESSANDRA I had no idea how we ended up in his house after I said those words to him. All I knew was that my hands were all over him, touching and stroking his body like it was my right to explore every inch of his delectable body. I figured that if I was unable to avoid sleeping with him, I would have to do it on my terms. Leonardo was so hard and warm, his masculine scent enveloping me like a soft blanket. And the best part was that he let me do it. I pulled away every piece of clothing my hands touched on his body, and he watched me silently, lazy amusement dancing in his eyes. When my hands brushed his belt buckle, he quickly grabbed my wrists and said, “You are drunk, Lexi.” “No, I'm not,” my cheeks flushed in embarrassment when I noticed the slur in my words. I brushed my lips across his neck, causing his grip on my wrists to tighten. He made a low, rough noise of frustration at the back of his throat but still refused to budge one bit. His stiff figure made me more det
ALESSANDRA As I woke up the next morning, a flood of memories came rushing back to me. I felt a sense of embarrassment as I recalled my wild behavior from the previous night. I hesitated to open my eyes, feeling reluctant to face the consequences of my actions. Fortunately, Leonardo was not in the room, so I hurriedly made my way to the bathroom to freshen up. I suspected that he had left early to attend to some illegal business, so I took the opportunity to reflect on my actions from the previous night.Since I was the one who initiated the physical contact between us, I had no idea how to get out of the horrible situation I had gotten myself into. Although last night had been spectacular, I had no intention of repeating such a mistake because that would only mean that I had accepted my fate to stay in this world. As my stomach let out a low, rumbling growl, I realized it was time to find something to eat. I frowned when I realized how weak my legs felt, struggling to maintain a n